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Diary of a Fish Troll

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Posted: Mon, 18/12/2017 06:51 (6 Years ago)
Quotes I Need to Use in Daily Life
some people might find some of these offensive but I'd only use them in fun :']

"Don't you dare play that sweet, sexy jazz at me."

"For once in your life do something your father would be proud of!"

"It's like someone reached into my childhood and punched every good memory I had."

"Well I am in quite a predicament"

"Life is harsh and then you die"

"Stop thinking properly and start thinking laterally. When you think sideways, life starts to suddenly make sense."

"WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME, SATAN??"

"It's ok- any day can be saved through the power of love. Aaaannndddd sandwiches!"*
*must be able to magically produce sandwiches


*When someone does something stupid* "Darwin award please!"

"All the flavors in the world, and you choose to be salty."

to be added to when i find more
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Posted: Sat, 23/12/2017 23:41 (6 Years ago)
Speed Click Event- Dec. 2017

Sat, December 23, 00:00 Your interactions: 1,948
Sat, December 23, 01:00 Your interactions: 32
Sat, December 23, 07:00 Your interactions: 3,444
Sat, December 23, 08:00 Your interactions: 3,439
Sat, December 23, 09:00 Your interactions: 3,960
Sat, December 23, 16:00 Your interactions: 1,913
Sat, December 23, 17:00 Your interactions: 1,771
Sat, December 23, 22:00 Your interactions: 1,375
Sat, December 23, 23:00 Your interactions: 2,740

Internet wasn't the best it could have been, but those numbers are pretty dang good for me
Yay!
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Posted: Mon, 25/12/2017 18:14 (6 Years ago)


Merry Christmas all you beautiful people out there!!!
As per every year, I gathered together as many mystery boxes and keys as i could for the last month or so, resisting the urge to open them all up as soon as I could.

This year I managed *drumroll and trumpet fanfare* 95 boxes! And here's the haul!!

Berries
8 spelon berry
4 colbur berry
1 tamato berry
5 charti berry
3 starf berry
4 pecha berry
10 leppa berry

Evolution
2 Thunderstone
1 Fire stone
2 Leaf stone
2 Dusk stone
3 Water stone
1 Oval stone
1 Razor fang
1 Razor claw
1 Up-grade
2 Washing machine

Battle and Cooking
8 Soda pop
13 Lemonade
3 HP Up
2 Zinc
2 Carbos
1 Iron
2 Protein
2 Calcium

Gems
13 dragon gem
2 poison gem
8 steel gem
10 rock gem
9 electric gem
4 fairy gem
11 fire gem
8 ghost gem
2 dark gem
6 water gem
4 ground gem

Special
5823 Game chips
34304 PD
26 Event points

1 Old amber fossil
1 Claw fossil
1 Sail fossil

3 Relic copper
1 Relic gold

1 Green orb
1 Hollow space map
1 Marine cave map
1 Griseous orb
1 Enigma pearl

Not too bad! Lots of trash, but a few valuable items thrown in there too. All in all, a good Christmas ♡

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Posted: Mon, 01/01/2018 20:22 (6 Years ago)





Kyurem Hunt





January 1st:
interactions: 16,346
Kyurem: no

January 2nd:
interactions: (@5,143)(@9,466) 12,164
Kyurem: Ice bab || Ice bab 2

January 3rd:
interactions: 7,915
Kyurem: nope

January 4th:
interactions: 14,782
Kyurem: nope

January 5th:
interactions: 17,254
Kyurem: nope

January 6th:
interactions: (@7,703)
Kyurem: Ice bab

January 7th:
interactions: 8,392
Kyurem: nope

January 8th:
interactions: 9,725
Kyurem: nope

January 9th:
interactions: 22,753
Kyurem: nooope

January 10th:
interactions: 18,011
Kyurem: nah

January 11th:
interactions: 11,129
Kyurem: nope...

