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Panta Rei (everything flows), everything is changing, me as well, some pieces of information were right at some period of time, maybe they are still right more or less, but something always changes.

Last EDIT: 23.11.2017 everything went through some editing or complete removing and replacing. (I do small edits regarding my bio though)
Ugliest diary ever, for eye, but for reading can be interesting (or maybe just for me), I didn't spend time on putting glitter and stuff.
I often don't say things directly, using sarcasm and similar confusing stuff.

It's kinda obvious that ONLY I can post here. I'm talking about things and asking questions at the same time. You can ask me everything on palpad or via PM, I'll answer all questions (ok, not really all), I don't ignore people. Ignoring a person, even with a reason, doesn't make you a better person than him. If that person asks or talk about unpleasant things, then report, but choose your words so you don't get a warning as well.

What I wrote here: (good for orientation and navigation, but not really)
1. About me in short lines and expanded. Also additional junk, kinda part of me.
2. PH history, my own and some more junk.
3. Me and my rules of behaving/thinking.
4. Berry garden goal, all berries level 100. Done
5. Last names around world with patterns, my little project on hiatus because meh
6. Treasure hunt
7. Game center Lottery
8. Game center HoL
9. My dex
10. Pokesona(s?)
11. Oqk' quest
12-k. Random (k between 23 and 40)

Shortened about me, scroll down for my expanded about me text, I hope it's interesting.

- Vasily is not my real name, Russian name that I like. You can name me with anything similar: Vasili, Vasyan, Vasya, Vasy, Vasilije, anything cat and leafeon related I guess.
- Born in 1997 (20 years old), not fancy to answer this fully as well
- Residence: Belgrade, Serbia
- University of Belgrade, faculty of mathematics (I wanted that)
- Straight, heterosexual.
- Single, never been in a real relationship, too early for that.
- Most of people here are idealists, I'm realists, but I have dreams as well.
- I have good sense of humor (in my mother-tongue), but it's hard to understand me sometimes.
- I don't drink alcohol (maybe I'll drink only rakija), not smoker, no drugs (I don't drink even coffee)
- Favourite colour: green
- Favourite animal: cat, fox
- Favourite pokemon: Idk, I always say leafeon although I prefer glaceon more.
- Favourite movie: The proffesional
- Favourite mood fixing song: I sing it in my head, I know one other extended version whole
- Favourite Youtube channel: I really wanted to put this here
- Good characteristics about me: honest and trustworthy, I'm really nice but I can be a jerk sometimes. Always ready to help.
- Bad characteristics about me: really shy, lack of self-confidence, self-conscious, often vague.
I don't know much people that I can consider as friends here, you know having 500+ people on the friendlist doesn't mean you have 500 friends. Not even all are acquiantances.

I like using comas (','), they have meaning of dramatic pause, it sounds better when you are listening than reading.

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What do you guys want to know about me?
Eyes colour: one part is hazel, other part is between blue and green, some people say blue while some people say green.
Hair color: brown I guess, dark brown, not black, but dark.
STOP for a second, why is this so important, I don't know a person with ugly eyes or hair (but yet, there are ugly haircuts, not for everybody, beauty is in the eye of the beholder), it's about whole face.

Quote from Gottlob Frege:

“Every good mathematician is at least half a philosopher, and every good philosopher is at least half a mathematician.”

I study mathematics and I know to philosophize (if that s a world) sometimes. (tell stupid things that make sense)
I don't see world like most of people, not even like artists, I'm studying it rather than just seeing it.
One man said: "Average human is a big fool" and he said that in class of twenty not average people (one of them is obviously me). He was an awesome sociology professor, teaching us things that we can actually use. We had a good psychology professor as well (not good as sociology one), so I can exactly understand some human behavior actions.

OK, lets go back to people's look. I appreciate more inside look than outside. But I must be honest, external appearance also need to satisfy some of our criteria. So how do I look? I can't judge my appearance, that is to people who know me. People who doesn't know me can also judge me, but that is only a first impression, thing that makes much more mistakes than meteorologists.

What other things would you like to know? Born in 1997, 20 years old, zodiac sign aquarius or how I like to call it, water carrier. I live in Serbia in Belgrade, capital city.
Faculty of Mathematics, I'm not a rich boy so I need to learn school and become something. I hate when I see rich people have stupid kids who spend that money like nothing, living from parents fame.

