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Posted: Thu, 02/07/2020 12:15 (5 Years ago)
Posted: Thu, 02/07/2020 18:33 (5 Years ago)
Honestly i'm just buffed because of all the heat and showers seem to help so far.
Posted: Fri, 03/07/2020 07:18 (5 Years ago)
I love myself!
Okay but for real that actually "refreshed" me since I'm finally starting Sprite Shop orders AND I plan on finishing that commision that isn't actually that bad but shading will be a pain. AND i sound like i'm high then I also plan on writing some fanfictions, maybe even come back to a old fandom/amino only for sake of being there because people are nice.
oh god my butt hurts a g a i n
Posted: Sat, 04/07/2020 05:23 (5 Years ago)
Me now: Why did you order 4 things? And you 3?? I'm never going to financially recover from this...
Time to work :)
:(
Posted: Sun, 05/07/2020 09:19 (5 Years ago)
God.
Posted: Mon, 06/07/2020 07:51 (5 Years ago)
it's wayy too hot here i can't think
Posted: Mon, 06/07/2020 09:44 (5 Years ago)
Thanks~
Thanks !~
Thank you ❤
and maybe some variations. Like, I'm not trying to be mean, I'm not ignoring you, I just don't know how to respond k
Posted: Mon, 06/07/2020 13:37 (5 Years ago)
Orders are: 2 fullbodies and 1 icon with Bi flag.
Fun fact: I learned today that "bi" is supposed to be read similar to "bye". Since I made it polish-like and didn't read "i" as "i" I can't explain. English hard :')
Posted: Tue, 07/07/2020 05:42 (5 Years ago)
*This user has put you on their blocklist*
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me: :)
Posted: Tue, 07/07/2020 09:02 (5 Years ago)
I really want to do SM Luxray hunt, for one and one reason only. To name him Clemont.
I, I got Kalos flashbacks okay?
Posted: Tue, 07/07/2020 18:17 (5 Years ago)
Reason is simple: i'm f-ing 13 and my opinions and view change every 2 seconds what do you expect
Posted: Wed, 08/07/2020 11:47 (5 Years ago)
Posted: Thu, 09/07/2020 13:51 (5 Years ago)
I need to write since ranting, letting my emotions out and I need a warm-up for my writing "session" i scheduled (?) in like, 20 mintues or so.
So I make a lot of mistakes. Like a lot. And I realised that when I was younger, my response to making a mistake or offending someone was something along the lines of : "screw you I know what I'm doing". While now it's more of "I'm really sorry I didn't mean to–" and a lot of worried thinking about how I'm worthless piece of garbage. So that sucks. I didn't mean to hurt anyone, I really didn't but It seems like my social skill, my grammar skill and my stupidity make for a great mistake.
The whole "comment for my opinion of you" trend is fun but basically anytime I comment "👀" on any-one of them I'm just thinking "roast the heck out of my and ruin my opinion". I don't know why it just kinda happens? lol??
Okay that's it my eyes hurt and I need to do stuff. I'm writing less than I'd like to but hopefully it'll get "better"
Posted: Fri, 10/07/2020 07:09 (5 Years ago)
I mean cool and all but I expected at least 2 bitter people, except for one who had all right to be bitter but that was expected.
TL;DR: Krenia is mad that no-one roasted her.
Posted: Tue, 14/07/2020 17:48 (5 Years ago)
PokeHeroes-Notifications: H E L L O T H E R E! User who you really respect and feel awfully itimidated be just commisioned you! ISN'T THAT FUN!
Me: n o i t 's r e a l l y n o t
So in short I need to rush through commisions since I didn't make any progress. OH WAIT! COMMISION UPDATES FOR NO-ONE IN PARTICULAR:
Commision 1: Full coloring and background done!
Commision 2: Sketch done
Commision 3: I literally just sent the ref what do you expect!
:)
i need a hug tbh
Posted: Sun, 19/07/2020 21:08 (5 Years ago)
*suddenly a huge 19 notifications pop up on the icon*
Me, instantly: ORakLIuS wHAt tHE hEcK duDE
It was, indeed, oraklius spamming me with missing plushies.
I indeed deserved it for spamming him with missing plushies
but he sent me at least double the amount
what the heck oraklius
what the heck
I'm kidding i'm actually really thankful! You're great buddy!
Posted: Mon, 20/07/2020 20:41 (4 Years ago)
"I don't do fanart" I add moronically.
"I barely even draw" I continue, blind to the truth.
As silence fill the room, I scream in my head as characters cloud my vision.
"Why must the word curse me with love for underrated characters and fandoms?" I scream.
"God, why?" I ask, despite being atheist and gaining belief only when it's needed for me or when I need to blame my troubles on something.
Bascially Krenia is going crazy because of sudden urge to draw fanart but at the same time being unable to draw canon characters because of some weird "shame" and "embarrassment" well screw Krenia better pretend wolrd doesn't exist.
Posted: Mon, 20/07/2020 21:51 (4 Years ago)
My worst fear: Gerard Jin gets a haircut.
GO READ "WEAK HERO" ON WEBTOON
I hate being a teen
either I'm really messed up or it's just normal
I've been laughing so hard for the past half an hour or so and couldn't stop smiling but suddenly because of anxiety I'm crying again. Yeah this Diary is just a weird mix between vents and normal stuff at this point.
I feel really bad.
Posted: Mon, 20/07/2020 22:48 (4 Years ago)
I feel so bad. just so weak and sad. I spend some time distracting myself, all good and fine! But then I look up from my phone to see the sketch of a fanart, and I feel bad again, I try to open youtube to further distract myself, worse, even worse.
Sometimes I really wish I was more outgoing kind of person, even if it means being the annoying kind. The kind that never googles anything, never reads the tutorials, never reads the descriptions, whatever. I just wish I was more social and less:
"I can't compliment them because everyone will laugh at me"
like, what's even a point of this argument??? why am I like this??? I don't want to be like this??? I hate talking to people I really don't want to be like this.
wow, now i'm crying again, cool, great, can my brain work please.
if it's because of puberty then even better. puberty makes me switch from crying to being happy to crying again.
why am i crying so much