I guess some people are going to get upset about my existence once in a while.

"Force it down
Swallow your pride
Embrace the sadness
Force it down
The architect of your own madness
The world is ash and dust
(Burn, Burn)
We are so Hollow
And when tomorrow comes, our dreams will die with us
(Burn, Burn)
We are so hollow"

Heart Of A Coward,
Hollow

Again, everything feels terribly pointless.

Have we really got the heart
lighting up the dark
lighting up the dark alone?
Do the patterns in the stars
tell us who we are
would we really wanna know?

Okay, let me express it otherwise: I feel pity for a few fellow human beings due to their toxic attitude. I wish they could forget those principles of hate they're applying.

Okay, I'll feel terrible for mentioning this but sometimes I just think it's not worth it to try to do the good things. I know, nobody owes me appreciation or thankfulness for what I'm doing - related to the good stuff - and I don't demand it... nevertheless, it feels horrible if it doesn't even gets noticed. Sometimes it feels just extremely pointless.

And yeah, sorry if it bothers anyone.

Click for an awesome Thomas Bergersen Song

Seriously, I'm extremely amazed by this song. It gives me goosebumps every single time.

Gosh, unlocking champions in LoL just got a little bit hilarious.

Peter 1:6,
Matthew 6:34,
Matthew 7:1,
Matthew 7:7-10

Some of my favourite bible verses.

I failed this feed nearly a hundred times, but I'm going to get the Metro trilogy (Dmitry Glukhovsky) in Russian and I'm so excited to read it.

Interacting with humans hurts my brain sometimes, ugh.

Whoa, finally

So, I'm going to recieve about 9,78 million bloodpoints in Dead by Daylight. Yes, I'm quite happy. But I'm not allowed to play until tomorrow 15:50 because of the refunding process ;-; that sucks.

sorry for close feeds.

Well, I sent an e-mail to the Dead by Daylight support nearly one month ago because I lost my progress. And I still haven't got it back. This is so annoying. ;-;

Really, I'm kinda sick of those dumb arguments with a person who clearly isn't able to get out of their behaviour schemes. It's every time the same story and it's clearly impossible to reach a person that isn't growing up since three years.
And when I try to resolve the difficulties, they're blocking me, like this is going to help.


Dear person, if you read this, please consider trying an alternate way of approaching those situations. Blocking isn't going to help you and you know that.

Yeah, I'm currently addicted to the Portal 2 OST. It's extremely awesome.

"For those about to rock, we salute you"
AC/DC

<3

Just a small statement from my side regarding the dramablog: I wanted to tell my personal opinion to the db-reader and that's my own choice. If you disagree, that's nice.
My intention was and still is to get some positivity in a place that's nearly (somewhat) too toxic to find it comfortable. I never intended to blame anyone, instead I wanted to give a direction to make this and every other community a better place. Maybe that's a bit idealistic but hey, I like it this way. And to openly complain about single individuals is - in my opinion - a little bit too impolite. I'm not blaming anyone, I just state my point of view. Do whatever you like as long ss you're happy with it, but don't treat people in a way you don't want to be treated. If you dislike me because of my opinion, you're free to do so - and no, that's not an accusation to anyone.

And all the people say
"You can't wake up, this is not a dream
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
With your face all made up, living on a screen
Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline"


Gasoline - Hasley

It's such a shame how salty people are these days.

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