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Kapooyah..

Decided to make one of these because i'm pretty sure ranting about nothing PH related is spam in the feed box. This is going to be very useful.

First entry:
[deeply inhales]
*holds pen to the paper*
. . .
Now I have nothing to write about. :I

Well I guess there IS something to write about.
*clears throat loudly*

So today, 7/17/15, I didn't feel like getting out of bed because I just felt gross and lazy. but it was dark and I worried it was 6pm or something but it was just dark because it was starting to rain and rumble. Funny how it seems like it happens when I wake up. I think it was still 3pm when I awoken.
Felt quiet, too quiet, nobody was watching tv or anything outside my room. I thought "Well it is saturday so maybe they went food shopping already to beat the rain or something" but no everyone were just being in their own confined spaces. I fed the kittens after giving them antibiotics. Still waiting for someone to give them a new home. They don't have to go but they can't stay here. Unless we hauled about 5 cats in return. Two out of the four are KIND of off limits but only because I like one because he's attached to me I know my mom warned me about it but...he imprinted on me hard and I imprinted on him. It's like he's meant to be mine. But I still don't want him to be stuck here. Any cat that has a good chance to a new home is okay for a good home...unless they are attached to my heart..if you take them i'll slowly start to die from the inside out. The other one is for my sister. She wants to try and get a new home that allows cats and she can take her. I want her to have her too because...well I don't know.

I wish for all of them to get good homes and they can live out their lifes not in a shelter or a tiny room like I have. I know that's their fate if they get forced to stay here. My mom's a butt and won't let anymore cats in the living room. Then she complains about my room smelling, like..HELLO. You got 6 + 4 kittens in here what do you expect it to smell like, butterflies and rainbows?
I wonder what butterflies and rainbows smell like....

Also a snake ate the baby birds in the garage apparently..just...wtf is wrong with you nature?
No snakes in site except some garden snake that ran away from me out of my garden a few days ago and then suddenly yellow rat snakes come back. :u
I knew it was too much of a cool thing to have.
I wanted to watch the babies grow into adults and the one day fly away like magic...or see them fall on the ground and try to run away from us. I don't think they would of died from falling of the shelf.
I wish I knew what kind of bird they are. I can't find in using google or anything. I wish I could get a bird expert and go find the bird and shove their face at it and say "What kind of bword is this?!?" lol.

u wu (Y)

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I let the kittens run around the living room, because I had to rush feed them since it was getting late and I had daily chores to do, and when I came back inside my dad was sitting on the couch and he said "Your beans are jumping all over the place" and first I thought "WTF...beans?" but then I looked over at the kittens running all over the furniture "Ohhh..the kittens".

He was whining cuz' they were running and jumping all over him. Now he knows what I have to deal with when i'm trying to sleep. :U
I told him "Yeah well I have to deal with that when I go to bed or try to. I try to sleep when they're sleeping so they aren't running all over me when i'm trying to sleep."
They needed some room to run and play maybe some fresh air from my stuffy room for once too.

I would open the window but:
1. The door will slam itself. Annoying!

2. No more screen so i'm sure someone will try to squeeze out.

3. Probably won't make a difference.

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Something magically awesome
I normally don't get this lucky. xD
Well...I think i'm lucky. :I
and they say walking under a ladder is bad luck.
I feel like everything that's bad luck makes me have good luck instead.

Now I have to get another Groudon and Blue orb with another Kyogre. :v
Should be fun...since I sold my marine and terra maps. :m

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Sooo...my dad got chemo monday so I got 4 days off since he didnt go to work at all. I wish he didn't go to work at all this week. hehehee.

I dont think anything besides my mom making me take pills that I was allergic to and probably could of resulted in heart attack and probably death....nothing out of the old.

I made my nephew a paper plan a few minutes ago since nobody taught him to apparently.
He got a kick out of it when I threw a few and I made airplane sounds and made them "explode" on impact. I said "you can color them too" and he gasps and runs out of my room and into his. moments later I hear him coming to my room he pops in and says "I got a great idea from what you said. I be back later." and leaves to his room. I just face palmed.
He's probably going to color them like sonic or something. lol.

I still don't want kids.

