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Immortes
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━━━━━━━━━━━━━ up in the morning ━━━━ character storage ━━━━━━━━━
━━ down in the cellar ━━━━━━━ taking down names in my book of jealousy ━━


[ index ] ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ this goes without saying: dnp ━━━━━━━━━



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Posted: Thu, 09/12/2021 14:21 (2 Years ago)




[ title page ] ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ it's who we are ━━━━━━
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━━ we were never welcome here ━━━━━━━━━━ oh, won't you save us? ━━━━
aelin myraxis ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
faolan voronova ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
adelaide veturius━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
erin cho━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
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━━━ down in the cellar ━━━━━━━━━━━━ lost in a static ━━━━━━━━━━━━


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━ xerneas, giver of life ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
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━ tanwen, goddess of fire ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
━ severine veturius ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

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Westland, where its willows hold secrets, until the night air sweeps through their
leaves, scattering them in the wind and into our ears.
— Michelle Muriel ━━━━━━━
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“𝑳𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈
𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈. 𝑵𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒇𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒔,
𝒊𝒕 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕,
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒊𝒕."
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𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐒

✞ - [ Birth name ] aelin myraxis
✞ - [ Nicknames ] maledictus
✞ - [ Age ] unknown age - refused to disclose - appears to be twenty four.
✞ - [ Gender ] cisfemale | she/her/hers
✞ - [ Sexuality ] demiromantic | asexual
✞ - [ Species ] wolfwalker | direwolf, bitten

✞ - [ Role ] assassin/hired gun

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aelin is a wolfwalker: humans who possess the supernatural ability to shift in between human form and a feral wolf form. some say that they originated in distant ireland, although the rumors have been unproven. some call wolfwalkers shapeshifters, others werewolves. in truth, they're something in between. to put it simply; they're a wolf spirit bound to a human soul. wolfwalkers can either be born or changed. the binding of a wolf's soul to a human's soul is said to be an immensely intimate process - especially since it involves a literal joining of souls. to kill the wolf or the human is to invite disaster, for the werewolf will become feral, with the wolf taking over the human. feral wolfwalkers are extremely dangerous; they lack a conscience and are willing to kill for sport. rarely, if ever, is there a chance for rehabilitation.

aelin's wolf form - a beast of flowing onyx and glaring amber eyes — looks like it came from the depths of hell itself. it's much more common to see aelin in human form rather than her beast form, but a wolfish glare lingers just beneath the surface of her eyes at all times, warning of the beast underneath.


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there's not much to say about her life at home, only that she has been fending for herself from her adolescent years up until now. aelin was turned from human to wolfwalker after a near-death experience; after an attempted drowning in a nearby creek by her progenitor, she was brought back to life after his blood dripped into the water and entered her veins. the change was excruciating - agony singing through every pore of her body as her body remade itself. there wasn't anyone around to witness her turning, except the werewolf who had sacrificed his blood. by dawn the next morning, it wasn't a human that crawled its way to the edge of the lake, but a wolf - with pitch black fur and piercing cognac eyes. her body had been permanently changed, transformed in a way that she never would've dreamed possible. right after she resurfaced, she became acquainted with the wolfwalker — though not for long. needless to say, she was quite furious that she had been turned against her will; sacrificing her humanity in exchange for her life was not something she would take lightly. everything just felt 'too much.' the confrontation escalated, and soon resulted in a bloodbath. she was the one who walked away from it. apparently, newborns are stronger than most give them credit for.

weeks built into months and years, with aelin mostly keeping her distance. going into a bookstore, she nearly got into another fight with another human - icarus. thankfully, he wasn't the confrontational type - after learning of her recent change, without so much as a bat of his eye, he gave her shelter and a very thorough education in controlling her abilities. aelin never really got over the sudden change, and her initial relationship with icarus was full of argument and flare-ups. slowly but surely, the two became friends, and even lovers. eight months into their relationship, aelin turned icarus as well, the most intimate experience of her life; the bond between their souls grew rigid and strong, not left to fester and rot as aelin's original one had. that is, until she got the letter.