I'm taught real human values. I'm honest, tolerant (there are things I hate but mostly I'm tolerant), I respect the Golden rule:
One should treat others as one would like others to treat oneself.
One should not treat others in ways that one would not like to be treated.
It's common for me to forget to say thanks and some more similar things, but sincerely I mean that. There are people who say "thank you" but that doesn't have any real meaning.

What I'm interested in

Interested in sports and politics, yes politics, political situation in Serbia is really awful (honor to honest exceptions, I hope we have them). Parliament is full of idiots, it looks more like a circus, because of majority, rulling part, government, whatever their name is, are parasites stealing money from all other people of Serbia.
This videos says all
A little description because it is in Serbian:
The guy who jumps on the stage is yelling: "Vučiću pederu!" Vučić is our prime minister, peder means gay. Later whole stadium is chanting "Vučiću pederu, you betrayed Serbia!"
Video is from october 2015, in april 2016 same gay won elections and it's going to become prime minister again. Election theft. Only parasites vote for him. In 2017, same guy as prime minister became president, leaving other function which is higher then new one. Our führer.

Other thing that I'm interested is, as I said, sports, It's a pity that like no one here follows any more popular team sport (maybe American football because of American people here, it's not interesting when only American's plays it. I'm not sure is there any techniques and skills, only the guy who throws the ball, all others are about speed and strength?).

Sportsmans are the biggest ambassadors of every country!

Serbia is a sport country (other countries I count in this are Croatia and Spain, contradict me if you can).
I'm proud to be Serbian, we are nation with popularity of 7M people (I think less) with huge sport achievements.

Lets say something about Serbia
Because I'm too proud of Serbia which leads to butthurt moments :I

Serbia is south Slavic country.
Capital city is Belgrade, population of about 7M people.
АБВГДЂЕЖЗИЈКЛЉМНЊОПРСТЋУФХЦЧЏШ Cyrillic letters
ABVGDĐEŽZI JK LLjMNNjO PRSTĆUFHCČDŽŠ Latin counterpart (there is no X,Q,W,Y)
We in Serbia use both of them for writing.

What you can find in Serbia:
- River Uvac and Đavolja Varoš
- Exit music festival
- Guča trumpet festival
- Or maybe Belgrade Beer Fest
- Really good food, at least if you are not vegan, then I don't know how to answer. You can be surprised with some fruit and vegetables that actually have some taste.
- Foreigners are always welcome, we are known for our hospitality. We are not xenophobes, that is just a big lie, although every country has a small group of xenophobes, they have some problems in their heads.
- Many young people know how to communicate in English and they are always willing to help if you need anything.
- Traditionally, if you hang out with a Serb, he will teach you to say something (often a swear word, not always) in Serbian. For some reason, we really adore dark skinned people (me as well), I don't know why. In our sport clubs almost everytime a black guy is fans favourite player.
- Night life is really good in Belgrade (if you like that, I hate that). One of the best towns in whole world to have fun. Splavovi (or splavs, I don't know is there a good translation in English) are the most popular places for night life, those are boats on river.
- Living standard is bad, most of people from other countries will find prices really cheap. Also watch out on your things, if something is stolen from you most likely that thing will never be found.

My stupid list of achievements when I remember something I'll add (probably not). More like weird and stupid things I have done.

- My favourite gaming archievement no cheats for sure, luck.
- Catch a wild city pidgeon with bare hands. I washed hands after that.
- Kill a mole with a plastic rake (it's a pest, I needed to do it. Not really a good weapon)
- Catch a fish without anything on the hook. Don't ask me how, fish was crazy that day.
- Be in group of 30+ people and only person without alcohol in his glass
- This is not really an achievement: never flown in a plane, never seen a sea in personal, never driven a car. If I don't count my only school excursion in foreign countries, I have visited 1 country in my whole life. Yes, just one! I'm modest, I may be able to live on bread and water for some time.

Title: PH History

Putting down some memories and past events, since only place where I'm keeping them is my brain.

Started on 3rd December 2013, I don't know why. This game became more like a hobby, but sometimes I spend too much time here literally doing nothing.

Start was really hard, whole game was really different than nowadays. Low number of users, interacting was much slower, much less features. And getting money was the worst thing.
Shinies used to worth about one million pd, but back then, there were no mega pokemon.

I really wanted to buy Pokeradar back then, but I made a huge mistake when I bought a Legendary egg chip for tall grass. I didn't know what was it is used for and I made a huge mistake. So I started getting money again.

