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Animela
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Posted: Sun, 25/07/2021 13:52 (3 Years ago)
Welcome to Animela's Ramblings

I've used the username Animela in a lot of places.
If you've seen this username before or something similar, there's chance it might have also been me~
Most just call me Ani. Some call me Mel.

I mostly plan to use my diary for rambling. Sometimes posting Art. Maybe musings, it'll depend on the mood.
I'll try to make the first few posts a little more informative before I get into that though.

Onsite Stuff
[RP Stuff]
[Extra Threads]



I probably would have made one of these earlier but I have a lot of social anxiety so I can be a little slow.
I've been trying to do more stuff that pushes me out of my comfort zone as it's been a lot time since I went into that bubble.
I love meeting new people tho~ o/ I'm just a little shy. That's why I'm putting myself out there even if it's scary.
I apologize if I talk *at* people instead of to them sometimes.
I'm trying to curb the habit of void speaking when talking directly to people.

Animela
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Posted: Sun, 25/07/2021 14:27 (3 Years ago)
About Me
Basics
Genderfluid / NB
Any pronouns
I am an Adult
Birthday: June 7th
Fav Pkmn: Ninetales
Fav Color: Purple or Dark Green

Hobbies
Reading & Writing/RP
Cartoons/Anime
Manhwa/Manga
Drawing
Plants
D&D


Fun Facts
Since 2007 I've been building a world in which I write my novels in. Never published but currently editing.
I love D&D. I have been DMing for around 11 years now. We stream our games to twitch on Thursdays.
I love to write my own music! I often perform my songs in VRChat when I RP my bard.
I work online as a Freelance Artist. I specialize in Pixels & Animation but I also draw digitally. Link to Sta.sh
I deal with a lot of health problems so sometimes I might poof without meaning to.
I love animals but I'm partial to reptile, especially snakes.
Animela
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Posted: Sun, 25/07/2021 14:59 (3 Years ago)
RP Stuff
I have been RPing for 14 years now, starting from humble days on Foopets.
I have experience in Forum, Chat, D&D, LARPing, VR LARPing, and even some non-standard verbal roleplay.

I am looking for more places to RP however I may be a bit slow to start in new places.

Genres:
Medieval
Fantasy
School
Adventure
Action
Warrior/Clan stuff.
How I prefer to RP:
I write in basic to semi-lit in length. So 1-3 Paragraphs usually.
I do not care how much my partners write as long as I can properly form a response to it.
I usually make supporting/background characters and play them that way.
I prefer to roleplay in groups. 1x1 is fine but I'd rather have a lot of people to interact with.

RPs I'm currently in:

Mages And Knights
- I play as Kynik Kuffer, an 18 year old son of a Vassal.
The oddball of the family, he lacks a magic affinity and attends the school for its knight course.
His ultimate goal is to become a Knight capable of rivaling his father's accomplishments.
>If the thread goes long enough time wise that we get a second year, I may introduce his younger sister Olivia.
Animela
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Posted: Sun, 25/07/2021 15:51 (3 Years ago)
Favorite OCs
I'll drop my toyhou.se here.
I do have more than what's on the Toyhou.se but I'm too lazy to add everyone until I've made proper updated art.

Animela - Got to put my namesake up front
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Animela originated in a book I started writing when I was 7. The final version was tossed out when I turned 11 in favor of restarting from scratch. She was originally a shapeshifter.
She is the main character in the novel series that I've been editing: "Living in a Pure World" where crossbreeds such as herself are considered an abomination that goes against social taboos. Her parents are a type of huge Anthro Wolf Beastman and a Humanoid Mage species.
Even Half-Elves and Mules are treated poorly.

Animela is sort of like a Reverse Werewolf?
Her default form is the wolf form. She uses a morphing stone to appear more human due to personal image issues.

Tysiga
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Tysiga appears in the "Living in a Pure World" Series as a male lead.
I didn't intend for him to end up that way but uhhh, characters have a mind of their own sometimes.

He's Half Angel/Half Demon and keeps his Soul in the crystal around his neck.
He can't die unless you actually break the crystal itself. However, residents of the Realm of the Dead, or rather species that naturally inhabit it can just make themselves a new body if they collect and use enough mana for it.
-Notes on Animela and Tysiga
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They really are two halves of one pair. Starting out as awkward acquaintances sent to cross paths because of Animela's job, they end up bonding as really close friends.
When they meet up again later, that friendship eventually turns to romance.

They go through a lot together and help pick the other up. It really does end up cementing how much they truly care for one another when it comes down to the stuff they're willing to go through just to see the other smile. It's not exactly a lovey-dovey kind of love but it's definitely got the strong bond of friendship that should allow them to last well beyond what I could ever write.

I love their story and I hope someday I'll be able to share it properly.
If you can't tell, they're my ultimate OTP.


Nunka - My Pokesona
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Nunka is a Ninetales, or more specifically... An Aloetails!
They're a ninetales with a delta grass mutation that caused their body to be mostly formed from plant-like material.
The inside of their tails looks a lot like an aloe plant and can be used as a burn heal. (Not that the character knows this themselves)

They "Flower" during December although sometimes it can also happen if they're severely stressed out during other parts of the year.

They're often seen with missing tails due to pokemon chewing them off. Doesn't hurt, however I don't think you'd like people taking bites out of you and messing up your clean tails. The problem is Nunka produces an oil at the base of their tails that makes them smell good enough to eat. However it is a trap, though not poisonous, they taste absolutely horrible.
0/10, would not recommend



Pen - Fav D&D character
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Pen is a Shroomoid!
A Shroomoid is a homebrew playable species I created. Pen is sometimes used in games that allow for homebrew races.

They're a Ex Miner who decided to become an Adventurer because Adventuring as a Rogue was much more profitable.
They're a little greedy and definitely have an obsession with shiny rocks. They needed more money than a basic miner's paystub to fund their collecting habits.

They're not exactly outgoing as a person but they seem to get along fairly well with people who grunt talk apparently lol.
They also have some pretty weird habits that would be perfectly normal around other shroomoids but not so much for humanoids. They literally routinely eat garbage and rotten food that the party would normally throw away. The ultimate recycler.
Animela
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Posted: Sun, 25/07/2021 15:58 (3 Years ago)
About Hiramith

Q. What is Hiramith?
A. Hiramith is the name of the world I created in which most of my stories take place.
The longest and main story "Living in a Pure World" takes place here.
It has a lot of fantasy creatures and even its own defined species outside of the norm. Some species that already exist in Earth Fantasy may have been redefined slightly.

Q. Why isn't there more info here?
A. I'll add more information as I go. There is a ton of information I have and I need to more or less summarize it.
This takes a bit of time.

Magic
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Not every species can do Magic
On Hiramith, there are plenty of species that aren't capable of magic.
This includes Humans.
In order for a non magic species to wield magic it is requires for them to use an item created from the body part of a magical species *Or* Mana Stones. Objects made from Dragonscale, Unicorn hair or the feathers of certain magical birds are pretty prominantly used. The strength of the magic is determined by the type of creature used to magic the object as well as the strength of the will its user posses.
Not everyone who wields a magic item may be able to make used of its power.