obviously, aelin didn't think much of it at first, and after giving a cursory glance, she threw it out without sending a reply. icarus expressed his curiosity in the study- but neither of them looked into it. the night of her abduction is a bit of a blurry one, possibly because it involved a literal split of her soul. like the many supernaturals around the world, aelin became a target. but that wasn't the worst part. aelin blames herself for allowing the situation to escalate - which resulted in icarus getting fatally shot. at first, aelin felt only a gaping emptiness, which quickly turned into unbridled rage and a lust for blood. the wolf side of her was now cut free, enveloping her senses in a red haze. within minutes, three of her captors were killed - and a fourth was seriously injured before someone managed to tase the rabid supernatural into unconsciousness. aelin becmae the scientist's attack dog; an official shredder that will put either a bullet or her fangs through anything that displeased her 'masters.' all the while, she bided her time, waiting for them to become complacent. as far as she cared, they never learned their lesson - the suffering and torment building up to a point where the scientists usually kept her in solitary confinement. the moment someone disturbed her, she would attack.

ever since then, aelin's mental state is slipping down a steep decline. she suffers quietly in solitude, trying her best to the darkness away until the day she goes mad. her temperament is best considered 'unstable' though 'feral' or 'manic' would be a better guess. most of her emotions consist of extreme forms of aggression or stone-cold silence. she will shift and attack at the slightest provocation, and her attitude can swing between outright hatred to a dull nihilistic haze. her eyes betray a constant aura of ill-will - a warning to not push her buttons.


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[ MBTI ] ENTJ (the commander)
[ Ennegram Type ] Type 8 (the challenger)
[ Wing ] 8w9 (the bear)
[ Triad ] gut (instinctive)
[ Alignment ] dominator (lawful evil)


historyaelin is...

historyefficient, dignified, disciplined, intelligent, practical
historyskeptical, solitary, commanding, brusque, reserved, blunt
historyconscienceless, menacing, hostile, ruthless, violent, haughty, vindictive.

aelin is known for being two things: violent and erratic, and as one of her previous acquaintances described her; a molotov cocktail that's waiting for a match. before her entire life took a nosedive known for her razor-sharp intellect, brooding and pessimistic outlook on life, and barbed tongue - many of which are near virtues compared to her current mental state. the wolf inside of her is constantly roaring for blood - so much so that aelin isn't really sure which thoughts are hers and which ones are of the 'wolf.' to attack her is to invite a storm of fangs and blood to descend upon you. the shewolf doesn't take well to authority, believing that she should either be left alone or dominating the situation. resignation is not in her nature, but bloodlust is. once her patience runs out, you better hope that she's on your side. if she isn't, then god have mercy on you.

despite being a ticking time bomb in a human skin, aelin has retained a general sense of logic and pragmatism. she secretly welcomes the occasional brain-teaser, and on her best days, can usually sit down to think something out. not many of her actions are thought out beforehand, but when strung together in a list, they usually make sense. order is hard to come by in a world where anything and everything that moves has the potential to become either an opponent, a threat, or another mistake. her plans are laid out from the moment she wakes, and each step has a sense of purpose within them that most would deny. aelin is calculated but impatient. she won't take nonsense from others, and is quick to criticize. her words are harsh and biting, somehow conveying a mix general hatred of everyone she meets, as well as a disdain of their presence. even when she's trying to be nice, her sardonicism and irony are either confusing or insulting. the decades she's spent in confinement and torture have convinced her that all mortals care about is greed. the wolfwalker is not a nice person, and makes no attempt to be. if she can get it done on her own, does she really need other people to help her?

aelin is for the most part, antisocial and cold, but when her temper is ignited, she becomes something else entirely. her fury is as much a gift as it is a curse, a pit of molten power that both hones her senses and controls her. the severance of her soul has transformed an already short temper into a blazing inferno of fury. she is ruthless for sure, but above all things, the wolfwalker is pitiless, and even rapacious. aelin will not hesitate to take what she presumes to be hers. those that defy her meet a bloody end at her fangs, oftentimes without warning. the beast has teeth stained crimson with the blood of her enemies. each scar upon her pelt gleams with sinister pride.

deep down, the person that aelin used to be is festering with guilt and hate, trapped within a latticework of self-loathing and disappointment. there's nothing she can do now other than delay the inevitable, and whatever is at the bottom of this dark chasm, aelin doesn't wanna see it.