In January of February 2014 was an special event called TOP SECRET, you done a few easy tasks and bam, you get a mega able torchic holding a megastone, first mega able pokemon on PH. Riako secretly implemented some of the mega pokemon, people started getting them but the problem was mega stones weren't implemented.
What is here interesting, I had taken mega stone from my blaziken, kept it in the item bag and later sold it for 1M pd, bought pokeradar and a lot of other things and still had about 600k.

Later gem cauldron was implemented. I think, somewhere in that time, I started collecting nuggets, mostly by selling mega stones and buying with pd, Who can remember everything.

I don't remember all my shiny hunts, but I remember my first hunt, riolu, got it pretty fast without getting a mega able.
Next hunt I think was eevee, got it somewhere between #200 and #300, it was female, half year later I evolved her into glaceon, currently one of my favourite treasures I have. I remembered only these two hunts from that period and from that period I have only these two shinies.

Also somewhere (I guess in September) I hunted shiny and mega able ralts, Egg storage was implemented then, I made a huge mistake, broke the hunt without getting anything. Or maybe this was the first hunt when I bought premium.
Next hunt I remember (September and October) was to get mega absol, started 3 shiny hunts to get it, hatched about 450 absols until I got one mega able and then broke the hunt.

In October I bought my first half year premium.
I kept getting nuggets, some of the hunts I had done.

And it's already June 2015.
Again vacation, whole July, majority of August, about 2 months offline.
I was thinking to stop playing this game. I actually came back in the middle of September, I was pretty inactive, but I started shiny mega absol hunt.
Finished pretty well on chain #554 10th November 2015

Next hunt was for shiny mega loppuny, started just after absol hunt. It was a long hunt but it was successful, shiny mega hatched on chain #1986 and it was female just like I wanted
While I was on this hunt there was a New Year Eve's sale, I fastly got a lot of nuggets and bought one year premium plus flutes for a whole year and again without spending real life money.
Sometimes I ask myself is that a reason to be proud, never buying nuggets with real money.

I had hosted two raffles, in both I gave good prizes, first one was good but the second one was a disaster in my opinion, small number of participants duo to people started organizing only hashtag raffles, while this was a forum raffle.
And I didn't feel any recognition for that from community as soon as the raffles ended. Never organising giveaways anymore, since these were giveaways.

I'm trying to find all shinies that have me as OT (excluding some like absol and buneary as I had done shiny mega hunt for them)
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Title: Personal Rules

Not really rules, it's just way of how I behave and what I do or think, more like my own rules, to help you understand me better. Kill me if I know what I want to say.

1.) I really rarely comment on feeds.
1.1.) I don't comment on feeds like interaction exchange, whether I interacted or not. I mostly clear the friend list party click list.
1.2.) I comment on feeds when I have to say something, hence I rarely comment when you share something like hatched shiny for an example, anything that gets "congrats" for that.

2.) I rarely post feeds, there is no need to post everything, everyday. I'm also feeling self-conscious when I want to post anything.

3.) I rarely pal pad people, especially strangers. There are only few people I can pal pad whenever I want. When I message you once in never I know what I will say sooner or later, I can't hold empty conversations most of the time.
3.1.) When you message me, I most likely won't ignore you, even if I dislike you I'll act friendly without any intentions to harm you, it's not something I would do to anyone.
3.2.) Hi hello will most likely be ignored.

4.) My friend list is rather empty because I can't tolerate too many feeds and some users are so annoying with their feeds. I feel sorry for users who added me where I didn't add back, but what can I do, I myself don't know what to choose between two evil :'3
4.1.) Who is on my friend list? People I consider friends and few more people who I don't kniw why are there, I simply didn't remove them for any random reason.

5.) It's more rude than friendly sending Karp plushies, sending such cheap gift when you can do better. Even newbies are not cheapskates.

6.) I give stuff for free when I feel like to, mostly when I'm feeling generous, not when I'm asked for some particular thing. Every second member don't know how to say "thank you" and I don't like feeling of being used.

7.) I don't take part in any raffles, lotteries and such, maybe only if a friend is holding it, just because I want to help them.

8.) I have never blocked anyone and I don't plan doing that, I'd rather make you block me first :3c
8.1.) I have no idea if anyone blocked me.

To sum it up:
I have nothing against people who want to talk to me, but that can be hard, come with a topic, empty conversations will lead nowhere.
I tend not to do things that will make me more likeable, I'm that dusty unopened book that might be hard to approach, holding all it's secrets to himself.

