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(This Virtual Diary is written by Toetag001, and all opinions and thoughts are hers.)

Allow me to introduce myself: I am Toetag001. My name is Inad (IH-nod) and I'm from the deep forgotten forests of the USA. I have potentially no future and I usually just stay home, in bed, on my laptop.

This will be more personal than PokeHeroes-related, but I will talk about things I've done on the site and stuff, and I intend to update this as frequently as possible. Hope this works. If not...oops :/

Links and Such:

Title: Entry 1

Dear Dumb Diary,

Urf...kinda new to this whole thing, but I figure I'll be a pro in no time.

So, Pokémon...it's cool. I was raised with it, my brother teaching me about it and letting me play his GameBoy...those were the days ^^; I will admit though, I didn't really get into Pokémon (as in, I didn't know what I was doing) until Diamond, Platinum, and Pearl. Black was the first game I played to completion, though I haven't legitimately caught all 600+ Pokémon.

Pokémon Games I Own: Rangers: Shadows of Almia, Mystery Dungeon-Explorers of Time/Darkness/Sky, Fire Red, Diamond, Platinum, Heart Gold, Black.

I've never been to Hoenn or Kalos, so I don't have as strong a connection to the regions or the Pokémon found there. (Aside from Grovyle due to Ex. of Time/Darkness/Sky) My favorite regions are Sinnoh and Unova. My favorite type is Bug, and my favorite Pokémon would have to be Galvantula. (Although IDK why ^^; never had a connection with him, but I wanted a tarantula and saw the Pokémon so I caught a Joltik and leveled him to evolution...loved him ever since)

Yeah...so...that's really it for this one.

Title: Entry 2

Dear Dumb Diary,

Today I conquered my greatest enemy: Myself. Well, at least for a bit... I managed to put on some shoes and walk outside to check on the kittens. The sun kinda hurt my eyes and I felt the pollen screwing with my nose, but it was nice to be outside. Being an introvert, I never really get to do the things I used to, and I've greatly suffered for it...I'm sickly pale, out of shape, and so ugly it hurts. But maybe this summer, with the support of my few friends, I can get out and exorcise. Maybe. ...maaaaaaybe... *curls back up in bed* Then again, the virtual world is a lot more inviting XD

Speaking of, I've had an idea for an indie horror game that I'd like to make. Problem is, I dunno how to make a game, and learning is too stressful, especially since it's...all...MATH... I told a friend my idea and she says it sounds cool, so maybe I can find a partner to make it. I've always been better at writing and designing rather than making.

I keep humming Habanera...I wish I were as beautiful and seductive as Carmen...then again, I guess I'm glad I'm not, considering the end of the opera...

I've been working on leveling up Tim in my Pokémon Black game. I really need to get Black 2, apparently there are robots in it!

<3, Innie~

Title: Entry 3

Dear Dumb Diary,

I'm feeling really down right now. Self-conscious, lonely, and missing someone. I know a lot of people get like this, but it's worse for me when I can't to anything to fix it...

I guess I'm just a broken doll, really. I mean, all I do is sit in bed on my laptop all day. I can't function in society, I don't offer anything to the world...all I am is a waste of resources. I can't even learn, though I want to. I'd give anything to be a whiz at math, to be intelligent beyond belief, to gain wealth and give to the needy, cure cancer, make people happy...but I can't do anything. I try to do simple multiplication and I have a panic attack. Can't add anything over 3 digits. And my writing, singing, and creativity are losing their charm and their luster. I have no talent, I have no purpose, I have no use, and no future, yet I'm too cowardly to end my own life.

I hope I die in my sleep tonight. That way people wouldn't feel guilt, they'd just stick me in the ground and go about their lives, and I would eventually be forgotten...

</3, Innie

P.S.
I now have the first 8 gym badges, due to this diary...guess that's good...

Title: Entry 4

Dear Dumb Diary,

I HATE EVERYTHING. *smashes head violently against...um...wall? Yeah, wall!*

So, my goal is to obtain EVERY bug-type Pokémon, including shinies, megas, and legendaries.
What's that you say? There are no bug-type legendaries other than Genesect?
BUT MY FRIEND: ARCEUS WITH AN INSECT PLATE.
...masochist? Me?! ...ok, probably.

Yes, I have made it an excruciatingly hard challenge for myself, but a goal is a goal. And when I do it, I will be the QUEEN of all Bugs!