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historyi was trained and tortured for one purpose: to kill

statisticsstrength ★★★☆☆
statisticsstamina ★★★★☆
statisticsspeed ★★★★☆
statisticsagility ★★☆☆☆
statisticsmedical knowledge ★★★☆☆
statisticscombat knowledge ★★★★★
statisticssocial skills ★☆☆☆☆
statisticsfaith ☆☆☆☆☆
statisticspain tolerance ★★★★★
statisticsloyalty ★☆☆☆☆
statisticsmental stability ★☆☆☆☆


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𝑨 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒆.
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𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐒

✞ - [ Birth Name ] Cyrus Voronova
✞ - [ Aliases ]
✞ - [ Aliases ]✞ - the dark angel
✞ - [ Aliases ]✞ - raven/corvus
✞ - [ Age ] twenty four years old
✞ - [ Gender ] cismale, he/him/his
✞ - [ Sexuality ] closeted bisexual
✞ - [ Homeworld ] shar'ack - atrivis sector - located in the outer rim - future free-world territories
✞ - [ Species ] shaliz'na — wings

✞ - [ Rank ] senior lieutenant
✞ - [ Allegiance ] rebels (formerly) imperial navy (current) chiss ascendancy (future)

𝐅𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍


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the shaliz'na, as they were called, did not deviate much from the normal human appearances, save for a few key differences. being an avian race, they have large wings, talons and avian-like eyes. their sight is a lot stronger than the average human due to their raptor-like pupils and irises. compared to the average human physiology, their bones and physique are much lighter and streamlined, making it easy to get airborne but also easy to break bones upon crashing. the shaliz'na used to live in the arboreal forest which comprised most of shar'ack's ecology, as ancient as it was alluring. the main way to get around is through flight, however there are gondolas, stairs and lifts as an alternate. typically at 15-17 years old, the shaliz'na is ready to leave the nest and seek out an alternate flock.

the shaliz'na are known to hold art in all forms in deepest regard, no matter its origin or means of creation. sometimes, shaliz'na will even take art in lieu of credits in terms of payment. flock members often use colors and patterns as a form of expression. tassels and ribbons are used to bring good luck, as well as convey other meanings. these tassels can also be passed down from member to member. Cyrus was able to keep the ribbons he had originally brought with him, but after his defection he's only kept one - a navy blue knot from his sister, who perished during the disastrous attack on the metal factory on kellux. he tends to keep it in his pocket like a good-luck charm, but he doesn't wear it on display.


𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘


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historypending...


𝐏𝐒𝐘𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐘


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you can read the stat list above for a general overview


[ MBTI ] ISTJ (the logistician)

Architects, independent to the core,
want to shake off other people’s expectations
and pursue their own ideas.

Architects care about depth and quality.
They’d rather have just a few good friends
than a large circle of acquaintances.

You are not entitled to your opinion.
You are entitled to your informed opinion.
No one is entitled to be ignorant.


Dominant: Introverted Sensing (Si)

Auxiliary: Extraverted Thinking (Te)

Tertiary: Introverted Feeling (Fi)

Inferior: Extraverted Intuition (Ne)

[ Ennegram ] type 5 (the observer & the troubleshooter)

The committed, security-oriented type. Sixes are reliable, hard-working, responsible, and trustworthy.
Excellent "troubleshooters," they foresee problems and foster cooperation,
but can also become defensive, evasive, and anxious—running on stress while complaining about it.
They can be cautious and indecisive, but also reactive, defiant and rebellious.
They typically have problems with self-doubt and suspicion.


[ Wing ] fifth wing

A six wing five would rather spend their time alone but occasionally meet up in a
group with others who share the same interests. Sixes usually bring people together
and form alliances for a sense of safety and security. While an enneagram five will
often decline from too much social interaction. Influenced by the five wing, an
enneagram six can have characteristics that both enhance and seemingly oppose one another.


[ Triad ] head (thinking)

The Enneagram personality types that are part of the Thinking Triad tend
to be knowledgeable people who love to delve into the interesting unknown for
higher understanding. Depending on the personality type, those in the Head Triad
can either favor their alone time over being with others or despise being alone and
always surround themselves with one person or a group of people.