Title: Ultimate goal

Level all berries to level 100.
Done somewhere in July 2017.

Fast
Cheri......100....done
Chesto....100....done
Pecha.....100....done
Figy........100....done
Grepa.....100.....done
Rawst.....100.....done
Bluk.......100......done
Kelpsy....100......done
Oran.......100.....done
Iapapa....100......done
Pomeg....100......done
Leppa.....100......done
Mago......100......done
Nanab.....100......done
Pinap......100......done
Qualot....100.......done
Razz.......100......done
Aguav.....100......done
Hondew..100......done
Lum.......100......done
Sitrus.....100......done
Aspear....100.....done
Persim....100......done
Tamato...100......done
Wepear...100.....done
Wiki.......100.....done
Medium
Durin.....100.....done
Magost...100....done
Nomel....100....done
Pamtre...100....done
Cornn.....100....done
Spelon....100....done
Belue......100....done
Watmel...100....done
Rabuta....100....done

Kasib......100....done
Shuca.....100.....done
Babiri.....100.....done
Tanga.....100.....done
Yache.....100......done
Coba......100......done
Haban....100......done
Wacan....100.....done
Charti.....100.....done
Chople....100.....done
Passho....100.....done
Payapa....100.....done
Colbur.....100.....done
Kebia......100......done
Occa.......100......done
Slow
Apicot.....100......done
Salac......100......done
Ganlon....100......done
Liechi......100......done
Petaya.....100......done
Starf.......100......done
Chilan......100.....done
Lansat.....100......done
Very slow
Jaboca....100.......done
Custap....100.......done
Enigma...100.......done
Micle......100.......done
Rowap....100.......done

I discovered what I really need.
Collection of types of last names related to country.
Like common endings of last names.
I can't really explain, so take a look on what I currently have.

Armenia: -yan

Bulgaria: -ov, -ev

Georgia: -shvili, -dze

Greece: -is, -os, -as

Iceland: -son (often sson)

Macedonia: -(v)ski (not sure for v)

Romania: -escu, -ciu

Russia: -ov

*Serbia: -ić

Slovenia: -ič

Turkey: -oglu (needs to be checked)

Ukrain: -enko, -chuk

Currently done more from my head than actual research. I'd rather ask for help than doing this way. I go to national football team to check for a possible pattern, most of those I already knew. I'm disappointed for Romania, those two mentioned above are not common at all but for me that is Romanian.
* under Serbia can go Croatia, Bosnia and Montenegro.
For Macedonia I put only -ski, I think it's much more common than -ov.
Belarus is like Ukrainian and Russian, so idk.
- Don't forget: El-something, arabic I think, or specific for someone, I think Egypt, needs to be checked.
-I simply like when I see last name to be able to recognise where the person comes from. Doesn't works very well when Odjidja-Ofoe can be from Africa or from France :3 (actually he is Belgian, anyway, he is from Africa for sure)
-Former Soviet union countries are the pain, man, I go for Tajikistan and like half of them I would think they are Russians (or Bulgarians, because I can)

Why am I doing this? Espescu, Espeov, Espo(v)ski, Vulpescu, Vulpić, Vulpeshvili.

In the end, I'll maybe add all even if they have repeatings between themselves.

Eastern Europe currently rules, not surprised.

Are you aware that Treasure hunt game is really unfair towards the holder of the game (game center), they are in the loss while players are in a profit?
.
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This is surely correct if I'm not wrong in calculation if amounts of game chips that we can get from treasure chest (that varies from 100 to 20,000 game chips, only numbers divisible with 100) all have the same chance of appearing when winning game chips (and that would be 1/200)

In this case, player is in a profit even without counting all other prizes other than game chips.
Mathematical expectation is +58,33333 game chips for a player.

lottery: (chance for jackpot with max tickets)
10,000/850,668=0.01175547
Or not winning: 0.98824453

Chance of winning at least one voucher in...
10 tries: 0.111527064
20 tried: 0.210615843
30 tries: 0.298653541
40 tries: 0.376872653
50 tries: 0.446368217

100 tries: 0.693491848

And please, don't assume your chances will stay the same for 50 planned tries if first 20 were wrong, that's a mistake worth of death sentence, it will move on 30 tries chance for the rest of 30 tries. Every event (try) is independent with all others.

*I didn't underline anything, this is a bug.