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Title: Alberto's trip to the vet

Back from the vet with Alberto.
There was a cute dog there who just got done with his surgery. I was like "Aww, can I take him home too?" lol.
Of course my mom said Oh no, we just came to pick up a cat and that's it. It was a black and white pitbull. He wanted all the love from everyone. I was giggling like a little school girl I swear.
But Alberto wasn't that bad. He was still a bit out of it but he was his normal self. Just a tad skittish.

He wanted me and was looking for me. As soon I said something to the vet lady he started to cry and they were all like "Aww. he knows his momma is here." I just facepalmed. I might love him but i'm not going to liked like a crazy cat lady and baby talk them. Same thing happened when I took Loki to the vet for the same thing. Lady was like, talk to him. He wants to hear your voice. It'll calm him down. I rather just pet them and leave them alone to let them come around you know?

So yeah. He might be missing something but he's still his loving self to me. I was worried he would not like me or something anymore. Same with putting him in the other room until this day. I always have a fear of being forgotten and disliked.
Alberto is going to stay in my sister's room for the night and I guess tomorrow we can see what he's like. but i'm probably going to let him stay over there for a week to clear it.

I also asked my mom if I could get some burger king fries on the way home...she said no. :sadpepe:

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Title: Old feeds I wanted to keep?

I made brownies with hershey kisses chopped up inside and a dozen(12), minus 2, chocolate chip cookies~
Because I need to do something to keep myself up for the day. Even though now the baking is done i'm getting tired again. e ~e;
Maybe i'll paint my nails?
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*Gasps* Sweet neptune- no it's not a shiny mega numel...
It's 71 degrees in the house! Might not seem surprising. It's normally near 80. it'll be like a 85 degree oven in my room. Right now it's a nice feeling 75. My room just doesn't know how to be the same temperature as the rest of the house. It's chill enough to not need the fan full powered and I slept with a fat blanket since I was cold. Which is weird to feel in the house again.

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In 4 hours this year will finally be over...I don't know what tipped the scales in our lives that caused us such chaos. I just know I can't handle anymore. 1 thing that's still going on is my dad's life chaos. Doctors can't decide if they just want to milk the money we don't have out of us or not even bother. They need to fix him not caring about the money. On the flip side;
Happy New Year's to you all~
My new year's resolution is to not die.
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You know how you can't wait for the year to be over?
Well, make that feeling times 100 because now my mom got into a accident. Good thing is she says she's "okay" but the truck's gone. I guess she was trying to come home or something from the hospital. (Visiting my dad). My sister just left to pick her up. Lucky for us doctor said my dad isn't ready for home yet. so,my life dodged a huge bullet there. but still. omg my stomach. I just wanted to sleep. why life?
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So I guess my dad wrote his will last night and after my mom wrote it for him, I guess he's too weak, he asked if anyone wanted something specific from him. I let out a slight giggle and asked "Can I have your hats?" he weakly laughed and said "No. You have to swim to the bottom of the ocean if you want them." I don't want anything honestly. I'll take whatever he wants me to hold and protect if he's actually going for real.

He went into surgery a few hours later after me and my sister went home. My mom stayed with him until then and then came home. I had to leave the hospital before I cried all the way down the elevator. If the surgery fails then that's, that.
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so, apparently my dad's coming home any time now.
Not sure for how long. He always gets whisked away back to the hospital days later anyways.
......
Just kidding. apparently my dad was under strong drugs still so, the voice mail he sent to my mom wasn't true. It's like he's still on high meds' some much maybe he's slightly losing his sanity. Who isn't in this family? I'm next I guess. My sister told me what my mom said after coming back from post office. I had a feeling it was too good to be true. It's almost been a month now. Uggh.
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[Talking about how my Yamask she gave/lend me and despite evolve and stage they get along.]
By Suineko
The female yamask you've given me, my cofagrigus likes her alot. "They seem to get long well". He's level 38 and shes 15. (I think he's a pedophile) lol.
I hope they can keep it up though. Any other time im sure I don't help much. xD

By Doopliss - 6 Days and 14 Hours ago.
Oh my gosh xD well see how it works then. I need said the same thing but they didn't give me much eggs haha

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Title: Old feeds

> I'm trying to be more verbal so when I talk it won't sound like i'm drunk or like i'm going through puberty and maybe talk louder or longer without my throat closing because it's not used to being used.
Except for yelling at cats but still, like in a normal way.
Maybe it'll help me to get a job. Probably doesn't help i'm not a talkative person and shy. I need to do something with my life this year.
[Ironically, it's "my year", year of the monkey.]

