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Posted: Mon, 26/12/2022 03:16 (2 Years ago)
Lucian Arbred's POV
TRYING TO SCREAM!!
--but there was no sound. Because he was gagged. He couldn't say anything.
...he thought he'd die in there.
And for all he knew, he could die in this school too.
Sawyer Laurens's POV
Maybe it'd be a fun puzzle. A wall of puzzles! So so fun. Fun fun fun.
Just like a beach. A beach where you could be you, and me could be me. I remember you said...
What was it you said?
You wished you could be you.
...but your mom didn't like that.
And my mom, she-
Darcy Harper's POV
Oh, God. What could they say?
Their hands gripped into fists at their sides.
Si- Sawyer. Sawyer was... With Miyako. And what the hell was going on with Lucian?
Okay okay. Maybe it wasn't like that.
Not like-
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"Everything is going to be okay."
Posted: Mon, 26/12/2022 06:24 (2 Years ago)
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Due to the power of plot, Mei was now dragging Idris to the fun party Wifekuma was hosting, how fun.
Oh hey, her favorite white haired chick was here too! "MIYAKOOOO" Mei squealed, running over to her with her arms open wide, and without her consent, she squeezed the ghost girl tightly, ignoring her "BoyToy" that had their arm looped around hers.
She had no clue why she did this, guess she was just jittery from the "personal" moments with Idris. Ugh... Her skin crawled just thinking about it, remind her to n e v e r get personal ever again.
So... Secrets, huh? Her secret... Her...
Secret...
For the first time ever, her stomach churned at the thought, she felt uneasy and...
Scared.
If that card containing her "secret" was true, if Monokuma really knew her that well...
Oh fun.
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Plot happened. Akari suddenly appeared in the cafeteria, hidden away and out of sight. People sucked, and there were too many here. Besides, if secrets were going to be shared...
Akari really didn't want to be a part of whatever the hell this was.
Posted: Mon, 26/12/2022 06:31 (2 Years ago)
Lucian Arbred's POV
Lucian tried to back out of Miyako's grip. He just wanted to get far away from that person.
Awkwardly, he gave a little wave to Mei.
He felt queasy... Thinking about the matter of secrets.
And, his... Interrupted session with Kubo...
His face flushed, and a squiggly smile came upon his face. "Poetry... Music... He likes poetry, and music," he murmured to himself, his heart pounding.
Oh my god. He loved poetry and music.
GODDDAMMIT LUCIAN, GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF. HE'S NOT UNBELIEVABLY CUTE, YOU DO NOT WANT HIS LIPS ON YOURS! WHERE DID THAT THOUGHT EVEN COME FROM?!
Sawyer Laurens's POV
Darcy muttered something about Star Trek being better.
Darcy Harper's POV
They felt sick. This day just kept getting worse...
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"Everything is going to be okay."
Posted: Mon, 26/12/2022 07:10 (2 Years ago)
Setsuna Jun
Setsuna gave a start.
Right. He must've made it awkward. He was so dumb sometimes. Ahhhh, how could he make a gorgeous, smart guy... weird like this? Was it his face? The natural weirdness of it all?
"Well uh... Great, actually! I made friends and I..." he trailed off. I want to die. Why does social interaction have to be so awful? "Well... how about you? Anything... up with you?"
Miyako Hiroto
"OHHHHHH!" Miyako squealed. "MEIMEI! I MISSED YOUUU!" She dropped Lucian like a hot potato and threw her arms around Mei, jumping up and down. "Where have you been? How have you been? Didja miss me too?"
She's a coward. I hate her.
"You're looking so prettyyy," Miyako sighed, nuzzling into Mei. "Ah, I only wish I could be like you. You're so happy and content with bothering people who don't want to talk to you. At all, whatsoever. It's so admirable.." She sniffled in a dramatic way. "Alas, I can dream."
i hope you die.
"Anyway!" she chirped, releasing her. "We're going to the cafeteria!" She shot Sawyer a grin. "We'll be doing secrety stuff there~ you in?"
