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Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 07:07 (8 Years ago)
intro & about me
Definition of Leitmotif
1 : an associated melodic phrase or figure that accompanies the reappearance of an idea, person, or situation especially in a Wagnerian music drama
2 : a dominant recurring theme
come with me on a magical journey, just to find out that a few years of nonstop internet can ruin a person completely
2/11/21
I'm just like you, a random person on the internet.
While it connects us, it also kinda makes everyone the same.
I think I finally stopped caring about sharing any of my interests.
Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 07:18 (8 Years ago)
goals
itemx/x
★#1 on the plushie ranklist
★start raking in shiny dex entries (region to region)
★look alive
★
★
Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 07:51 (8 Years ago)
about me brain dump
Also
I can't think about a good "About me"
I wanted to create some pressable buttons but I cant think about a design
Hunting Sheet || This neat-o thread (titled "Goals" or sth similar) || The Pokesona thread since there's credit everywhere || aaand I can't think of anything else
Stuff that's add-able too but Idk where exactly, more likely the custom widget thingy
Plushie collection count || Interaction theme || "IMA BUY DOS GEMZ NAO" -thing (better then a feed I figured) || A gif (there'll be one) || [sweats nervously] I had more ideas before writing them down
Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 08:09 (8 Years ago)
coding sandbox
[h][color=#463065]x[/color][/h]
Leicester.exe has stopped working
Windows is checking for a solution to the problem...
[right][img][/img][/right]
[center][color=][/center]
[hr][right][size=6][b][/b][/size][/color][/right]
♡[url=http://pokeheroes.com/userprofile.php?name=Luces][img]http://orig10.deviantart.net/2cf9/f/2017/133/a/9/700_by_c_5aw-db91ykk.png[/img][/url]♡
[img]https://pldh.net/media/pokemon/gen3/rusa/169.png[/img] [img]https://pldh.net/media/pokemon/gen3/rusa_shiny/169.png[/img][right][b]Type(s):[/b] [img]http://staticpokeheroes.com/img/type_icons/poison.gif[/img] [img]http://staticpokeheroes.com/img/type_icons/flying.gif[/img]
[b]Species:[/b] Bat
[b]Egggroup:[/b] Flying
[b]EHP:[/b] 4,080
[b]EXP. to Level 100:[/b] 1,000,000
[b]Sitewide frequency:[/b] 118 / 3,434[/right]
[center][i]The transformation of its legs into wings made it better at flying, but more clumsy at walking.[/i][/center]
[left][img]https://orig00.deviantart.net/9aee/f/2017/292/4/5/p1_by_c_5aw-dbr1wrj.gif[/img][/left][right][img]https://orig00.deviantart.net/244b/f/2017/292/0/b/p2_by_c_5aw-dbr1wrt.gif[/img][/right]
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♡[url=http://pokeheroes.com/userprofile.php?name=Luces][img]http://orig10.deviantart.net/2cf9/f/2017/133/a/9/700_by_c_5aw-db91ykk.png[/img][/url]♡
[img]https://pldh.net/media/pokemon/gen3/rusa/169.png[/img] [img]https://pldh.net/media/pokemon/gen3/rusa_shiny/169.png[/img][right][b]Type(s):[/b] [img]http://staticpokeheroes.com/img/type_icons/poison.gif[/img] [img]http://staticpokeheroes.com/img/type_icons/flying.gif[/img]
[b]Species:[/b] Bat
[b]Egggroup:[/b] Flying
[b]EHP:[/b] 4,080
[b]EXP. to Level 100:[/b] 1,000,000
[b]Sitewide frequency:[/b] 118 / 3,434[/right]
[center][i]The transformation of its legs into wings made it better at flying, but more clumsy at walking.[/i][/center]
[left][img]https://orig00.deviantart.net/9aee/f/2017/292/4/5/p1_by_c_5aw-dbr1wrj.gif[/img][/left][right][img]https://orig00.deviantart.net/244b/f/2017/292/0/b/p2_by_c_5aw-dbr1wrt.gif[/img][/right]
Posted: Sun, 29/05/2016 07:27 (8 Years ago)
plushie hoard coding
Posted: Tue, 07/06/2016 11:07 (8 Years ago)
somewhere in time
Posted: Thu, 30/06/2016 13:15 (8 Years ago)
empty space
[...]