January 12th:
interactions: 20,555
Kyurem: sigh

January 13th:
interactions: 8,924
Kyurem: nope
January 26th:
interactions:
Kyurem:

January 27th:
interactions:
Kyurem:

January 28th:
interactions:
Kyurem:

January 29th:
interactions: 9254
Kyurem:ice bab


February 8th:
interactions:
Kyurem:

January 14th:
interactions: 13,857
Kyurem: nah

January 15th:
interactions: 5,609
Kyurem: nope

January 16th:
interactions: 725
Kyurem: lol no

January 17th:
interactions: 6,824
Kyurem: nah

January 18th:
interactions: (@4908)
Kyurem: ice bab

January 19th:
interactions: (@14,519)
Kyurem: ice bab

January 20th:
interactions: 22,407
Kyurem: nah


i stopped caring about keeping this updated pretty quick
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Posted: Sun, 11/03/2018 01:40 (6 Years ago)
It's a Rant


Today's rant will be brought to you by a sassy eyebrow raise and an exasperated sigh.

Sorry it's been 2 months since I last posted anything in this, haven't had much to write about. Until today, guess. Mostly I just reached a tipping point in some family drama and wanted to write about it, since writing always helps me sort out my thoughts.

Alright, let me give you some story:
So today, my sister texted me with a screenshot of her facebook feed where my brother had posted something and tagged her in it and wrote a super sarcastic comment to go with it. The article he had tagged was about an issue she had been dealing with for other a year now, so you can imagine the kind of incredibly negative effect it had on her. So she texts me, very upset, and I try and take a step back and say that, 'well sis judging by his comment I don't think he took too kindly to the article that you had tagged him in earlier about smoking and health and such', while also saying that just because he was mad, that didn't excuse his behavior. I just think that maybe you both screwed up a bit and should talk about it. After that, an old family friend commented on the post about how messed up it was of my brother to tag her in that (sister had ranted to the family friend as well) and he responded that he wasn't sorry and was tired of holding his tongue about when people talk about him and his issues and whatnot. Which is chill, I can respect that. But I can't respect the way he want about showing his anger- and I let him know in another comment which went somewhere along the lines of, "hey how about instead of posting passive aggressive comments towards each other on facebook, we all actually freaking talk to each other and sort it out".

Like ? ??? Seriously ? ? ? This is the kind of thing children in kindergarten learn. No, Timmy, you can't pull Stephanie's pig tails when you're mad. Why are you mad? Tell me what's wrong, apologize, and then tell her why it bothers you when she took your toy truck. I swear... adults these days have no idea how to deal with their problems. We all just get mad at each other and hold it in instead of actually talking about it and solving the issues and I'm so annoyed and tired of it.

Over the past couple months my sister has come to me a couple times angry about something, and I talk to her and give her advice and calm her down and all that- and honestly, half of my advice always ends up being 'go talk to them about it', 'have you mentioned to them that this bothers you?"- it's not rocket science, people.

Today, my roommate came into my room- well actually, she hovered at the door for a moment and asked if she could come in and talk to me about something, and I'm like, yeah of course, and she comes in and apologizes if I thought things have been weird these past few days and that she gets in these moods sometimes and overthinks things and that she just really wanted to make sure nothing was weird between us because she really likes having me in her life and everything. And she mentioned that she's been thinking about this for a couple days and just finally reached the point that she had to say something because it was just eating away at her and meanwhile im chilling on my bed like :3? there's been weird feelings floating around? Mreow? But, that's the thing! I had no idea of anything going on, but she was being torn up about it every day! Communication is so, so, so, so, so important and too many people shrug it off, preferring to be angry.

That's where my siblings are at right now- oh except, following my advice, my sister texted my brother and he responded with a wall of text about how mad he was at my sister for her meddling in his personal life, and that he was done walking on eggshells around her and around everyone and I'm still over here like :3? He's never once voiced any of this (to my knowledge) until it all just came exploding out at once, and where's the help in that? Who is that helping? Certainly not my sister, and certainly not my brother since now he's just pissed off more and burning bridges while sister sits at home and cries. Yuuuuuup.


Talk to your friends, people. Talk to your family. Let them know what's going on in your head. What's right and what's wrong. What you can put up with and what you can't. Don't let that all bottle up inside you until it's eating away at your soul and threatens to burst out, dowsing everyone in the vicinity with thick, burning acid that just melts and degrades your relationships. Yeah, talking about issues is hard. It's a hard thing to do, but you better believe that it's a heck of a lot better than the alternative of emotion explosion and dealing with the aftermath.