Posted: Mon, 26/12/2022 07:32 (2 Years ago)
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Well, she wasn't surprised. Mei knew an act when she saw one, and those lies were dipped in a side of sarcasm, her favorite meal. She had to say, she liked Miyako even more now after how she acted. Well... not really liked, but really... Respected Miyako. The girl who claimed to see ghosts probably hated Mei, and the one in question didn't even mind. She could play this game to the very end.
"Oh how I missed you so Miyako, I've been soooo bored!" Well that was a f**kin lie. She had that whole thing with Idris after all. She let go of Miyako and grinned, stepping back and rocking on her heels. "Hell yeah I'm in! I sure do love a little gossip~"
She took a subtle glance at Lucian and Darcy before closing her eyes to complete the "childish grin" look, their faces were exactly what she expected them to be. Everyone here hated her, she know they did. Her presence made the room turn sour, and no one would have fun around her. Mei knew that. She bet Idris hated her in some way too.
Just how she intended, just like she wanted.
Posted: Mon, 26/12/2022 07:35 (2 Years ago)
Miyako Hiroto
Hmm... is she trembling?
Miyako leaned in to get a better look and then suddenly her instincts screamed at her. She barely jumped back in time to avoid a knife in her neck.
"MIKO!" she yelled.
Posted: Mon, 26/12/2022 07:48 (2 Years ago)
Lucian Arbred's POV
...but. He wasn't supposed to think like that. He was supposed to protect everyone else here.
So he had to face this secrets ordeal head-on. Regardless of... If it was what he thought it was.
He had to be here for everyone, to help them through this...
And... Kubo, of course. But it wasn't just because he was fond of him!! He was vulnerable right now. If anyone decided to kill him because of his talent...
Lucian sighed. There were others, here, who desperately needed help. He couldn't let any silly very slight panging in his heart get in the way of that.
And even Mei. He may have hated the girl, at least from what he could see of her. But. He didn't want anything bad to happen to her. Or anyone else here.
Sawyer Laurens's POV
"H-Hey. Soy Sauce."
"Oh, boy! You won't believe this! I have this new awesome friend called Miyako and-- NO IDEA who that is-" they gestured to Mei, "But it looks like Miyako had another awesome friend! Isn't that cool?"
"...y-yeah. very... Cool."
A worried expression occurred upon Lucian's face.
"Let's just see what this stupid secrets junk is."
"That's the spirit, Darcy!" Sawyer exclaimed. "Let's go!"
Yes. It'd be great! It'd be fantastic fun.
Darcy Harper's POV
Yeah. Good for you about Miyako.
I bet before you know it, she'll be your new Kaoru.
You'd like that, wouldn't you? A nice, lovable girl...
Not a person who...
Ugh.
No... No. They were being selfish and unfair to Sawyer. If h- if they wound up loving Miyako, who would Darcy be to get in the way?
Lucian Arbred's POV
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"Everything is going to be okay."
Posted: Mon, 26/12/2022 23:20 (2 Years ago)
Posted: Tue, 27/12/2022 20:49 (2 Years ago)
❄️*:. Lucian Arbred's POV ❄️*:.
"...look. Mika. You can't just attack people like that. Why did you do that?!" He shook his head. "...this is how murders happen."
I can't let someone else die. Not again. Not Horatia, not Kaoru... not the time before that, not the time before that.
💫 Sawyer Laurens's POV 💫
"So, hey, Dace! Have you made any new friends?" they chirped. "Found anything interesting?"
"...I broke a mirror."
Sawyer raised their eyebrows. "Wowwww! You, like, punched it or something?" They nudged them playfully. "That's pretty cool, Darcy! And pretty... unexpected of you!"
Darcy clutched their bandaged hand. "...y-yeah. I suppose it is."
"You're usually like, Little Miss Perfect Good Gal Central! Not "Utterly Demolishing School Property"!"
Darcy slapped Sawyer's hand. There was a deep hurt in their eyes. Their voice was barely a whisper. "...don't call me that, Si- Sawyer. Please, don't call me that."
"Little Miss Perfect Good Gal Central?"
"...yes." They looked away.
A look of guilt came across Sawyer's face. Their voice was quiet. "...Alright. I'm sorry, Darcy."
"You've been awfully quiet today. Is... anything going on?"
🦋 Darcy Harper's POV 🦋
I don't deserve your help, not after what I did.
