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★handheld (psvita + mobile)
-crystal randomizer I was lucky with this shuffle. Fun, I do love Johto a lot
-huh randomizer Eeeeven luckier with this one. Amazingly easy

★ps4:
-akibas beat about time I played this!! I had fun. If you try to rip off a popular, huge franchise like persona, you do you I guess, but it was a very good choice to make it a comedy instead, and not do the regular day gameplay loop. loved the characters, started out disliking most of them though.
-digimon story cyber sleuth cute! This was my second playthrough and I savoured it a bit better this time. Really upped for the sequel!
-digimon story cs: hackers memory surprisingly grim. no real happy ending, in my opinion so there's that. I HOPE there will be more digimon games in the future, I really love those
-prototype2 hell yeah! what a cool, short game. I could spend hours just running and jumping around the city. nice and violent. no one regrets
-nier: automata GOOD!! A lot of fun, but super short for a AAA title. I think I'll keep playing this, I feel like I need to see more!!
-the talos principle WELL my brain is leaking outta my ears. really nice, philosophical game. there is something like too many puzzles though
-slime san unexpectedly difficult. I have to admit that I wasn't able to defeat the final boss, my platforming skills are not good enough for that one. It's a really cool game, just not entirely my cup of tea
-dark souls remastered hard. Took me a looong time to get into it, but still addicting and fun. Some fights seemed almost impossible, but I managed to defeat this beast of a game+dlc after all
-bards tale it's been a while since I've played a game with a really annoying protagonist. jesus christ. also the difficulty curve was a little ridiculous at times.
-borderlands 3 Good. Had fun with it, especially the bossfights got a huge upgrade considering the past games
-senran kagura burst REnewal wtf the backstories of the girls made me cry way too much. I liked it, but it's actually pretty unforgiving at times
-night in the woods I have to admit that the game dragged on a bit in the beginning, but I ended up liking it. It made me feel hurt, in a way. I think I get what they were trying to convey. And it hurt. I don't think I can play this again.
-claire creepy. Reminds me a lot of silent hill, even down to the music
-root letter i was HOOKED with this when it started to become a detective drama. finished the thing in one long sitting. didn't get a good ending, but maybe that's just what happens for the first time? felt bad deleting it already, so I kept it for later, when I feel like playing something visual-novel-y
-darksiders alright. It was fun at it's best and frustrating at it's worst. I liked the goryness of it, the kills are all visceral and I love violence. But I HATE buggy games. The game stuttered a lot, shutdown, kicked me out of the map or just didn't take my button input. I don't know if this was just an issue of the port, or something entirely different, but I haven't played a broken game like that on the ps4 yet. Christ.
-galgun double peace haha wtf, this is ridiculous
-flow cute and relaxing
-journey cool idea, but I'm probably too jaded for these cute exploration type games
-flower cute, but motion controls...... uff
-furi pretty frikkin good. The soundtrack is partly from carpenter brut?? hell yeah. I think I meed to play this more
-butcher enjoyable, and very short. might replay this in a harder mode
-(psplus) sonic forces I heard this game sucked, and it kinda did, but I'm still glad I've played it. it was free too, so yeah
-home short creepy experience

★misc:
-coming out on top ahh I wish I wasn't this desentizised. Maybe I'm not the target audience for this. CGs look great, the setting is relatable, but it's not quite what I hoped it was
-mirror unexpectably graphic. really nice graphics, I can't complain
-stalker: shadows of chernobyl super creepy. the abandoned labs and the scorcher at the end? nightmare fuel. the ambience in this is top-notch.
-I can't believe it's not gambling why yes, I know this game is a parody. That didn't stop me from getting every skin and hat available and unlocking that replay mode

only thing worse than your classmates not replying for a presentation is your prof not replying for a presentation

the stereo love meme still gets me every time

i'm at a pretty rough spot in my life at the moment.
school feels without any merits, my love life is nonexistant and i don't have myself under control.
I was really trying to do things better, but I just ended up wasting so much of my time.
I have no clue what I want from my future, or if I even want a future.
I don't have to courage to end myself.