>The Chespins are saying i'm done with the hunt.
There hasn't been much from the daycare all day. ; w;
I really don't feel like fiddling with the daycare to get the same result. Feels like i'm pretty much wasting the daycare payment. wish there was a interactive way to gain more daycare eggs. I tried being more active but it didn't really improve anything other than my PD and GSCoin bank a bit. I need to stock up is what I need to do.
<continues?>

>I feel really stupid right now. I thought last night the wifi was turned off but the whole time...my laptop's wifi was turned off...I probably had wifi the whole time.
I just realized it was off moments ago. I checked my wifi on the laptop and my phone. My phone said "You better check yourself because the wifi IS on."
I forgot I turned it off to use my phone's data speed instead of the wifi speed. /) w=;

>*Loud gasp*

My 1st Kyurem since it first became available~
Of course...I don't need one now. =~=;
Imma keep him still. Probably sell/trade the one I bought in the auction.
(Sorry I was too lazy to crop the image so now you see my secrets again.)

>Ate spaghetti about an hour ago and then-PIZZA!
. . .
PAPA JOHN'S!
The best pizza for my soul. Because of the good ol' days.
I ate something earlier only because my blood sugar was low or something. I was shaking and didn't feel mentally good. I'm better now and now overeating.
but this pizza is for my soul. :'I

>My kittens be like, "Hey ma'! Remember when we were sick you kept giving us kisses and hugs even though we didn't want them? Well, we want them now!"
Me: "No! You had your chances and you blew it!"
lmao. Now they won't leave me alone again, like normal. Three cats bombarding me at the door again. 2 kittens and 1 full grown cat who still acts like a hoodlum. But that's orange and turquoise shell tabby cats for you.

>Watch yo' profanity

>At the park yesterday my nephew said he always watches Markiplier videos now. Yay! I asked "What about Jacksepticeye?" he says "I don't really like his videos. I don't like british videos."
> Doesn't like Jack
> Called him british
[Triggered]
*pushes him off the swing*
Nah. I told him kindly as I could that he plays cool games like Undertale with funny/cool voices, he's Irish not british, and yeah he's funny and cool. (I.M.O.)

>Congratulations! A shiny Chespin hatched out of one of your eggs (Chain #51)!
Ha-ha!
You're a smart one, Chespin. You know what would of happened if you pulled a numel on me.
You would of been chestnuts roasting on a open fire.
. . .
in a open fire? I forgot how it goes. BUT YOU KNEW THE RISKS.
Ahem--

Now for one more for someone who helped me get grass gems i've sadly burned through the next day she have me them. :'I

>Congratulations! A shiny Numel hatched out of one of your eggs (Chain #312)
. . .
All this time...and it's a female... thanks numel. Of course it's a female.
(Anyone want to swap this female for a male? ; w;)
Onto something else since I activated my premium.
I guess I could finally hatch the eggs in the egg storage box and the last daycare numel egg. After tall grass check.

>

>Oh gawd I forgot the site I spend half my online life on is offline for an upgrade.
I don't even remember if I got 10k interactions for the event or not.
Ha...funny though. I got a sprite order and I finished it hours before reset. But, they won't be able to see it until the sites back up. Isn't that nice? Unless they find me elsewhere.
Now i'll be on here all the time as a sub'. woot-woot?

>I tried to make dinner tonight so I could make brownies buuuut...I asked my mom to show me what to do when the meat for the sloppy joes and the fries are done. She went from giving me pointers and pop quiz to pushing me aside. I looked at her and said "really? Who's making dinner now?" I wanted to make dinner so I can sleep. 18 hours awake. :'I
Just to make dinner that I was shunned out of.
Tomorrow night will be ramen. that'll show them.

> [Numel Hunt Stuff]
Nearly 300 eggs. No shiny. I just want one.
*bashes head on desk with tired effort*
*which makes the impacts not very effective..*
-Comments-
Rakuugen: I already spent so much PD on the daycare, so rather as well keep going. And at the end of it all, you can be proud to say, "I've hatched this shiny, after hard work and 300+ eggs!" ^_^

Suineko: I felt that way a long time ago but like I keep saying, I don't have much motivation to reset. I just want to get it over with at this point. every 50 eggs I ask myself if I should reset or not. When I get a spark for another hunt, with a week premium, then maybe i'll break it.

