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Posted: Mon, 29/07/2024 15:23 (3 Months ago)
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Posted: Mon, 29/07/2024 16:25 (3 Months ago)
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Posted: Mon, 29/07/2024 17:27 (3 Months ago)
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Posted: Mon, 29/07/2024 18:30 (3 Months ago)
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Posted: Wed, 31/07/2024 02:07 (3 Months ago)
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happy 1 year anniversary to the 2 pg
google doc essay i was spiralling and begging [REDACTED] to trust
me more!!!! /neg
i know its been like... tttttthree? four? days since i came back to this site and i have to restrain myself to not screenshot and randomly dm him about it like haha hey look i went back against my own promise
i cant lol
its been a full year since i last talked to him
i dont want to reopen old wounds.
on a seperate note, what is up with me and venti kinnies, said venti kinnies having saviour complex and royally screwing me over?
like what does "i thought i should let you know, its like a self fulfilled prophecy" mean when i was clearly distressed over T?
never joining hsr/genshin servers on discord ever again chat /lh
i still have no idea why his s/o added me again when i unfriended him and his s/o maybe i should cut ties again, he never said anything anyway.
no news is good news, right?
i know its been like... tttttthree? four? days since i came back to this site and i have to restrain myself to not screenshot and randomly dm him about it like haha hey look i went back against my own promise
i cant lol
its been a full year since i last talked to him
i dont want to reopen old wounds.
on a seperate note, what is up with me and venti kinnies, said venti kinnies having saviour complex and royally screwing me over?
like what does "i thought i should let you know, its like a self fulfilled prophecy" mean when i was clearly distressed over T?
never joining hsr/genshin servers on discord ever again chat /lh
i still have no idea why his s/o added me again when i unfriended him and his s/o maybe i should cut ties again, he never said anything anyway.
no news is good news, right?
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Wed, 31/07/2024 04:39 (3 Months ago)
thats s1 by the way. go back to playing roblox yanqing.
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Thu, 01/08/2024 15:15 (3 Months ago)
did some accessories for my alhaitham cosplay since the ones that came with it when i first bought it is absolute dogwater
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Thu, 01/08/2024 16:01 (3 Months ago)
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day ruined honestly LMAO
we gonna ignore that the whole server treated me like absolute trash and no one actually bothered? hmmm?
"im surprised they remember you" i dont feel flattered at all. on the contrary
we gonna ignore that the whole server treated me like absolute trash and no one actually bothered? hmmm?
"im surprised they remember you" i dont feel flattered at all. on the contrary
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Fri, 02/08/2024 19:19 (3 Months ago)
KYAAAA WELCOME HOME AGAIN WIFEY!!! (人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+
i wasnt expecting her to come home since im on my 50/50 and my last 50/50 was her but!!! what a pleasant surprise!!!
navia BIG LOVE!! ♥️♥️♥️ (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Sun, 04/08/2024 13:05 (3 Months ago)
i like to think im just that interesting to reassure myself and not to push myself into overthinking /lh /hj
anyway hello!!! im hira and im just a creature who loves to do things like indulging in yumejoshi activities and freezing my tartaglia nui thrice every week
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Wed, 07/08/2024 01:38 (3 Months ago)
You push the light blue key carefully into the hole, turn it twice to the left and... cccrrk!!
The mystery box opens and you look curiously in it...
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1x Hollow Space (Map) found!
The key breaks and becomes useless.
You push the light blue key carefully into the hole, turn it twice to the left and... cccrrk!!
The mystery box opens and you look curiously in it...
1x Ultra Saddle found!
The key breaks and becomes useless.
getting these two days in a row is scary ww
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Sat, 10/08/2024 04:52 (3 Months ago)
You push the brown key carefully into the hole, turn it twice to the left and... cccrrk!!
The mystery box opens and you look curiously in it...
1x The Art of Defense found!
The key breaks and becomes useless.
ohhhhh cool beans! (i say, having no idea what this thing does)
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Sat, 10/08/2024 16:52 (3 Months ago)
You push the pink key carefully into the hole, turn it twice to the left and... cccrrk!!
The mystery box opens and you look curiously in it...