"I'm fine, Sawyer!" Darcy chirped, with a smile plastered upon their face. "I'm fantastic! Nothing is going on."
Sawyer looked skeptical a moment, but nodded. "Alrighty. Miyak-yak is pretty cool, isn't she? We were gonna go to the pool to search for Wifekuma remains but like, then this whole secret party zinger came about! Do you think they'll have candy? And-"
"No. They won't have that." Darcy shook their head. I don't want them to have that.
Ugh. Miyako. MIYAKO.
The worst part? It seemed like Sawyer liked her. Sawyer... liked her.
(Not like that, unbeknownst to Darcy.)
They thought she was so so cool.
"...yeah. She's pretty great." was all Darcy could say.
They spotted Lucian, trying to pry the knife away from Mika.
" . . . "
Lucian, who... uh... Secret Knife Guy had wrapped around his finger.
What was his name? Kubo?
Damn, he actually looked pretty great with his hair down.
But, no, Darcy didn't like Kubo like that. And... they wouldn't... be a d*** and get between them.
...still, Darcy wished they could be like that. Seeing Lucian all blissfully ignorant, as though love was the greatest thing in the world.
They almost wanted the knife to hit Miyako. But not quite.
Darcy spotted Mei.
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"Everything is going to be okay."
Posted: Tue, 27/12/2022 22:22 (2 Years ago)
Setsuna Jun
"Please?" he tried.
Miyako Hiroto
"A friend?" She smirked to herself. They really are so dumb... Then shook the thought off. It was time to focus on other things. Sawyer and their ridiculousness could wait.
"Yeah, yeah, so the motives are this thing Wifekuma is hosting! She told me alllll about it~ And asked me to seek the rest of you out!"
I'm a lovely liar. I just hope she helps me play it off~
Kubo Atsushi
"Alright," Kubo mumbled. "Friends. Hm." He thought for a minute. Where would his dormmate be hiding?
Posted: Tue, 27/12/2022 23:10 (2 Years ago)
All these people were beginning to make her nervous. Looking at Solaro, she seemed completely unfazed. Expected of Solaro. She was not the tiniest bit bashful. After all, she's the Ultimate Singer. She'd be totally used to crowds.
Akora sighed, a bit tired-er than she was earlier.
(no bbcode heck off)
Solaro seemed unfazed, but really, she was appalled. She could've sworn she'd seen someone throwing a knife at someone. But hell be gone, because atleast nobody was hurt.
Solaro growled slightly, glaring at the floor. This place is too dangerous, lest we split up. I'm sure nobody would deem us enough threat to murder, but those who do it of spite? Hmmph. I don't particularly trust this 'Mei' character. Total bozo. Solaro thought snootily.
Posted: Tue, 27/12/2022 23:24 (2 Years ago)
❄️*:. Lucian Arbred's POV ❄️*:.
"To me, evergreen wasn't such a bad dream
And sometimes things aren't as plain as they seem
Daaarling, when I go
Bury me six feet in snow
Here we are, wasting our chances for the last time..."
Lucian spotted Darcy out of the corner of his eyes. He recalled their smug expression earlier, and how they'd been so insistent. Chocolates. HEART-SHAPED CHOCOLATES. In heart-shaped boxes! And, candles... and... the scent of... jasmine?
Oh, my god, Darcy.
Had they... set up his therapy session with Kubo, to be like a DATE?
🦋 Darcy Harper's POV 🦋
"Mirrors on the ceiling,
Pink champagne on ice
He says, "We are all just prisoners here
Of our own device"
They spotted Lucian, eyeing them strangely. A smirk came upon Darcy's face, and they headed over.
"Heyyyyyyyy, Lucian. How'd it go with Kubo? During your... "private session"?" They made air quotes, purposefully emphasizing the word "private".
Lucian's face went red, and he looked away. "F-Fine. It went fine."
A twinkle rose in Darcy's eyes. "Did you two kiiiiiss?"
Lucian's eyes widened, and he half-jumped back. "N-NO! He's just my client, what gave you that idea?"
Darcy shrugged. "Ohhh, I don't know! You have any idea?"
Lucian twisted a lock of hair around his finger. "I-I think he's pretty cool but, I DON'T WANT HIM TO KISS ME OR ANYTHING!" Darcy didn't hear it just then but Lucian's heart was pounding, so, so loudly.