So, the 14 buggies I lack are:
-Anorith, Accelgor, and Escavalier.
-Vivillon: Pokeball and Fancy
-Legends: Arceus w/Insect Plate and Genesect
-Events: Sandwebble, Sandcrustle, Scattercube, Spewbrella, and Cocktaillon
-Megas: Mega-Beedrill, Mega-Pinsir, and Mega-Heracross
-And all Shiny Bugs (except Caterpie, Wurmple, and Scizor)

God help me...

<3, Innie...

Title: Entry 5

Dear Dumb Diary,

I'm sicker than I was yesterday. I've thrown up 6+ times in the last 3 hours and had...other expulsions from the opposite end over 10 times... My stomach is still cramping, burning, stinging, and aching, and I'm too sick to go with my family to a party tonight. I can't eat anything and I can't even drink water without throwing it back up... On the bright side, I've got Neil Diamond to sing me better...

As for PokeHeroes stuff not much is going on. Crunchy has been down lately and I dunno what to do to help, but he's got a new Neil Diamond album and seems pretty happy about that :) Haya has been gone lately, busy again with work and/or school...I hope he's doing alright! I'm rooting for him! Kaneki has been...there, I guess. Hunting Sandshrews, sniping people in auctions X3

OH NO, gotta go!! :c *covers mouth and darts out of the room*

</3, Innie

Title: Entry 6

Dear Dumb Diary,

Today I played online Cards Against Humanity with NickTheGreek and Kaneki-Ken. Nick had his cam on and he was fun to watch :3 Great hair too! ^u^ So polite (Y) and his reactions were priceless! :D But he did have to leave after winning 23 points...he did come back on though :3 I won 45 points! ^u^ Note to self: Make account! The laughing really helped my stomach, but I can only drink 7Up :c

I'm getting lazy...most days I interact with everyone on my friendlist's party (and their About Me's too) but today I feel bleck...I have 14 people on my own friendlist, 96 have added me...

I feel...so ill...

</3, Innie

Title: Entry 7

Dear Dumb Diary,

Due to my tummy troubles, I have gone a full day without eating anything, only drinking the DREADED 7Up and water. Any other person would be ok, but since I have a blood condition, my body is trembling and I'm emotionally unstable :c I've asked my dad to pick me up something to eat, but what I want is...p-pasta...chicken alfredo with broccoli and mushrooms, and a small pizza with chicken, spinach, mushrooms, and black olives. I'm so hungry...s-so...very hungry....

I'm worried about the kittens too. God bless those little angels...

I figure that while I'm sick I'll be lazy on interactions...I'll get back into my groove when I'm better. Timmy is one level away from 300! :D I'm also trying to complete every Pokedex, just when I'm bored. HHHNNNGGHHH good luck, me...

Oh...and regarding my "Pirate or Ninja?" poll, the results are that out of 87 votes, 66 went to Ninja and only 21 went to pirate, one of which was mine. I guess we sea-faring souls are just a select and free-loving breed UwU

</3, sick Innie

Title: Entry 8

Dear Dumb Diary,

I was finally able to eat a sandwhich and some fries last night. I'm starving now and I think my ailment is gone. I suspect it was food-poisoning, but I'm not 100% sure. Still craving alfredo and pizza XD

So, I need to hatch a shiny Scyther soon, then I can hatch my Fiesta Larvesta and give it an Everstone, then summon Anorith will it's fossil and evolve it, then get started on the shiny/mega Weedle hunt. I'll have to hatch 3 shinies and a mega before I can break the chain. Then after that, I'll have to hunt shiny Caterpie again, for a shiny Metapod and a shiny Butterfree. Then I'll go numerically from there. It's a long journey, but I'll get there someday and be the Queen of Bugs! :D

<3, Innie

Title: Entry 9

Dear Dumb Diary,

My dad brought me pizza and pasta UwU Tummy is full~ But he told me three kittens were dead...newborns, the mom had them and left them...I couldn't do anything to help them...

*sigh* I've been listening to my theme lately. I've never known a song that completely expresses my feelings...

I miss Paddlewannatong Day! It's a holiday I made up on April 9th out of sheer boredom where you stick out your tongue like a Shellder and try to say "Paddle-wanna-tong" as fast as you can.

Timothy, my Galvantula, reached level 300! :D So...that's some sunshine on this dark day...
I finally got back in my groove and interacted with everyone on my friendlist's parties! :D Yeah~ More Dream Points for me UwU

Instead of filling up my feeds with #Confessions, I made a deviantArt Journal to express a little more about me.

