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Spyder’s screams

Forum-Index Diaries Spyder’s screams
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Wed, 10/06/2020 06:15 (4 Years ago)
Look but don’t write!

!!I WILL be writing a wide variety of things here, including ideas, vents, notes, etc.!!
!!IF YOU POST HERE I REPORT YOU, THIS IS MY DIARY, NOT YOURS, MAKE YOUR OWN ITS NOT HARD!!


Name: Spyder
Current Username: Hollow-Masks (changes frequently)
Gender: Female
Where I’m from: Texas, USA
Real name: ahaha, no
Sexuality: I don’t...actually know...
Real age: nah
Birthday: November 11th
Zodiac: Scorpio/Rooster
Favorite color: Royal Purple/Amber Moon/Crimson Red
Hobbies: Art and animation
Favorite Pokémon: Leavanny/Venipede/quite a few others
ENFP
Gatomanzda
Icebreaker
Masks of Mythos

Hey there! Spyder here! That’s my name, please call me by it (I also respond to BloodSun, tho).

Proud minion of Bill Cipher

An evil sibling of a good person

If you have an RP, show it to me, I might just join!

I’m open to PP/PM for selling/trading Pokémon/Items, casual conversation, or just whatever you may need to contact me for! I won’t initiate the conversation, tho, unless I need something (I’m a bit too awkward for that :,) ).

My birthday is 11/11 (Nov. 11)
I’m a Scorpio (tho, I don’t think it matters)
ENFP

If I say something that offends you, it’s probably not meant that way. I’m also absolute sh-...crap at pronouns, I likely am just confused on your pronouns or I forgot, I never mean to miss gender someone (which is why I call most everyone they unless I’m 100% sure on their pronouns).

I am a hobbyist artist, I do accept critiques. I also occasionally write, I accept critiques on that, too.
Art is N O T free to use without credit and me saying so
I’m a Nintendo freak. I grew up on the Wii and the 3DS.
Current favorite franchises are Pokémon, Kirby, and Splatoon.
My favorite show is Gravity Falls and my favorite movie is Coraline.
Favorite animals are Snakes and Spiders and most creepy crawlies.
Favorite pet is Dogs/Ferrets.
Favorite food is Sushi, favorite drink is Root Beer.
Favorite YTer is TerminalMontage (you should really go watch their content, it’s hilarious).
Favorite song is most songs by Jack Stauber and Lemon Demon.
Couple o’ quotes
“I’m here to hang out, have fun, and do whatever!”
-Spyder
“ If you’re ever feeling down and alone, remember...
There’s probably a bug in the house somewhere”
-Spyder
“If ya need anything Kirby, I’m always here!”
-Spyder
“Aight, you better start running or imma start gunning”
-Spyder

Thinking of creepy webcomic/animation ideas, a few rhyme ideas

Put on the blindfold and you can see
The world beyond you and me
Take off the blindfold, the monsters will flee
They are scared of the world that contains you and me


A fork in the path, which one shall you choose
Go the incorrect way and you shall lose
One fraught with death and the Feral
The other overtakes your soul with peril

Do not worry, you aren’t alone
My face will soon be shown
Fear not, for I am friendly,
unlike the others here who are quite deadly

Once the adventure is done
I will soon be gone
My life will end
My soul won’t mend
And you climb, all alone,
All the way up to the throne
Claim what I own
Then you will not be alone
You will own all of the lies screamed into the night
By the pathetic humans when filled with fright
Some souls contain this blight
More than others, which dampens the bright
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