update
i'm better
sorry for being dramatic.

why
why is it always the "ugly and stupid one" of the group?

the bridge on I THINK
yes.
that's how falling in love sounds like for me

gaming project currently on ice! i want to focus on passing this sem finally and get my stuff together. THEN i can spend 10+ a day on my ps4

one presentation to go, then 3 exams and I'm THROUGH. the paper doesn't even intimidate me now, because I can stay home for that thing.

with some luck the bafoeg will pay me for this semester soon and i can repay everyone i borrowed money from // it's such a bad feeling to have to rely on others for money. they really pushed it too, making me wait the whole 6 week period because of one document. I wanted to upgrade my phone and get a new one with the remaining money, because 2gigs ram don't cut it for me at all, and everything since the s7 has 4 so I'm most likely going for that.

there aren't many better feelings than checking your wishlist just to see that one of the games is on sale, but the official sale is yet to be announced. hah <3

to-do
-tales from the borderlands movie
-time-planning for exams
-nins presentation
-all costumes in katamari (super close)
-prüfungsamt (nins and skap)



HAHHHH LOOK AT HER
SHE'S TOO CUUUUTE
edit
she's a puzzle girl so rip me I guess

MOUNTAIN ELF SKIN IN CAPSULE TOY
TAKE ALL MY MONEY



I still love byakuya to death
smug douche
I want to eat him

you were always on- / on my mind

we could've been somebody
thought you'd be different about it
now I know you're not it
so let's get on with it

everytime I hear kanye as a feature I become unreasonably happy ok
and people like featuring kanye

if you don't have any friends in class, make sure you are nice to your prof.
:100:

I don't know where I’m going
but I know what
I'm showing
feelings, that's what I’m pouring
what the fck is your motive?

alright so
I said how the new skins look pretty nice
so here come the new wedding skins
and they're absolutely breathtaking




I mean really
look at iron fist
she is absolutely adorable and I love her

since I most likely won't get any money during the break I'll have to live as modestly as possible, which is a little dissapointing. I wanted to go all out and buy a couple of new things, but seems like I have to get used to the thought of going without.
ah well.

i got a feeling I might have lit the very fuse
that you were trying not to light

i crave death
godddd i just want to play something with cute anime girls and forget about reality
not asking for much

changed name on 24/07/19

two weeks into semester break and I didn't do ANYTHING
I know I got two and a half months
but man,
I am one lazy fck
I don't even know how to remedy that.

chuunsoft sale on steam! the gaming gods give their stuff away for almost free!!! on psn the prices are the same but the summer sale runs out on the 22, so this week might have a new sale maybe!!

cherry flavoured energy drink!! can't wait to taste that!! love cherries!!!

willburgur is hillarious and I love him!! I have to watch all his videos!!!

hikage is my baby!! I love her so much!! her kafuru hairstyle in peach beach is adorable!!!

KAFURU LOOKS ADORABLE

the new girls look super cute and I can't wait to find out about them!!

I got angelina in prayer tree and she seems useful, and I have a spare wish bottle i can use, so after scythe I can awaken her and probably someone else!!

today (16/8)
after top floor reset
LIFEBUOY QUEEN SKIN WILL BE MINE
sweet joan............ you'll get a skin after all............


demon gaze was a simple game with a simple plot, but the characters stuck out for me after all. Lezerem was a very good character and I love him. Should I ever do a campaign again I'll include a shopkeeper like him!!!

yandhi is out!!!!!!!

heyy I passed all my exams. now just to take care of my paper and get the miduke verified, and I'm good to go for the next semester

some items on my wishlist are on sale, now waiting for the official sale!! yeet
edit
I bought too much again
this is fine
I might never complete all that

I love the girls summer looks and
I
I'm actually interested in the next release like
I want to see what they'll do with the girls. Shiki is apparently leaving, and kat and her sister are graduating. I'm currently playing the newest release, but it's a bit spin-offish, so I can't wait how the saga continues!!!