Magic Infused species have Affinities
Similar to how difference dragons may weild different types of breaths or abilities, different species will have an affinity to one type of magic or another. Some may have multiple types of magic their species can weild.

Species like Witches may have inifinite pathways while others like a Dryad may only have access to nature magics.
Necromimi or "Necromancers" are the only species that can use Soul Manipulation Magics other than the edited version Angels/Demons can use.

Defining Magic
Magic is defined as a natural ability to manipulate Mana to preform various tasks. Most Magic is activated using internal Mana. It requires a body to use.

Exception to the Rules: Creatures naturally born in the Spirit world can use Energy Magic without a Physical Body because their Spiritual one is Capable of Slowly accumulating Mana. High enough concentrations of Mana within the Spiritual Body can be used to create a Physical one through a Combination of Energy, Corpomancy and Illusion Magics.

Psychic abilities are not considered Magical
Any species can wield psychic abilities although some species are better able to wield it than others.
Unlike magic that uses mana, Mind Magics or "Psychic" abilities are powered purely through Ki or Spiritual Energy. It is powered through the soul. Similar to self powered Mana use, severe overuse can cause the user's soul to splinter and can even cause brain damage.


Types of Magic
Pryomancy - Fire
Aeromancy - Air, Sound
Hydromancy - Water, Ice
Geomancy - Earth, Metal, Minerals - Inorganic Material
Nature - Plants, Inactive Organize Material, Healing
Corpomancy - Healing, Body Enchantment, Body manipulation in general, Ex: Transformation
Energy - Electricity, Radiant Energy, Shadow(Curses included)
Necromancy - Death, Soul Manipulation
Blood Magic - Healing, Summoning, Creature Manipulation, Actual Blood Manipulation(Weaponry)
Void - Space
Force Magic - Gravity, Mana Manipulation in its purest form, Light
Illusion Magic

Combinations of these can provide different abilities
Example: Air & Water magics = Control Weather
Nature & Corpomancy = Poison or Necrosis

Types of Psychic Ability and their Subtypes
Psychovicis - The ability to manipulate the mind.
Astral projection, Telepathy, Mindreading and Mediumship are concidered types of Psycovicis
Mindreading and Telepathy can be blocked through training although training is more successful in those who show an aptitude for psychic ability
Telekinesis - The ability to manipulate objects through Thought
Pyrokinesis is a non-mana extension of Telekinesis.
Levitation and Transmutation are also considered a type of Telekinesis
Divinitation - The ability to predict the Future
This can either be done on purpose through occult means or by accident either through Premonition or Visions. The latter is not very common.
Clarivoyance - The ability to perceive things that cannot normally begained through normal senses.
Retrocognition, Telesthesia, and Psychoscopy are concidered types of Clarivoyance.


Apportation(Teleporting) comes in two types
1. "Teleportation", the complete teleportation of an object from one space to another using void magic.
2. Self Telekinesis or "Wind Walking", the ability to move from one place to another. Creatures with this type of Apportation require an unblocked path of at least 2 inches in diameter to appear in the targeted place.

Limitations:
The target place must either be able to be seen or the user must have been there before.
Apportation cannot be used to bypass places protected by magical means.
Cannot be used to teleport the user into a target space smaller than them, IE a small chest, inside of a person

Void magic has no limitation to how far away it can take you, however it takes up the same amount of energy in short trips as it does long trips.
You can bring other people or obejcts with you using void magic, however this will drain Mana faster.

Wind Walking takes up less energy the shorter the Trip.
If the direct path is blocked Apportation may either not occur or the user will be slammed into the blockage.
While they aren't directly related, it has been shown that those who can use Telepathy are more likely to show an apititude for 58Void Magic Teleportation even if they can't use void magic itself.

Void Magic and Support Magic is Unique
It uses a combination of Ki for activation and Mana for perpetual actuation.




Species
Some species have been redefined or are not from the standard real world/earth folklore.
They will be noted here.
Angels
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Defining Angels
Angels generally look humanoid in their physical form.
There are some weaker versions of the celestial species whose physical forms are more beast-like.
Angels can be identified their lack of pupils and often radiant forms, which projects their etherealness even when they're not trying.
Normal Angels in physical form usually have Wings, which can be hidden by magic.


Their eye colors have a wide range but the most common are light blues, pinks and silver.

Their Metaphysical bodies or "Celestial" forms cannot be truly described. Differences vary widely between individuals but their Physical body often keeps traits referencing it.

Magical Abilities
Abilities can range depending on the type of Affinities an individual has but they usually have 2 Affinities, 1 random + Radiant.
All Angels can use Energy, Corpomancy and and Illusion Magics to a limited degree but a combination of all three allows them to create a physical body in which they can enter the mortal plane with.

An Angel has to be on the mortal plane in order to reproduce, this is often their reason for coming to Hiramith. Once they're born though and the soul creation is complete, they die shortly after. In order to return they must create a new body.
An Angel that doesn't wither away when given new life will often morph into a beast-like form instead and become labeled as a "guardian". The chance of this happening is random but there are secret methods rumored to make it not so random.

Because they can just create a new body if they wait long enough, Angels do not truly "die" in a sense unless their soul has been destroyed in some way.

Culture
While beast-like celestials are technically still angels, due to a degree of separation, they're no longer called Angels and are often referred to an Guardians. They're very rare and meeting one on the physical plane usually indicates that something important may be nearby.

There is a special type of Angel, often referred to as a Nephilim. They are extremely powerful celestials and are often linked to as the angel's ruling class. Nephilim can move to the mortal plane using their metaphysical body.
Although this comes with risk of permadeath as they can die doing that.
They are however, extremely powerful so death usually isn't a problem unless they encounter someone just as powerful.
They're often mistaken for gods.

Angels and Demons generally do not get along. This has provoked many wars between the opposing factions.
The Angels once preformed an "extermination" in the mortal plane while trying to purify it. It's suggested this may be the origin of the social taboo against hybridism.

Angels don't come to the mortal world that often, mostly choosing to reside in Nehan.
Kamura, a god-like Nephilim, acts as their ruler and plays a role similar to Hades.



Demi-Beasts
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Defining the Demi-Beasts or "Beastmen"
Demi-Beasts are a set of Anthro-Like Creatures with intelligence generally on par with the other two-legged species.

Looking as if they were a combination of a Humanoid and Animal getting mixmatched, the Demi-beasts used to be heavily persecuted upon their original discovery. What intrigues people the most is these creatures and their huge hulking forms often have feral non-sentient counterparts despite not actually being related.

The humans often group them together for the sake of definition but there are several different types with their own traits.
Among them, most notable are the Recorean(Reptiles/Lizardfolk), Canids(Canine/Wolfmen), Felatica(Felines/Cat People), and Aviaritzi(Avians/Birds). Each have their own subspecies within them as well.


Culture
One thing they do have in common among the groups is that their culture is more communal.
Unlike humans, despite having the level of knowledge available to them, Demi-Beast culture dictates to live communing with Nature rather than fighting against it, which often leads to conflicts when humans destroy their territory in lieu of expanding their cities. Due to their similar living styles, their tribes often have a good relationship with Elves, Nymphs and other wildfolk.