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SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Wed, 10/06/2020 11:39 (4 Years ago)
Something feels...off today. I can’t quite tell what it is, today just feels off...
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Wed, 10/06/2020 18:09 (4 Years ago)
I think I might just stop posting feeds after my Pokémon Go one...I don’t have anything to say aside from “Buy my stupid crap so I can gain pd”. I don’t feel meaningful and I feel like I’m just being a nuisance. I’ll still be online, but I won’t be posting feeds for a while. I’ll still comment.
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
OFFLINE
Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Wed, 10/06/2020 22:39 (4 Years ago)
PH goals
Get a Yveltal ()
Make an art shop (✔️)
Sell 100 art pieces ()
Get a shiny for each of my favorite pokemon ()
Get a Mil. pd ()
Get a lot of nuggets ()
Get premium ()
Get every plush ()
Complete Unova Dex ()
Complete Alola Dex ()
Complete Galar Dex ()
Fix the gem cauldron (✔️)
Buy some more art ()
Create a diary (✔️)
Get my boxes cleared out of all unwanted Pokémon ()

Off PH goals
Get a Switch (✔️)
Get favorite games for the Switch ()
Own a Corgi ()
Own a Snake ()
Learn Japanese ()
Travel to Japan ()
Create my own comic/book series ()
Create my own animated show ()
Make a successful YT channel ()
Get a Taranza plush (✔️)
Get every pet in Among Us (✔️)
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Thu, 11/06/2020 06:02 (4 Years ago)
If I can’t get the Dream Friends DLC on Kirby Star Allies anymore, I’m gonna CRY
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Fri, 12/06/2020 03:49 (4 Years ago)
I made a cult and I’m not sure how to feel about such a thing
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Sat, 13/06/2020 12:51 (4 Years ago)
Gonna do an art auction soon, dunno when, but soon
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Mon, 15/06/2020 05:39 (4 Years ago)
I’m in a really bad mood...I feel sad...I just don’t feel like I can do anything...or say anything about anything...
My parents are asleep...so I can’t talk to them..
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Mon, 15/06/2020 06:06 (4 Years ago)
ok, vent time

I... don’t know how to begin vents...so I’m just gonna start...
I’m tired of people who invalidate my arguments with “YoU’rE jUsT a TeEn, YoU’lL gEt OvEr It” or “ReSpEcT yOuR eLdErS”, it really f-ing pisses me off...
I think I might be bi/homo...I’m too scared to tell my parents because I dunno if they’re homophobic or not...and I don’t wanna hear “It’S pRoBaBlY jUsT a PhAsE”...

I don’t want to say my feelings...I feel like I just weigh people down instead of building them up...which makes me feel even worse...so I just bottle up until I break down...
I can’t talk to my therapist because of covid, so I haven’t been telling anyone my feelings...this just makes it worse...
I don’t feel like I deserve my negative feelings, because, well...I...have a rather good life...I have food, water, a house, money, two loving parents...I just...can’t

I feel awful writing this...I feel like I’m attention seeking when I’m not...I’m sorry for this...I just had to say this...there’s probably more that I can’t remember...
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Mon, 15/06/2020 18:59 (4 Years ago)
Spyder’s Blood Arts


Rules
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1. All General PH Rules apply.
2. Please be patient, it takes time.
3. Be sure to give credit.
4. You are only allowed to make 1 order at a time.
5. Do not order when the slots are full.
6. Don’t steal other’s art!
7. Please be kind to employees.
8. Report any misbehavior by employees/customers if necessary.
9. I reserve the right to deny any and all forms, throwing a hissy fit will NOT change my mind
10. Don’t ask our artists to do something they can’t do
11. Password is Spinning Spyder
12. Employee password is Spyder’s YT channel needs more content
13. Enjoy !


Employees
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TheLonelyFalinks (Owner/Creator/Admin/Artist)
BlazeZet (Admin, wrote most of rules/Artist)
Ace_Trainer_Max (Admin/Artist)
Under_Cipher (Admin/Artist)
pixlyJolt (Admin/Artist/Sprite)


Examples
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My Examples:
Toyhouse
BlazeZet’s Examples
Google Docs w/ examples
Ace_Trainer_Max’s examples
Here
Under_Cipher’s examples
Example from the day this was typed