You can't just leave I've given everything
I can't believe your taking everything,
your taking everything, ohh...
Its not who you were, its who you are
and we've come this far lover, no?
I won't rest until the world knows the name Isadore
[...]
Then with eyes wide, a splintered sight
there's just one parachute
goodbye Erica now I see
that my worst fears were in tune
Its not who you were, its who you are
and we've come this far lover, no?
I won't rest until the world knows the name Isadore
knows the name Isadore
Won't rest until the world knows the name Isadore
Posted: Fri, 08/07/2016 14:51 (8 Years ago)
vip links
herochat history
SCP,,hunts
28 oct
Lucy,,hunts
lamp shop
24 jun
Arseny,,31 jan
Tscheb,,3 aug
lighti,,15 sep
weapons of mass destruction
Posted: Sat, 13/08/2016 07:14 (8 Years ago)
dream shinies
less esoteric/regular ones
Posted: Tue, 06/09/2016 18:09 (8 Years ago)
some broken thing
I have mixed feelings about friend listing in diaries/about me's;
on the one hand it's really flattering to be mentioned in one of those and it strengthens the friendship in some way. It also signalizes others that there's a bond and you may become friends with your pal's pals.
PH as a social platform rewards friends and social bonding.
On the other hand it's often really hard to tell if s.o considers you as a friend. There are a lot of user here I wouldn't have any doubt that they're my friendos but in other cases others might feel uncomfortable if you list them as friends but they picture as an acquaintance only (and might feel obligated/forced to add you too).
since the "bad" things outweigh the good things I'll refrain from naming specific peeps, but I have found a handful of interesting, resourceful, kind and entertaining friends that accompany me on the journey here.
thank you, internet
Posted: Wed, 21/09/2016 14:54 (8 Years ago)
adoptable shop
---
banner thing (cave)
rules
explain stuff (credit,
deadline
1)adopt
highest bider
2)adopt
highest bider
paying things PD, Nuggets, summon items)
Le code
Show
hidden content
[center][color=#7B4A9C]l[img]http://orig01.deviantart.net/0e1b/f/2016/265/d/6/banner_by_c_5aw-daii1ll.png[/img]
[size=12]Hello and welcome!
This is my adoptable shop and the cuties here are looking for new homes![/size]
[hr]
[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][RULES][/h]
All Pokeheroes rules apply!
Adopts belong to me until purchased; use only by the owner [size=6]of course[/size]!
No theft!
When you win an aution you'll get the full image per PM.
[hr]
[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][ADOPTS][/h]
[b]ENDS ON THE .....[/b]
#1 pilot Goomy
[spoiler][img]http://orig02.deviantart.net/2ff9/f/2016/265/f/4/plane_goomy_smol_by_c_5aw-daiic9p.png[/img][/spoiler]
~highest bidder:
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#2 valkyrie Gardevoir
[spoiler][img]http://orig00.deviantart.net/2637/f/2016/265/f/3/garde_smol_by_c_5aw-daiihx1.png[/img][/spoiler]
~highest bidder:
[hr]
[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][OFFERS][/h]
In this cave you may pay with [img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/pokedollar.png[/img] PD, [img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/nugget.png[/img] Nuggets and
[img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/mystery-box-(dark-blue).png[/img][img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/mystery-key-(dark-blue).png[/img] Mystery Items
[/color][/center]
[size=12]Hello and welcome!
This is my adoptable shop and the cuties here are looking for new homes![/size]
[hr]
[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][RULES][/h]
All Pokeheroes rules apply!
Adopts belong to me until purchased; use only by the owner [size=6]of course[/size]!
No theft!
When you win an aution you'll get the full image per PM.