I reiterate that there should be a trade limit, like the auction house; 3 for non-premium, more for premium. It'd stop the annoying trades, spam, and maybe so many wouldn't be forgotten. Just my opinion. It's annoying to see so many trades with the same Pokemon or asking for the same thing -_-

I really had no interest in Regirock before, but now that I've named him Lexaeus, I feel like I love him more UwU He's named after one of the Organization XIII members who's elemental power is Earth. He uses an axe-sword called the Skysplitter and he's super strong! (Not so great with magic, though...) Regirock and Lexaeus really remind me of each other now! X3

Something's bothering me: Why do people put "s" at the end of Pokemon to make it plural? Pokemon is both singular and plural: "This Pokemon" and "Those Pokemon" not "Those Pokemons". Or maybe I'm just crazy.(but that's how they use the word in the games, anime, and manga...)

Now that I have seen the majority of what this site has to offer, I plan to write a full-length review over it, it's features, and the community that supports it, in great detail, and upload it to my deviantArt accout. Note that this will take a while, as I want to cover every aspect of the site and it's features.

</3, Innie

Title: Entry 10- Shinies and Megas

A list of the shinies/mega-ables/megas I've obtained:

SHINIES:
~Braham the Snorunt, Chain 83, Sept/2/2014 (Ev. Glalie)
~Midas the Caterpie, Chain 25, Jan/8/2015 (N/EV)
~Jessebelle the Gardevoir ??? Aug/??/2015, won in Auction.
~Saduj the Heracross ??? Nov/21/2015, via Shiny Wondertrade
~Chitara the Scyther 260 Dec/9/2015 (N/EV)

MEGA-ABLES:
~Adromeda the Blaziken, obtained via Prof. Rowan
~Mesa the Scyther, Chain 20, Jan/22/2015 (Ev. Scizor) (Mega-Ev. Dec/12/2015)
~Gerakina the Scyther, Chain 217, May/8/2015 (N/EV)
~Vincent the Scyther, Chain 223, May/9/2015 (N/EV)
~Bruise the Charmander, obtained via Prof. Rowan Dec/12/2015 (Ev. Charizard)

Title: Entry 11

"Love me or hate me, both are in my favor;
"If you love me, I'll always be in your heart.
"If you hate me, I'll always be on your mind."
-William Shakespeare

Dear Dumb Diary,

I've got to be the most pathetic excuse for a human being on Earth...but I'm glad I'm me. I've few friends, many enemies, but I suppose I'll be remembered for at least a while. Maybe a day or two, who knows?

I see all the users who are dating on here, who have "taken" statuses, parties filled with Pokémon named after their sweethearts, plushies sent to one another with cute messages...*sigh* I wish I had that. I'm not one for online dating or long-distance relationships, some are dangerous and most don't last, but this site is great for a couple if they want to display love and adoration. If only I could get **** into Pokémon, but he has little knowledge and no interest...

Everything's going alright, I suppose. Although one of my kittens died and I had a fight with **** last night. (It was my fault, entirely...)

Oh well, I've got sad Vocaloid songs, PokéHeroes, Game Grumps, and Chinese food. I'll be swell.

</3, Innie

Title: Entry 12

"L’oiseau que tu croyais surprendere
"Battit d’aile et s’envola.
"L’amour est loin, tu peux l’attendre.
"Tu ne l’attends pas, il est là.

"Tout atour de toi, vite vite,
"Il vient, s’en va, puis il revient.
"Tu crois le tenir, il t’evite.
"Tu crois l’eviter, il te tient."
-Georges Bizet "L'amour est un oiseau rebelle"/"Habanera" (From "Carmen")

Dear Dumb Diary,

*sigh* Things aren't going to well...

</3, Innie

Title: Entry 13

"Toreador, en garde! Toreador, Toreador!
"Et songe bien, oui, songe en combattant
"Qu'un oeil noir te regarde,
"Et que l'amour t'attend,
"Toreador, L'amour t'attend!"
-Georges Bizet "Toreador" (From "Carmen")

Dear Dumb Diary,

It seems logic, science, philosophy, and pessimism are causing me to have an existential crisis. Now I'm debating with myself whether destruction really means the end, and if death and the end can truly happen. My depression has gotten worse, and I'm...questioning whether I should keep living, or end my grueling misery once and for all...

May God, if he should exist, spare my soul; and the devil, should he exist, spare my heart.

</3, Innie

Title: Entry 14

"I know a man was outta touch
"And he'd hide in a house
"And he didn't say much....
"And like a man
"With a tiger outside his gate
"He not only couldn't relax
"But he couldn't relate"
-Neil Diamond "Crunchy Granola Suite"

Dear Dumb Diary,

Mmm...crème soda is so delicious...