Demi-Beasts also seem to have cultures that are closely related to to the Human Nitachi. It's suggested that culture exchange may have happened in the past leading to a blend but in the current day, the Canids and Recorean villages may often have a partnership with a nearby Nitachi villages. It's less common with Felatica and Aviaritzi but occasional pairings have been noted. There's little to note how the symbiotic relationship of the two forms but to have a "sister village" often brings greater strength to a Demi-Beast tribe during times of struggle.

Felatica, Canid and Recorean Tribal Leaders or "Alpha" are often picked through the showing of Strength.
The Aviaritzi leadership is usually the most respected individual, acknowledged communally for their Leadership Skills and use of Knowledge.
Often simply referred to as "Healer", there is an individual who acts as the tribe's secondary leader and advisor.
These "Healers" are versed in Medicinal and Spiritual practices. They are picked from those among the tribe born with natural magical healing abilities and trained until the current "Healer" either retires or passes away. Telepathy is also quite common among Healers.
Due to these abilities being more commonly obtained through genetics, it is fairly common for Healers to be trained from family members most often passing the title from Grandparent to Grandchild.
Although the Beastmen live shorter lives when compared to most sentient species, members with natural healing ability often outlive their peers making this bi-generational transfer more accessible than one would think.

Abilities
Beastmen usually cannot use Magic.
A few are capable of using a limited range of Body Magics, usually focused in healing. Those shown to have these types of abilities are not able to draw Mana from the Enviroment but rather rely on the Mana their own body produces.

They however are fairly well known for their wide range of Psychic ability.


Demons
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Defining Demons
Demons are a species that can range from humanoid to beast-like. Most of them are fairly intelligent.
They can often be identified by their horns and lack of pupils.

Their eye colors range widely but the most common are Black, Red, Orange and Yellow.
They often have wings which are usually Bat or Dragon-like.

Their Metaphysical Body(Demonic), or the form used in the Spiritual World cannot truely be described. Differences vary widely between individuals but their Physical body often keeps traits referencing it.

Abilities
Abilities can range depending on the type of Affinities an individual has.
All demons can use Energy, Corpomancy and and Illusion Magics to a limited degree but a combination of all three allows them to create a physical body in which they can enter the mortal plane with.

A Demon has to be on the mortal plane in order to reproduce, this is often their reason for coming to Hiramith. Once they're born though and the soul creation is complete, they die shortly after. In order to return they must create a new body.

Because they can just create a new body if they wait long enough, Demons do not truly "die" in a sense unless their soul has been destroyed in some way.

Culture
Demons are often split into several different classes dependent on Strength and a few key features, both of which can be determined by genetics most of the time.
Demons don't really have subspecies as their classification system is different from genetic variation.

Starting at the bottom is the Beast demon. They're usually considered a nuisance and they're often weak. These demons are not humanoid even in their physical forms.

The next "Class" of demon are the Pilaf. They are best defined as the working servant class due to a special trait they have that prevents them from refusing orders. It's unknown if this is caused by a curse or if there's some mental thing that triggers the compulsory action of following orders.
They're the most common demon that may make a contract with Necromimi as it can get them away from the other demons and often comes with more freedom.
They are however, often very good at finding loopholes.
Most of them are humanoid.

The most common "Class" of demon are the Bigot. Their demeaner is usually what gives demons their stereotype of being 'evil'. They're well known for taking advantage of people and causing curses.
All of them are humanoid.

The strongest and rarest class of demon are the Regals. Often referred to the demon's noble or ruling class, Regals are extremely intelligent. They do not have to use a physical body to go to the mortal plane, they often just transport their metaphysical body over instead, although this comes with risk of permadeath as they can die doing that.
They are however, extremely powerful so death usually isn't a problem unless they encounter someone just as powerful.

Demons don't come to the mortal world that often, mostly choosing to reside in Jigoku.
Yomuri, a god-like Regal demon, acts as their ruler and plays a role similar to Hades.

Demons and Angels do not usually get along. This has provoked many wars between the opposing factions.
Demons more recently were also involved in a war between them and the Keykeepers. The reason is currently unknown.


Elves
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Defining the Elves
Elves are a humanoid species with long pointed ears and a penchent for living very long lives.
There are several Sub-Species of Elf that are define by both their natural abilities and their looks. Different sub-species also have varying cultures but they are similar in some aspects.

Things their Cultures have in Common
Eye Contact is often perceived as rude or aggressive. Subordinates may be looked down upon but they may not look at the faces of those they find superior.
One common ability among the elves is they are more likely than any other race to produce individuals with the ability to use Void Magic. This has become important in their society as they often use it to expand their cities without messing with the environment.
Void Magic users are often seen easily climbing the social ranks. While only 1 void user is needed per city for maintenance, all individuals with the affinity for it are encouraged to develop their abilities.

Community leaders are usually picked from High level respected void mages with 2 or more affinities.

Due to how long their lives usually last, elf culture is centered more around improvement of one's self rather than continuing their lineages. Other than the Royal Families maintained with the High Elves and Sea Elves, the concept of "family" is fairly vague and most children are raised by the community rather than their parents.
Elves usually live for around 700-1000 years with the exception of High Elves who may live longer and Moon Elves who routinely live shorter lives.

Young elves are usually referred to informally as "you" until they pick a name for themselves during their 50th year.
They are considered adults at around 80 years.

High Elves/
Often described as having fair skin, High Elves usually tend to fairer hair colors, Blonde being the most common.
They seem to have the most range in eye colors among the elves.
Some individuals have been reported to have lived as long as 2500 years.
An exception to the 80 year rule, a High Elf usually isn't considered an adult until they turn 100.

High Elves are a fairly classist society. They are ruled by a Royal family and probably have the highest level of communicative network between their cities through the use of Mana Stone communicators. While most elves have access to it, they certainly use it the most. This technology has not been shared with outsiders so the way of recreation is not currently known.

High Elves are known for looking down on most other species. They are highly distasteful of Humans, Orcs and Dwarves with the exception of the Nitachi(Humans). It's not that they like the Nitachi but they are less prone to the destructive nature of the others of their kind which leaves them at more of a neutral than a dislike.

They do however show a high level of respect towards those with similar or higher levels of magical power. This includes species that natural reside in the spirit realm, most dragons and some Necromimi.

Affinities usually shown among High Elves include:
Aeromancy, Energy(Radiant) and Force Magic.

Wood Elves/
Sometimes refered to as "Copper Elves", Wood Elves tend to have more tanned or darker skin colors. Their hair colors seem to trend more natural although Red and Green toned hair is not uncommon.
Their eye colors seem to range within Greens, Purples and Brown and Hazel.

While not as advanced as the High Elves, Wood Elves are often incorrectly referred to as "wild men" by humans mostly due to misunderstanding.
It is understood that Wood Elves "live among the trees" but not in the way that the humans seem to be thinking.
An entire village may go unnoticed except when individuals are out and about due to each individual building being represented by a tree. Void magic is used to a create a pocket space in which the house is then located.

