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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 04:41                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

Matty's heart raced as Calmia caught her, and she found herself leaning into the other girl's support almost instinctively. Resting her head on Calmia's shoulder, she felt a mixture of embarrassment and relief. "Yeah, I'm okay," she mumbled shakily, her voice a bit softer than usual. She hesitated for a moment, the proximity between them sparking a complex swirl of emotions within her. She was so tempted to look up and meet Calmia's gaze, to close the remaining distance between them, but she held herself back, her internal struggle evident in the conflicted expression on her face.

It was never meant to be.
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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 04:45                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

She smiled cheerfully. After a moment, Calmia started to mess with Matty's hair, gently.

"...mmmh. Your hair's soft."

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 04:50                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

Matty's breath caught in her throat as Calmia's fingers gently played with her hair. Every touch sent a tingle down her spine, and she had to fight to keep her composure. Her heart raced, and she felt a swirl of emotions she couldn't quite put into words. She wanted to say something, to respond, but the moment felt fragile, as if any words might shatter the spell they were under. Instead, she let herself enjoy the sensation, her cheeks warming as she leaned just a fraction closer, her eyes half-lidded with a mixture of nervousness and anticipation.

It was never meant to be.
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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 04:53                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

Calmia continued playing with the other girl's hair, running her hands through it.

"You're hair's really nice, actually."

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 05:01                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

As Calmia's fingers continued to thread through her hair, Matty's internal debate raged on. On one hand, every touch sent waves of warmth and comfort coursing through her body, and a part of her wanted to lean into the feeling, to savor the closeness. But on the other hand, her mind was a whirlwind of doubts and fears. She had always believed herself to be straight, and this sudden attraction to Calmia was throwing her entire world into disarray. What did it mean? Was she truly feeling these things, or was it all just confusion and curiosity? And what if Calmia could sense her internal turmoil? Would she pull away, thinking Matty was just leading her on? Not only that, but she had barely known Calmia for a few hours. The intensity after that short amount of time was already overwhelming. How much ~~better~~ worse could it get? And where were they? The uncertainty was paralyzing, and yet, in this moment, as Calmia's gentle touch continued, Matty found it hard to deny that something within her was responding, and responding strongly.

It was never meant to be.
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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 05:21                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

"You seem like you're thinking about a lot."

Calmia hummed quietly.

"Wanna tell me?"

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 05:32                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

Matty's heart raced as Calmia's voice broke through the haze of her thoughts. She wanted to spill everything, to lay bare her confusion and fears, but the words felt like they were caught in her throat, refusing to come out. She cleared her throat awkwardly, her fingers fidgeting with the hem of her shirt sleeve.

"I... well, I guess... I've just been... thinking about things," she mumbled, her voice barely audible. "You know, life, stuff... It's... complicated."

She risked a glance at Calmia, hoping her vague answer would be enough to satisfy the question without revealing the tangled mess of emotions she was grappling with.

It was never meant to be.
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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 05:34                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

"That's not all, is it?"

She laughed quietly.

"I have two siblings. I know when someone's thinking a little too hard."

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 05:52                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

Matty's world seemed to spin as Calmia's words cut through the haze. She wanted to hold on to her composure, to respond with some semblance of coherence, but her body had other plans. The emotions that had been churning within her suddenly surged forth, overwhelming her like a tidal wave. She couldn't hold it in any longer.

Tears welled up in her eyes as her legs gave out, and she sank to the ground, her hands covering her face. Her chest heaved with sobs that seemed to come from the depths of her being, as if all the confusion, fear, and longing she had been suppressing had finally found an outlet.

"I... I don't know," she choked out between sobs, her voice cracking. "I'm so scared, Calmia... I don't know who I am anymore... I thought I knew, but now... everything's so messed up..."

It felt like a dam had burst inside her, and all the pent-up emotions came rushing out in a torrent. She felt vulnerable, exposed, and utterly lost in the whirlwind of her own feelings.

It was never meant to be.
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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 05:55                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

Calmia nodded quietly, stroking the other girl's hair.

"Hey, hey. Calm down. Tell me what's wrong."

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 06:01                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

Amidst the waves of emotions crashing over her, Matty struggled to find the words to express the turmoil within her. With Calmia's soothing touch, her presence grounding her, she managed to steady her breathing and begin to articulate her feelings.

"I... I've always thought I was straight," she began, her voice still quivering. "I mean, I dated guys before, and I... I never really questioned it. But then... I met you, Calmia. And I don't know what's happening to me. I've been feeling things I've never felt before, and I don't know how to make sense of it."

She paused, taking a shaky breath as she wiped away her tears. "I'm scared that I'm just... appropriating something I shouldn't, that I'm not being true to myself. I've spent my life trying to be responsible, trying to fit into this neat, orderly image of who I thought I was. And now, everything's just... turned upside down."

Her gaze was a mix of vulnerability and longing as she looked at Calmia, seeking some form of understanding and reassurance amidst the chaos of her emotions.

It was never meant to be.
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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 06:08                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

"I understand. It's hard, right?"

lamia stroked the girl's hair, humming a soft tune.

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 06:19                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

"Sure, why not. It's always fun to go to places like these, even heroes need to mess around and let loose sometimes. Anyways my fashion choices are pretty average."

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 06:26                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

Matty nodded, her tears still flowing but her breathing starting to regulate. "Yeah, it's really hard. I never thought I'd be so... confused about something like this. And it's not fair to you, either. You deserve someone who's sure of themselves, who knows what they want."

She looked up at Calmia, her gaze a mix of sincerity and desperation. "I don't want to mess this up. You've been so kind to me, and I don't want to hurt you or lead you on if I'm just... figuring things out. I'm sorry, Calmia. I never meant for any of this to happen."

But Matty wasn't going to deny that there was an increasingly large part of her that was glad that it did.

It was never meant to be.
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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 07:04                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

Sampo enters the shop.
Halloween stuff and Christmas assessories filled the place...

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 07:27                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

"Dang, wonder if there's a backstory for this. There has to be a backstory for anything, even if it's as simple as a shopping mall. I don't even know why they have so many things for christmas and halloween."

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 07:31                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

"ehhhhh maybe because Halloween is near?" Sampo suggested.

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 10:10                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

“Yes” *nom nom nom* “ it’s September right? Or is it august??” Alpha a tilts it’s head

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 19:46                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

"Nani!? Someone's here which means one thing: We get a new friend. Yippe." Sobble looks around and Alpha is spotted by Sobble. "Heya, I'm Sobble. Nice to meet you."

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                                                Posted: Tue, 29/08/2023 19:53                                                (1 Year ago)
                                            

Four jumped down from the lights and landed by Ange. "Halloween. My favourite thing."