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Today I saved a life, hatched an eventmon egg, rewatched Hazbin Hotel, questioned my sanity, and lived life. Sometimes I wonder if I should live, but I'm glad I do. Even if the world is crappy I'm glad to be in it, experiencing life. Anyways, it's 12:04 AM on a Sunday. Goodnight, my dears!

-Seishin, the music demon

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So today was... A sad day. I thought it would be better, but nope. So my friend and I used to date and we broke up. I moved on pretty quickly but they didn't. I think I made their depression worse when I told them they would feel better if they moved on. They're one of those people who... Would die for me. And they almost did yesterday. They said they didn't matter. Thanks to the help of some people on here, they're okay. But now that their grandmother got involved, she said that it would be better if we wouldn't talk. Which I understand, but they're one of the people who really needs to talk to someone. And I'm the only one that they can contact almost 24/7. So yeah, today wasn't very happy.

-Seishin, the music demon

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Hello. Hello. Hello.
School starts today and I'm about to l o s e it. This is why you have music. And breaks. And food. I need more sleep. But I'm both an EraserMic and KiriBaku child, my personalities are colliding. Yaaaaaay. So I'm tired, pissed, happy, and just... Kiri. Anyways, I'll post later once I actually finish school in two hours.

better not touch me....

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School was... *screams* FINE WONDERFUL FINE. It seriously had me to the point of where I wanted to buy a Bakugou cosplay and explode my computer. *sighs* I blasted Bakugo! by Kamil and that helped... You should listen to it
Heh, anyways... I hope tomorrow will be better... It's so hot outside...

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List of Oc's Part One:
Yuzuki Masaki
Gender: Female
Age: 16
Hair color: Midnight
Eye color: (Right eye is red and black when she's ghoul) Soft green
Tall for a female.
Background info: Her mother was killed by her father as soon as she
was born, feeding Masaki the blood of her own mother. Ever since that
day until she was seven she was fed blood and human meat. When she was
seven and had to go to school, she was given medicine to suppress her
ghoul side. She wouldn't feel the need to eat humans, and the human
food would not taste horrible.
Masaki, one day, forgot to take her medicine, eating a bite of food
and gagging. Confused, she walked out, the feel of tasting the long
forgotten taste of human. She saw Kaneki and attacked him, only to see
him looking like her. She was shaking from how hungry she was, never
being taught how to hunt, she would be helpless. Kaneki takes her to
the cafe, where they feed her, telling her that her father gave her
the so-called 'antidepressents' to suppress her ghoulish ways. Masaki
began to train hard, able to fend for herself and even catch
sonebody's heart in the middle of it.

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Today I got to play DnD and I completely forgot who my character is because that's me. I'm trying not to simp over Bakugou and Kirishima.
“Hi… I’m Sen Aizawa…” She said, looking up at Hawks and Endeavor. She smiled up at them. “Oh, Aizawa? You must be the daughter of Eraserhead!” Hawks said.
“Yep!” She nodded. “I’m a little bit of a fan of you…” She said to them. She was wearing a hoodie with Hawks on it. She looked at the ground shyly. It was a little embarrassing… She looked back up at them. “A-Anyways… I want to work with you!” She said.

softsensoftsensoftsensoftsen

ANYWAYS~
Who even reads my diary....
PM me something random!

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Hello, I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. I just.... My ex wants to kill herself and I am trying to talk her out of it. I'm not in the mental state. I dunno what to do, I've tried to make her feel better, but she just won't stop! Please... Anyone, try and help me!

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Hello, everyone! Today was a really good day, even though it didn't start so well with a headache. But I have some REALLY good Japanese books to start with and I got to see my mom. I heard my ears are getting pierced next month for my birthday! I played some DnD as well.

So...
With my mom, we went for nice walks. I vented out to her about my ex and how I wanted to be trans. She was completely with me, telling me what would happen. I told her I dunno why, and that I was nervous about telling my dad. She said that would be as well, but a little shocked, kinda like when he found out I was gay. But, he would probably want a reason. But yeah, I might be trans one day...

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Another long day of school
Ah yes more crap, but today I got my boyfriend on Pokeheroes. Hehe, he has much to learn >:D
Anyways, yeah I'm still thinking about being trans but probably won't happen for a LONG time. Anyways~
My ex finally realized not talking to me was the best thing so thank god. I'm probably going to draw more Sero x Sen because why not?


ANYWAYS IM TALKING CRAP SO NO WORRIES

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So far my ex has been a big asshole (srry but had to) and now I wanna slap em. They keep wanting to die and be jealous just because I moved on. I have a boyfriend and now they're jealous that they aren't with me. Like, COME ON I HAVE A BOYFRIEND I MOVED ON!
I want them to move on, and they're trying, but they don't want ME to move on. I'm done. I blocked them on everything. I'm not being around this negativity.