"HMMMMMM. Yeah, probably not!" But Darcy kept the smug look on their face. Lucian casually backed away as far as possible.
"...seriously. First Mei, and now..."
Darcy blinked. "What did Mei say?"
"Nothing important," Lucian replied quickly.
"Really? Because I almost thought it might've been-"
"Hey! Whatcha guys talking about?" Sawyer interrupted.
💫 Sawyer Laurens's POV 💫
"Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain
Where rocking horse people eat marshmallow pies
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers
That grow so incredibly high
Newspaper taxis appear on the shore
Waiting to take you away
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds
And you're gone"
Lucian pulled his scarf tighter, seemingly trying not to narrow his eyes.
"Oh!" Sawyer exclaimed. "You two are becoming good friends, I take it? Who is Kubo again?"
I think he thought I was annoying or something. I don't quite recall.
"...the Ultimate Detective who saved us all from a wrongful vote," Lucian answered in a slightly irritated tone, but there seemed to be hurt in his eyes as he said so. "And consequently, all our deaths."
"Oh, right! Game over!" Sawyer replied. "Of course, there's always the Try again butto-"
"We were all going to really die, Sawyer," Darcy snapped. Sawyer flinched. "Wh-What do you mean, 'really die', exactly?"
"...Darcy. A word."
❄️*:. Lucian Arbred's POV ❄️*:.
"Come rest your bones next to me
And toss all your thoughts to the sea
I'll pull up each of our anchors
So we can get lost, you and me
My heart is buried in Venice
Hidden beneath all my worries and doubts
My heart is buried in Venice
Waiting for someone to take it home"
"But- it's true!" Darcy whispered.
"...well, it seems too much of a shock." Lucian paused, and closed his eyes. He raised his hand, and opened them. "I can't deny it. This delusion isn't good for them. But we shouldn't just pressure them to accept the way things are."
Darcy looked at him in puzzlement. "So what are you proposing, exactly!?"
"...I'm thinking we should try to ease them out of it. You seem to know them well. What would you suggest?"
He watched Darcy closely. They seemed to hesitate before answering.
"They've been this way for as long as I can remember. You're right, I guess it is how they cope with things. But... I can't just let them live in the delusion that everything is fine right now." Darcy bit their lip nervously.
"Right. Either extreme will most likely cause them to lose their mind." If they haven't already...
"So you're suggesting that we slowly show them the way things really are, in a way that isn't too shocking?" Darcy asked. "But how, exactly?"
"...well. We'll have to convince them of certain things being true. Just a little bit at a time."
Darcy's eyes flitted all over the place. "...I guess. Okay."
They glanced over at Lucian. "Thank you. For your advice."
Lucian shrugged. "Well, it's what I'm here for." But he gave Darcy a small smile as they walked away.
What a girl... you really had to wonder about her.
And he couldn't help but wonder if...
He frowned. He spotted Akora, in the room. She seemed to be as lost as he was about what to do.
Just see what the secrets thing is all about. And then I'll have to figure out... how to keep Ku- everyone safe.
Not just Kubo, of course.
Everyone here needed protection.
Some of them... from themselves.
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"Everything is going to be okay."
Posted: Wed, 28/12/2022 03:03 (2 Years ago)
Touhou 8: Imperishable Night - Cinderella Cage ~ Kagome-Kagome
[Ambient Version]
"Ohh, um...this honestly isn't that bad, heheh..."
Sutaraitsu's mind spontaneously produced a conversation topic for plot reasons and also because he needs screen time.
"Sooo...do you think lunarians live on the moon? Like, with massive cities and magic and technology and stuff...?"
Mika Uyehara
Touhou 15: Legacy of Lunatic Kingdom - Eternal Spring Dream
[Orchestral Remix]
"Oh shoot."
Mika attempted to leave the cafeteria but Celery said no and the door magically shut itself.
"Umm, I can explain-"
Rumia
Touhou 6: Embodiment of Scarlet Devil - Apparitions Stalk the Night
[Rumia's Theme]
rumia is busy invading headspace rn
Posted: Wed, 28/12/2022 03:11 (2 Years ago)
Miyako Hiroto
Miyako sighed in frustration. Why were all these conversations happening in the middle of the hallway, when by all the means they should be moving?