Spyder’s Types
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Sketch:
•Headshot: 2k
•Full body: 3k
Lineart:
•Headshot: 6k
•Full body: 8k
Colored:
•Headshot: 10k
•Full body: 15k
Colored + simple shading
•Headshot: 18k
•Full body: 25k
Colored + simple shading + background
Single color background:
•Headshot: 25k
•Full body: 30k
Multi-color background:
•Headshot: 32k
•Full body: 36k
Complex background:
•Headshot: 40k
•Full body: 50k
What I can do
•Pokémon
•Kirby characters
•OCs
•Canon characters
•Basically most characters if I have a ref pic
What I can’t do
•Overly detailed Pokémon/characters
What I use to draw
•Traditional
•Digital (my iPad)
!!BACKGROUNDS ONLY ON DIGITAL!!


BlazeZet’s Types
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Pen art:
•Full body: 2k
Colored pencil color:
•Full body: 2.5k
Mega art
•Full body: 3.1k
Pencil shading:
•Full body: 3.7k
Dark silhouette:
•Full body: 4.1k
What he can do
•Pokemon
What he uses to draw
•Traditional


Ace_Trainer_Max’s types
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Color
•Headshot: 15k
•Waist up: 20k
•Full body: 25k
Shading
•Headshot: 28k
•Waist up: 30k
•Full body: 33k
What he can do
•Pokemon
What he uses to draw
•Digital


Under_Cipher’s types
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Color
•Headshot: 10k
Shading:
•Headshot: 15k
What she can do
•Undertale
•Gravity Falls
•Stranger Things
•Kirby
•Humans
•Fantasy creatures
•Cats
What she uses to draw:
•Traditional
!!THERE IS A 500 PD UPCHARGE FOR KIRBY AND STRANGER THINGS!!


pixlyJolt’s types
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Color
•Full body: 20k
What he can do
•Fantasy creatures
•Pokemon (best at Scizor and Eeveeloutions)
•Quadrupeds
What he uses to draw
•Traditional
•Digital
•Sprites


Slots
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1.
2.
3.
4.
5.


Warned/Banned
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None yet, lets keep it that way, please!


Forms
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Hey, I want a Spyder Art!
Username :
Reference :
Background : (Type/color[s])
Type :
Payment :
Other :

Hey, I wanna become a Spyder artist!
Username:
Experience:
Examples:
Password:

Hey, I wanna become a Spyder spriter!
Username:
Experience:
Examples:
Password:

Hey, I wanna be a 3D Spyder!
Username:
Experience:
Examples:
Password:

Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Wed, 17/06/2020 03:24 (4 Years ago)
Traditional, digital, or spriting?
Headshot or full body?
And what can you draw?
Do you color and/or do shading?
Do you do humans, Pokémon, fantasy creatures, etc.?
What do you want your prices to be?
Do you have an examples link?
Favorite Pokémon?
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Thu, 18/06/2020 03:28 (4 Years ago)
The flowerjaw shall be spared
By the enigma that should have never cared
The two who guard shall not live
The spider will be the one to give
The dragon splits in two
One his demons follow through
The ponies will earn
Virtues they must learn
They who live shall be changed
Their entire lives rearranged

Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Tue, 30/06/2020 02:24 (4 Years ago)

Title: HUGE vent

I feel terrible, no, AWFUL

I’m pretty sure I caused drama and I feel super guilty about it. I’m here to have fun and make jokes but one of my jokes went too far. (Shipping) i honest to god had no idea how old he is

I...can’t even lie anymore... I hate almost everything about myself. I’m in a rather awful mood, so that could be affecting it, but...just...idk...my looks, my weight, my art, my actions. I just...hate it all...I’m just...so disappointed in myself...

I’m making myself sick...I’m hurting myself in a way that’s not entirely visible, just so people can’t tell, so they don’t worry.

I’m pushing myself too far, but I don’t know how to stop...I’m not honest... I don’t tell people how I feel. at least...not directly I try to cover up my emotions with comedy and jokes, but...it just keeps it bottled up...I don’t know how to ask for help that doesn’t make me feel guilty for hurting that person...

I don’t tell or show...I bottle...I bottle up, bottle up, bottle up until...I break...