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Hello people who come across my diary! Today I took a few quizzes.

I mean, I am a KiriBaku child so... Yeah...

*cough* Please don't come after me

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Ah yes... Three more weeks until I can put my first pair of earrings on. My friend might get me Tanjiro earrings! I'm going to wear them for Halloween. I feel tired as flip. I'm ready to collapse and watch more Haikyuu!!...

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Oh boi...
So today my friend woke me up at 6:45 in the morning because my phone wasn't on do not disturb. So I woke up grumpy. It's okay though, I felt better once I ate and got up out of bed. I had more cereal and hurried downstairs to poke Pokeheroes and noticed I hatched a Mega-Able Charmander! :D I got happy enough to look around. Everything seemed fine. But it wasn't until my friend mind you, the same one who woke me up Apparently didn't want to talk to me and was 'in pain'. I felt a little hurt and told him that he was the one to wake me up and left me grumpy, an hour and fifteen minutes before I woke up. He apologized, but honestly, with the amount of apologies, which are just 'Sorry...' it gets a little sickening. He says he's in a lot of pain, but he doesn't seem like it. He posts a lot of depressing things and I let him know I didn't want to see it. Of course, I got no response because he 'didn't want to talk to me' and just ignored me and my question. I understood he didn't want to talk to me, but he should still acknowledge the fact that he was doing something I didn't like. So yeah.
Moving on from the bad stuff, let's talk about anime!
Currently Watching:
Haikyuu!
Seraph of the End
Tokyo Ghoul
Demon Slayer

My favorite Haikyuu character has to be Tsukishima! He's pretty cool and looks like me B)
I can't decide between Yuu and Mikaela for my favorite Seraph of the End character
Tokyo Ghoul, IDK They're all good
Demon Slayer, Tanjiro.


Hehe! I'm just trying to stay happy, and be the inner Kokichi I can be!
Love yall! Stay strong and stay safe!~ <3

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Another 22 days week and another month! I'm planning on starting a Pokemon Sun Nuzlocke, but the thing is, I don't wanna get rid of some of my pokemon. Lucky for me, I can trade them with my friend so he can keep them, and I'll start my Nuzlocke later today! I'm seriously looking fowards to being forced to name my pokemon and not use them after they faint! I hope I can get my hands on a Growilthe, but if not, I can finish the Nuzlocke and hunt them later. I'm planning on cutting my hair short AF again and getting black glasses, so I can look more like Tsukishima, becuz why not, am I right?

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Hunger Games: Tsukishima runs away from the Cornucopia.
Echo runs away from the Cornucopia.
Todoroki rips a mace out of Fell's hands.
Kohaku runs away from the Cornucopia.
District 9 Male finds a bag full of explosives.
Sen runs away from the Cornucopia.
Kokichi runs away from the Cornucopia.
Dachi runs away from the Cornucopia.
District 12 Female runs into the cornucopia and hides.
District 11 Female clutches a first aid kit and runs away.
District 12 Male runs away from the Cornucopia.
District 10 Female runs away with a lighter and some rope.
District 9 Female runs away from the Cornucopia.
Masaki runs away from the Cornucopia.
Bill grabs a backpack and retreats.
District 11 Male runs away from the Cornucopia.
Aihomi runs away from the Cornucopia.
Hideyoshi finds a canteen full of water.
Yuki runs away from the Cornucopia.
Karasu runs away from the Cornucopia.
District 10 Male grabs a backpack and retreats.
Kirishima retrieves a trident from inside the cornucopia.
Spector runs away from the Cornucopia.
Echo tends to Kohaku's wounds.

Aihomi goes hunting.
Karasu hunts for other tributes.
Spector and Tsukishima work together for the day.
Kokichi, Todoroki, and Fell hunt for other tributes.
Masaki tries to sleep through the entire day.
Yuki severely injures District 11 Female and leaves him to die.
Dachi receives a hatchet from an unknown sponsor.
District 11 Male receives medical supplies from an unknown sponsor.
District 10 Male attempts to climb a tree, but falls to his death.
District 9 Male receives medical supplies from an unknown sponsor.
District 12 Male thinks about home.
District 9 Female sets an explosive off, killing Kirishima, and Hideyoshi.
Bill and District 12 Female work together for the day.
Sen camouflauges herself in the bushes.
District 10 Female questions her sanity.

Heyo
I'm gay
:)
OK ACTUAL TALKING TIME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS
Being gay is awesome


I'm probs gonna make another diary

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also another diary will be made, fools, ill link it in a new post