my real signature is a specific random scribbled word and everytime i sign something, i try very hard not to make it legible as that word 😂😭

day 6 of working for a summer co-op company and i'm already suddenly platonically crushing on someone who happens to be five years older than me 😂😂

unfriending inactive users is like letting them fall into the pokeheroes void where you will likely never see them again. forgotten and lost to time. i hope they're all doing well (⁠ ⁠•⁠⁠‿⁠•⁠⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

just wanted to say i hope you are doing well and that you are safe and healthy! you are loved more than you'll ever know <3

let's do some calm breathing. inhale. exhale.

things will get better! you'll meet new people & make new friends. that could be as soon as tomorrow, next week, next month. live your dreams and attract the people you need in life.

inhale. exhale.

take a break. feel the sun, wind, or rain on your skin if you can. or the cool air inside, if that's your only option at the moment—that's okay too. you've had so many successes. here's to many more.

inhale. exhale.

there's a lot to live for! the scary, yet beautiful part of life is that we don't know what will come next. it could be better than anything you've ever imagined. great things are coming your way.

inhale. exhale.

we often rush through life. take a pause. absorb the message. take some time to think before moving to the next thing <3

HEEHEEHAWHAW!! this midnight i ate 15 chicken wings! and drank sprite! while absolutely dying laughing at the funniest sports misplays!!! 😂😂

10/10 would recommend almost overeating, drinking soda, and struggling to breathe from laughing so hard all at once 😂🔥🔥🔥
absolutely wonderful way to end the day ‼️

fursona paper dragon puppet fully finished!!
extra photos: head + maximum mouth opening size! the mouth corners aligned really well!

the hair was difficult, but it was super fun :)

i also quickly made a mini dragon puppet with ears! :D

art drawn for my first paper "dragon" puppet!! will cut out and glue onto the head tomorrow :)

it's my fursona, caliber!! she's looking so dope atm and i'm glad i arted well! i hope she's cool as a puppet c:

literally the moment my exams/school year ended, i tried a new hobby so fast HAHAHAHAHA. might try making mini paper puppets with ears controlled by my pointer and pinky fingers next :3
if i have time, i might also make more clay beads for more bracelets!! homemade pony beads (because i can't find many in the stores nearby) for kandi bracelets! if i have time, i might consider my oc names and my favorite song names as bracelets! might even consider kandi cuffs if i make enough :D

YIPPEEEE!! life is going fantastic 🔥🔥

1. i just finished my last two exams today for this school year!! i have no more real academics anymore and i'm almost to summer break!! i think i did awesome on all my science exams (i finished fast and had enough time to double check all my answers) and i think did decent on my french exam! my average should be holding up :)

2. I GOT THE CO-OP PLACEMENT !!! first interview in my life, i did it WAHOOOO (despite forgetting the position name i was applying for 💀 i thought i was so cooked HAHA). i will now co-op for a tech company over the summer !!

3. after exams, i spent a few hours frolicking outside with a friend exploring the neighborhood and laughing and having fun!! i laughed so hard that i cried 😂😂 !! that was so awesome 🔥

life is wonderful!! take those chances and try your hardest 🫵💪🔥💯

if you had unlimited time and money, who would you want to be? what would you want to do? what would you want to have? WORK FOR IT 🔥🔥

hello! i want to hear about your future plans, how you're working toward them right now, and what you hope to do or accomplish in the future!! drop them in the comments—i'm sharing mine too in there!

i wish you good luck and strength in your endeavors! 🍀

it's me, orca! my friend suggested i post this word for word LOL.

im really gay for womens.. are you gay for womens ?? me too !! we should be friends pleasepleaslplease i am NOT desperate i js need to yap about womens plspls 😔😔😔

i found a wild toad chilling on the beach :)