[ Alignment ] social neutral (the soldier)

does what is seen as good for the group
without compassion or prejudice


[ Zodiac ] aquarius (1/20 - 2/18)

Aquarians are known for embracing their creativity and individuality,
even if it makes them stand out in a strange or unorthodox way from others.
This quality tends to draw them toward anything fun and innovative.
The most notable Aquarius characteristic is their lofty vision for their own future
as well as the future of society. Aquarians are forward-thinking people who want
to make the world a better place. Their acts and viewpoints are guided by their
empathy and strong sense of fairness. They value freedom as well, and want to
ensure that it is available to everyone.

Aquarius is an incredibly educated, cerebral sign that has a propensity to get
lost in thought while analysing something or trying to identify prospective solutions to issues.
Though being a futurist is one of the best Aquarius characteristics, it's also one of their pitfalls.
When Aquarians become overly idealistic, they frequently believe that nothing short than
perfection would suffice, which may lead to feelings of discontent, irritation, and even
melancholy. For many Aquarians, poor temper is an issue, especially for those
who are under a lot of strain in their life, even from themselves.
Aquarius despises being emotionally exposed.



historyCyrus is...

historyastute, frank, loyal, eloquent, hard-working
historypragmatic, escapist, independent, relentless, methodical
historyobstinate, suspicious, vindictive, cynical, rueful

(+) astute: having or showing an ability to accurately assess situations or people and turn this to one's advantage. | Cyrus lacks in any physical mass; his avian biology ensures that to the naked eye, he's rangy or gangly at best. his military career hinges on one thing alone; his mind. even when bone-tired, he is constantly intaking information, and seeking out patterns and analytics. he fights smart- working to disable his opponent in the fastest manner possible, or at the very least, outlasting them. to his detriment, Cyrus's mind works like a sponge; he feels everything, sees everything in equal vividness - hectic situations feel overwhelming and usually, he has to take a step back. however, it should be noted that his mind never stops calculating, never stops processing. the shaliz'na has a whip-sharp mind, but it's applied differently. he sees people and situations as different layers or puzzle pieces that come together to form a whole; his mind is detail oriented as opposed to seeing one big picture; like how many unique brush-strokes come together to form a whole. Cyrus is fond of putting these brush-strokes together in his head in order to make sense of situations - these puzzles can also be applied to everyday life and interactions. but just being able to put the pieces together isn't enough - the shaliz'na's mind has a certain depth to it that grants him a surprising amount of empathy. Cyrus is much more people-oriented than most of his crewmates (except for maybe eli) - and tends to treat people as if they were truly spontaneous, sentient individuals as opposed to pawns on a board. he tries to juxtapose personal nuances and logic when making decisions, but his pragmatism and empathy often contradict each other, and pragmatism usually wins out. it makes him impersonal at times, but it works.

(=) pragmatic: dealing with things sensibly and realistically in a way that is based on practical rather than theoretical considerations. | he used to be a little more unconstrained, a little more wild, but one of the first things he has learned since joining the empire is how to set his personal interests aside. his artistic foundation, which allows him to see the world through an image-dominated pair of lenses, simply don't apply to his method of execution. put shortly, he has become more distant and impersonal in his years of service, making assumptions based upon facts and logical derivations. this doesn't mean, of course, that Cyrus is entirely robotic or impersonal - his hidden vocabulary and hidden spirit is as lively as it is colorful - but he's learned to set them aside. everything to him has purpose and calculation, like many brushstrokes coming together sequentially to form the final product. he enjoys taking things step-by-step because he believes in the meaning of purposeful process. his workplace is organized in a purposeful manner so as to make finding important documents more convenient.