So, things are going well with ****, even though I still desperately want him to join the site so I can drown him in plushies ;u;

Kaneki hasn't been on lately :c I'm worried...
Oh! And Crunchy hatched a shiny Gligar! :D (Which he gave to me out of friendship ;u; )

Me: *answers the phone*
Phone: *THICK Indian accent* Hello, I am David from E Internet Support, we--
Me: You know we don't have computers, right? *Le me, lying and knowing this is a scammer*
Phone: *dial tone*
-.- Yeah. I hope Satan rips you a new bumhole, "David from E Internet"

God, scammers just get more dumb by the year, huh? Watch out for this one. It usually targets older people. To anyone who may have any questions about the scam and what you can do if you have been scammed, see THIS video and read the description. I'm SOOOO p*ssed right now...

</3, Innie

Title: Entry 15- Boxes

-Party: Chosen Pokemon
-Egg Storage: Eggs
-Bug Army: Bugs
*-Bugs But Not Really: Pokemon that resemble bugs but aren't (Trapinch, Vibraya, Flygon, Sligoo)
-Brilliant Bugs: Special Bugs (Event, Shinies, Vivillon Patterns)
-The Vault: Legendaries, Events, Shinies
-The Clones: Copies, Multiples (i.e. Harvest Sprites, Eveelutions, Castforms)
*-Display: Pretty Pokemon
-Reinforcement: Misc/Baby
*-The Pack: Dog/Canine Pokemon
-Muscles: Fighting Types
-Hailing Force: Flying Types/Levitating
*-Toxic Graveyard: Ghosts and other Spookies
*-Inferno: Fire Types
-Nautical Navy: Water Types
*-Quaking Earth: Ground/Rock Types
-Floral Fighters: Grass Types
*-Expendables: Extras/Unwanted

4/5:
Saduj the Shiny Heracross (in Brilliant Bugs)
Lexaeus the Regirock (in The Vault)
Olivia the Garbodor (in Muscles)
Dyson the Honchcrow (in Hailing Force)

Title: Entry 16

"I counted out the money and it made a pretty penny,
"I put it in my pocket and I took it home to Jenny.
"She sighed and she swore that she never would deceive me,
"but the devil take the women, for they never can be easy..."
-"Wiskey in the Jar"

Dear Dumb Diary,

Bad weather here :c Not much to log...

Two Mega-able Scythers in the same day :) Pretty cool. Working on getting the new event. Will take a while, but I can do it.

Suuuuper hungry ^^; **** kept talking about food (he loves food~) and gave me the munchies >3< My silly honey-bunny...I love him UwU

<3, Innie

Title: Entry 17

"Forgive me for being suspicious, mischief's not on my brain.
"We're programmed to be pragmatic if someone messes with the mainframe.
"It's not that we don't trust you, we do! (We love you too <3)
"It's just that, here at Freddy's...heh heh, we have a few rules..."
-MandoPony "Survive the Night"

Dear Dumb Diary,

X3 I've been watching this and laughing so hard... Foxy is my fave <3 (mainly because I'm obsessed with pirates~) He's so intelligent in this one :3 He's awesome! :D

I evolved Tennis into a Shiny Gliscor :3 She's so lovely ;u; But I think I traded away my only Gligar! :c I'll try to get another...

Stunfisk and Jeff the Killer really reminded me of each other, so I remade Stunfisk's sprite :)

It's rained all day ;n; so gloomy...but hey, at least it's not a drought...

Hm...guess that's all...

<3, Innie

Title: Entry 18- "Differences"

(Originally written in my dA Journal)

We aren't the same, nobody is. There are slight similarities, mainly in a physical sense, but it's not always so. We've all different thoughts, differnt outlooks, different opinions, and that's the good thing. Differences cause a lot of fear and misunderstanding, but it offers the oppurtunity for us to question and discover, leading to understanding and acceptance, thereon creating an intelligent society that may bring about a state of peace. Yet as long as ignoramuses, bigots, racists, homophobes, and sexists (both feminists and misogynists) exist, the world can NOT, in any form of sincerety or honesty, achieve real intelligence, nor the true fulfilment of peace.

<3, Innie

Title: Entry 19

"Where were you when everything was falling apart?
"All my days were spent by the telephone
"that never rang when all I needed was a call.
"You never came to the corner of First and Amistad."
-The Fray "You Found Me"

Dear Dumb Diary,

I finally made enough interactions to get a Knight Axew egg. Still hunting a shiny scyther.

I feel ugly. I hate my body but as much as I try, I can't do anything to change...

</3, Innie