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Every day is the same. Every day should be the same. That's what you learned, that's how you've always felt. Wake up the same. Eat breakfast the same. Walk the same route to the same workplace where you always sit in the same place and type on the same keyboard to create letters on the same monitor. So why is it that now, for some reason, the same feels different? It's like you've been sitting down in a crowd, all the same, and suddenly stood up to look around over all of their heads. But everything is the same. You say hello to the same strangers on your walk. You work on the same project that your boss has told you, all the same, needs to be finished by the same date.

So why does it feel so unfamiliar? You've always forgotten the previous day overnight. It's not worth remembering, it's never worth remembering.; it's always the same. But strange visions dance behind your eyes as you sleep, visions of those strangers that you pass on the sidewalk, those lettered keys that clump beneath your fingertips, the same words appearing again and again. And suddenly, it doesn't make sense; none of it does. Nothing is right, but everything is fine. Those strangers with the dead eyes are always the same. Their eyes are always the same. You know their faces, but could never recognize them on the passing hikes to and from work. One day after the next, one week after the next, years upon years upon years; they were all the same. And those visions, those alien images, the dancing curiosities in your head... Those were the days, the weeks, the years before now. Remembered only slightly, but shaking your beliefs, your supposed mastery of your own world.

The news reports it as a sort of plague, the same time every day in the same way; "Dreamer" Epidemic Spreading Slowly; Reports Say Psychological Disturbance Is To Blame. Isolate From Your Workplace If You Feel Unwell And Contact One Of The Following Numbers For Assistance. Everything is the same, when it comes to those reports. When it comes to those numbers. And when you close your eyes and listen to your heartbeat, your breathing, it sounds the same. But when the dreams come, they are the only thing that seems wrong. The reason is because they are the same.

Please remember, this is just a template! You may, at any point, decide to use your own forms; that is just fine! This is simply the bare minimum.

I really don't like these images I've been getting when I sleep as it's freaking me out to sleep at night, I can't help but to feel a sense of confusion but also a sense of familiarity, non-stop, every single day, without getting a single break or fail.

oh hello there, I didn't see you there while I was rambling to myself, yet isn't this familiar in some way or just me? probably just me.
-General Information-
Character Name:
Sydney-Jay-Kagetsu
Aliases:
A emotional anxious reck that always seems to be rambling to themselves, as well as seeming as someone that's not really easy to talk to or approach on first glance, always being alone and a loner but doesn't seem to ever be bothered by it...as well as unpredictable because well they are unpredictable on how he may react when someone does bother to approach them, really coming across to seem like a crazy person but not actually a crazy person and is simply drove crazy by paranoia and anxiety 24/7
Character's Age:
21
Character's Gender:
Femdoy Bigender Lad
He/him-She/her
can be used interchangeably
Dose not like they/them

-Appearance-
it be time to Doodle again
(WIP)

-Personality Traits-
General Personality:
Detailed Personality:
INFP-"values inner harmony and personal growth, focuses on dreams and possibilities"
- MIX WITH -
ESFP-"have strong common sense, enjoys helping people in a tangible way"
-Additional Information-
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