I don’t feel creative...
I don’t feel funny...
I don’t feel happy...
I don’t feel sad...
I don’t feel ok...
I just feel...void

I’m...I’m sorry...
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

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SugarHigh
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Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Tue, 30/06/2020 05:49 (4 Years ago)
Song idea for an OC

🎵 Up and down on this merry-go-round! Left, right, left, right, oh what a fright!
Let go, let go! Oh no, uh oh!
They’re gone, only one, you’re all done!
Run fast! Run, hide! You’re all mine!
Run fast! Run, hide! Take it in stride!
Haha, what a laugh! You thought they were coming back!...🎵

That’s all I have for now. I’ll post more when it comes to me.
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Wed, 01/07/2020 15:23 (4 Years ago)
Kirby - Jigglypuff
King DeDeDe - Empoleon
Meta Knight - Sirfetch'd
Waddle Dee - Dedenne
Taranza - Ledian
Magolor - Inkay
Here’s my Kirby team! Now I gotta get the Pokémon! (Thanks to SilverBoi for coming up with this) Sirfetch’d is gonna be hard to get...
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Wed, 01/07/2020 22:42 (4 Years ago)
Maggie (I couldn’t come up with a better name :,) )
Magolor-Inspired OC
Female
Bat...thing...I guess :/

Sketch
Lineart
Finished product
Approx. time: 1:50
Layers: 8
Additional notes: she is BABIE. This one was actually an older sketch. I’m awful at shading. :,)

Maggie-Master Crown ver.

Sketch
Lineart
Finished product
Background (because I’m rather proud of it)
Approx. time: 2:00
Layers: 6
Additional notes: this isn’t canon in her story at all. Thank god the symmetry tool exists. :,)
i could’ve done so much better on the second one
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
OFFLINE
Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Thu, 02/07/2020 05:41 (4 Years ago)
Name: Spyder
Status:
Currently doing:
Just checkin’ in, how y’all doin’?

Buying the below Pokémon (except for the check marked ones)

Jigglypuff
Empoleon (Or any of the Piplup evo line) ✔️
Sirfetch’d (Or Galarian Farfetch’d)✔️
Dedenne ✔️
Ledian ✔️
Inkay ✔️
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
OFFLINE
Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Thu, 02/07/2020 22:15 (4 Years ago)
“Remember me
Remember me
I’m just not...
I’m so sorry...
You were the tool
I was the fool
Isn’t that just so...
I didn’t know

“Remember me
Remember me
I’m so sorry...
Please have mercy
You were the tool
I was the fool
Your time is nigh
I’m going to die...”
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
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Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Thu, 09/07/2020 06:51 (4 Years ago)
Spyder
Pretty smart at times and tries to be funny. Tends to cover up problems with jokes. Very talkative. Often listens to edgy or animation meme music. Only vents when it’s completely 100 % necessary for mental health reasons, other than that, doesn’t show much emotion. Genuinely cares for friends and family who are dubbed “cool” by her. A little too quick to take action against something that upsets/offends/impacts her or her friends negatively. It all comes from a good place, however. Draws pretty much all the time. Says her art is bad, even tho it’s really not, because she doesn’t wanna sound too full of herself. Kirby-obsessed.

Decided to change the current trend up a bit. Instead of describing you, I describe myself and you say how accurate it is based on your impressions of me. Take it away! :)
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-
SugarHigh
OFFLINE
Trainerlevel: 34

Forum Posts: 380
Posted: Fri, 10/07/2020 01:27 (4 Years ago)
Kirby character plushies I want
Kirby ✔️
Meta Knight ✖️
Taranza ✔️
Magolor ✖️
Bandanna Dee ✖️


✔️ = ones I do have
✖️ = ones I don’t have
Your local humanoid arachnid of unidentifiable species
“Look, all I’m saying is, I’d commit Arson, but if there’s a Spider in that house, I’m saving it”
-Spyder

Pfp is by -Loki

This isn't edited very often-