It is not uncommon for a "home tree" to also be occupied by a Dryad and symbiotic relationships between Dryad groups and Wood Elf villages to be formed on a basis of Elves keeping the trees healthy while the Dryad provides and maintains the living space. Entire ancient forests may be maintained this way and are often a sign of the symbiotic relationship currently at work.

While they aren't the biggest fans of most races, Wood Elves seem to maintain a mutual relationship with other Fey and Demi-Beasts in terms of favoritism.
By extension, due to cultural similarities with Demi-Beasts, they seem to be more open to exchanges with the Nitachi so they are viewed on a more favorable side of the spectrum than most species although not nearly as well as the Demi-Beasts themselves.

Affinities usually shown among Wood Elves include:
Nature Magic, Corpomancy and Force Magic.

Moon Elves/
With a fair skin-tone with some having a bluish tint, Moon Elves seem to have hair colors that mostly stick to Black, Silver, Purple, and Blue. They seem to have the shortest ears among the elves.
Their eye colors seem to range in the Blues, Gold and a water-like Silver. Green is less common but not unheard of.
Moon Elves often live shorter lives than their other counterparts. They are considered adults when they pick their names and usually live between 400-700 years.

Moon Elves are more of a nomadic society. They tend to travel around a lot gathering with them knowledge as they go.
Their living situation is similar to most elves despite this. They carry with them pocket spaces created with the use of Void Magic that allows them to set up a temporary village of 'doors'.
They appear to be nocturnal so a 'village' you might find during the day, may be gone by nightfall.

Large nomadic tribes may sometimes split or 'settle' depending on the overall moral of the group.
A Moon Elf tribe creating a 'settlement' is rare but it occasionally happens when they find an area whose resources reoccur faster than their depletion of it.

Unlike most Elves, Moon Elves seem to get along with most other species but they can be a bit apprehensive when it comes to Orcs and most Humans.

They do maintain a strong relationship with other elf subspecies and often act as temporary bridges during negotiations.

Affinities usually shown among Moon Elves include:
Force Magic, Healing Magic and Illusion Magic.

Despite all Elf races having Void magic as a common affinity, most Moon Elves are able to use void teleportation even if the individual can't use general void magic by itself.

Sea Elves/
The skin colors for Sea Elves tend to range in varying shades of Blues & Greens. White or Brown patches may speckle their skin. Occasionally a Sea Elf may be born a majority Silver or Brown patchwork with blues & greens making up the minority of their skin cover.
Their eyes are usually Blue, Green, Silver or Black.
Their hair colors usually range from Black-White, Blue-Green and darker greens.


Sea elves are quite similar to High Elves cultural wise. However rather than building their entire cities within a single pocket space, they usually opt to building elaborate shelves of sand and rock, making castles that may house entire delicate coral reefs. They really don't like outsiders as outsiders may disrupt the reef they've built and cause a decline in the coral that covers it.
It's said that if you find a coral reef away from the mainland, there's a high probability it's an artificial one created by Sea Elves.

Creating these new ecosystems however allows for an abundance of food that they take advantage of since they themselves become the predators, chasing away other predators that may try to inhabit the area.

They're often seen co-existing with surface-dwelling Merfolk.

Affinities usually shown among Sea Elves include:
Aeromancy, Hydromancy, and Corpomancy.

Deep Elves/
Ground Elves, sometimes refered to as Drow or "Dark" elves are indeed the darkest of the elf races. Their skin is usually either some variation of black, grey or dark blue/purple.
Their hair colors are generally pale, the most common being silver but light blues and occasional faded pinks have been noted.
Their eyes are usually either light Blue, varying shades of Purple, amber and occasionally red.

Affinities usually shown among Ground Elves include:
Nature Magic, Geomancy and Energy(Shadow).


"Humans"
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Defining Humans
"Humans" as the readers would call them are a non-magical humanoid species.
Biologically they function the same as normal humans.

There are actually 3 sub-specie categories of "Humans" in which they use to define themselves.
Civs, Nitachi and Fangori

Abilities
As noted Humans actually lack the ability to use magic on their own. However they are quite proficient at creating and using tools. Though often crude in nature, Humans seem to be the most adept at adapting to the use of magical tools, although the use does pose its problems.

Culture
The culture between the three sub-species actually varies widely between them. However it will be noted that while the Civs and the Fangori have Established clear territories in build they build their cities, the Nitachi are a bit more sparse, some Tribes showing nomadic lifestyles.

They can be a bit aggressive towards magic wielding species although it's unknown if this is a truly cultural thing or if humans are just afraid of anything potentially more powerful than them.

Civs
The Territory of the Civs or "Peardell" is a vast country with Creekafeol at its center as its capital.

Peardell is run a King and a following of Nobles: Arch Duke and Margrave > Duke > Earl > Viscount > Baron
The title of Viscount can only be obtained as reward.
The title of Baron can be rewarded but may also purchased by wealthy aristocrats. It's a fairly common title that only requires the title holder to pay Noble Taxes to maintain after the first generation if rewarded.
The Titles of Duke, Earl, and Baron can be multigenerational.
These terms are Generic as they refer to the Inheritor of the title. For example, a Woman who inherits the Earl position will be called an Earl. Her husband may choose to go by Countess or Lord. The opposite name always points to the marriage partner of the estate holder.
Usually a Noble will prefer a son as their heir, however that isn't always what happens.

Civs often see themselves as the most "civilized" of the 3 subspecies although this is a misconception due to culture differences. They tend to be the most destructive when it comes to nature and local disputes between established Nitachi territories and the ever expanding Civs is quite common.

Civs are probably most prominently known as a god-fearing culture, often using it as an excuse for whatever they seem to be doing.
It is said they once witnessed the purge brought on by the angels, beings of purity and power. While hybrids are considered a taboo in most specie cultures, the Civs go a step further. It seems that they take it upon themselves to continue the purge the angels started. Hide your Mules, Ligers and Half-Elves, the country has laws to exterminate hybrids onsite.

Since Civs themselves are incapable of using magic without magical tools, some groups within the subspecies are often known for 'witch-hunting', hunting down other Civs who are thought to be able to use magic without the use of magical tools who may instead either be witches, demons, or humans with magical ancestry (And thus some hidden hybridism in their distant ancestry).
Witches and their Demonic partners must be eliminated.

However despite the human proficiency in using the tools themselves, it is harder to prove whether or not a magic user is lying. Laws have been put in place to register magical tools, particularly with adventurers, so their users have some form of proof. However magical tools seem to be difficult to get ahold of to begin with. They seem to often disappear from markets quickly and gaining of new materials to make more isn't exactly easy to do.

Fangori
The Territory of the Fangori or "Guokka" is governed by its Capital "Xingkyō".

Goukka is run by its Emperor, any Imperial Princes that have been given the title "Ojūn", and the Royal Court including its Prime Minister. Government positions and Titles are usually held by Nobles.
Unlike the title of Emperor, for most Nobles, only the Eldest son may inherit his Father's title. The rest will receive a title one position below.

The Fangori are best known for advancements in martial arts and the development of Ki. While it takes a lot more discipline to learn, it helps develop the body, the mind and the spiritual ability of a person making them more likely than any other species to develop psychic ability as a result.
Some martial artists can even manipulate their Ki in the place of Mana allowing for Body Manipulation magics on par with those used by Demi-Beasts and some individuals surpass them by speeding up their own body's natural processes.


