"Really? There's literally only 4 things in life I enjoy, and to an
extent there's only really two different things." She
sighed. "Only now do i realise how boring my life is. Damn. This is
why I hate thinking. It's so stupid and just ruins things."
"..What i listed what just what i like doing, what i used to do. My
life is just so pathetic now, literally unable to really do
anything unless i get lucky.. and what can my luck ever be
compared to hers? I used to be able to do whatever the hell i
pleased whenever i felt like it! And now i have to listen to some
freakin idiot who doesn't know the first thing about fighting? It's
just so stupid, so annoying to put up with!" She
seemed to go from almost sad to pretty annoyed, really quickly.
"I know." She said, with a rather dull tone. "Can we just change
the topic, to something completely different? Please?" A rare
occurrence, Chaos actually using her manners for once in a
conversation, normally she's pretty to-the-point without manners
being used in the slightest.
"alright, lets talk about something else." he said. "wait! i have
an idea!" he said running to his room and coming back out with a
necklace with a small blade dangling off of the chain. "here. this
is a actual knife, a small one.i made it small. but, this stands
for your love for killing." he took her hand, opened it up and put
the necklace in her palm. he sat back down.
Chaos seemed to be surprised and also at a loss of words. It was
most likely because she wasn't used to gifts, at all. "Th.. Thank
you." She said, quietly. She definitely didn't really know how to
react to a situation like this, which kind of made sense
considering who - or rather the type of person - she is.
"i hope you like it. i make tons of these necklaces using my
magic... i once made a gun necklace." said drake. "wearing it right
now as a matter of fact."
"im glad you love it, but you need to know that you deserve a ton
of kindness...i never got kindness when i was younger....but i want
you to get the kindness i never did." said drake. "my parents
adored death. so i would act out to get thier attention, and i
would get punished because of it."
"I kill because I can and don't even give a damn about the
consequences for other people, in the end I only really care about
myself. I killed my own friends because it was suggested to
me. That's really all it takes with me. The right phrasing of a
suggestion. I'm not the kind of person who'd ever deserve
kindness." She said, shrugging as if she really didn't care in the
end. "I've ended countless lives and ruined countless more. Just
because I can, because I felt like it."
he grabbed her shoulder. "its ok, chaos. i give kindness to people
that need it most...and you need a ton of kindness...." he said. he
looked down. "i was like you. after my parents found out i sent my
brother away, they hated me...i left, and i started to kill people
because i felt a ton of pain......i died, then i met jace and
evan....they brought me back to life, and they sent me back on my
killing spree. then i left and went back to my home.....but, im not
like you in the sense i killed because i felt like it......but i
see a lot of me in you...." said drake.
She smiled slightly, her tail flicking. "I've just always been so
heartless. I don't think i'd ever be able to change in any way."
She shrugged. "It is nice, though, being able to talk to someone,
to tell them the type of person I am but not be judged harshly on
it. And being able to talk to someone who doesn't seem to be
judging me just on Error's words. Most people in my world do
that." She hissed slightly.
drake looks at chaos, and smiles. "well, i wanna talk about....ok,
i wanna say before we talk, that i......i dont know...like you..?
like more than friends? but, i dont know."
"..What?" Chaos said, her tone quite even and her expression
neutral. It was quite likely that she was surprised more than
anything else, and didn't quite know how to react at all.