(=) frank: open, honest, and direct in speech or writing, especially when dealing with unpalatable matters. | Cyrus is the type to face the truth head-on, and embrace it, no matter how awful it may seem. he doesn't believe in deception or sugarcoating, and his speech reflects his viewpoint. the most he will ever do is withhold details if it suits him, but even then, his words are better considered a "white lie." his blunt manner of speaking paints an image of a man who is callous and unforgiving - which is only slightly true - but he does little to dispel the notion. in fact, the process of seeming so straightforward and manner-of-fact is Cyrus's salvation. focusing on the task at hand, and distancing everything else, is the only way he can stay ahead of the guilt and resentment that simmers in his soul. he can't help it, but his perception of others is always heightened. this has led to a lingering sense of paranoia- that there are always eyes on him, that they're always judging him. in some ways, he will never be free of scrutiny. focusing all his attention on the present instead of the shadows of his past keeps him from slipping. furthermore, the shaliz'na's mind is one of activity and mental stimulation; to keep it cooped up is to allow for his thoughts to run wild, to go into the dark places in his mind. Cyrus allows himself to drift slightly in the company of his friends, yes, but his down-to-earth attitude is never completely absent. on the topic of unpleasant matters, Cyrus is quite unafraid of leaping into the heart of it, and speaks with an occasionally shocking openness upon the matter, delving into the most brutal and grim details with unrelenting focus. make no mistake, Cyrus has always been as deeply disturbed as his peers, if not more, but his inner cynicism and way of seeing the worst in others softens the blow.

(+) eloquent: fluent or persuasive in speaking or writing. | In tandem with his mental acuity, Cyrus is known for having a way with words, a riposte or retort for every remark thrown his way. As a general note, he is known for being forward with his opinions and thoughts, with a bluntness and practicality on the field that astounds.

(+) diligent: having or showing care and conscientiousness in one's work or duties. |

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indentCyrus, for one thing, is intelligent - with a creative and analytical mind, he is capable of reading a room - and a situation - a pragmatist at heart, he has a natural penchant for puzzles - viewing them as an intertwining of many different situations, rather than a tangled web. However, this intelligence is often applied in a different way than what is normally expected. Having been forced to endure what he would call more than his fair share of court politics, his intelligence manifests in a way that allows him to read into the psychology of his peers. He has a way of developing - or feigning - a type of empathy, or understanding. He addresses problems in a rational and level-headed way, and tries to leave a solution for others to ponder. Harsh insults and barbed words - unless directed at those whom he holds dear - are usually ignored, brushed away or dealt with quickly. Emotions and logic are easily confused in his mind, and he returns to what he is comfortable with — an escapist that refuses to admit it.
indentIronically, given his empathetic facade, his domain of understanding does not stem from a true emotional foundation. Rather, Cyrus's psyche is his mind. He has a cerebral mindset, one that is most closely aligned with the facets of logic and factual evidence. True companionship is something of a rarity in his eyes, because through a rather black-and-white worldview has evolved a rather blunt way of dealing with his life. Psychology plays a part, but he tries to see things at face value for what they are, rather than trying to figure out the contours of human unpredictability. Cyrus tends to be rather frank in conversation, addressing the situation in a way that does not always allow for comfort and warmth. To more skeptical eyes, Cyrus is someone who is better called severe or even callous which isn't far from the truth. It's a paradoxical dichotomy between mind and self that many people have trouble understanding - and others often treat his aloof persona with disdain and resentment. This has made him a certain pariah in the Court, a problem for which there is little remedy. Ironically, even though Cyrus is aware of this, he makes no attempt to change it. He would rather have a close-knit circle of reliable friends than a wide circle of acquaintances.
indentIn a state of focus, Cyrus is relentless, leaping from one debacle to the next without taking a break. Highly action-oriented, he has a certain disregard for what he would deem 'useless' rules and regulations. Furthermore, saddling him with easy and routine tasks, however necessary they are, is a quick way to bore him half to death and lose his interest. At times, this apparent overlook of rules makes him a bit of a maverick. This isn't to say that he believes he is above such mundane tasks as it is to say that he believes they are merely excuses and not a way of moving forward. He remains wary of suspected nepotism, believing that rank should be achieved through hard work and achievement. Sadly, this is not always the case. Having been betrayed too many times before, Cyrus has grown cynical. He does not trust people to act with altruism unless it is a last resort. Cyrus holds strangers at a cold arms length, and sometimes he comes across as unfriendly to outsiders.
indentUnsurprisingly, Cyrus is a highly independent person, preferring to take on lone-wolf positions instead of those that involve reliance on large numbers of people. This is due to forming strong opinions - and a preferred method of action - very quickly. Due to his stubbornness, it can take a lot to cause divergence. Despite his prickly exterior, however, lies a very different person. In contrast to his resilient bearing, he needs time to shed his repressed and mask and let loose. In tandem with his mental acuity, Cyrus has developed an expansive vocabulary, which he proudly displays through sardonic quips and one-liners. Darkly humored and sharply witted, Cyrus knows how to get a reaction out of somebody, whether to satisfaction or sorrow. In addition to his wit, his enduring spirit ensures that he will follow those who earn his respect, to the grave. He is devoted, willing to go to the ends of the earth if it keeps his friends safe. With an extensive memory, he rarely forgets the many ways people have thrown generosity and kindness his way, and he always honors their deeds. One good deed may not be enough to earn a lifetime of camaraderie, but that does not mean it is meaningless either. Unfortunately, this leads into one of the more negative aspects of his personality.
paragraphThis extensive memory is a double-edged sword. Not only does Cyrus remember the ways his peers have honored their connection with him, he also remembers those who have merely used him for their own ends. Revenge is a common taste to his tongue, and he has not yet been desensitized to violence. He is unafraid to resort to brutality and coercion in order to demand another make amends. In essence, he has become a highly vindictive person. He can be surprisingly quick to violence in this sense, slitting the throats of his enemies with a unhinged smile on his face. This cuts a sharp contrast to his usual calm demeanor, a ruthless contrast that often leaves his opponents flat-footed. His anger stems from a history of being used and abandoned, feeling the effects firsthand. Unfortunately, some of this rage has manifested itself in anxiety and regret. Cyrus cannot help becoming so self-loathing at times, and tends to internalize the blame for things gone wrong in the past. Typically, he struggles to find closure, and this blame chases his thoughts for years on end.
paragraphFirst impressions are crucial, and Cyrus tries to keep his demons concealed behind a mirror-smooth calm and watchful eyes. Sullen, but observant, he tries to avoid jumping into situations impulsively, instead choosing to watch and analyze from a distance before making a (usually educated) guess. Though distant, he tries to put up a polite facade, answering questions politely to avoid attracting further attention.