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1x Marine Cave (Map) found!
The key breaks and becomes useless.
ive been unbelievably lucky its kinda scary...!
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Sun, 11/08/2024 09:21 (3 Months ago)
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the more i dig further the more i
realize that none of the things that happened in 2017 was my
fault
sure, my response was immature (i was literally 13, what do you expect) but still, none of it was ever my fault i think
pieced the puzzles together last night and figured that M probably made my friends turn against me and that narrative honestly fits the timeframe of when that happened, around the time D suddenly said i was 'untrustworthy' despite me not being in contact with them for long (due to irl happenings during that time)
ive reached out to D sometime last year off-ph but either my message didnt get through or i got ghosted. its whatever i guess, i got my answer now
then again, permabanned person was the one who relayed the message to me saying D said i was untrustworthy and for what its worth, theyre an unreliable source back then. probably still is, idk. i want to keep my relationship light with them now because i genuinely hate it when they go on a tangent and talk bad about people (i know i drifted off with the person they were talking about but, eh, still, i dont like it)
id love to ask permabanned person about this now but i feel like their response is gonna be "i dont remember" so im not gonna bother
anyway, yeah, i dont think i can forgive M. i know people change and all but i'd rather not get through the hassle all over again
for what its worth, i probably committed a cardinal sin against them in M's narrative. its whatever, i guess
sure, my response was immature (i was literally 13, what do you expect) but still, none of it was ever my fault i think
pieced the puzzles together last night and figured that M probably made my friends turn against me and that narrative honestly fits the timeframe of when that happened, around the time D suddenly said i was 'untrustworthy' despite me not being in contact with them for long (due to irl happenings during that time)
ive reached out to D sometime last year off-ph but either my message didnt get through or i got ghosted. its whatever i guess, i got my answer now
then again, permabanned person was the one who relayed the message to me saying D said i was untrustworthy and for what its worth, theyre an unreliable source back then. probably still is, idk. i want to keep my relationship light with them now because i genuinely hate it when they go on a tangent and talk bad about people (i know i drifted off with the person they were talking about but, eh, still, i dont like it)
id love to ask permabanned person about this now but i feel like their response is gonna be "i dont remember" so im not gonna bother
anyway, yeah, i dont think i can forgive M. i know people change and all but i'd rather not get through the hassle all over again
for what its worth, i probably committed a cardinal sin against them in M's narrative. its whatever, i guess
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Mon, 12/08/2024 06:00 (3 Months ago)
You push the pink key carefully into the hole, turn it twice to the left and... cccrrk!!
The mystery box opens and you look curiously in it...
1x Vortex of Time (Map) found!
The key breaks and becomes useless.
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Sun, 18/08/2024 18:33 (3 Months ago)
WL rin in 30, WL miku in 50 and WL meiko in 62 😭😭😭 my luck goes hard its scary... i think i dried up all my luck for future akito banner(s)
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Mon, 19/08/2024 18:05 (3 Months ago)
You push the light blue key carefully into the hole, turn it twice to the left and... cccrrk!!
The mystery box opens and you look curiously in it...
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1x Terra Cave (Map) found!
The key breaks and becomes useless.
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Wed, 21/08/2024 06:46 (3 Months ago)
You push the brown key carefully into the hole, turn it twice to the left and... cccrrk!!
The mystery box opens and you look curiously in it...
1x Resolute Stone found!
The key breaks and becomes useless.
You push the brown key carefully into the hole, turn it twice to the left and... cccrrk!!
The mystery box opens and you look curiously in it...
1x Griseous Orb found!
The key breaks and becomes useless.
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Mon, 02/09/2024 07:29 (2 Months ago)
Hunt started: 02/09/2024
Hunt ended: 11/10/2024
Chain: 244
0
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?
Posted: Mon, 16/09/2024 12:34 (2 Months ago)
You won an auction.
Auction:
Ditto. The Pokémon has been transferred.
Congratulations!
⋆｡°✩ 15/9/2024
Auction:
Ditto. The Pokémon has been transferred.Congratulations!
⋆｡°✩ 15/9/2024
Now, I'd say that's a task well taken care of! Uh… were you expecting something more?