Zerro: I feel at this point you'd be better resetting and trying again. I could just be really lucky but none of my hunts here have gone over 200 eggs, at least not here on PH anyway.

Rakuugen: *sprinkles nonexistent shinypowder*

Suineko: Chinchou doesn't seem like a bad hunt.
Nowadays I assume it's going to be in the 200's but not 300's.
Now i'm going to assume near 400's for my next hunt. xD
The site is telling me to take that vacation i've always talked to myself about. :Y

Rakuugen: I know that feel...almost. I'm trying to get my first shiny hatched by hunting. I'm sitting around 192. Hopefully i'm not going to be in your situation

Suineko: I need someone to sprinkle motivation or determination on me too. ; w;
I kind of want to abandon hunt but i'm not doing anything else so there's no real reason NOT to keep going. Even though I don't expect anything shiny or mega when they hatch now.

Doopliss: :< //sprinkles shiny dust on all your future eggs

>Pokecard haul 2

>
[mega-able] from the hunt. (UFT - 2/9/16)

>Well then. The fight with Dialga was. Easy and fast.
I borrowed my own Uxie and went to get him but then I forgot to stock up on Ultraballs. I wanted to see how this fight would go. Got him down to 1/10 heath and tried a greatball. Got him. I facepalmed because it was that easy but everyone else was hard and annoying to capture. I dont' know if I want to nature reset or not though.Now I can continue on my comic. :3
Unless my 3ds dies before I save and I have to redo it.

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Title: Into the ocean to end it all

Now I really am dead inside. My dad's gone. I knew it. I had that feeling. I should of checked on him or woke my mom up but no, I just peeked around the corner like a idiot. I didn't want to sleep because I had that feeling. My dad was making noise and "coughing" the time I was awake. I told myself maybe he's just fine. He's just having a moment. I'm sure he'll be fine when I wake up. But no. My mom woke me up 5 hours later saying he's gone.

I felt numb about it and just wanted to hide under my blanket. I couldn't bring myself to go say something. I wanted him to hear it and maybe say something about it.
I didn't want to see him like that. I didn't want that to be the last memory of what he looked like. The last thing I ever said to him was yesterday when I said "Hey dad, I made you some cookies. Maybe for my birthday I can make you the walnut brownies. I'm sure nobody but us eats those kind but oh well. More for us."

I was and probably still am mad at myself because I still feel like this is all my fault. I jinx and cursed him. I should of just bit my tongue and just did the work. I had to say to myself "I hope you get something in your ass and die." i'm sure others will say it's just a coincidence that happened and he got something related to it. That's the reason I didn't want to do anything with him. I felt like whatever I did I made it worse. I did this to him.

Everyone else seems to be thinking about taking therapy. I'm not. I'm fine. I just need space, silence and the ocean in some form. I cry on my own time. I don't like crying infront of people. I have been crying ever since he became too weak to do the things we liked or loved doing. My mom said he kept asking about me. He could never say what or why. I know we never had the "sit down" and talk about things but that's okay. There isn't anything I hold a grudge to. I'll get over it. I've gotten over many other things and I feel bad for triggering those events. I know I made those things happen. He never did anything out of pure anger.

Cancer sucks. Life sucks. Depression sucks. Sadness sucks. Anger sucks.
I just want to sleep it all away. I overslept severely. I don't know how to feel. I feel numb about it.

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Title: ASSASSIN!

I was an assassin from assassin's creed. Same outfit and everything. I was wearing the white and red dyed outfit. The first one. I was flying around with the flying machine and kicking guards off their posts. So much fun. The only part that didn't make sense was...I have wings...like black, beats up wings. It's like a power I had but I lost it. Then "one day" Leonardo told me to believe in myself and then Ezio pushed me off the building because big armored guards were coming, at least that's what Ezio said as he shoved me, before I hit the ground the wings came back and I flew out of that area as fast as I could. I'm pretty sure I knocked someone off a roof on the way up....