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A highly clever but introverted character, Lysander is often locked up in his own private rumination, and prefers to keep others at a distance. His methodical working style, which dictates logic and routine, is not necessarily for everyone. He tends to approach problems systematically, breaking bigger problems into smaller pieces that he can deal with easily. As a nod to his corvid race, Lysander is highly in tune with his mind, to his benefit. He is quick to identify and analyze patterns and trends, and he isn't above out-of-the-box solutions. In essence, he is the very definition of all brain and no brawn. In tandem with his mental acuity, Lysander is in possession of a wit whose purpose is entirely determined by context alone. In general, his wit is dry, and in times of strife, his humor can take a dark turn. Most people misinterpret his sardonic words as mocking or irreverent, but that is far from the truth. In reality, Lysander takes every situation seriously, but he comes off as frank in a way that is misinterpreted as callousness and insensitivity.

The corvid is slow to befriend and trust, his bitter demeanor creating an outer shell around him that is hard to breach. He sees the worst in people, and braces against betrayal by keeping up a constant vigilance. The kindest of his acquaintances call him reserved, those who dislike him call him paranoid. It's hard for him to lower his guard, and once he does, it seems that most of his discomfort stems from being vulnerable. Once his trust is earned, Lysander honors his friendships deeply. In truth, Lysander is fairly sentimental and sensitive, highly perceptive of his partner's emotions. He prefers to keep his reticence, thinking that actions speak louder than words. A stoic observer, Lysander is willing to sit down and listen to others peoples problems, pondering in respectful silence before offering a solution. His humor is not as biting, taking on a sly, teasing quality. Still, it's hard to describe him as warm.

His aloof behavior comes with a certain level of fear, of secret mistrust. Even though he keeps a calm and coldly charming demeanor, his thought impulses quickly spiral into worse-case scenarios and worry. Lysander is pretty judgmental and defensive, never truly relaxed, and always investigating. The slightest coalition prompts his interest; the whisperings of rumors always reach his ears one way or another. He is hyper-vigilant. Most of the time, his fears are unfounded. He knows how to make surface-level conversation to deflect suspicion, but his penchant for honesty and bluntness means he is more than capable of laying down hard criticism. Don't mistake his anxiety for submissiveness; Lysander knows how to keep a cool head while tearing into someone's psyche at the same time. Unfortunately, this tends to bring about the exact situation that he goes to avoid.