The culture can be a bit more strict than the other subspecies of human, with most following long standing traditions and practices surrounding self discipline, respect and the preservation of a hardworking lifestyle.

Nitachi
The Nitachi do not officially have their own 'political' territory and are instead a bit more widespread with villages intermingling among much larger territories.
Each Village is run by a form of Chief, usually selected through mutual agreement of other members. The "Leader" is often selected for their Respect among the Community, their Strength and their application of knowledge. A new leader may be selected through natural progression if the previous recognized leader feels lacking.

A second tribal "head" is the Spiritual Leader, otherwise known as the " Akinwangami". They are trained Medicine men who select their successor from those in their group with an aptitude to use their tools. Tools are created by the Akinwangami from materials traded for with Demi-Beasts giving them access to limited healing-type magics.
This second head acts as both a Spiritual Leader and Advisor to the recognized Tribe Chieftain.

Speaking of, the cultures between the two are actually fairly similar. It's suggested due to the more preservative nature of the Nitachi may have made it easier for them to exchange culture and techniques with the Demi-Beasts which resulted in a bit of cultural blending. It's not uncommon to see two nearby established villages co-existing on a strong level with one another, sometimes going as far as invoking ally-ship when one is having trouble.
Depending on the Region their culture may lean closer to the Canids or the Recorean in nature.

On the opposite hand, It is not uncommon for Nitachi villages to be at odds with Civ establishments. Their conflicting views of their cultures often causes problems due to the Civ's persistent nature of destroying things without thought.

Standing more at the middle though, while Elves do look down on most non-fey in general, they seem to be a bit more fairly lenient for the shorter lived Nitachi than most species.



Necromimi
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Defining the Necromimi
Necromimi look incredibly similar to humans except for a few key differences.
Their ears are sharpened and they're often seen with tall but lean physiques.

Eye Color has a wider range than humans. Brown, Yellow and Oranges are an impossibility as a selection.
Only one linage currently remains capable of producing Purple eyes. The Incromentum is one of the purple-eyed line.
Blue and Greens are common but Grey and Silver have also been seen. Mixed colors such as Hazel do not happen.

When activating levels of magic that put stress on their body a Necromimi's eyes will turn orange.
Overuse of the Necromimi's "alternative eyes" can cause them to pass out when they're finished.

They can live an upwards of 10,000 years but their average lifespan is only 70 (Explained Later)

Magical Abilities
They are a Subspecies of Witch, which gives them access to most other types of magic. However an individual may only bother getting good at using a couple different types.

Often associated with demons for companion contracts, the Necromimi are one of few mage species capable of true blood magics and the only species capable of Soul Manipulation Magics, otherwise known as Necromancy.

Necromancy is unique in which is uses the body's lifeforce itself in tangent with mana. It uses a *lot* of the lifeforce, especially when doing something as extensive as resurrections. This is often why Necromimi don't live nearly as long as they potentially should. They basically cut their lifespans short with the overuse of Necromancy magics.

Culture...?
The personality of these creatures are about as wide ranged as humans. However they lack a fatal flaw which often pushes them to seek out Soul Manipulation magics.
The Necromimi have an inate obsession with power. While some seek to damper this "need" with other methods, the most common and satisfying of methods is to pursue it directly. They say Soul Manipulation magic is almost comparable to playing god.

They commonly form contracts with demons, usually for the use of their power but also because they can be used as external batteries for a Necromimi's magic which can greatly boost its effects. They're very efficient as using them this way.
Angels could be used this way as well, however contracts with them are far and few in between. Once associated with a Demon, Angels won't even look at a Necromimi.


Witches
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Defining a Witch
Witches are a humanoid species with short pointed ears. They're very similar to humans appearance wise.
They're well known for a wide range of eye colors with the only limitations being no Purple.
It's often said their eyes swirl with colors related to the type of magic they're using. The more prominent the swirl, the stronger their affinity to that type of magic.

Magical Abilities
Witches and their subspecies have access to almost all branches of magic.
Individuals however will usually only master 2 or 3 types.

They can live for an upwards of 3,000 years.

Culture/Behaviour
Witches are mostly hermitic, living by themselves or sometimes in small covens.

However when it comes to the magic community, they heavily involved in preventing humans from getting ahold of magical artifacts and generally try to keep humans from magic exposure in general. They actively play a role during community meetings about keeping magic out of view inside human borders. This has become increasingly more common.

This may be influenced by general human behavior and their fear of the unknown. Humans have gone "witch hunting" in the past over fickle things like being able to do stuff they cannot. So much so that they have even "witch hunted" other humans with access to magical tools.
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Posted: Sun, 25/07/2021 16:03 (3 Years ago)
Other Threads

I'll chuck some thread links in here of Clans & Other interesting things I find onsite later

And I'll make another post later.

I want to make a post as a Dream Catalog because sometimes if I have a dream I can manage to write some of the more important details down before I forget about it and I do occasionally share those... So I might share those here as well.
If I do, I'll link them in the dream catalog to keep track of them among my ramblings.
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Dream Catalog

This post will act as an Index of dreams I've managed to write down and share.
The Gold Heist...?
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Posted: Tue, 27/07/2021 11:13 (3 Years ago)
If there's one thing I dislike, it's long car rides.
You're stuck in a chair at an uncomfortable angle with no real way to move your legs around for hours on end.
If the car ride lasts long enough you can't read anymore because the sun does eventually set.
And I don't have a phone so my only real options for entertainment are "Read", Switch and Sleep.

Wish my nook didn't self destruct the other day, I could have done some writing on the go.
Oh yeah, we're going to be taking a car ride to visit my inlaws... So I have more than one reason to dislike going on this 13 hour car trip. >_>;;
But it's a necessary trip. I just wish it didn't end in boredom, pain and stress.
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Posted: Thu, 29/07/2021 22:36 (3 Years ago)
I find it interesting how the memories of a distant past can sometimes feel so strongly that you react to them almost as strongly as you did in that moment.

I don't have the best memory. It's potentially caused as a side effect of at least 3 different health issues I deal with or may just be caused by some brain damage I received when I was younger that gradually grew over time due to my MS.
However, sometimes I get reminded of things, of scenes that happened a long time ago and it doesn't take much to remember exactly how I was thinking in that moment.

Joy, Sadness, Fear, Hunger, Anger, Frustration.

These are all things we can feel on a daily basis at any given moment and the stronger their impression, the easier it is to remember something that happened.

I have vague memories of my earliest years, sometimes only images, but the strongest pull I get from them is the emotion.
I might not have understood what was happening at the time but I understood how I myself felt.

A nightmare is scary, it tells you to seek comfort.
A wound is pain, it tells you to get help.
A treat is joy, it tells you to indulge.

When important things happen, they stay with you for a long time even if you cannot remember them anymore. This helps you build a personality and shapes you into the person you become later in life.
Even now, the decisions you make, the things you feel, these continue to influence your future self.
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Posted: Sat, 31/07/2021 19:27 (3 Years ago)
So I mentioned this thing the other day (In Group Chat) where I wanted to do a sort of Adventure Guild-Themed RP. Something that's different from the stuff I normally come across. I'd love to do a just 'adventure' type RP but that requires having a group of friends, an extra strong DMing presence and keeping it privatized. 1 of these things I do not have and another of these things I don't like the idea of.