Title: Higher or Lower

Higher or lower, any good?

Idk if these are regular english terms, but ok.

Mathematical expectation (expected value) of guessing correct, by choosing the more possible answer (choosing higher for 2,3,4,5 / choosing lower for 6,7,8,9)
13/18=0.72222222222222... (for every single HoL question)

x - your bid ... .. ..EX=wn*(13/18)^n - 1 (simplified formula if I'm not wrong)
EX - mathematical expectation of winning for given n.
n - number of correct answers n from N={1,2,3,4,5....} (before claiming the prize)
wn gets values from {0.5, 0.8, 1.2, 1.7, 2.3,....} according to value of n.
n / wn
1 / 0.5, EX=-0.63888888*x
2 / 0.8, EX=-0.582716049*x
3 / 1.2, EX=-0.547942386*x
4 / 1.7, EX=-0.53747809*x
5 / 2.3, EX=-0.548058656*x
6 / 3.0, EX=-0.574258155*x
7 / 3.8, EX=-0.610525052*x
8 / 4.7, EX=
9 / 5.7, EX=
10 / 6.8, EX=
11 / 8.0, EX=-0,776915546*x
12 / 9.3,
13 / 10.7,
14 / 12.2,
15 / 13.8, EX=-0.895301178*x
16 / 15.5

After more than a month my procrastinating skills showed that I can't list what do I need for my dex here, so I made a new diary post that I'm going to do that. (if you move your deadline when you pass it, you won't be late).

Articuno,zapdos

383 rayquaza

darkrai, cresselia

494 victini
bunch of legendaries

716 xerneas, vivillion fancy and pokeball

EMERA: 035 cleafairy,clefable, 066 machop 068 machamp 096 drowzee 288 vigoroth slakoth 353 shuppet bannette 399 tom nook clothes 548 petilil 659 bunnelby

really ugly, I gonna buy them on my own, mostly, so no fear of people having to deal with this

Title: Sona?

Physically, my pokesona(s) is really plain. I like when things are plain, I'm not a show off guy to make him look fancy and original. Personality is original.

Leafeon:

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Espeon:

Oak's quests:
Pikachu: level below 110
Eevee: around level 140
Gyarados: around 173-4
Snorlax: ahh, 200+ idk
Mewtwo: around 273 If my memory serves me well.

can't give accurate answers, I sleep.

It's annoying seeing people who passed the line steal having that mon in party, literally seeing level 300+ pikachu and that hurts my eyes with already negative diopter.

When more people could think like me, this planet would be a better place.
And best of all, I wouldn't be seen as a freak, psycho, maniac or whatever stupid people can think of.
I just know that people don't understand me, I have ideals but rarely who shares them.
Or maybe problem is in that that we with such normal ideals, we can't voice out like stupid people, they easily share loudly how proud they are of things that you should be embarrassed about, it's gross.

It's sad when sinful people have friends and pure souls are being isolated, lonely.
I still dream about perfect community in real life, I dream of making one but how desperate world is I can only dream. In dreams there are no borders.

Instead of having friends for life, someone you can always talk to, who will give honest opinion, someone who will care, people see friends just as a matter of having fun, or in the worst case, it's not mutual.
Nothing worse, you see someone as friend while they see you only when they need something.


Lately,I talk too much about friendship, real life reason is that I talk to them only when we see each other (read faculty/university/college, whatever), we have end up with classes and now my only real life friend is my younger brother. Another reason is that people are careless here, they are blind as deino...wait a sec.
Actually it's like in real life, people mostly see only surface and how deep is someone's pocket. I don't have any of those, I don't care much about my surface (that is outside look if you are too dumb to figure out), I live by ideal that you will like someone because of their inside look.
Stupid social networks, destroying current and next generations.

How defiant I'm I don't want to live by modern rules, having whole your life on a profile. Where have you been and what did you drink, with whom and great amount of pictures. Congrats, sell yourself as a tool, I'm still waiting for modest girls to swim out, until that single as a singleton.

I took a turn to love, well, something I don't know about, that is some feeling, interesting to be honest. I kinda know how it is when is mutual with a person of other gender, but not really. To my despair, it's away, out of sight, that sad when you don't even have a real life crush.

I thought this would be a short entry, I wrote an essay instead.

While writing this entry I realised how often I talk to myself. That is because there is barely anyone high on my level to talk to. Now burn you who are reading this hahahaha. Who am I lying to, if there more than two persons other than me who read this....ah forget it.

