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Posted: Wed, 06/05/2020 04:40 (4 Years ago)
Well hello there old sport
I will be posting here from time to time.
It's either me being hyped up about commisions, art, fanfictions, mangas etc.
or vents. Like a lot of vents.
Keep in mind I'm a teen who feels anxious all the time so this thing will be a mess
read at your own risk
please don't post here
Posted: Wed, 06/05/2020 18:37 (4 Years ago)
On the plus side, I managed to find some time to play Pokemon Empyrean, it's great but also shows me how fragile Kirlia, for gods sake you have eviolite one sludge shouldn't bring you to red health AND poison you, why are you like this.
Yeah, I also sketched some stuff in my notebook. I hope that soon I will get back to digital art, kinda miss my weird shading.
Also changing profile picture wouldn't hurt, since it's a really old drawing...
Posted: Thu, 07/05/2020 04:30 (4 Years ago)
Posted: Thu, 07/05/2020 16:50 (4 Years ago)
I'm just glad that my parents have this second, "summer", house, because we have huge garden there and I can at least play with dogs some time (and pet a cat while they're not looking). But still, I feel lucky because I'm just the kind of person that teachers forget about, because I'm just so averge, like: bad at math, good at english, sucks at P.E (like every girl in class) so I'm almost never asked to anwser and thus have a pretty peacful lessons.
Also my dog and neighbours dog together managed to destroy our new dog ball. So that's nice.
Other than that, cool day, 7/10.
Honestly the long paragraphs and bad grammar must be pain to read for anyone who knows even a bit of english. So sorry for that, one again !
Posted: Fri, 08/05/2020 04:27 (4 Years ago)
Also had a awfully weird dream today, if you can call it that? I barely remember it (what did you expect) but it had something to do with my best friend covered in paint and my history teacher. Honestly, I'm kind of glad I don't remember it very well.
Other than that I've been thinking about changing my name to my Instagram one, but I'm still not sure. Will think about it later, AFTER all my classes.
Posted: Fri, 08/05/2020 13:36 (4 Years ago)
The only problem is that no site seems to be working for me without buffering every second? Youtube works fine, everything works fine but no players work right.
And that's why I'm stuck on every series I start. When it takes you hour to watch a 20 minute episode...
Yeah it's pretty self-explenatory
Posted: Sat, 09/05/2020 06:58 (4 Years ago)
During weekdays I manage to get most/all of my work done, have some valuable free time and usually I also get creative. I wake up early, go to sleep early and all is cool.
But during weekends it all just kinda flops, I stop waking up at right hours and I go to sleep way to late, my creativity just kinda dissapears.
So... weekends < weekdays.
Posted: Sat, 09/05/2020 08:25 (4 Years ago)
I haven't used it since my birthday in november and decided to try it out again!
It's still weird since i'm not used to not seeing drawing under my hand but hey, i'm getting better!
The worst part was probably hotkeys but i got it sorted out.
Here's my little warm-up sketch;
and link in case it broke
(it probably did)
Deviantart finally got some sort of usage from me
jeez the guidlines are big
I need to stop but god, I forgot how fun it is to draw, i'm just so happy that i asked my mom to bring my tablet back just... agh... really i need to stop
Posted: Sat, 09/05/2020 17:46 (4 Years ago)
1. I got a terrible head-ache that won't go away, even with pills, that sucks
2. I started drawing my new profile pic, lineart took me over 4 hours which officially means that drawing digitally on pc is gonna by my nightmare for a few days.
Other than that, not really much, just a lot of pain.
Posted: Sun, 10/05/2020 12:08 (4 Years ago)
I finally did it, after over 8 hours of figuring out Medibang, my tablet and hoping my back doesn't break because of weird positions, my new profile pic is done.
Now i just have to hope transparency works, if it doesn't, i'll just slap hexagon backgroud because why not.
I had to resize it but IT WORKED!
Posted: Sun, 10/05/2020 18:37 (4 Years ago)
But will it stop me from adjusting Krita to pixel art first thing tommorow?
Of course not!
Posted: Mon, 11/05/2020 07:50 (4 Years ago)
God I need this to be over soon I just want to play video games and draw...
Posted: Mon, 11/05/2020 18:44 (4 Years ago)
[Today]
*buys male chespin for 5k PD*
*breeds it with Vaporeon for quick eggs*
*female chespin hatches as first egg*
You know what it means—
Shiny Chespin here I come
Posted: Tue, 12/05/2020 07:17 (4 Years ago)
I want to get better at spriting and get more used to digital art on Medibang so both of these things can do it.
Still not sure tho.
Also, it's been snowing here since 7am. It's may. And it's snowing.
And on December we didn't even have a little bit of snow. Now it's a snow apocalypse.
What's wrong with weather in poland??
Posted: Tue, 12/05/2020 17:02 (4 Years ago)
It's not that spriting is easier, dear god no. I partially love it and hate it. It's just, I can sprite with a mouse, not so much about drawing. And also, some sprites take really small amout of time, and my chespin pfp took around 8 hours because of struggling with lineart and pressure sensitivity.
And also it reminds me of when I was a bit younger and attempted really bad pokemon fusions on ms paint. They're charming yet stupid.
Plus you bet I want to attempt pixel animation and full blow pixel art.
I really love pixel art, I'm just not so good at it.
Posted: Wed, 13/05/2020 06:00 (4 Years ago)
Even though I only used BB code and some images i'm still really scared, since i'm no good at social interactions and having to build everything again from scratch will definetly cause some... you guessed it! Social interactions!
Don't question my logic, it's 8am I have all right to have flawed understaning of world until 1 pm.
Posted: Wed, 13/05/2020 16:23 (4 Years ago)
Just, let's pretend it never happaned. Also I hate reading my older diary entries because I just keep finding grammar mistakes :V
Posted: Wed, 13/05/2020 19:21 (4 Years ago)
I'm paranoid and happy at the same time.
God I almost cried because of a giveaway, I'm so fragile...
Posted: Thu, 14/05/2020 14:54 (4 Years ago)
Posted: Fri, 15/05/2020 06:14 (4 Years ago)
God I must be spewing grammar mistakes rn but I don't really care to be honest.