It was ridiculous! Clearly everyone was at fault and not the game host who was stalling because she was too lazy to work on the secrets.
"Hmm..." she hummed under her breath. "The boytoy sure moves on fast. Goth girl and now Highlighter? Zero taste I swear..."
And also, she thought, biting back her anger, rather selfish. He could move on from her that quickly? And with someone she professed to hate? Now that was a real middle finger beyond the grave.
"Soooo- is everyone going to shut up, or are we going to keep up these ridiculous useless conversations with no plot relevance whatsoever?" she asked, partly to shut Lucian up. "Also, Miko, get your ass over here so I can stab you, you coward! Backstabber! Lying dwarf!"
She stuck her tongue out at him.
Setsuna Jun
Setsuna asked slowly, "So... you, you mean moon people...?" He perked up. "YES! PLANET X, ANDROMEDA'S ULTIMATE SOURCE OF ALIENS! THE CAUSE OF GLOBAL WARMING! THE TAKEOVER OF OUR SOCIETY!"
He lunged for Sutaraitsu's hands and seized them. "They're my favourite thing!" He stared into his eyes. 'The people need to know the truth. Aware individuals such as you and I need to share our knowledge with the public." He released him only to pump a fist in the air. "FREE SPEECH! ALIENS EXIST AND NASA COVERS IT UP! EXPOSE THE LIES!"
Posted: Wed, 28/12/2022 03:49 (2 Years ago)
❄️*:. Lucian Arbred's POV ❄️*:.
"So I hid screw-ups from my father
Made up school awards to please my mom
Whatever made the steak taste better
Whatever kept the waters calm
I was told to keep their secrets
And in turn, they'd keep mine
As I got older, I got dumber
I couldn't help but cross the line"
"NO ONE. IS STABBING ANYONE. If Mika went and tried to stab you, then yeah. He shouldn't have done so. But don't hurt him back." His voice was colder than ice as he spoke. "...got it?"
...I saw the look on her face as you whispered to her.
I don't like you, and I don't trust you.
But I want to believe you're better than I think.
His face was twisted in sadness and hurt when he looked at her.
Miyako may have been at fault in pushing Kaoru over the edge.
...of course, Kaoru killed Horatia in the end. Lucian knew that.
But...
Irrational as it might be...
He felt like she might also be at fault.
It's like I lost my sister... Again. But how can I blame Miyako? When it's probably just my fault? There were many people I couldn't save. And this... This might've just been my fault. Again. Lucian, you goddamned failure. Your dad didn't raise you to be such a f**king disappointment. Man up already. Are you seriously starting to cry right now? You're pathetic. You are SO pathetic. No food for a week again. You don't deserve it. You're supposed to be perfect. You're supposed to make everyone happy. If not, then no one needs you. If not, then just die already.
You loved Kaoru, and you killed her.
There were people out there who loved Horatia. You couldn't save her.
It's all your fault.
🦋 Darcy Harper's POV
"We don't speak of names and faces
Why should we?
We don't speak of husbands, or homes
Or work or wives, and happy lives
All we've got are lips on faces
Moving flawlessly
Holding secrets in our clothes..."
Guess there really was such a thing as "killing with kindness".
Darcy laughed to themself, but then froze.
...yeah. It was, basically how Mom preached, wasn't it?
...if you wanted to get your message across, you had to do so aggressively.
You do the slightest thing off... And you beg the Lord's forgiveness.
Darcy bit their lip. Why? Why did it have to be like that?
Couldn't God be just... A bit more understanding?
💫 Sawyer Laurens's POV
"Hands (hands!) of time will wring my neck
Every little moment spells regret
But I don't have to feel this way
As a voice inside my head..."
What was all the shouting about? Was there a party?
A party full of smiling, happy faces. Happy happy people!
Kingdoms full of people, all smiling like mad!
...so why would someone be getting stabbed in paradise?
Musta been an accident!
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"Everything is going to be okay."
Posted: Wed, 28/12/2022 05:42 (2 Years ago)
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That annoying Mika guy had struck once again, but at least it wasn't at her. Mei watched as everything happened, looking at Miyako almost the entire time. Hey... She was ignoring her! She'd have to do something about that...
