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Unfortunate Diary

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Posted: Sun, 26/07/2020 21:12 (4 Years ago)

FRICK OFFICE CHAIRS
ALL MY HOMIES HATE OFFICE CHAIRS


I have given up, now I decided to draw the best and most intense bromance of the whole comic 😔✌
aka: Alex and Ben
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Posted: Mon, 27/07/2020 13:39 (4 Years ago)
Lately I've been really tired.
Probably because of my messed up sleep schedule and overall laziness, I'll try to go to sleep today at a normal hour, drink a lot of water and what not.

God I can't even write that sucks.
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Posted: Thu, 30/07/2020 17:26 (4 Years ago)

My brain: You have to post tommorow, finish that fanart. Or draw something new. Digitally. PLEASE
Me: haha pencil on paper goes brrr
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Posted: Thu, 30/07/2020 21:21 (4 Years ago)
honestly tired
nothing else
just tired

ugh
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Posted: Fri, 31/07/2020 21:25 (4 Years ago)
okay,,, but like,,
poc people,, are really great,,, and pretty,, especially chubby girls,, especially black chubby girls with bushy hair,,, but asian girls are also,,, really,,,, great,,, and boys,,,
chubby boys,,, boys with braces,,, they're neat,,, short boys,,, are awfully great,,, tall boys,,, and middle boys,,, are also great,,,
also freckles,,, looks gorgeous on all people,,, and,,,, people,,,,

people,,, people are pretty okay

is this bisexual panic at this point? maybe. I might also just be lonely... or I just think all people are aesthetically pleasing... most of them... sometimes their vibe ruins the aesthetic... if I don't vibe with you you're not aesthetically pleasing... sorry... i make the rules...
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Posted: Sun, 02/08/2020 14:45 (4 Years ago)
Me: *follows at least 5 artists everyday, no matter the art quality, just likes to see people draw what they like and improve*
Random Artist on Instagram: *gets reccomended* I do weak hero art.
Me: Oh I will follow you since there aren't many weak hero a—
Me: Wait...
Me: Is that...
Me: No... why...
Me: Instagram please don't reccomend me that. I'm very uncomfortable.
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Posted: Sun, 02/08/2020 21:40 (4 Years ago)
nghhhhhng,,,, girls
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Posted: Mon, 03/08/2020 21:17 (4 Years ago)
nghhghhhghhhgghhh,,, girls,,,

black girls especially,,
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Posted: Mon, 03/08/2020 22:56 (4 Years ago)
*heavy breathing* IF I DON'T FOLLOW MORE PEOPLE TODAY I'M GONNA C O L L A P S E

also g i r l s
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Posted: Mon, 03/08/2020 23:48 (4 Years ago)
The only reason I'm guaranteed to go to sleep before 3 am on tuesdays ( monday night ) and thursdays ( wednesday night ) is because Weak Hero updates at 3 am and reading webtoons after they update in the morning has a different vibe than doing so when your partially dead at 3am.

Mini rant btw:

I sometimes have moments when I'm just like "how can you question being Bi if you scream internally when seeing pretty poc girls??" and then here are moments "am I fake??" like shut up Krenia. You're in middle school. It doesn't matter. Why are you like this. Just draw girls and be done with it.

I say before coming back to thinking about that ONE BLACK BUSHY HAIRED WOMAN THAT I SAW ONCE BUT CAN'T GET OUT OF MY HEAD
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Posted: Tue, 04/08/2020 15:25 (4 Years ago)
uh
so

girls

yeah

uh

also gerard in 90s and 80s clothing has been on my mind but I don't know if I'm ready for that kind of commitment

I kinda need a new pfp...
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Posted: Wed, 05/08/2020 17:16 (4 Years ago)
I WASN'T READY FOR THAT KIND OF COMMITMENT

I'm at l i n e a r t phase and it already took over an h o u r.
Like, buddy, I love you, Gerard Jin is perfect, BUT THE IDEA OF DRAWING HIM IN WEIRD OUTFITS WAS NOT.

*sniff* I need to draw girls to distract myself from the pain...
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Posted: Wed, 05/08/2020 20:54 (4 Years ago)
Me: *Starts a big project*
Me a day later: *starts another big project*
Also Me: Why am I so stressed and overworked :((
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Posted: Fri, 07/08/2020 18:29 (4 Years ago)
I hate summer, it's so hot I didn't draw anything.
Only plus(es) would be spending some time with my niece, petting my dog a lot, playing with my sisters cat a *lot* and petting some neighbours dogs (one is old black doggo who's name I don't know and other is fluffy gal named bella, my dog doesn't like bella)

Also update on the Gerard Piece which I will refer too as "Drawing a broccoli in weird clothes*
I'm 3 h 38 min in (god bless ibis paint) and I finished barely shading one full body, started hair on all of them. I have shading planned out on them all. But I still need to do: lighting, d e e p shading, background, separation
and I really hope I don't forget to separate them because if I do I'm gonna commit arson and there are a lot of wheat fields around the house and I know where the lighter is

Something else? yeah i should add some positivity... WELL MY GOVERMENT SUCKS. "Most people who support LGBT are not part of it" SO??? WHAT'S YOUR POINT YOU GREEDY BASTARD?

