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nishishi
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Posted: Thu, 24/03/2016 09:19 (8 Years ago)
Welcome back cutting habit,its very nice to see you again.
Ive been recovering from the soap incident day by day.
My improvement on my grades? Didnt even move an inch.
Ive also noticed that im a little bit...insane.
Stuff i learnt throughout my 18 years:
-take insults as a praise and a praise as an insult
-theres no shortcuts when you're suicidal
-why is everyone so annoying
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Posted: Sat, 26/03/2016 17:58 (8 Years ago)
Im craving for some bleach and is currently scouring the house for one but no luck
Ugh this is painful
I should avoid everyone from now on
All i do is break them ugh
...Sorry -Sen.
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Posted: Sun, 27/03/2016 13:17 (8 Years ago)
Akaashi Keiji for Fatin
Some ocs to drop in for Alya's friend???
Mapping/skinning tutorial ah :0
lmao playing mania/ctb is like you're riding a bike but your blind and armless.(so practice that)
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Posted: Thu, 07/04/2016 02:56 (8 Years ago)
^^^do you see the post above this one lmao
Daidai jerome + dt daidai genome
Everything will freeze(if you want to break your fingers + practice)
some sprite edits ti finish
Gift for Hiiragi_Hiiro before 24/4
props for stage play that is in 2 more weeks
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Posted: Fri, 08/04/2016 08:37 (8 Years ago)
wow today is unpleasant.
first i was humiliated,i quote--"what do you do on your free time?be a good for nothing?"
Then my mom said:
"Giving birth to you was a mistake."
Yeah ok then.
Now you know that giving birth to me was a mistake and im a good for nothing.
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Posted: Tue, 12/04/2016 11:50 (8 Years ago)
Eyes watering every 5 seconds? Check.
I got a sore eye? Check.
Theres weird markings all over my body? Check.
Anxiety attack? Check.
Almost go humiliated? Check.
Got free money just by using the public phone?
Hella.
Yes.
Ey,at least i got free money to top off all the pains today
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Posted: Sun, 17/04/2016 14:10 (8 Years ago)
17/4/16
Im so done.im so sick and done with everyone.im so sick and tired of being sick and tired.im so done of being the clown.
Why cant i show my feelings at least once?oh wait its cancerous.
If im not a good for nothing and a mistake,i dont know what i am.
14/4/16 i broke up with sen.
Its great to know im just like everyone else huh?
But why would i behave so suddenly if everyone including you.
It hurts being a second option but would you feel it?no.
Im so done with this site too.
Dont expect me to be online as much as i used to before.
I better just take a month or two break before i go.
Oh,you guys arent getting a proper farewell.
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Posted: Wed, 20/04/2016 09:50 (8 Years ago)
20/4/16
^^me rn
Im so tired and stressed out like???!!????
Ive been a tad bit better,remind me to not fall in love again.
Ah yes no one knew the meaning of 'cooperation' and well,things got tough.
Im not gonna be playing in the band for this year i cri
Also Anna and the King was a good movie :'0
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Posted: Thu, 21/04/2016 12:59 (8 Years ago)
21/4/16
[Ko bc hes a bby]
Oops i just realized im only useful when shes not around how sad.
Things arent going well for me nope.
Bring me back my sanity tyvm
Notes to self:
Oml scarlets bday is in 3 days
Sdr2 sketch poasibly??
FMA manga vol 1/3
Look for a hq/noragami manga if theres one??
Naruto merchandises for Aziera somewhere on mid september???
Koigokoro lmao
CrY THUNDER
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Posted: Fri, 22/04/2016 14:40 (8 Years ago)
22/4/16
i lost every little sanity i have in my body.
wow,im in real pain physically and emotionally
not like anyone minds or anything,haha--
its painful to know that i wasted my time and energy protecting someone whom i know they wont appreciate me.
putting the blame on me?gee thanks!thats like food to me
to lose every little sanity i have.
eh you know what's easier b'sides killing yourself?
dont trust anyone--as in dont get into relationships.
well im moving on but i cant help but to stop for a while and let their words affect me
jeez.
