I'm gonna vanish for a while.
Dunno how long.
Dunno when I'll be back.
But I can't....
I just freaking can't.....
Not right now....

"I'm sorry that it's this way, but I don't know what else to say...."
"But I didn't mean to push all my friends away..."
"Cause I'm just your problem...."
"...."I'm just your problem....."

How I Feel on PH Since My Return

Please click the link. This is pointless without it.

When You Wake Up: Reprise

"Don't leave me here by myself"
"I've never been quite this alone."
"How did it all go up in flames?"
"Just for moment,opening up my eyes..."
"...It felt like I was coming...home..."

"Won't you wake up? Please just wake up!"
"This isn't a joke! It's not funny!"
"And coming from me... I think that's quite a feat."

"Hey!"

"When you wake up, if you wake up..."
"We'll have a whole great adventure!"
"So much to do and to see!"
"If you'd just wake up...for...me..."

I've been noticing this since I've been back....

All it takes is one ban and suddenly most of your friends vanish like they're in a magic act.

And the ones that don't vanish? They treat you different.

It's subtle, so very, very subtle that you don't notice at first. Yet over time it grows less subtle.... and you begin to notice that something is off.

Did you do something wrong? Are they just having a bad day?

But then it suddenly becomes glaringly obvious. They're acting differently because you're the problem!!

Yet you don't know why, it was just one little ban, how did it change so much in such a short time?

Just goes to show how two-faced people are...

"Don't depend on other people because people leave. All the time. At the end of the day all you have is yourself and that has to be enough..."

Open Mouth, Insert Foot.

I just love how little love I get. Three times in not even two days I've had offers of help thrown back in my face.

Why do I try?

Oh... that's right.... because I'm a nice person.

I wish niceness came with a friggin' off switch.

You know what? I'm tired of everyone putting me down!

I have an idea that I think is good! An idea that I'm proud of because if only you could see the way it's turning out, you'd all change your minds...

I'm going to finish "All Fandoms Fan Art" No matter how many people think it's a bad idea! So there!

C'mon!!! some of you have to be artists!!!

Post a comment if you draw fan characters from anime or draw canon characters from anime!

Because you're in for a lovely surprise~

The things you do for people you care about.... *sighs*

Yay for staying up all night!!!

So. Much. Coding. Vision. Blurry. Can't. Focus.

Doing a bit of work. Won't really be responding to messages unless I'm expecting them or they are deathly important. Be back in a bit!!

~ChristiBelle

"I got my revenge, burned it all to the ground..."
"Let the flames burn, and no bodies were found..."
"Whose to say I'm not alive and well?"
"Here in this world, my Personal Hell...."

"What is the point of this anymore...?"
"Maybe I'm meant to go settle the score?"
"The Tower of Death is tolling its bell."
"Fear my arrival, I'll drag you to hell"

Hello everyone!! Having a good day, I hope?

Well, why not lend out a helping hand to someone in need?

Take a moment and go help and add Mimikyu-Dayo

She's fresh and new to the site and could really use some friends.

Do your good deed for the day =33

~ChristiBelle

"Make a wish! Hey, Christi!, make a wish upon a star!
Or something else real far, far, far away from here.
Make a wish.! Hey, Christi! Christi, make a wish!
On a candle, or an eyelash, or a noodle, or a fish."

"On anything, anywhere, anyone but me, but here."

"There's a girl I dream of, a beautiful girl.
With bright, glowing eyes and a pretty pale face.
I wish I were her. I bet I am her!
In another life, in another place!"

"But here I am, here we are,
With nothing but wishes that won't reach the stars...."

Taking a break from Shop(s) and League stuff today as I'm about to scream. There is far too much to do.....

Maybe I was better off asleep? All I'm doing now is getting depressed....

Forget this. I still feel like crap, the screen is still blurry, I'm going back to bed.