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Beta/TK’s Journal Posts
Forum-Index → Diaries → Beta/TK’s Journal PostsTitle: Beta’s Backstory?
With the grief of himself not being able to save or prevent anything happening to the two he loved the most. The hatred inside of him gotten the best of him. He had to run away from the orphanage, the town, just to get away from the problems he have caused.
Fast forward more and he is still learning about controlling his hatred. Which has brought him to the present. Confused on whether his hatred is good or bad, be either way it was bad.
Countless times he attacks or kill others. Making his hatred more unstable to the point you can measure it with a hatred meter.
Give me time B)
Title: Beta’s Thoughts
What would happen if i haven’t broken the locket? Or tear that doll’s head off. Would we have prevented this what we are in, or, would something else happen? My acts, myself, i only know one thing and one thing only. To cause as much chaos as my host lives. But, this one seems... different. They are handling everything i do very well. But like everyone, he’ll snap sooner or later. For now, imma help him until the end. I can’t havoc if someone else is doing it for me. Tsk, this Tetris guy is gonna get it when i ever see him..
“I... I’ll be back to write more...”
Give me time B)
Title: Cont...
They took her, they took her! What are going to do!? They took Abby, nonono! Our mission was to get Tetris and stop him. But now it turned into a rescue mission as Abby is now a hostage. What are they going to do with her!? We arrived to where Abby was last seen. All there is are feathers and blood. Jay was there aswell, i guess she pressed the button. Her distressed calls are the only thing we have that we can use to track her down. But ever since, we heard of no more. And time is running out.
They aren’t bad. Nor good... kept as a hostage gets kinda boring. Though, im learning more about them. Maybe when i get back i can tell what i know. Im getting all my information from these two celestials. Mainly Galactic, he seems... more friendly than the other one, Apollis. From what i can tell.. Tetris doesn’t look like a bad person.. maybe the guys were wrong and.. Tetris was the good guy?
“Was he... a good person? Maybe.. i can trust him..”
Give me time B)
Title: Cont...
I was on the roof and... ugh, i dont know how to explain. It was just a conversation of me and HT. Before you know it, i heard Lucerne calling for me. Next thing you know... he was next to me. I asked if he wanted to talk to me about what Tetris said. I told him everything, his expression, this... feeling. He didn’t handle it well, I dont like seeing my friends sad. So i did my best to comfort- no.. help?
Ugh! Its so hard to explain. Anyways, after we got that problem off... i felt.. empty. It was short noticed that Novana... still.... count me as a friend. Even after He- no.... I... slashed her... she. Still count me as a friend, and i.... do to the same.
“I dont want to see her go but.... I’ll do anything to help her the best i can. Hopefully she’ll live through this arc.”
”OW AVARO WHAT THE HECK?!”
I was taking a nice peaceful nap before we heard Apollis crashing into the hideout. He was badly hurt, but as i got up to go to him. The room was starting to feel a bit warmer. Soon you know it, a fireball came out of the portal and went towards my direction. I didnt act fast to get out of the way and stupidly block my body with my wings and cape. That didn’t help at all. After putting the fire out we asked Apollis what the heck happened out there. All he said was that he was ambushed by a wolf guy and a dragon person, Jay and Avaro.
Knowing that Jay can only do ice attacks, i knew it was Avaro who made that fireball.
“Oh when i get my hands- er... paws on him. I’ll make sure that I’ll place snow in his shirt and wings. As revenge of course, unless i find something else to do like... kick in the nuts.”
Give me time B)
Title: Cont...
They took her, AGAIN! The fury inside my grows. Like the crackling ember flying in the sky, it grows deeply. What is this feeling? No, i have felt it once before. I know how it ends up, but, i won’t let them get away. If i die trying to protect those that i care. Then so be it.
The fury only grows more at the thought of killing those celestials, forget calling for help. Forget the star.. if it will make sure that they are no longer breathing. Then im happy with that.
Wait, no... nono. Damn it, i almost lost myself there with HT..
Or
Maybe i didn’t.
“They will burn, i promise you HT. I am no longer gonna hold back.”
Give me time B)
These people, my own kind are resting in my hands. We are lucky that some people here still cared for us, trying to set things right.
This was it, we will change history here. I put my hood up, looking back at my group with a smile. They seem rather hesitant but willing to fight. But like i said, we are out numbered, from our tens to the enemies hundreds and probably thousands.
But we can’t waste any second, climbing on top of the nearby building and raised my hand up.
“We will fight till our last breath, I, Beta, the feared outcode, won’t rest til this is over.” I spoke and fired a star to the sky, our war has begun.
Give me time B)
I god damn screwed this all up
Why do I even try to make things right?? I’m trying my best to keep her happy ffs! But noooo- I have to do something and mess it all up. At this rate, I’m losing hope on myself, I can’t keep one person happy...