DAIDOJI LOOKS SO CUTE
I SQUEALED WHEN I SWITCHED ON HER AWK SKIN MAN

I rediscovered limp bizkit after not listening to them for about 5 years and
man
I love fred durst, I hope he's doing great.
So campy, so memorable, quoteable. I wish they were a thing these days x)

aaaaAAAAAA
nEEEED *grabby hands*

fencer has no reason for looking this good.
cause I don't even have her and yeah.

got so many new girls!! prayer tree was ok this time. I got a new, still unlisted girl, lancelot. Reminds me of an old rp character I had, I hope she's as op as her haha
(new ones [I still remember]): cersei, elisa, lecia, frosslass


chainsaw awk (finally) is??? kinda cute, in a murderous/tomboy way??????


Super curious about her. Literally no idea how to get her yet and how powerful she actually is
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p u z z l e ; ;

more efficiency!!! I'm slow!! Break is over soon and I'm!! Not even close to finishing up my plans!!!

I need some more pokemon rom hacks, I'm quite enjoying these time wasters recently

Maybe try one day internet free someday, see how I feel? Been anxious these days, not sure why, maybe need a day off

three dollar bill, y'all$ is a masterpiece, I'm enjoying that record way too much ahah

I was an avid reader once, but the internet made books somewhat obsolete. I really wanna pick up reading again, I think it would be better to read a new book or two than watch the same videos over and over again for background static. If not books, then at least audiobooks.
Knowledge, babey, I need it.
[book list/to-read list??]

9.9 is apparently hikages birthday
(∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩)♡

junji ito was the guys name, yeahhh. I got so many recommendations to read his stuff, but I honest to god forgot what his name was. Need to check him out fr now

I got that cool event frame from the endless path!!! I haven't seen anyone else on my server with it yet, I wonder if they got it??
edit:
no I'mnot special everyone has it

me when people kill my joan


New girl alexa looks so coool but I want to save diamond so I can have one full pull next event. My money just isn't safe there

cool colours for profile/next gaming thing
Goldenrod
DeepPink
SlateGray
LavenderBlush
Teal
LimeGreen
LightCyan

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I was always wondering why people challenged themselves with masocore games. It seems illogical and far too punishing to spend your times on games that are essentially too hard to play casually.
Now after a few years playing titles of that kind myself I found out that the feeling of sheer accomplishment you feel after beating a level/boss is pretty amazing, ngl. Addicting, even. It may take more of your time away to try over and over to get further in a game but it's quality time. It's not watching a movie or playing while having something else on in the background, it's >engaging with yourself<.
It's a goal of mine to come back to some projects I've abandoned because they were 'too hard'. I had a couple of those; got stuck on a level and felt too frustrated to try again. I'm getting better at mastering controls and learning from the game, maybe it'll be a piece of cake with some training.

Going through my games-library it was apparent that my guilty pleasure genre are jrpgs. I'm too proud to admit it most of the time, but they just rub me the right way. I like fancy characters that look cool and have some melodramatic backstory, that just makes me happy by itself.
Second in line are 'stamina-management' type games like dark souls, I just adore these, and I'm not even that bad at them. It's a simple formula, but they're just enjoyable for the concept itself. 'Finding a balance between dodging and attacking' sounds boring but that is essentially all there is, haha

The courses for this semester are a double edged sword, some of them seem extremely relevant and interesting to me, but they require a lot of participation and have a huge workload. Not sure what to pick, but I have to choose quickly as soon as sign-ups open, otherwise I won't get into anything good. . .

I'm currently a little unhappy with my top floor team in gxb, even after changing it around a bit. [joan, lancelot, lily, blowie, raphael, tudu]
I can easily stay in the top 10, but I still keep being pushed out from time to time. Most higher ranks use either vows girls or these somewhat esoteric 'special' girls like zashiki and liklis. I'm not sure what to do with my team tbh, I could try building a new one from scratch, but eh... I invested so much in these [besides lancelot].
I wouldn't really like to remove joan and lily, and raphael is just so op that I don't know if I can do without her. Blowie is strong, but I don't like her that much and lily is a better aoe than her. And for the front I had sonya before, now trying lancelot.