I'm still sorting out my thoughts on how I would run it because there's all sorts of stuff to really consider if I don't want it to get boring and be able to provide players with proper options and things to do even if their character finds themselves by themselves due to either circumstances or personality traits.

Like the first thing is, what should I do for character selection? I don't want super OP characters running around but I don't want to limit it to just humans. I might go D&D themed with homebrew races allowed with approval.

But then the Setting? Fantasy is obvious. Should I use the same world rules as Hiramith or D&D Prime or extend into my personal version of the world I created for my D&D game?
If I went with Hiramith as a setting, setting up the Character selection would be fairly easy, I'd just need to provide the basic rundown of custom species I have for said setting and add a blacklist of stuff that wouldn't normally interact with society/would be too OP to be used by players. I would just have to toss a few social rules that would limit players since it would be an RP and not part of the actual books.

Guild wise I've already got a basic idea to run though.
I want to allow members to make their own groups to go out with.
I want to have a board that members can read and choose to travel to locations for their completion.
I want that board to be split into a couple different themes. Bounties vs General Quests vs Plot related Quests vs Odd Jobs
So a group that specializes in say Beast Capture could go after Beast related quests as opposed to a quest that may involve detective work.

I also kind of want to reuse a couple ideas I've had to use as reoccurring themes so stuff gets driven along even if other players don't push it themselves much.
One of them being centered around how magical tools are created. I had a dream once where I was working with an Animation studio as a writer/concept artist and I worked together with a friend in same dream to come up with a concept that 2 MCs and a pet fox where they have to collect wisps that escaped the magic factory because they're wandering around causing creatures to corrupt and go wild by infusing them with magic. I sort of want to reuse this idea in a way as one of the themes.

A second theme I've thought about would surround the three main gods I would put into the world and would sort of give an underlying plot. The reason why I don't want super OP characters is because I want to slowly build them up over time as the plot would eventually involve going after one of said Gods who's been causing trouble. Trouble that's reflected in plot related quests.
- Gods by the by, could be any species as a one true god does not exist, they're just strong magical normies who obtained the title of God. The three presiding are technically Immortal as in Ageless but not completely unkillable. Just stupidly strong because through the process of becoming a god, A person who obtains godhood transcends beyond their original species.

I do know I want to reuse the ideas I had for Hiramith's guild system as well as Quests I've used/created in D&D before.

I also want the Guild to be located in a large centralized city that's a sort of mixed community so it would make sense for more than just humans or just 'species' to be there.

Lots and lots and lots of thoughts.
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Posted: Mon, 09/08/2021 00:34 (3 Years ago)
Hmm so I guess a few new things this last week.

For starters I managed to get a new job. I reconnected with an old friend of mine that I used to run a roleplay website with. He sorta poofed years ago when we went into the military and we ended up losing contact as a result. I'm not exactly sure how he found my current email but I suspect it may have to do with one of the admin emails I sent out using my current email as a contact point due to our website's host being merged.

He apparently runs a fairly successful Indie Game company over Steam and Patreon now. I suppose he remembered my dedication and roleplay style as a Storyteller for the RP site so I was offered a writing position. I"m very excited about this given I'm supposed to work with the other writers to write out scenarios as well as cut-scenes since the game does cut-scenes with changing pictures and text.
I'm genuinely happy to be able to do something I can use my skills for given I cannot work outside of the home anymore.

-

Additionally I am now fostering 3 dogs for my Aunt. She moved her trailer into a new park and apparently they have rules about animals. Well she listed all her animals, their sizes, their breeds, paid the fees they told her to pay, gave them her deposit and then 2 months after the move they apparently brought up rules she didn't see in her lease.
According to the rules, she's only allowed 1 dog under 20 pounds, no other animals... They brought this up after the application process in which they had to have already known about the animals she planned to bring with her because they made her pay a fee for each animal on the list. I think they just wanted her money and deposit and purposely ignored the fact she had more than the rule stated.

Anyways my aunt Amy told to get rid of all of the animals except 1 dog or she'd be evicted from the plot.
So that brings us to current day. She had 1 cat Mixed, (3 Dogs) a Corgi/Chihuahua, a Rustle Terrier/Chihuahua, a Collie/German Shepard and a Ball Python. The two smaller dogs are a bonded pair and can't be separated and the big dog was too big for the lease so for the next 3-6 months I'm holding onto all the dogs.

I will admit, I would have rather had the snake since he is going to a more permanent home and I'm really not the best person when it comes to dogs. Their barking makes me nervous and big dogs are overwhelming but I didn't know about the snake until my other Aunt, Joyce, posted about keeping him temporarily while they look for a home for him.

Our family reminded my Aunt Amy that I was the only person she knew who had a fenced in backyard and I honestly have trouble saying no when it comes to family in need so...
I already said yes to the dogs and I can't go back on my word. I can't take in the snake additionally because I personally feel like I would be overwhelmed taking in a 4th animal.

It's probably for the best anyways since the dogs are on a schedule and my schedule is fairly open since even before the Writing Job I worked from home anyways.
So we're keeping their schedule, I've got alarms set for it that I just squeezed into my own schedule and everyone seems to have settled nicely.
My 3 year old is very excited to be able to play fetch with Ollie. He's only 50lbs but he's very gangly so he's actually pretty big. He's only a year old so I suspect he'll probably get a lot bigger.

...Well I did say I was trying to do things outside of my comfort zone.
I know how to raise and train dogs, it's just been a long time since an incident occurred that turned me away from them. My fingers hurt thinking about it.

The smaller ones are kind of old and not as active. Dani has arthritis problems so part of the schedule is just making sure she's getting all their vitamins & joint supplement. Their behavior lines up with what I was told, except for their "cat friendly". The definitely know what a cat is but I need to be a little careful because I don't fully trust them with the cat I have. They like to bark and chase and the cats do not like that.
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Okay so Funny thing from D&D Today.

Our party collects parts from our adventures for our Monk who is dabbling in potion making.
He accidently made a Potion of True Sight and a Potion of Hyperfocus (+2 Perception until next long rest)
He decided to drink them both in the same day....

Which is how we found out the *rest* of the party is all shapechanged. -cackles-
So the biggest among them is Efri, who is a Sea-Dragon morphed into a Halfling. So a 10ft long serpent silhouette appears around this 2'8" girl.

This poor man starts having a heart attack and flips out because he doesn't exactly know what the potion was doing or how it would mix with the other potion. He's thinking it was a bad mix so his character is hiding in his room trying to sleep it off.

We just ended session and I'm still laughing.
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So, somebody got me rambling about these guys the other day which got me to redraw them for the first time in a long while. Had to go dig up my photobucket and a few old papers so I could 'redesign' based on their original versions.

So Britin (Left) is a Demon from my book series. He's part of the Pilaf subclass and is contracted to the main character's father.
He takes a much lesser role in the current series due to it starting much later in Animela's timeline. As the household servant contracted to the Incromentum, he ends up accidently becoming her babysitter of sorts.