After that I just flew around dodging arrows and fire arrows around this castle like place where I was suppose to find a man and take him out. I found the guy and dive bombed him. Apparently..that killed him. Because in the game when you assassinate your target it does that whole "effect" thing, that happened. After that I just flew around all happy over the water. Being a free birdy. lol. Then I suddenly started falling asleep and plucked in the water. Then I woke up. I woke up after falling asleep in a dream. Weird. :I

It was a beautiful dream movie. Me describing it doesn't do it justice.
10/10 would dream about it again. but maybe next time I could be wearing the teal or azule outfit. ; w;

Fun fact. I had a weird crush on Ezio.
Weird because- pfft- who falls in love with a video game character?
*slunks into shame*

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Title: Why I can't with kids

When your sister isn't around, and you nephew keeps calling a HDMI cord a "buttplug" because it sounds funny and I keep telling him to stop saying that. He asks why, I say because it's appropriate for you to be saying. Only adults can say that...even though they shouldn't freely. He asked what a buttplug even is and I told him he'd have to ask his mom...he said she didn't know...I told him I didn't know what to tell him then.
I was talking to my sister about her getting sick with the flu or maybe zika too and then....
my nephew...comes in the kitchen with his phone..and he says "okay..I think you were right when you said all that because look at this"
and he apprently googled "buttplug" I was like "LIKE OH MY GOD, NO!"
I wanted to throw the phone across the room. He's too young for that...I need to have a talk with his mother(my sister) about filtering everything on his phone so he can't see those things.

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Title: Safe than regrets

Just to be safe than sorry...even though this is like a will but...

Anyone who wants to have or keep something of mine can have it if the mods allows that. Key to.getting anything will ne to know; my top 3 favorite animals and/what or who my personas are and what personality they represent.
Pretty that persona one is a mystery to ones who dont read my jibberish.

2 of 3 of the animals should be easy. Just note two are birds. Midlife crisis and childhood favorite.

My sister says, as long as the roof stays we be fine. But I might have a severe panic attack or heart attack
Who knows.

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Title: Continue of post 03/05

Oh look. Im not dead. Yet. The world is still trying to kill me. ; m;

But anyways, why you were brought here:
If you ever want to join the world of warcraft(WoW), let me recruit you.
Not only will I get a reward for it but you can play with me and get cool stuff and maybe some gold boosts...unless I spent it all on heirlooms. ; w;-
I finally got ALL the flight skills so all I need to do now is upgrade my heirlooms to max level and then buy legion.
Easier said than done...100USD later it will be done. Because buying month worth game time and all.
I forget the expansion price but, month is about 15$. :I
But if used well then its your money's worth.
IMPO of course.
Darkmoonfaires pay off well. Which is why i'm always hyped for it. And to get items I don't have of course.
Very nice week's worth of prizes. You can always auction the event fish for good gold if you don't care for the event of course. But anyways...fun times.

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My sister's cat Lance passed away earlier today. The funny or ironic thing is that he was going to be put to sleep today because he was so sick and was not getting better no manner what we tried. My sister tried to make and give him some mixed up medicine that was suggested that she'd try since he was gasping for breath but by the time she got back her bedroom he was already taking his last breath.

>> His father, my cat-Gene, I always thought he would go first since he is also in bad shape. mainly because he's old, hard to keep nourishment in his body.
I feel like I should plan the same. No knew issues. Just dental still. Vets might advise me to put him to sleep because he's so old and might take more funds to help him. Or i'll get "He's not living, he's just surviving".

I had a feeling something was coming. I was irritated and I didn't know why. I hate the feeling. I know what the feeling is but it's always hard to explain it other than you feel like there's something wrong and there's pressure on the back on your neck all the time. Or you feel "not right" and things seem too silent. You question yourself "Why is it so quiet and calm?".
I often pace around the house or can't sleep if I can't pace.
I slept okay but I paced the day before. I just felt like something woke me up but the house was quiet. I then heard my mom her raise her voice, so I look outside and it looked like she was crying. I said "Oh no...what happen?"
And sure enough. After she got off the phone, which was seconds before I opened the door, I asked what happened and she told me that "Pooze" died. I asked how, she told me, I didn't feel anything.

I think something in wrong with me. I don't feel anything like sadness when people get news someone they knew and cared about passed away.
It sucks not feeling anything when everyone else is crying. I feel sadish inside but not enough to show it or say anything to make anyone feel better. I just sit or stand there with myself and thoughts. In silence. Wondering what to do about it.

March is a lovely month isn't it? 2 deaths and 1 anniversary close together. Why?