I'll be surprised if my siblings are ever on good terms with each other after this. They'll probably speak again, but it ain't going to be civil.
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Posted: Wed, 28/03/2018 05:06 (6 Years ago)
Nurturing Soul

I was talking to my sister the other day about pets and how I'm not fond of many animals or types of breeds and if I got an animal it would be pretty specific and I'd train it in such and such ways, and how I'm pretty picky about my pets, and she responded with, "well, you don't really have a nurturing soul".

:/

She right.

Nah, she's right though, I don't have a nurturing soul. And by that we mean the instinct to care for and take care of another living creature. My sister has her dog and my brother has some cats, and I have some geckos. See the difference? I'll let you in on the secret- geckos require next to no daily care. I handle them a bit every day or so, and check their water and food dishes, but that's about all I have to do. And they like having very little contact as well, so handling them is a short and easy affair. I mean, I'm sure if I spent more time with them they'd be more docile and could even learn easy tricks, but....meh. I like how it is.

But seriously, I'm terrible with animals. Mostly because I just like being alone so much and it actually does bother me to share space with another living creature. Humans are ok depending on who they are- my family sucks the energy right out of me, but the two roommates I'm living with now are great. At the end of the day I still like to hole up in my room for a few hours before bed, but I'll spend the evening with them making dinner and watching tv or something.

I'd blame the fact that I'm not nurturing because we didn't have pets growing up, but that's sort of a lie? We had rabbits and I had a couple gerbils (some fish and geckos too, but those are so low maintenance it doesn't really count), so I did take care of little creatures growing up, and honestly, I hated it. The gerbils made so much noise at night and the rabbits became wild (though that's partly my mother's fault because she wanted them outside all the time instead of in my room), so I didn't do much 'taking care of' tbh. It's just not in my personality. It's why I don't want kids- I don't like taking care of things and sharing my space. Even having the geckos in my room can become too much some nights when the crickets won't stop chirping or the cresties are moving around a lot and making noise. I'm just not a nurturing soul.

I'm currently watching the roommates' cat because they're out of town for the week, it's only been 1 day and I already hate it. She won't stop meowing, she's clawed at me 3 times in just the one day, and I can't pet her or give her attention (why she keeps meowing) because she claws or bites at me every fghaegrebg time. So screw this noise, I'm already fed up with it. She can meow her head off for all I care.
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Posted: Sat, 02/06/2018 01:36 (6 Years ago)
Emotional Capacity

Hello there, been a couple months, not important though, let's get into it.

So I was listening to the radio on the way to work this morning, as you do, and the guy on there said something that kind of resonated with me. For always, I've always struggled with who I am, what makes up the person that is Monie, and I've discovered bits and pieces over time but haven't quite finished the puzzle yet. Today, I think I added another piece to it though, and that's really exciting.

My issue has been not connecting with people. Not understanding or being interested in or having really any amount of emotion towards someone's situation. That isn't always the case though! Sometimes I'm really excited/sad/angry when someone else is, and other times I'm really not- just, no feelings. And this morning on the radio the guy was talking about how he found out he had a half brother but he didn't want to talk to his mom about it just then because he just "didn't have the emotional capacity" to deal with it at the moment. And that got me. Didn't have the emotional capacity. Like, it was like everything just made so much more sense in my head about why I don't feel any emotions towards certain things or towards certain people or towards everything in general sometimes.

It was just like everything was explained in an instant and all the pieces that were just floating around in my head finally connected together and that's such an amazing feeling I can't even explain it. Everyone who understands what I'm saying about not understanding who you are or having all the pieces but none of them connect- you know. You know exactly how awful and annoying that feeling is. But when they finally do connect, it's like magic.

I don't have the emotional capacity to deal with most things in my life right now. Call it minor depression (valid) or call it that all my capacity is currently being used up somewhere else (also valid), but with that in mind, I don't feel like such an awful person to not really have any emotions towards other things happening in life. And that's really freeing.


Sorry if this is really hurried and doesn't make much sense. I'm writing when I should be packing and I'm not thinking much because I'm just trying to get it all down. I don't know if I explained it very well, but again- it's not really something you can explain. It's a feeling, and it just -is-.