[hr]
[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][ADOPTS][/h]
[b]ENDS ON THE .....[/b]
#1 pilot Goomy
[spoiler][img]http://orig02.deviantart.net/2ff9/f/2016/265/f/4/plane_goomy_smol_by_c_5aw-daiic9p.png[/img][/spoiler]
~highest bidder:
----------------------------
#2 valkyrie Gardevoir
[spoiler][img]http://orig00.deviantart.net/2637/f/2016/265/f/3/garde_smol_by_c_5aw-daiihx1.png[/img][/spoiler]
~highest bidder:
[hr]
[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][OFFERS][/h]
In this cave you may pay with [img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/pokedollar.png[/img] PD, [img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/nugget.png[/img] Nuggets and
[img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/mystery-box-(dark-blue).png[/img][img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/mystery-key-(dark-blue).png[/img] Mystery Items
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Posted: Fri, 25/11/2016 10:35 (7 Years ago)
plans
considered done ; terra maps are a wip and the event megas will be attacked as soon as I finished my hunting sheet
Posted: Sun, 04/12/2016 06:05 (7 Years ago)
advent calendar 2016
to keep track on the contents of this years advent calendar
maybe my 2017 me will thank me for it
Show
hidden content
took Kels design
1. Sandygast
2. 20 DP
3. 10 Poison Gems
4. Red Mystery Box
5. 3x Great Ball
6. Yuungos
7. 20x Rawst Berries
8. Water Stone
9. Santa Bird Plush
10. 200x Game Chips
11. Pikipek
12. Christmas Gift
13. 15x Leppa Berries
14. Event Pass (Uncommon)
15. Red Mystery Box
16. 5x Great Ball
17. Skugar Plush
18. Leaf Stone
19. Pink Mystery Box
20. Santa Bird
21. DNA Splicer (white)
22. Polestar Plush
23. 10x Bug Gem
24. 1 week premium
Posted: Mon, 05/12/2016 10:32 (7 Years ago)
stamp collection
But I had stamps I swear :'3
Posted: Thu, 08/12/2016 17:13 (7 Years ago)
it's completly useless now
Easy: 10
Medium: 20
Hard: 40
Rare: 60
Starter: 100
Posted: Wed, 04/01/2017 10:13 (7 Years ago)
art plans
OH MY I REALLY DID FINISH THAT TO DO LIST
Posted: Sat, 07/01/2017 14:41 (7 Years ago)
rick my spirit animal
this show just gets me everytiem
Posted: Mon, 09/01/2017 13:17 (7 Years ago)
state of mind
I think that having a bad conscience is one of the worst feelings one could have - especially of you're confronted with the issue that caused it on a daily basis.
You're torn between just burying it in the past and confronting the person it concernded;
both causes mental distress and pressure and may end a friendship (if not more).
There's only one right solution and honesty is such an important virtue.
The guilt is just overwhelming and I hope I find the strenght to tell that certain person how I feel soon.
I hate it that everything escalated the way it did and I feel their pain in retroperspective, but they handled that problem with a lot of patience and courage.
I regret the things that I have done and I hope they recover.
Posted: Tue, 10/01/2017 19:51 (7 Years ago)
instant crush
It didn't matter what they wanted to see
He thought he saw someone that looked just like me
The summer memory that just never dies
We worked too long and hard to give it no time
He sees right through me, it's so easy with lies
Cracks in the road that I would try and disguise
He runs his scissor at the seam in the wall
He cannot break it down or else he would fall
1,000 lonely stars
Hiding in the cold
Take it, oh I don't wanna sing anymore
hotdamn I'm- sad.
Doing nothing at all doesn't really help but I'm too down to get my butt up.
I can't even cheer myself up with music because every song reminds me of you;
whenever I try to watch something funny to feel better I hear your contagious laugh in my head.
You're in the back of my mind and I miss you-
I hope I can look at this post again when you're back and think about how lost I feel when you're gone.
Posted: Thu, 12/01/2017 09:29 (7 Years ago)
no venting k
everytime I'm bored on here I check out the suggestions-thread here
I think there are 3 types of suggestions:
-hey, that's pretty good
-k fam
-wot
can't wait for the new updates o3o