ok, there are new beach skins and??? Aaaaa. Also quinnie got an awk and I don't know what to do with myself now
also hottie makes me lose my mind

people have been recommending 'night in the woods' to me so I waited for a sale to get it, but now I started it and... It bores me. Like, a lot. I checked if people felt the same way about it, and apparently it really is more of a visual novel than a game. A little dissapointed, guess I'll have to go slower with it than I expected (I wanted to finish this in two consecutive sessions)
Eh, I guess indie games are always hit or miss

I was reluctant to start route B in nier:automata but I don't regret it now. 9S is an absolute cutie and I can relate to him so much in a way, it's nice to have a sympathetic character in a game (especially if he's the protagonist)
Now I can hardly wait for route C haha... too many unsolved story threads still

I finally have hoder on two stars.... but I need 800 scrolls for 3, so I'll settle with 2 haha. She's really a lot stronger now, I put her in my main team now.
I also got isabella, she has something about sonya in her bio, maybe I should pair these up? Isabella is one of these non-sx girls that are still super op, and I do struggle to fight her in campaigns. Maybe I'll put her in there later, need to level her and test it out

EYY they offer anthropology as a main seminar this semester, I would die if I got in there!! There's very limited space, so I'll probably wake up super early to get a spot!!

I'm falling down with you

I was trashtalking my course selection for this semester but I think I'm actually super happy with it?? I mean, aesthetics?? hell yeah man. It's gonna be full and stressful, but it's all so interesting and nice, I'm really looking forward to it.

the nier:automata ost is one of the best things that had happened to me for a while. It gives me so much will to live, it sounds so beautiful and majestic and yet tragic. I really enjoyed the game. It oozed with a japanese production and I guess that's why I love it so much ♡

You know that you became the absolute homebody when it excites/worries you that you have to go out for groceries the next day. Jesus christ haha



GOD I love yukimura so much
There's just something like an objectively nice rack, you know
I need to 5 - star her!!!

sometimes I wake up super late/early and just ask myself why I'm doing all this. Why do I keep this body alive? Why do I even care? Wouldn't it be so much easier to just... stop? Is this really worth it all?

there's class starting tomorrow and I might have been looking forward to it, but now I just wanna stay home for another month.
I'm worried that I won't have any time for myself and only have to study. Everything seems so reading-heavy again hh

most dissapointingly, I didn't do as much as planned this break. I'm hoping that some motivational spirit will get hold of me while I'm in the semester.



save up for prayer tree event!! not sure hoe much I have atm but I'd need 9k diamonds for a guaranteed rare, and seeong how I get a minimum of 300 each day I should manage until the next one hits (last was just recently, but I didn't buy anything that time)
90/90 done! I hope I don't accidentally spend them!


[crying]
so pretty

sometimes I open up a diary post with the intent of writing down a lot, and I do. But this time I sorta underestimated my willingness to talk about all my garbage here hahaa

is it weird that it's the end of october now, but I keep thinking about new years eve and about how much I love just drinking way too much and playing video games all night? I want to feel like that

I’ve been dreaming
love is not a dangerous thing
anxious to the core of being

that's not a skirt girl,
that's a sawn-off shotgun

want


god I love the dark souls anthology, now I've finished it (missing 2 and 3 dlcs for now, but I'm on it) and it's just awesome. I really can't wait to replay ds3, the game I've started with, and see how differently it handles now that I finished both other games. That's the kind of challenge I need/want sometimes. I guess I really should not play easy games only, I'll bore myself with them.

the prayer tree finally arrived and I got both rare girls on it?? So lucky. Tang and Selina (new one) both mid damage dealer, assassin and aoe nuker respectively. I'll try to awaken them asap, I'm in dire need of some good mid girls

"use cersei she good"
checks abilities
...

I Serve Death, Master.
And Lemonade.