Love <3
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Posted: Sun, 19/08/2018 00:24 (5 Years ago)
Differences

It's super interesting to me to see how different people act in the same circumstances. Little things, like an inconvenience in a store or if a child is crying loudly nearby. I wonder a lot of if it's a generational gap thing or upbringing. I don't have a lot of examples but like-

One time I was manning the register at the pet store I used to work at and an old woman came in and boy was she in a mood when she came to the register. Idk who spat in her oatmeal that morning but when she checked out she actually stopped as she was gathering her things to go and said something along the lines of "I don't know if you're trained to say 'have a good day', but you should really add in to thank me. I come in here to spend money at your store, you should be thanking me!" Really? Really??

Second and only other example cause I'm lazy and don't want to try and think of more, but I've always asked the owner before I pet an animal. I probably wasn't always like that, but I think definitely after working in a pet store where we were actually required to ask "can I say hi?" before touching a customer's dog, I do that all the time now, and I think it should definitely be common practice. Animals have thoughts and feelings and issues just like humans and you wouldn't just walk up to a random person in the street and give them a hug, would you? So today, not even 20 minutes ago, there was a man with his dog having lunch at an outdoor cafe. I was waiting for my mom to come by so I stopped by him and asked, "can I say hi?" The man said yeah, but she's pretty shy so be gentle and scratch her back, she doesn't really like her head touched because she's a rescue. And then my mother came up next to us and scratched the dog's head without even a glance towards her owner. siiiiiiiiiiigh

Things like that really get me. I find how different people act in the same situations interesting, but it's not always a good kind of interesting. How introverts vs extroverts handle a situation is pretty interesting, but how you treat a waiter or cashier, not so interesting, I'm really just judging you.
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Posted: Sun, 26/08/2018 22:27 (5 Years ago)
Growing Up

It's kind of crazy the amount of life we experience in the first 18-25 years of life (mostly during the schooling days, which vary for anyone that goes/doesn't go to college). During school it seems like your life is always busy, you're always doing something and experiencing something, whether because friends are asking you to do something, your parents, or maybe a school function that you're interested in. Either way, you're always doing something. But, once you're out of school it's like life comes to a grinding and immediate halt. In school my days would be:

-go to class
-talk with friends
-after school activities (in high school- volleyball and theatre, in college- mass homework groups with friends, bar)
-work
-homework

and then the odd going to a movie with friends, or the gym, or spending abnormal amounts of time in the school computer labs because the homework was ridiculously hard, or festivals around town.

But now? Now I go to work and then come home and there's nothing else. I have 3 friends, 2 I live with, and 1 lives 20 minutes away and we meet up every few weeks for a couple hours to do something.

In school you're constantly surrounded by other people to befriend. As young humans, we naturally gravitate towards others and form bonds, but as you grow and life takes people in different directions, it can be harder to form those bonds, and harder still to get people you do form bonds with to actually spend time with you depending on their and your personality. I have a handful of coworkers I get along with, sure, but at the end of the day each of us just wants to go home and be with our own families (if we have them) and rest.

It's really hard for introverts like myself too- I don't go out on weekends to play sports, or look up meet up groups with people that might like the same things as me. I don't leave the house much unless I have to, like for work, so my social life consists of my online friends, and even then I barely make any effort to speak to them because work drains my entire social battery and I just want to come home to silence and rest.

I still live life, I guess, and do things that a younger me could never (flying around the country for concerts, mainly), but I also don't experience half the things I used to when I was constantly surrounded by other people and experiencing dozens of learning opportunities for a growing mind. It's kind of crazy how little I do anymore... growing up kind of sucks.
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Posted: Wed, 14/11/2018 07:52 (5 Years ago)
My Job

I think I got ridiculously lucky with getting my job. It doesn't actually use my degree and there are definitely aspects of it I wish I could change, but a lot of it is so perfect it's almost too good to be true.

During college the only jobs I could get in my tiny college town were fast food places. I worked two jobs of fast food and a retail store while going to college. I tried to get an internship during those years, but no fish ever bit, and without any real engineering experience under my belt, no employer would even glance at my resume after I graduated. Over the course of ~6 months before graduation, and another 6 months after, I sent out probably 200-250 applications for jobs and got, I think, 2 interviews back. I don't even think I got a rejection letter from 80% of those applications, they just didn't reply at all.