-My dad passed the 17th, St.Pat's day- day of "luck", a year ago.
-My sister's cat Lance passed 20th on the day he was meant to go out medically not naturally.

- My sister's anniversary

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Title: My stomach flu July 22 - 28.5 story

Okay so.

It started out with a random fever. I didn't think much of it since I sometime get random fevered or feel flushed and hot.
We didn't have anything that could stop it from happening so I just went to bed since I was getting a headache too. I think my back hurt a bit too.
I woke up and I felt like someone put me in the oven overnight. I was hot, sweaty, and just gross. But at the same time I was freezing. We still didn't have anything for it. My body was in pain. It felt like someone pushed me down the stairs. We didn't have anything but nyquil. So I gave up and tried that. So the fever and body pains were dealt with for now.
I finally told my mom why I was wondering if we have any pain pills laying or hiding around the house. She didn't know or not. There was some pain pills hiding on the fridge. from my sister who has pain pill addiction problem. At least that's what I thought they were. lol. I took one and didn't die so I was fine.

Nyquil and pain pills worked great for a few days until my stomach problems kicked in. I thought it was a bad choice to take pain pills on the same day as nyquil that I took at night. My mom said it was fine but I felt like I had a huge mistake. I had gas issues. Burping and tooting in bed all day, if not worn out sleeping, unintentionally.
Turns out it was the virus kicking into full gear. Stomach pains. Much more gas. Toots I was scared to release.
I'm sure you can guess the rest...
BUT thankfully no vomiting or double dragon went on...or was it called "two headed dragon"...either way, if you have that with a virus/flu then you know you're in for a ride through hell for a long time.

My mom finally was able to go to the store, because she had the same thing as I did, and she bought some pain pills, pepto, and more nyquil. I didn't know if taking pepto was a good idea but I thought it was worth a shot. I was getting sad over not being able to eat anything I liked or eating at all.

Before pepto my stomach hurt in a different way. I soon realized it was it saying it was empty and really wanted food so I tried to eat something good but I regretted it within 30 mins. Like that school cliche volcano project. But if you pointed it down.'
So the only thing I really "ate" was water, tears, and nyquil for a few more days. A snack if I was desperate enough to try and enjoy food.

So pepto cured me but almost killed me. I took some the other day as a last effort to stop the virus because it's been going on for probably a week now and my body has had enough. Well, it stopped the digestive problems caused by it but, later on it started to make me bloat from it basically blocking everything in to make it stop doing the "bad things". So, I took nyquil and was close to falling asleep at maybe 12am but then I got sharp pains all over my lower region. From front to back. Rolling in bed made it feel somewhat better but when I flopped over I felt like I was going to explode like a balloon. After drinking a bottle of water and watching mystery shows I got this mega pain in my gut. I thought it was trying to come up sooner or later so I sped to the bathroom.
It was the longest visit I had for that problem but nothing really happened. I was expecting the whole "clean out" like in the first few days. But it was mostly unblocking I guess. Because after that I felt much better. I was still iffy about it still being a thing so I didn't go get the fridge like I wanted. I just finished my water and let the nyquil put me to sleep again.

The next day, yesterday, I felt like myself again. no external pain. no internal pain, well except my neck and brain but maybe just pillow issues or something...I've been having issues picking a position for my stomach issues, I went to water the plants and all that. No urge to go run or rush anywhere. My sister came over too magically. I just hope the virus wasn't on one of us and she got it. If I knew she was coming over I would have went germ hunting. lol.

Over all.
It looks like my mom got sick from my uncle who came over here to do lawn work and he was up over here hacking up a lung and all that and then he tells my mom about it yesterday.
So, he got her sick from coughing all over her chair.
She gets the virus inside her. She buys me some things from the store she thinks I might like.
I touche the items. and thus I get sick too.
Soooo....yeah.
My immune system has failed me. :m

> eats and drinks healthy things
> still gets sick

well then. xD
Yeah i'm sure more things need to be done to improve my immune system but still.
Kinda funny.
I did a bad thing a ate and drunk whatever I liked to "celebrate" and regret it. ; 3;
I need to slow down on eating and drinking that for sure.

You can't expect a baby to lift 20 pounds in one day....unless that baby was the hulk or superman.