"Yeah, stab that b***h! Make him pay for being a stupid annoying brat!" She pumped her fist in the air like a f**kin npc before sticking her tongue out at him as well, all while using more provocative vocabulary to taunt him.
She waltzed on over to where Miyako now was and got up in her face. "Now why would we shut up when we could have a little fun, huuuuuhhh? Come on, don't you think it'll be funny if we mess around a little bit?"
Mei narrowed her eyes and pouted. "Or are you a little party pooper too... You better not be, we got enough of those! That Mika dude especially..."
Commence the interaction that totally won't lead to nowhere, one where Mei annoys the hell out of Miyako.
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Too many people here... Ugh, why did he let Miyako rope him into this mess? Couldn't he just go back to his poor attempt of a nap...
He looked around and saw that detector guy seemingly roaming around aimlessly, almost like they were looking for something. Normally, Akari would just ignore him, but due to plot reasons and a curiosity crawling around his head, he decided to walk over to him.
"So uh... What... What exactly are you doing...?" He said quietly, not daring to look Kubo straight in the eyes.
Posted: Wed, 28/12/2022 05:52 (2 Years ago)
❄️*:. Lucian Arbred's POV ❄️*:.
"...if we stay here for too long, Wifekuma may resort to physical torture, and possibly kill us all."
💫 Sawyer Laurens's POV 💫
🦋 Darcy Harper's POV 🦋
Not here.
They didn't want to acknowledge any secrets.
Darcy felt sicker the longer they all lingered here...
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"Everything is going to be okay."
Posted: Wed, 28/12/2022 20:06 (2 Years ago)
Kubo Atsushi
Kubo breathed out. His fingers itched for a cigarette. With a shrug, he removed his jacket and laid it down on the table, sitting down. Idris had to eat eventually, right?
Right. Eventually.
Kaoru's face appeared in the corner of his vision. He set his jaw, making up his mind to ignore her. Ignoring me again, Kubo? she mocked. That's why I did it, you know. You just couldn't be happy with the scraps you got. You had to try and monopolize all my time and that's where this got you.
Here.
And that's why I'm dead, because you couldn't do sh*t. Another thing you couldn't get u-
Kubo slammed his fist into the table. "Shut up!" he hissed, whipping to face her. She sat on top of the counter of the kitchen, grinning at him. Her legs dangled, reminiscent of a petite frame hanging from a noose.
So you can listen when it suits you.
Her words seized him by the throat. All oxygen left his chest. He desperately grabbed at his gloves and yanked them down. They tumbled in a pile by his feet.
"It's not real. You're imagining her. She's dead, hanging like the criminal she is. You've sent a thousand people to the noose- and she's the latest. Her punishment is complete."
Air rushed into his lungs. He sighed, exhaling deeply.
And then, a random person approached him.
"So uh... What... What exactly are you doing...?"
Kubo's eyes snapped up.
"Who're you?" He inhaled sharply, realizing that his gloves were off. As discretely as he could manage, he slid them closer with his shoe.
Miyako Hiroto
The feeling in Miyako's chest grew tighter. "Oh?" she asked. "Oh?" She couldn't think of anything to say. But as she stared into Lucian's ice-cold eyes she realized something...
He knows.
Her lips curled in an icy smile. "I think you've gotten your point across, Lucian dear."
Posted: Wed, 28/12/2022 20:37 (2 Years ago)
❄️*:. Lucian Arbred's POV ❄️*:.
"I've been feeling lightheaded
Since I lost enough weight to fit back in my skin
Flower petals and feathers tether me to the ground
Pound for pound
Take my tea with formaldehyde for my
Feminine side since the day that I died
While I whittle my bones until I'm brittle
Am I pretty now
For some reason I find myself
Lost in what you think of me
And too confused to choose who I should be
And now you've got me thinking
I wish I could be a girl, and that way
You'd wish I could be your girlfriend, boyfriend
Am I pretty enough to lie to?"
Why do I blame her? Why do I blame her, when it's probably all my fault?
He saw his sister, next to him, laughing. She was so happy.
...they'd sneaked away from home, for a little while. On one of the rare occasions that they could.