After graduation I left my jobs and worked as a service technician fixing soda machines and vending machine and the like. Bottom of the barrel kind of work, but it was better pay with 9-5 hours, weekends off, and pretty awesome benefits if you stayed there for years. Problem was, I hated the work. Yeah, I like to work with my hands and get in some manual labor, but I don't like that being the only aspect of a job. Plus the soda meant I was constantly sticky and it was annoying always having to go wash it off.

In November of 2017, my roommate decided he was going to move to another state to go to school as the college in our town didn't offer the major, and I couldn't afford our apartment by myself nor did I want a different roommate. So I made a snap judgement and on December 1st we said goodbye and he moved to Washington while I moved to Oregon and proceeded to sleep on a friend's couch for 2 months while searching for jobs. That's right, I moved to a whole new state to live on a couch with no job.

To be fair, I did have a job lined up when I moved. Buuuut I only spent about a week there before bailing because no where on their website or social media did it say they were freaking door-to-door internet salespeople, like jfc that's worse than greasy car sales! But anyways, the first week of January rolled in and I was getting a little restless from being unemployed and sleeping on a couch. So I made a decision that if nothing came through by the end of that week, I was going to move back home with my parents. My mom had a lot of connections and could probably find me something and maybe I could save up a little by not having to pay rent for a while and, yeah, it would suck to move back in with my parents after college but what the heck else was I supposed to do? 250 applications! 2 interviews! Both rejected! And I felt bad that 2 of the people I was living with at the time and I were talking about getting our own place and I was just going to up and leave, but I didn't know what else to do.

And then I got a call. A company that does contractor hiring for a bigger company was looking for people and they found my resume online and were wondering if I was still looking for a job? They paid more than I made at my technician job back in Montana, it was a desk position where I'd be working with a team and clients and the like and did I have time for an interview? And I said yes, let's set it up. And I had the interview and it felt pretty good and they said they were going to finish with other applicants and then call me for a second interview and see from there. And I thought, cool, if they don't pick me I'm going home, if they do bring me in for a second interview then I can find out more about the job and make a decision. And then they called me and said, 'we really liked you and would like to just offer you the job! Can you start next week?' And I said no, I'm in Canada next week, let's start the following after that

Was that the right decision? I don't know. My life had two paths that led to drastically different places and this is the one I chose. I regretted it a lot in the first few months just because I was so bored at work and I hated it because it was so boring and 100% desk work and it didn't use my degree so wasn't it just pointless? But now I'm not so green, I have so many tasks and I know how to do my job and I'm even training new people. Do I make enough to afford my own place? No, not even a studio apartment because the cost of living is so high here, but do I make enough to be comfortable where I am? Yes and then some. I can afford bills while also flying across the country to attend massively overpriced kpop concerts. I live in a bigger city and hate the traffic, but flights are so much easier to get so I can visit home, or go to the afore mentioned concerts.

My job is very boring sometimes and I hate sitting at a desk for 8+ hours a day, but the work always changes even if the scenery doesn't and it's interesting enough that it keeps me coming back every day instead of dreading the morning. And they're so flexible!! I can ask for that friday off, the tuesday before it. Heck, I don't even ask I just say I'm out that day and no one questions it. There are 3-4 other people on our team that can do my job anyways, no one minds! Which is exactly what I need in my job because I go on so many mini vacations. Just a friday off here; a monday off here. No questions, no consequences, no asking for it ahead of time, it's fantastic.

So yeah, flexible days off, good enough pay to be comfortable, not dreading going into work every morning? It's not the best job in the world, and I really wish I made a little more at it, but it fits all of my needs right now, so I'm happy.