But I actually forgot just how interesting the characters' backstory is.

Sikar (Right) according to the canon is Britin's Older brother. Sikar is part of the Bigot Subclass, despite the being brothers.
During an early part of their lives the Demons went to war with the Keykeepers and most of the Pilaf population was drafted.
Pilaf have this key feature that denotes them to their class and that is a sort of curse that they are born with. The curse forces them to follow orders if they're given in a specific way.
The one giving the order though has to be careful because Pilafs get pretty good at finding loopholes.

Due to this unique trait though, a Pilaf soldier group is usually pretty effective as long as their commander or "handler" knows what they're doing.

During the War, Britin ended up as one of the elite soldiers under Sikar's handle despite his hatred of fighting.
Sikar isn't exactly the kindest person so a lot of the orders he gives Britin were quite harsh and often escalated into "that might not be possible" territory that only got fulfilled due to finding a loophole out of it.

The two never really got along after that.

Personality wise, Britin's sort of got that permanent "tired" look to him. He tends to be calculating, often taking a long time to think things through so he can be a little slow to act. Pilaf tend to be more of a neutral side rather than evil like Bigots and Britin does swing upwards so you could call him a 'good' demon in a sense. He just wants to finish the laundry and go back to reading. He's been emotionally tired since the war. He can seem a little cold sometimes unintentionally due to lack of true expression but he's trying his best.

Sikar on the other hand is kind of... well he's not the same as his brother. He can be arrogant and big headed but he's confident and quick witted.
I don't remember too much about him because book wise, this character is only a mention during the part that was cut out when I moved up the start.

However, these characters both originally belonged to an RP I used to play in over 13 years ago.
There was this sort of "locked in a mansion" Rp that a friend of mine was doing. We couldn't leave the building, just explore it. I don't remember much about the RP itself but I think at the time I was playing Sikar, Britin, another character named Kokoro and Meadow(?).
...I don't know who they are now but my RP partner went by "Fire" and her character Flower was the queen of Keykeepers.
She ended up dating Kokoro but it was interesting the connect we made between Flower and Britin as being involved in the war and having seen each other sword to sword in the deep past.

I kind of wish I could have continued the Rp but at some point I went into foster care and just dropped off the face of the internet, then couldn't get back to the website because it was on her sister's forum and I couldn't remember the url.
I still think about her tbh, but the net is so wide and her name was so vague I don't think we'll ever cross paths again.

What I wouldn't give for the chance to say hello again to the person who inspired my writing for years after we parted. I think I will always wish to find this friend again.
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Posted: Sat, 28/08/2021 20:36 (3 Years ago)
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So this last week has certainly been busy. I've been spending a lot of time cleaning because I had a friend who was coming up to visit from Florida.
Well now they're here.
Unfortunately yesterday was kind of hectic. Their flight got delayed.. then they flew all the way here just to end up turning around because they couldn't land?
So then they were scheduled to get on a flight at 8:40 BUT the lady gave them the wrong information and turns out they were scheduled for 2pm... 24 hours after their original flight.

My husband and I didn't want to leave them at the airport overnight because it already sucked that they'd been there all day to begin with so my Husband drove down to the other airport (4-5 hour drive) to pick them up.
Honestly, a 5am arrival was a heck lot better than spending the night in the airport and leaving at 2pm.

The cherry on top is their plane would have arrived around *now*... However there is a lightning storm going on and their flight probably would have been delayed majorly again. So yeah, that's no good.
Driving was much faster than which would have ended up being.
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Posted: Fri, 10/09/2021 22:13 (3 Years ago)
Oh boy, so friend went home after roughly a week. We were certainly busy and unfortunately as a person who gets tired around other people when I've finally been left alone, I will admit I've just been exhausted the last few days.

It really also doesn't help that it decided to thunderstorm for a while because the rain really gets my spine tingling in a not so fun way. It's sunny out today but it still feels like a sleepy day after last night's D&D session.

I guess I never mentioned it here specifically but I also got a new job recently-ish.

I used to run a Roleplay forum with a friend of mine with tons of Lore and Mechanics like a fully fledged out Magic system that I contributed heavily to. It was run similar to a tabletop game like D&D where RPers would create threads based around specific times and Storytellers, a form of forum mod, would grade the thread to give the character bonus stats based on what they did in the threads themselves. They could also act as a Thread DM and lead the players through situations they wouldn't be able to normally introduce on their own.

Well, my friend lives in a country where he was required to join the military after a certain age so he made me the Chief Admin and ended up disappearing.
A Decade later this man manages to track me down because he'd started a Game Company some time ago and his projects had gotten big enough that he needed an English Writer. He apparently went through quite the effort to get ahold of the right accounts and passwords just to send me an email. xD

So yeah color me impressed, a friend I thought had potentially died (Although he nearly did), remembered me a whole decade after we lost contact and came looking for me because he had a job offer. o/
So yeah, I accepted.
He's the lead Writer and we do have a Japanese writer as well but basically my job is to:
- Create Quest Outlines
- Describe pictures for cutscenes so the Artists can draw them
- Write up the scene itself after the Artist gets back with the finished pictures
- Write Game Dialogue/Other Interactions

For now he's having me do the Quest outlines for a Quest Line that we're working on as well as the Scenes/Descriptions. We do these little sessions where we go back and forth and then I just organize/improvise things into an outline that he can use to write the interaction stuff from.
It's been really fun.

Recently it turned up that for a certain type of Cutscene that will basically be the same but with different NPCs doing similar things, the Artist requested we get the Scenes Described ahead of the time even though there's other Cutscenes/quest writing that should come first so we're looking at getting that on the expressway.
We assigned to do two of them for the week, managed them both in the same day despite being distracted with friend stuff for most of the previous days.

The Fact is, I enjoy the work a lot, my Boss is really chill (& I've technically worked with him before) and I get to use my skills in writing, something I had not considered before.
The bonus is, I'm not really having to rely on my Freelancing Artist's income as heavily so I can begin saving a bit more than I have and not have to push my art so much. I can finally just do it as a hobby and a side instead of my main front.

I know I specialize in pixels, specifically pixel animation which is really isn't that popular. But I have to do about 15-25 of them as cash commissions a month in order to pay my bills. Less if someone commissions for Digital Artwork as the base price for that starts at $30, but I know my quality isn't exactly the best, though it has improved and my style is rather generic for professional in the field so I know I'm better sticking with a Pixel Focus.

But, I technically only need 25 working hours a month(Or 10 assigned projects) with this job to handle my bills so... Yeah!
It certainly pays well enough and the games have quite the following already so I know I'll have this job for a while. I'm excited to see as my work gets released into the complete game~
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Posted: Wed, 15/09/2021 20:31 (3 Years ago)
Soooo I uh...
I may have messed up a little.

So one of the things I like to do is, as long as I take my pain medication, I'll sit at the computer with my backbrace so I can work on things no matter how much pain I was originally in.
This is something I commonly do because I'm used to being in pain due to chronic health problems and I just really like to get stuff done.