Okay but for real positivity, I started reading Tokyo Ghoul manga and DANG I LOVE IT THE GORE. Also I'm still thinking about a pfp idea, I really don't want it to be gerard but it's starting to grow on me.

I like yellow though... I want something yellow... like a maybe... snow...?
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Posted: Fri, 07/08/2020 22:15 (4 Years ago)
I'm staying at my sisters place, it's awfully hot, I'm in a small room way too close to the room of my 2yr niece, my sister&her husbands bedroom and also to the place where my grandma sleeps.

In the past hour I accidentally kicked the wall twice, almost knocked over my suitcase, giggled uncomftarbly loudly and loudly shut the door twice while going to the bathroom.

AND IT'S ONLY 12AM AND I HAVE ART TO DO LIKE WTH
WTH KRENIA

GET YOURSELF TOGETHER

P L E A S E
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Posted: Sat, 08/08/2020 14:36 (4 Years ago)
My laptop is dying it hurts to type lol

Also I fricking hate the galar quests like, how much gems do you think I have? NOT ENOUGH
So now I'll be wasting mah money to buy stupid Rock Gems :)

Also it's still sooo hoooot I can barely do anything :(

I want to go home.....................
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Posted: Sat, 08/08/2020 16:51 (4 Years ago)
Well heck I'm bored so let's talk about my favourite types.
Most stuff will be based on my fanfictions as for my memory sucks.

At 2017-2018 I was a mixed person, not really based on type and since most fics were short. It's really hard to tell anything. However all fics had either: Charmander, Charmeleon, Umbreaon, Reshiaram, Victini. So make what you want from it.

2019 I was building up my love for dark types, as well as mix of grass and electric types. Mainly ocs had either a: Chespin, Pachirisu, Luxray, Emolga, Sneasel. And other mix of dark and electric types. This was the season of love for Clemont so like 90% of ocs were supposed to have a relationship with but I suck and you know it.

And now.
Honestly it's pretty weird, because without analizing what stuff I gave my ocs I always thought I was more of a grass type person especially coming to starters, with some dark type edge.

But now I really feel like I'm a water type person. Like, r e a l l y a water type person.

Especially lately I started realising that for the most part, I prefer water types, especially coming to starters. (let's talk more about that since why not)
Kanto is a mix, since design wise I love them all, bulbasaur is a great first stage, Wartortle and Charmeleon are both super cool middles while I'm not really a fan of either of full ones? Though blastoise seems the best. With megas it's definitive Charizard Y and with Gigantamax bowl cut gets the win.

Jotho is a weird case, since I don't really like any of the starters fully. First stage they're all pretty meh, I love Quilava though and Meganium is cute but Croconaw is really just kinda, eh?

Hoenn is a different case. I love Mudkip, all his evos including the mega. Marshtop is my favourite. I'm not a big fan of chicken on fire or christmass tree but the Mudkip stole my heart.

Sinnoh is weird, since I'm really not a fan of any of the starters. Piplup is weird, Chimchar is weird, Turtwig is kinda nice though?

Unova, oh god I LOVE UNOVA. Like honestly, I love all the pokemon there, starters included. While I do like Tepig, it was always a big war between Oshawott and Snivy, though Oshawott takes the win because fluff.

Kalos, here it's weird. I really not much like Froakie? It's pretty overrated. Also Chespin for the win and of the talk.

Alola, I used to hate Popplio. Like it was so weird and cringy to me. But now I love all the starters, with a big soft spot for Primarina, not a fan of Brionne still though.

Galar.................................. I kinda dislike all of them except Inteleon. Like, Cinderace looks so awkward to me, and would actually fit the Fighting typing, but I'm pretty sure they took it away only because of so many fire fighting types. I've never been a fan of Grookey, Rillabroom makes me uncomftorable and I couldn't give it to a oc.

With all that said, I think all the starters are great, but some have so many flaws that they go on the "ew wth" spectrum.

Other than that I adore almost every other pokemon (Illumse and Volbeat can burn in hell) but water types are kinda my top ones?

Idk it's hot here I'm starting to lose the point.
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Posted: Sat, 08/08/2020 22:45 (4 Years ago)
K

So there's this artist on instagram, his art is great, his inking is great, his art is fricking professional.

AND YET OH BOY HERE HE COMES TELLING ME HE LOVES MY ART AND COLORS I CHOSE WHAT THE—

In short, Krenia doesn't know how to handle compliments and had a mental breakdown because of one compliment from a dude she appriciates. So like, uhh, I suck don't I.

ALSO I'M DRAWING EVEN MORE GIRLS! SCREW IT! IMMA DRAW SOME CLOSE COMPANIONS
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Posted: Sat, 08/08/2020 22:51 (4 Years ago)
Different post, just close together so they might merge

I just saw a pretty post on instagram, and I was like "wow! This is great! I'll compliment them" since my anxiety wasn't looking. I quickly typed stuff along the lines of "I love the colors, they both look great!" the daring part of me clicked post.

Milisecond later my anxiety hit my like a truck and I threw my phone onto a ground and I refuse to pick it up.

I have no human abilities uwu so quirky ~
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Posted: Sun, 09/08/2020 18:28 (4 Years ago)
Drawing with 3 fullbody characters: 3h
Drawing with 2 fullbody characters: 5h (coloring not even finished)

I would say my logic is messed up but the fact that first drawing had only my comfort characters makes it redeemable