It's hard to earn his trust, but it's even harder, if not impossible, to regain it. Once betrayed, Lysander quickly becomes an enemy for life. The corvid is unrelenting to the point of ruthlessness, more than willing to hunt down and exact vengeance upon the poor unfortunate who crossed him. A betrayed Lysander is fiery and snide at best, openly vicious and murderous at worst. This penchant for brutality when he is crossed is often unexpected, as most people readily assume he does not have a temper readily on display. His words begin to snarl and bite, sinking into his opponents' weaknesses and tearing them into shreds. In the aftermath however, guilt haunts him incessantly as he inevitably mourns those lost relationships. He often times catches himself thinking about what they could have been if things had gone differently, a cycle of melancholy and somber thinking.


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historynot a sprinter, perhaps, but a good long distance runner.

statisticsstrength ★★★☆☆
statisticsstamina ★★★★☆
statisticsspeed ★★★☆☆
statisticsagility ★★★☆☆
statisticsintelligence ★★★★★
statisticsmedical knowledge ★★☆☆☆
statisticscombat knowledge ★★★★☆
statisticssocial skills ★★★☆☆
statisticsfaith ★★★★☆
statisticspain tolerance ★★★☆☆
statisticsloyalty ★★★★★
statisticsmental stability ★★★★☆


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historycsapla'antho'yed "anthony" (colleague/neutral-positive/commanding officer/lover/foil) | |
historyeli vanto (good friend/very positive/lover) | ♫ |
historyeleanor faro (colleague/very positive/good friend/sister figure) | |
historycalverus (colleague/strained friendship/neutral-negative/rivals) | |
historyaaralyn voronova (blood sister/strained relationships/still in mourning/neutral) | ♫ |


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history☆ wolf form (if applicable) - here | real life
history☆ lightsaber form II (makashi)
historyhistory☆ blade color; < 4682b4 > steely blue
historyhistory☆ (sith) blade color; < BC3320 > vivid red
historyplaylist -
historyhistory☆ Vagabond (feat. FJØRA) - Tommee Profitt
historyhistory☆ Look what you made me do - Taylor Swift
historyhistory☆ Wolf in Sheep's Clothing (feat. William Beckett) - Set it off
historyhistory☆ Walk Through The Fire - Zayde Wolf and Ruelle
historyhistory☆ Ain't No Crying - Derivekat
historyhistory☆ Yellow flicker beat - Lorde
historyhistory☆ Bones - Imagine Dragons
historyhistory☆ Cutthroat - Imagine Dragons
historyhistory☆ Through the Flames - Vo Williams
historyhistory☆ The Other Side of Paradise - Glass Animals
historyhistory☆ Ain't It Fun - Paramore
historyhistory☆ Devil Train - The Lab Rats
historyhistory☆ Evelyn, Evelyn - Evelyn, Evelyn
historyhistory☆ Open Up Your Eyes - Emily Blunt
historyhistory☆ Passerine - The Oh Hellos
historyhistory☆ Shrike - Hozier
historyhistory☆ Free - Mother, Mother
historyhistory☆ Witch Hunt - Jubyphonic
history☆ Daemon is a great blue heron
historypokémon team (if applicable) -
historyhistory☆ noivern
historyhistory☆ honchkrow
historyhistory☆ staraptor
historyhistory☆ mandibuzz
historyhistory☆ noivern
historyhistory☆ corviknight
history☆ Loosely based upon the greek origin myth for the raven.
history☆ Keeps two pet ravens; Procyon and Sirius.
history☆ Enjoys analyzing/going on gallery walks for any type of art; primarily a painter or monochrome art.
history☆ Guilty pleasure of drawing manga art. Yes, Anthony, it's a verified form of art, I promise.
history☆ 0.25 to 0.7 mm pens in every color, mostly black.
history☆ Loves drawing fellow crew members when they are/are not looking.
history☆ Major phobias of pyrophobia & claustrophobia.
history☆ Sith eyes reference here
history☆ Picrew art



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