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Posted: Sat, 23/04/2016 16:08 (8 Years ago)
23/4/16
I thought id come crashing in my friend's
Their smol sister is saying im having sleepover what
Ah yes i found a rlly cute konata keychain i thought id give to hiiragi hiiro that since im too lazy to draw
Oh and i finally bought that kageyama nendo im so happ y
Aa im so tired but happy
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Posted: Mon, 25/04/2016 09:40 (8 Years ago)
25/4/16
I feel so hopeless and miserable how funny
Isnt it nice to be backstabbed and then they say you were amazing but then
They just sugar coated those words?
Oh ew im crying how disgusting
I feel like ending my own life and this is just perfectly normal
Oh yeah,you?
You know who you are.
Thanks for making me feel worthless even more,thanks for actually being honest with me,thanks for hurting me when there arent any sunshines here
Especially,thanks for making me realize that i wont be talking to you ever again.
Ah,why so?
Well,according to you,arent i just a disgusting person who's full of pride?
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Posted: Wed, 27/04/2016 16:17 (8 Years ago)
26/4/16
Guess who's late for everything ay
anyways im happy for myself screech
I forgot about them way too easily
Might take another mini hiatus,my exams are in two weeks hahs im screwed
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Posted: Fri, 29/04/2016 07:43 (8 Years ago)
29/4/16
Ops i forgot that i dont have any feelings so you can insult me all you want
Not.
Ugh,i wish i could just run away. To where? Anywhere but here.
So someone thought itd be nice to insult me through a friends phone and
Oh yay,i snapped.
No one understands me ops
Forgot about that too
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Posted: Thu, 05/05/2016 13:54 (8 Years ago)
5/5/16
Im so disgustingly happy
This isnt like me at all w h a t
My brother sent me a few pictures of a mother and a baby turtle he had taken while he was in Penang and????
The babies are cute???
I had a few dreams relating to them and its making me sick ugh myself.
And i just realized i had to spend a lotta money this month??
Aaand im a few months away from going to Japan! (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧
Notes to self:
...that one shop you ordered in osu!
o h mygoD YOU GOTTA STUDY??
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Posted: Sat, 07/05/2016 14:19 (8 Years ago)
7/5/16
The letter's out,im going to japan from 12/9 to 20/9
Am i excited?
Im hyped.
Also,i dunno if this is a good or bad thing but i dragged a friend into osomatsu-san hell
Lets just say they cant stop forcing me to do a bad impression of kara
And oh yeah,i gotta write a journal or something like that during my 9 days stay.
I should be studying but,nope! Here i am being a waste of space.
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Posted: Sun, 08/05/2016 09:51 (8 Years ago)
aaaAAAA
MY KOUHAI REMEMBERS ME
AND A CHILDHOOD FRIEND STILL REMEMBERS ME
:'D
Im so happy i just cant even
Also i gotta study but i ca n t???:
Like srsly i gotta
My bm sucks its like F-
Even though im born and raised in Malaysia ;;
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Posted: Tue, 10/05/2016 13:47 (8 Years ago)
10/5/16
Augh.
I can'tt even study w/o being distracted
5 minutes of maths and im distracted oh my go d
Also,im pretty tired nowadays,would rant but if i do,someone would be pissed off at me.
Anyways,im official skullgirls trash
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Posted: Fri, 13/05/2016 07:20 (8 Years ago)
13/5/16
aaaaa
I did p well for my malay literature uwu
Yeah literature was easy except for the essay part
I did 4 paragraphs save me pls
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Posted: Sun, 15/05/2016 14:30 (8 Years ago)
15/5/16
Everything is so confusing i just want to fall off a clif f
Like????!???!!!?
I just found out im crushing on my childhood friend???
I mean we havent seen each other in the last 5 years and i just???
Brb gonna go kms.
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