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Title: Paypal is mean

Well, I was going to split my pay from my first paid art order between this site and pokefarm but:

Paypal: Your PayPal Account has been Restored

Me: Yiss~
*Goes add money to account*

Paypal: Sorry, we are having issues verifying your identity

Me: *Crawl back into the pit of depression*
This is why I can't have nice things.

"I live with me mum okay paypal? And I don't want to share my personal info. You got her credit card and my ssn already. I'm scared you're gunna rob and kill me or something. You can say safe and secure all you want. But I don't trust you...nor that facebook"

Me: Hey mum can I use your payp-
Mom: No.
Me: *sad violin*

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Title: Off the bucket list

I got my left nostril pierce finally after about 11 years since the idea popped into my head. I got the idea from my oldest sister. I think she said I should or could get one if I wanted to. I liked her nose pierce. I like my other sister's periceing too. She has or her eye brow and bottom lip done. While my oldest sister has nose and tongue done. I just had my classical ears done until now.

So, I was suppose to spend the weekend or just 3 days here at my sister's house. We got here, rested a bit and then off the the tattoo place to get it done. I thought we were going to do it tomorrow..or today I should say. But nope. I was just starving and I wanted something to eat is all.
I dont live on the west side of Florida so I never heard of this place.
But anyways.

We get there and a girl greets us and asks who is getting the piercing. My sister pointed at me and said "Her" and the girl says "I thought so." with a giggle. I was like "...scuse? Did you just judge me?" xD
After waiting for him to get some papers for me to look at while filling out a information form and all that, the party got started. I wasn't scared or anything. I just didn't like waiting for it to happen.
I felt a part of me sneaking over to hit the panic and flee button.
Me and the guy were picky about where it should go. He told me it would look good in any place him or I wanted it. He just said where I wanted it would be more painful because the skin was thicker...but I didnt see how when in the crack of the nose, on top of the "hump" in the nose, it's thinner. Who knows. Im no expert.
He was saying "Don't let me talk you out of what you want, im just telling you that it's going to be worse."
I was worried he was going to tell me "No" and not get it where I wanted it for half of my life. BUT. He said it was okay and it still looked good so I got it. I was happy has a dirty potato and he was happy that I was happy. Because I sat there looking at the dot he made for like 10 mins. and I kept acting like I was okay with it but then I didn't. So I finally asked what he thought about the spot I had my heart on.

He talked about how people think he's younger than he really is and I told him that people say I look 15 to 18 when Im really 25.
He said "I know what they mean. When I was looking at your i.d. I was trying to see if it was fake or not."
LOL.
He did ask if I wanted to have the hole lower in case I wanted to have a ring later on. I said nope. Im good with just this. He said I would look good with either in his option but, I dont like the hole ring thing. I would probably hurt myself with one somehow. I jokely said "Maybe the other one next time can have the ring." Then he stepped back to look at my face and then said "You can actually pull that off. Because your nose is very symmetrical. It's perfect." and was all like, oh. heh-heh. well thank you~ x'D

So. He stabbed my nose. I through he was about to go right on through to the other side. I think he poked the middle inside my nose. Because they hurt too and was bloody a little bit. It was fine today when I woke up. After cleaning it up it didn't look at bad and felt better a bit too. It was still throbbing but what else did I expect it to do? It just got STABBED....but yeah.
I finally got to get off the hype train and got what I come on for. I just wanted it to be over. I was shivering just like I did at the dentist when I had to get my front tooth filled after it chipped off and then finished itself a year later. So I told my mom that it feels like I was at the dentist. I didn't know the guy was coming back and he heard me say that. I was like, opps. you heard nothing!
He told us that it's nothing like the dentist. Its much better and much faster and.."almost" less painful depending on what you came in for.

I think we were there for half an hour. Mainly because I was taking forever filling the form, asking questions, and the dotting all over my nose until I wanted to throw the mirror and just say what I wanted. I didn't want to be bossy. I know it's my body but he's the expert. I dont want to go and get something done and then hurt myself or something.
Which I have already. I went to scratch my nose because a hair tickled it and then stabby pain.

I got one of those that you twist in there. Like a hook. Which looked painful to try and get there. I dont remember if it hurt when he hooked it in here. I just wanted to slap his hands and tell him to stop touching it. xD
Like with the dentist too. When the dentist stabbed me with the needle I wanted to smack his hands away.
I'm not used to being man handled. The dentist ripped the sides of my mouth trying to get a better angle and then the piercer guy stuck his man fingers in my nose. I can barley get my own fingers in there most of the time.

