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Posted: Sat, 21/08/2021 00:13 (2 Years ago)
i had my first ever nosebleed today, and my second while writing this post, all i was doing was blowing my nose. i went to go get tested for covid, flu, strep, all that, so that meant they swabbed me. soon after i was swabbed, i had a massive nosebleed and went through so many paper towels and tissues, it was the absolute worst. some of the blood even went into my throat and it was disgusting
on the bright side i was negative for all the instant results, i'll have to wait 48 hours for covid i think
fun
-Sun Tsu, The Art of Gaming
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Posted: Mon, 30/08/2021 17:56 (2 Years ago)
anyways i started watching blood lad and it's... kinda weird i guess but i mean it's got me hooked so what can i really say
i guess that's it
-Sun Tsu, The Art of Gaming
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Posted: Wed, 01/09/2021 07:39 (2 Years ago)
anyways i've completely screwed up my eyelashes, i wouldn't care about it if half of my right eye has a lack of them and i look very weird.
my eyes just get so irritated for no reason so in order to deal with it i just... pluck my eyelashes out. i hate that i'm doing it but it's just as addicting as scratching a mosquito bite :|
anyways i'm going to finish aot once i get my new headphones, i'm not putting on 50 screams an episode for the world to hear
-Sun Tsu, The Art of Gaming
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Posted: Sun, 05/09/2021 06:17 (2 Years ago)
i'm becoming one of those guitar collectors
one of the strings already broke off and i accidentally broke off another when tuning it, flung back and cut the top of my finger, getting new ones tomorrow lol
-Sun Tsu, The Art of Gaming
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Posted: Sun, 19/09/2021 04:29 (2 Years ago)
so i'm playing botw master mode and a while ago i've gotten to thunderblight, having done ruta and medoh. i always leave rudania for last because god help me i hate that divine beast. i've tried to beat thunderblight so much but he's way too hard especially in master mode. i'm debating on going back to rudania exclusively for daruk's protection to help with the fight but at the same time i really don't want to do it. guess i'm gonna have to keep trying to do naboris
-Sun Tsu, The Art of Gaming
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Posted: Fri, 01/10/2021 19:47 (2 Years ago)
i don't even know what to do with 64 and now i have 256? the jump is massive and kinda overwhelming ngl :skull:
anyways i'm back on that rocket league addiction, i've been participating in so many tournaments and losing all of them, i seriously have not improved in the year or so i've been playing
-Sun Tsu, The Art of Gaming
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Posted: Mon, 11/10/2021 04:38 (2 Years ago)
anyways i've recently gotten into the writing mood so i made a separate forum for various dumb ideas, i actually plan on using it unlike literally anything else.
-Sun Tsu, The Art of Gaming
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Posted: Tue, 07/12/2021 04:48 (2 Years ago)
so i recently restarted animal crossing because i hated my previous account and i've been on the grind lol
oh yeah, beat bd and used a stupid strategy to beat cynthia that i'm surprised worked. basically the same strategy i used in the originals lmao
Posted: Thu, 14/04/2022 03:24 (2 Years ago)
my right hand gets sore easier, the entire hand's skin is slightly a different color sometimes, about 30% of the skin on the top of my hand is somewhat numb and sensitive, and the scar tissue is really thin (which is normal, i know), and there are a few other differences i can't really explain. is all of this normal or is it damage done from the injury? i know this is such a dumb question that no one will see or care about, but i'm kinda curious
-Sun Tsu, The Art of Gaming
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Posted: Thu, 09/06/2022 05:04 (1 Year ago)
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・¤・ Log of my first Nuzlocke - Pokémon Emerald ・¤・
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Here are the nuzlocke rules I will be playing by -
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・ Only catch the first Pokémon on every route
・ I must nickname my Pokémon for emotional reasons
・ Dupes clause, I can CHOOSE to skip a repeat encounter of a Pokémon of the same evo line as one I already have
・ If a Pokémon faints, it's dead. I am not releasing the Pokémon, I will be banishing it to a PC box because I'm a coward
・ If all of my Pokémon faint, the run is dead and I have to start over
・ If I find a shiny at any point, even if it is on a route I have caught a Pokémon in, I am allowed to catch it
・ I will be on switch mode because I am a stupid baby, and this is on a gameboy cartridge, not an emulator
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・ Only catch the first Pokémon on every route
・ I must nickname my Pokémon for emotional reasons
・ Dupes clause, I can CHOOSE to skip a repeat encounter of a Pokémon of the same evo line as one I already have
・ If a Pokémon faints, it's dead. I am not releasing the Pokémon, I will be banishing it to a PC box because I'm a coward
・ If all of my Pokémon faint, the run is dead and I have to start over
・ If I find a shiny at any point, even if it is on a route I have caught a Pokémon in, I am allowed to catch it
・ I will be on switch mode because I am a stupid baby, and this is on a gameboy cartridge, not an emulator
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Dawn of the First Day
dw i'll make this pretty later
Starter - Kentucky the adamant male torchic - blaze
Route 101 - W.Virginia the naive female zigzagoon - pickup
Route 102 - New Mexico the naive male lombre - rain dish
Route 103 - Arizona the jolly female poochyena - runaway
Route 104 - Georgia the calm female taillow - guts
Petalburg Woods - Texas the bashful male slakoth - truant
Rusturf Tunnel - Montana the docile male whismur - soundproof
Route 116 - Arkansas the gentle male nincada - compund eyes
Posted: Sun, 10/07/2022 07:51 (1 Year ago)
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i just talked to my childhood best
friends/cousins that i haven't spoke to in... 5 years now? damn...
they changed so much, they're so much different than the people i
relied on everyday to smile and allow me to forget the life i
lived. all i can say is that they pretty much grew up without me,
they all still talked to each other for the past 5 years, but never
spoke a word to me. i honestly feel like it's my fault, i never
bothered to check in on them because i was afraid they wouldn't
want to talk to me because of how crappy i treated them as an
annoying kid. I just... didn't want to ruin the image i saw them as
growing up, people who cared about me and was always there for me.
now that i've talked to them, i guess that image just
shattered and i don't know how to feel about it... they're
not innocent little kids anymore, they're pretty much all grown up,
being more mature, living their own lives. i guess it just hurts
that i was never involved, or they didn't seem to care about me
when i finally saw them again. i just keep thinking... do they see
me how i see myself? an awkward, annoying, selfish, rude, insecure
little brat? i just don't know how to feel about this, i know this
is a mess but i just needed to get it out. i just miss them so
goddamn much, i miss how much fun we had together, i miss going to
them when i needed time away from my parents, i missed having
friends, i miss being a kid with them again, i miss how i
used to be honestly... i wasn't awkward, i wasn't the odd one out,
i wasn't drowning in depression or hopelessness, i was so innocent,
so free, i actually had fun... i just can't deal with the fact that
my childhood was officially over, and was probably over a very long
time ago. thanks for reading my vent, if you've even read it