A little over 2ish weeks ago I fell after my right leg shut itself off due to stress. I thought I was fine, I just popped a kink I thought I had and went back to working on stuff the next day.

It turns out that I have a herniated disc near where the spinal column comes off my pelvic bone and me just taking my meds and doing my thing *anyways* how actually led to making it a lot lot worse... To the point where taking my meds isn't enough to comfortably sit at the PC.
My husband won't let me work on stuff e^e

But I have comms to finish and a whole list of stuff I want to draw...
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Posted: Sun, 26/09/2021 21:43 (3 Years ago)
Ugh it's been incredibly boring.

I've been in the mood to draw but I can't draw because I'm still stuck in bed.
While I could just have my husband go get my graphics tablet from the PC and just plug it into the laptop, the tablet itself is too large to use comfortably in bed and it'd just be about the same if I set it up for more 'comfortable' use because that requires me to sit and I kinda of just, can't put a lot of pressure on my lower back right now.

Given this is the second time in a couple months where I've been stuck in bed like this over a back injury I think I might need to invest back into a smaller graphics tab that I can use with the laptop.
The additional thing is that the reason why I keep hurting myself is because I have a lot of physical limitations and I keep pushing myself past them trying to do things and either hurt myself or make current injuries so much worse.

My husband keeps telling me to just ask for help but the problem is, when I do, nobody is willing to help when I need the help. I'm not going to sit around for 6 hours waiting for one thing to be done(Esp when the only reason why they remembered was because I asked again 6 hours later...) when I can just strain myself a little and get in done in 10 seconds.
I keep telling him this but he never seems to listen.

It's difficult because up until 4 years ago, I could do just about anything with ease, which is why I'm just used to doing things and not asking for help.
Like if the Trash has been full for the last 4 days. I keep being told not to take it out myself because it might be too heavy. It keeps being full, it doesn't get taken to the curb and then we end up with flies. I ended up taking it out because the smell had gotten so bad that *I* could smell that distinctive scent that happens when you've got maggots. Low and behold, yes, there were maggots. Had to take the bin outside and spray it down with the hose cause they broke through the bag.

Or the 6 gal / 22 L water jug for the dog bowl hasn't been refilled. Not allowed to refill that myself because it's 50lbs/22.6kg I have to manipulate midair because there isn't a good way to flip the waterjug without spilling it. But here I am, squatting and refilling a separate bowl with 3 times daily with water because the jug was empty for 8 days and they shouldn't go a day without water. I kept asking and asking and asking and it still never got refilled.
So I finally did it myself and I'm the one that gets scolded because what do you know? I hurt myself trying to fix it.
Maybe if you'd help me when I ask and not a week later when you discover me in the middle of the task myself I wouldn't be hurting myself trying to give proper care to the animals.

Figures, this round of pain all started because I fell trying to get out of my chair because of a stress induced muscle spazm in my legs.

Going to just... go do the dishes or something because everything is behind on maintenance and I'm usually the one who does it all because asking for help certainly doesn't get any of it done.
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Posted: Wed, 06/10/2021 19:48 (3 Years ago)

Title: Dream Time!

So I finally had one of those rare dreams last night.

I dreamed I was in a school setting, attempting to make friends. Apparently something happened at the school and we found out during a dance that the Principal had a small case full of gold bars.
So I chance upon an opportunity to take the small gold bars in a way that would leave no evidence since nobody knew where I was (I don't remember how I ended up there either)
Grabbed most of them in the first handful. They were sorta like these thin sticks similar in size to dove chocolate bars.

So someone I met in the dream, I'll call him "R" was making a plan with out friends to steal the stash of gold the next day during lunch, it had been his idea when we found out about it, I just stole it since I was there. Before they could execute it I was like "Hey wait a second. R come here, lemme show you something."
I show him the gold, he's dumbfounded I got ahold of it.
The next day I guess they'd opened up the case and found that yeah most of the gold is missing. An investigation is launched.

Now I've already hidden the 'gold'. Most of it is in the garage but in secret locations, some small pieces buried in the yard with things buried above them in case of metal detectors.
I'm not worried, there's no evidence, only witnesses who wanted it to begin with.

R, not knowing they had already checked and cleared my house, when then investigation still hadn't found something, decided to make a threat with some of the gold I'd given him. He hands the small bars to various people in our class while our teacher is out. The bars are wrapped to make them look like the chocolates they sometimes sell at school.

A strange thing about this room setup was it was 2 rooms combined into one with 1 class on each side. The wall that should normally separate the classes was missing. So Mrs Douglas, the teacher for the other class, was still in her side of the classroom.

I open the 'chocolates' and find the gold.
Then grab the small pile in my fist. "Sorry Mrs Douglas I need to go to the office."
In my panic I run to the office, slap the 'chocolates on the table'. "R sent these to me in class today."

My first thought when I was woke up was "wow, I am a terrible friend, I reported him after making some threats" xD
But now that I think about it, I might have thrown the sus off both of us because he could have claimed he bought them on the bus this morning thinking they were chocolates since they were wrapped that way.
But I'll never know, twas a dream after all.

Also I don't remember why but I brought 2 boxes of pizza to another class that was featured in the dream that I obtained sometime between talking to the office about the chocolate wrapped gold and actually going there. I don't know why.

Remember kids, theft is bad, don't even steal in your dreams. xD
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Posted: Sun, 24/10/2021 03:00 (3 Years ago)
So something I've always had in mind is like different subspecies of Kobold that have traits from different reptile species.
For example, my Husband has a Kobold with a lot of Alligator traits.

It's not a reptile but he did ask about Axolotl themed 'Bolds while I was working on my remaining commissions since I can sit for a little while with my back brace on.
so have a quickie doodle

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Posted: Wed, 03/11/2021 19:27 (3 Years ago)
It's getting to that time of the year again.
I love all the pretty colors of the autumn because the bright reds and oranges are just really lovely to look at.

But I hate when the holidays start up because every year I get hit with Seasonal Affective Disorder which double layers with my general depression and anxiety. It's really not fun, my motivation always goes to the trash and I just start thinking a *lot* more.

Part of it is just not getting enough sunlight but I don't exactly have positive associations with the holidays because outside of the music, they always meant lots of stress, lots of yelling and ultimately were just disappointing and tiring. As an adult I don't really fully celebrate them and before we had our kid I only observed a few "traditions". Even the traditions are more "I do this, this time of the year" like fetching Eggnog because it's available or greeting people with "Happy Holidays".

At least now that the kid has gotten a little older we are doing stuff that requires a bit more energy but we're mostly doing stuff the kid herself can participate in. We hype her up for it, I want her experiences to be a lot better than mine.
We didn't decorate for Halloween but we still all dressed up and took her Trunk or Treating. (Trick or Treating was banned this year).
My husband wants to put up the tree for come December and most of our ornaments are plastic so she can also help with that. She'll get plenty of gifts for sure.

Idk, it just gets really hard to focus. I'm going to be trying to do a bit more writing since that is something I enjoy even if I keep getting distracted from it. I just never really feel the best this time of year.
I just want to hibernate but I'm not physically tired.

Anyways I got bored during D&D last night so here's a quick Sketch for an Illustration I'll finish later.