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Unfortunate Diary
Forum-Index → Diaries → Unfortunate DiaryTwo reasons: it's raining and I'm eating cold food right now.
You'd think those are pretty negative things right? Well that's the point.
I lately realised that if I feel upset, not comftorable(?) or angry I do stuff quicker. The last one is actually a way of dealing with my whining. I argue with someone. Get pissed. "I can't do it?! I can't do it?! WATCH ME!". And then get stuff done in like 10 minutes while whining took me 30.
So yeah, productivity.
Commision 1 (Pika pika) - Nothing changed yet, only shading and lighting need to be done
Commision 2 (sad boi hours) - Lineart isn't done, sketch is really tricky and also smoke makes me wanna die
Commision 3 (b e a r s) - Lineart done. also made me find out how cute noses bears have.
It's not even finished lol, honestly I'm just really tired since it's 3am but I wanted to share progress on my, you guessed it, Gerard Jin fanart. Because why not. It took me 2 hours and I'll start shading it tommorow. Have a nice day/night if you're reading this ! ✌
So yeah, Commision Updates will air in like, 3/4 hours!
One:
baby Lucia finally exists
TWO:
I drew Gerard Jin! I love him! He's great!
yeah, commisions, uhwh i gotta do commisions, and also pixel art. God I'm so happy.
C O M M I S I O N UPDATE
Commision One (pikapi) - didn't touch that one yet
Commision Two (sad boy hours) - fighting with lineart
Commision Three (b e a r s) - Nice and colored
hoenstly I just feel like paotgaujlrgueg right now and thats saying something.
Me at 1am: *AGGRESSIVELY SCROLLING THROUGH WEBTOON FOR NICE SCREENSHOTS OF GERARD*
I need to draw something comforting okay,,,
oh yeah spoilers down here
Few things:
1) Toby is great uwu favourite student of *googles the name* Ganghak?? Names are hard and wiki isn't helping
2) gerard is back! broccoli man is back!
3) Jimmy and Rowan are also great since they give me good kind of flashbacks
4) Eugene is great
5) too many points I just love the chapter, especially the ending with Wolf and Donald Na
end of spoilers lol
I honestly just woke up and I'm starving so Imma eat something, work on commisions for a while and then draw some more fanart.
Okay currently:
Commision One (pikapiuwu) — basic shading made, still need to blend it though and also effects of leaves are gonna kill me but oh well.
Commision Two (sad boy hours) — I WON THE WAR WITH LINEART! And also filled everything with base color red and I'll start coloring later
Commision Three (b e a r) — shading just now, this will be honestly a really quick one lol
uhhhhhhhh
I, I want to draw Teddy Jin rn.
I just got a screenshot with the "booyah. word i can't say on pokeheroes" and the urge is too strong. But, but at the same time I have like 5 other pieces to work on.
commision update? no, almost nothing changed since I'm still fighting but I'm also trying to make progress on other stuff. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh
stupid urge to draw fanart, why me >:(
Someone: Hey! Where's my commision? It's taking a bit long y'know...
Me: It will be done. When it's done. I have 2 months. peasant
Someone: oh ok.
Me for some reason still bitter: >:(
My emotions tend to switch between sad and angry which is really fricking annoying :)
Commision update, yay:
pikapika is getting minor shading fixes then done
sad boy hours still needs to get coloring finished, shading started and smoke added
b e a r is in great condition, thanks for asking.
I also started another broccoli man piece since he's my comfort character from now on ✌
yeah i'm complaining again you can't stop me
My team for fun:
Sobble - Citrus - a very good boi, master at ruining hops dreams
Rookiedie - Kira - a very good girl who will kill all oddish in sight
Pancham - Kuro - also a very good boy who destroys stuffuls
Nickit - Zorro - not good at anything in particular but will still kick butt if needed
also i finished commisions yesterday so that's fun
and i feel the constant need to use the ✌
Me:
Me: I found 15 screenshots that will take 30 minutes to upload and download, get ready you bastard.
My brain: Gerard jin in a office chair.
Me: Wait what? That doesn't make any—
My brain: On top of the roof, you have the screenshot. Draw him in a office chair or draw the suggestive scene.
Me: It wasn't even suggestive—
My brain: Gerard in a office chair.
Me: okay
- Citrus evolved and now is an emo overleveled Drizzile
- Kira also evolved but for gods sake I can't spell rookiedees evo name.
- No-one else evolved but we caught:
- Woobat (cordis) - a good boy that almost gave me heart attack when he popped up in front of me
- Galar Zigzagoon (Zig-Zag) - a good girl that gives me mushrooms every now and then
- Galar Meowth (Shaggy) - probably will handle the whole fairy gym when the time comes
- Milcery (name sounds weird I'm not saying it) - popped out when I was trying to find a male galarian meowth
Also I plan on chaging Kuros name to Gouhin because I got blessed with naming oppurtinity.
Also also I'm tempted to make a very edgy team, since I really want to catch sneasel. But then I realised that it would be a weird edgy team since there's no way i'm not putting Cordis and future caught Ralts into the team.
Yeah I've been playing pokemon shield after midnight you can't do anything about it.
I also struggled with drawing an office chair and ended up having to put gerard in a weird position but that's awful and I still want to finish the drawing and also i don't know where am i goinig with this tangent im tired have a nice day
Me: I want to work so badly, I want to draw, I want to write, I want to sprite, I want to be productive and supportive of—
*suddenly gets a massive headache, gets awfully tired and sleepy*
Me: . . .
Me, virtually slamming the non-existent desk: WHY DOES MY BODY BETRAY ME IN THE HOURS OF NEED
my brain from behind the corner: because you draw weird gerard jin fanart that's why