Plus we get a ridiculous amount of free food there. Over the summer they'd just randomly decide to do BBQs when the sun was out, I stole a MASS ton of candy on halloween (they left the bowls out, bite me), and every time a client is in town they buy them lunch and then give the leftover to the rest of the employees to pick at. I have a plate and silverware kept at my desk for such occasions. Also tupperware to bring it home :-) oh, and did I mention there's always free coffee and different flavored creamer in the break rooms? And that many of my coworkers are extrovert sweethearts who keep bringing in sweets, both homemade or store bought? A few weeks ago data services had a pizza party and no one said a thing as I slipped in and stole a few slices :}

So yeah, not a bad work place. Took some effort to get here, but I'm happy to stay for a while.
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Posted: Sat, 05/01/2019 22:24 (5 Years ago)
SCS STATS

Month 1 (January 5th) SCS Statistics
#1 - 2,434
#2 - 1,596
#3 - 2,858
#4 - 2,835
#5 - 0
#6 - 3,158
#7 - 0
#8 - 0
#9 - 2,503
#10 - 2,107
#11 - 2,451
#12 - 3,405

360SC Tokens total
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Posted: Mon, 21/01/2019 22:39 (5 Years ago)
Not Going to Magically Change

My sister is having a baby soon and I’m kind of really not looking forward to going to visit her for the next few years. I am… not a fan of children, to be frank. And the pressure of having a niece and a nephew is really giving me some kind of anxiety,

I’ve told her so many times for so many years, facts that my family is WELL aware of, that I am not comfortable with kids so, yeah I’ll love my niece, but I’m NOT going to comfortable around her, and my sister just scoffs and says, “well, it’s MY baby so you’ll love her” with finality, like I’m just going to magically be super comfortable and want to hold her and do all the stereotypical baby- things? I don’t even, I can’t even come up with sentences to describe what I would do with a baby because I’ve never done the baby thing and I don’t want to do the baby thing, and who’s kid it is isn’t going to magically change how I feel and it’s really grinding on me that she keeps saying that.

And I know, I know, my sister is going to be incredibly hurt if I don’t do the whole, lovey-dovey, my niece is the absolute cutest, oh man she looks just like you! thing. And hurting her is the last thing I want to do, especially since she and my brother-in-law are incredibly excited and happy about finally having a kid after 2 years of trying for one. But I can’t change how I feel;;;

Let me tell you how it’s going to go down- the first meeting will be about a month after she’s born, everyone is going down for a bit to see the babies (babies plural because my brother and his wife are also having a baby boy within a week or two from my sister, but we don’t talk much to him so idk if I’ll even see them, so they’re not part of this scenario) and I’m going to be bombarded with “do you want to hold her???” And let me tell you, I am going to beg and plead and run from the room every time that baby is out and they’re coming towards me like it’s everyone’s dream to hold a baby and no one can fathom that I DO NOT WANT TO and I’ll refuse and they’ll all scoff at me and say just hold her, what’s wrong with you, and I’ll be guilt tripped by literally everyone in my family so I’ll sit on the couch, rigid as a stone and pretty much on the verge of hyperventilating and they’ll place that baby in my arms and someone will take pictures and coo and demand that I smile for the camera!! Oh~~ you’re so cute, look!! And I’ll grin and bare it and by now my legs are asleep because I’m so tense that blood can’t flow properly and then someone will finally take the baby away and I’ll immediately leave the house for a walk or something because those 2 minutes of holding a child has completely drained all of my mental energy for the day. And, hopefully, that will be the only time I hold the kid for the week. Can’t say for certain, but I really, really hope so.

But, anyways, yeah… going to visit my sister and her new baby in a about 2 months. Wish me luck.


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Posted: Tue, 05/02/2019 19:56 (5 Years ago)
Pokeheroes Pages
A quick list of pages for quests that involve site searching
Town
Town
Fountain
Rowan's lab
The mall
Item shop
Sell your items
DW shop
Event shop
Buy event points
Event pass
Salon
Furfrou Section
Battle shop
Daycare
Route 53
Honeytree
Combee hives
Moomoo ranch
Tall grass
Safari zone
Square
Bug contest
Beauty contest
Beach
Beach restaurant
Leah the mermaid
Berry garden
Tool shed
Berry market
Berrydex
Berry bulletin board
GTS
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Posted: Sat, 23/02/2019 19:27 (5 Years ago)
Shadow hunting
Shadow Pokemon became available on July 1st, to celebrate PH's 6th anniversary

Shadows Currently in my Possession:

Kanto



Johto




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