I should just get a shirt that says "fragile" on it.
"Please don't man handle"
; w;

Speaking of which. I think I will go clean it now.
I think my nose is trying to sneeze it out. I have been sneezing more ever since.
It tickels my nose. Like the classical feather in the nose trick.
I find myself trying to inhale it thinking it's a booger.
I tried to pick my nose thinking the same.
I forgot I had it in my nose moments after getting it. I looked in my sister's backseat mirror and said "wtf is in my no- oh. right. the shiny diamond"
OH...I got a white diamond. He said there was a choice of birthstones and other things he had.
I gasped in my head but then I slapped myself from trying to have options. He said the same thing. He was just trying to give me options. I told him "Nah. I dont need more options or we will be here all night." even my mom laughed and agreed on that.

LATER when it heals, I guess it will fully heal in about a month, I will go pick out something else if I want.
They say never take it out even when it's healed. Which I get. but I feel like I will hurt myself eventually sleeping with it in. My ears never fully close because I always poke them open once a month at least. Even months or even a year they still havent closed. I mean it hurt more since they were almost getting closed but, it wasnt that hard to reopen them. I don't know when or if I will wear earrings again but, nice to have options. I rather not poke new holes.

Okay. 2 books later I think I am done.
That is all.
Goodnight.

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I wish they picked better sprites.
Like the alolan ones right now...I know there are better sprites than those. If you're going to have artists why not put them to work and make your own sprites?
I would make this site more unique. IMO of course.
Or pick sprites that are good. Not ones I can do it 5 mins with no effort. Lol.

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While I had a premium that took me years to get the nuggets for, I hunted these pokemon:

I think I just hatched my last shiny since I have removed my daycare pair and collected the last eggs.

Results of my Alolan Vulpix hunt:

#111 - Female (UFT/S)
December 6th
05:29AM

#101 - Female (Auctioned[?])
December 4th
05:22PM

#65 - Female (UFT/S)
November 30th
06:11AM

#45 - Female (UFT/S)
November 29th
12:27AM

#38 - Female (Kept)
November 28th
06:16AM

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Title: Got that new NEW 3DS XL but now i'm having a crisis

I stayed up to almost 8am trying to do the system transfer. Mainly going back and forth between doing it and backing out completely.
I don't want things to go wrong and I don't want my older 3ds to be useless.

It's like, my old 3ds can be back up or something. But at the same time I will feel back for erasing all those years. I know it's suppose to transfer everything to the new one but i'm still scared it will mess up and I will just sit there and cry about it. I never did this before. I read and watched stuff on it but i'm still scared about it. So many things can go wrong. I'm more worried about the wifi aspect of it. My wifi as you know isnt working like a normal person's wifi is right now. I guess I will just keep using the old 3ds and play other games on the new one. ; w;b

I don't have a nickname for the new one yet...My first DS was named Pablo. He died. Pablo II was born. Then Pablo V.2 was here, so, now Pablo V.3?

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I renamed my Shadow Lugia after my oc Night Fury (Dragon species from TTYD), Vicious.
I was going to name him Setherothe which I planned to name my purified shadow lugia but since borked gamecube I could never get the nature I want. ; w;
RIP Setheroth. I can never remember how I spelt your name anyways. I can't find that piece of paper I had 5 years ago. RIP that too. All those game plans and nicknames. Poof.

Pokefarm had a shadow lugia first, but honestly- who hasnt thought about adding it to their site?
I named mine Night Fury. I also said after I got a shadow lugia I was going to quit.
Lots of people thought I was serious. Which made it more funny. When really I just took a break for a day and relaxed but went right back in head first.
And here I am today....still grinding and crying on that site.

Also,
Now I finally have the Nebula line~
I will never work this hard on completing one ever again.
I know I won't. I can see the future.....but only about the unimportant things.

*I remembered what I was going to add here*

I wish I took a picture before I ate it but...there were t-rex shaped chocolates. I literally gasped when I opened the box and saw them. My mom was like "Really?" There's many other chocolate treats in there too. So good looking but that t-rex was a little to sweet so now im going to wait to eat more.

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