Lucian knew when they got back, he'd have to very carefully rearrange everything, so it would look like they'd never left. Account for every footstep, every fingerprint, every little bit of dust, every tiny little detail. Because if you didn't, he'd know you'd been out.
Who knew what Dad would do, if you got caught?
But when they were out there, for a while, out at the mall, avoiding all the people...
All the people. The people who seemed to just so happily go about their lives, without a care in the world.
Lucian wondered how many of them were like him and her.
He wondered how many smiles were real, and how many hesitated every time they thought through a sentence. Because if you didn't, it could mean your death.
That's the way things were.
He remembered Emily, the girl he'd occasionally passed in class.
He remembered how he told lies to his siblings about her.
About the relationship, that they totally had. That she wasn't scarcely an acquaintance.
Because, maybe if they thought he had a girlfriend... they wouldn't pressure him into things as much.
Maybe it would stop the accusations...
The accusations that...
...
Who knew what Dad would do, if he knew?
He remembered how he... and Kathryn, had browsed about the stores. Not really buying anything.
It wasn't like they really could, anyway. Unless they had both stolen some money from Dad.
...that day, it was the day before...
Before Kathryn...
...oh god. Oh god.
He didn't want to remember it... he didn't want to remember.
...Lucian found his thoughts drifting to Kubo. He laughed quietly to himself.
Damn it.
So he really...
Who knew what Dad would do, if he... if he and Kubo...
Lucian wanted to cry. Yeah, right. Like he'd ever get the chance.
There was no way Kubo would ever feel the same. And, even if he did...
What then?
Lucian had never loved before. Not like that, anyway...
There was no way Kubo could ever see anything in him.
And, even if by some wild chance, they both loved each other...
He could never bring a man home. Never.
He just had to forget about it. He just had to kill these feelings...
Though, it... couldn't hurt to write a friendly poem, for him, right?
💫 Sawyer Laurens's POV 💫
"いつでもスマイルしようね
とんでもないことが起きてもさぁ
可愛くスマイルしててね
なんでも無い顔して出かけりゃいいのさ"
Sawyer groaned. And I'm not the host.
Dreams weren't usually this slow-paced!! This had honestly gotten so frustrating.
They frowned at their bandaged arm. Gee. It was so weird that that still hurt!! This dream sure was realistic.
-- but realistic was boring. Sawyer was bored.
"Are we going to the Party Room yet?" they asked.
🦋 Darcy Harper's POV 🦋
"In this isolated tower
In the middle of nowhere
It gets a little lonely
But I don't let down my hair
Cause close relationships are far more stressful than they seem
I'd rather face reality than chase a silly dream"
What problematic things might be discovered about the other participants.
They weren't really that surprised that everyone here seemed to have something to hide. People could be so shifty!
And, you really had to wonder. What their intents were, with what they preached to you. Everyone wanted you to believe their story.
And you were in the middle, wondering what was true.
You'd clutch at the cross and you'd look up at the church, and you'd find yourself wondering...
Is God watching over me? Is he helping me right now?
You'd clasp your hands together, and close your eyes...
Are you proud of me, Mom?
No. Of course, she wasn't.
You're worthless, Darcy. Worthless.
Actually wanting to hang out with the sinner kid. And LOVING them, no less!
Just what kind of practice of the Lord's teachings were they?
And yet... you had to wonder...
If God really cared.
Maybe he doesn't care about me. Maybe I've messed up too much...
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"Everything is going to be okay."
Posted: Wed, 28/12/2022 21:00 (2 Years ago)
Touhou 8: Imperishable Night - Cinderella Cage ~ Kagome-Kagome
[Ambient Version]
"Uhh...I have no idea on what you're talking about but that sounds cool..."
Sutaraitsu put his hands at his chest. "Sooo...what should we do...?"
Mika Uyehara
Touhou 15: Legacy of Lunatic Kingdom - Eternal Spring Dream
[Orchestral Remix]
yeah idk what to post for mika
Rumia
Touhou 6: Embodiment of Scarlet Devil - Apparitions Stalk the Night
[Rumia's Theme]
"HEY BITCHES I'M BACK TO YEET MORE PEOPLE INTO WALLS!" Rumia said nonexistently.