#PrideArtJune

DAY 4 ART?? SHE'S SO MUSCLE !! I WANT HER 🔥🔥💪

i don't know where the muscle style suddenly came from, but i am so happy about it and i do not regret losing a few hours of sleep for this 😂
i have never been able to draw her with muscle the way i picture her in my head. but today i randomly unlocked that skill HAHAHA. my art skills are revitalized all of a sudden!! i'm no longer in art slump B)

this was supposed to be a basic hand practice (without solid references 😭 the sole quick reference was my own left hand, and i totally guessed her right hand LOL), but the hands seemed too realistic and strong for my cartoony style, so i just ramped the bust up and suddenly it's perfect !!!

summer heat is finally here! this year, i'm dressed appropriately and confidently and i'm not overheating or extremely slouching for once?? is this how normal people feel? :o

i'm wearing a white t-shirt and a thin blazer and i feel... fine for once. this is significant because i cannot remember a summer where i was not suffering in black hoodies. i didn't realize how much i was suffering until i wasn't.

i'm still trying to wrap my head around actually feeling good in the summer. i should have seeked out masc fashion years ago, instead of waiting in fear for the past 4-ish years?? i wish past me had more role models to look up to so i could be less afraid. this is why representation is so important: it inspires confidence.

if you are reading this and struggling with gender expression, i'll tell you right now, heart-to-heart—the same advice i would give to past me: the waiting and suffering is not worth it. just do it (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧ ୧⁠(⁠＾⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠＾⁠)⁠୨

i am remembering that i genuinely do not have much time for pokeheroes in my life. i have ambitious grade goals, ambitious university goals, ambitious personal and academic projects, ambitious planned programs. three exams upcoming next month. i need to spend less time on pokeheroes (i said this a year ago too, yet i'm still here 😭). hope to get far by shooting for the stars!! note: yes, i am doing so with as healthy of a balance that i can reasonably get

i hope to lessen my time spent on pokeheroes !! this will hopefully lead to a greater priority of real life and will hopefully look like less feeds posted by me, less interactions done, less time constantly refreshing notif wall and reading comments, etc. etc.

yall are awesome! keep at it !! 🔥

i am proud to announce that i got bubble tea with a friend instead of playing pokeheroes and grinding for the event ୧⁠(⁠＾⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠＾⁠)⁠୨

i ordered my drink (that's a win against being scared of ordering!), socialized and laughed, and then went on a short run with my very heavy backpack and realized i suck at running and did not make it very far LOL.

this a reminder to take breaks and touch grass every now and then!! 🔥
touching grass is NOT uncool. it is VERY cool to be healthy and to take care of yourself !! please DO take breaks from screens every now then, please DO eat something when you are hungry, please DO stay hydrated, and—hardest one—please DO sleep a healthy amount whenever possible!! 💯

this is your reminder that pride month is coming up soon, so you can spot the homophobes and transphobes more easily 🫵🔥

[city wildlife encounters] (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。

today on my walk to school, i saw an eastern cottontail rabbit in someone's front yard! it stopped when i saw it and allowed me to take pictures, then in hopped away when i started leaving! it was like it let photos be taken of it because it wanted to be famous 😂

up in the trees, i also watched 5 to 6 robins in a tree chirping loudly to chase away a crow!! there are plenty of robin nests—containing tasty snacks for the crows—in the area. and apparently robins generally do not team up together, so that was cool that they did that to chase away a predator!

what wildlife did you see recently? w⁠(⁠°⁠ｏ⁠°⁠)⁠w

you are the only you, and i think that's a really beautiful thing ♡

take care and stay safe out there !!

today i made a small bead charm for my backpack!!

it matches my bracelet now! ...and my chrome tab groups... and a spotify playlist of mine 😂😂

i also touched grass, sat on grass it, blew a dandelion, and looked for four-leaf clovers today :]

hello!! i hope your day is going well!

i simply wanted to share a paraphrased quote (off the top of my head) from my favorite music artist:
"Sometimes in life, the things that scare the life out of you, you just got to run right toward." —Fletcher

go slay today!! 🫵💪🔥💯
be the best self that you can be!