This diary became place for my long rants things for myself, sad truth is I never read these things again (edit, I read it after almost 5 months). I just get inspiration and that is it.

I was debating day before this post about writing actual stuff here or whatever. Since I forgot what I wanted, this entry will be kinda empty.

Or I'm able to say so much but to tell nothing, not a skill when people normally does that without knowing. It's a skill then, lets praise Tolstoy and Ana Karenina. Well I read that, as a book is utterly boring but philosophy of Levin cutting grass on hundreds of pages is something that stays with you forever.

Now you think I will write something more, but no no. This was a mask so I could wish for all those posting feeds about index pokemon/eggs to burn their right thumb, or left if left handed. The worst are those who post someone else's appearance on index.

Some people deserve clyster treatment, I don't know how to express well now, instead of bothering us every day they could do all that all at once and leave us alone for some time.
I'll be praising clyster treatment from now on. Not sure of treatment or how to call it, I just know I had experience with that and that is it. Beautiful experience.

These are not real people and are not real birthdays.
Real birthdays are kept in my head.

Vasily: 13.1.
Dima: 1.1.
Nighty: 28.1.
Nataša: 12.5.
Kalach: missed, 30th June or earlier

What my diary needs?
Gopnik and/or Slav material.
Which used to be here but urls expired or something else. Q.Q

I should have downloaded and then uploaded with non expireable link.
Now I don't feel like repairing this thing anymore, live like a shame made of text.

My discovery of the month is that squat is natural position for brushing teeth, your arm is resting on your leg instead of 'floating'

Also squatting in chair while studying, because butt gets wet when sitting too much on high temperature.

Manuel Noriega
Siad Barre
Pol Pot
Idi Amin
Olesegun Obasanjo
Jose Miguel Escamilla
Kim Il Sung
Dr. Hastings Kamuzu Banda
Bokassa
Haile Mariam Mengistu
Ayatollah Khomeini
(one is missing)

Some dictators I have to check out, since all of them are mentioned in one "song".
Lyrics contain repeating of:
Drobiću ti kičmu (I'll crush your spine)
Drobilicom za kičmu (With a spine crusher)
And naming all those dictators for nothing.

Cheeki breeki before it was cool (year 2003)

EDIT: After reading comments I found something interesting. Whole thing is obviously I joke, nothing to take serious but through comments I found actual meaning and one more thing.
Humans stupidity, it's just disappointing, people taking this serious.
RIP humanity, those comments put me in depression.

It's amazing what things are irritating/depressing me.
Talks/post about visiting foreign country.
Why?
Probably because I've never seen sea, never was on a train or plane.
Countries that I visited with my family: FYRO Macedonia (one country, nothing). Not really a country to call foreign as a Serb.
I was in some more but that was a school trip and options were so limited, no freedom how to spend my free time. And food in hotel was worse than in hospital.

Since I don't want to annoy Lei with every single piece of *cough* that I discover and there is no one else to share this with, lets make a "little" diary entry.

This happened to everyone, after several years you suddenly find out sense in something that you laughed at several years ago.
In High school, me and my friends were playing on youtube some songs that can produce a lot of laugh and leaving your brain in "what the heck" mode of thinking. Where some people find inspiration is unknown, like really, "Trese mi se Lada" (My Lada (car) is shaking (my translation I don't care)). This one will stay a secret forever I guess.

So finally, all of a sudden I remember song "Seksi salata" (Sexy salad). I choose to google that and a miracle happened. Google showed me recipe of salad that actually exists and I'm shocked (idk for other languages, this works only for Serbia and probably for similar languages).
I am not planning to hear that song again but from my memory female singer says something like "it won't help you even a sexy salad." (burst of laugh of me and my friends on the what the heck moment)
Part of me is dead.

How stupid idea is to make my own characters?
Problems: Weak imagination, picky, possibly all characters being the same since I like being myself, also bad imagination, originality?, and last but not least, bad imagination.

Since I totally suck, my characters would basically be poor. So lets give up on that idea. Who needs characters when you are awesome on your own.

From manly leafeon to princess espeon (and after that back to leafeon again, but with beard of wisdom), big change in my craziness. For no reason I grow into being princess since I like joking with myself and making other people uncomfortable.
I felt a need to note that I'm not gay nor trans (since I was leaving impression of one but everything is a joke (or role), because I'm proud straight white Christian male).