I love the trope of cute characters being super op, always makes me super happy


h

for some reason I can't stop myself from loving kazuichi
I don't know either man
I want to replay the trilogy so bad

I don't have enough time for games atm, but I feel like playing some decent rpg. Maybe digimon or a final fantasy. Or one I have on my drive for ages now [akibas beat eg]
I really should finish borderlands first though haha ////

with or without a choice / to confront every vice without a voice / don't deny / your will to live is shattered / and your hope is a jaded lie

take another piece of me / and it just might be enough / to drag me under / beneath the waves / take another bite from this / worthless corpse
[8.11.19]

raphael skin in capsule event and I'm hella broke
what to do what to do
[ ] rob a bank
[ ] start a youtube channel
[ ] go to work
[x] cry about not being able to afford virtual currency

>has no space for new games on ps4
>still checks amazon if some physical copies of my wish list games are marked down
>is this a medical condition??

I kinda like
soji a lot
idk everytime I see her artworks I
I think she's hot
haha h a h a ♡


HAHA WHAT :heart eyes:

there's gonna be more sp girls apparently (saw gambler and sonya for now) and I'm honestly not sure what to think. Feels unnecessary, but maybe these have some deeper meaning.

CERSEI NOOOO
OH NO SHE ANGERY
FANTA MURDERER
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I started watching yugioh and I really love it. I wish I'd watched it when I was young, it's great.

Feeling very... idle, if that makes sense. I don't want to move or talk or do anything, just sit and think.
Maybe I'm an insect and I'll be a cocoon soon. I can only hope the thing I'll hatch into is more productive.

this month is super horrible and I can't wait for it to end. I'm so sick of everything.

against all odds I pulled SP sonya in prayer tree, now i'm curious how powerful she is. I figure she's more of a brawler and less tanky than actual sonya, since her skilks vary wildly. I love my sonya but if the SP one is better........

after a long struggle with myself I finally finished borderlands 3. I don't know how to feel about it; I love the setting, the universe, the comedy and the characters, but I SUCK at fps games man. They numb me to the soul. My last session before finishing the game was only about 6h long, and after that I wasn't able to do anything. I was useless. Drained to the core. I'm kind glad there's barely any shooters left in my lineup now (can only think of danganronpa despair girls and gal gun rn).
I'm starving for an rpg. After darksiders I'll definitely plunge myself into something investment-heavy.
I want to feel something.

Since I'm not able to write 4 term papers in two months I had to abandon a subject I was breaking my leg to get into. I feel kinda bad about it, but I'm also relieved. It's way less pressure now.

do you ever regret a decision so much that you want to fold in into yourself? wow, you could use my regret to paint a house, christ.

red light-green light by limp bizkit is one of the catchiest, most fun songs I've ever listened to

there's this guy.
he's also in his 5th semester, we started philosophy in the same course back when. I had noticed him early on, because he often had thought-provoking questions to ask and a very peculiar voice.
Not as much pleasant, more distinct.
Since when I had at least one course with him each semester. I didn't really know how he looked or what his name was, but I knew he was there and it... comforted me.
This semester we're in multiple courses again, and (despite there being enough space in the room) he sat down directly besides me. I knew it was him, without even looking at him. I just have sort of a feel for him already.
We didn't talk, of course, just listened. I could hardly focus today, I kept thinking about talking to him after class, asking something a student would ask another, like what courses he would have after this one.
I couldn't. I'm too chicken to talk to anyone, so I left the room.
I think I might be in love with this guy. I dead curious about him. It's a weird, unusual feeling, especially after such a long time. It hurts that I have no idea if he's available, interested or even noticed me at all.
Liking someone is just the worst/best feeling.

I'm so sorry / I was blind
[9.12.19]

1 mega able ponyta
2 10x water gem
3 20x dream point
4 200x game chip
5 20x aspear berry
6 10x ground gem
7 3x pokeball
8 event egg tailluchi
9 event plushie
10 1x thunderstone
11 1x mystery box (dark blue)
12 christmas gift
13 5x pokeball
14 15x kelpsy berry
15 yamper
16 1x mystery box (light blue)
17 500x gc
18 1x water stone
19 1x mystery box (pink)
20 event plushie
21 1x icicle plate
22 rookidee
23 event plushie
24 one week premium

finally survived last day of school
now please
game end me so I can be dead before 2020 starts

it's not that bad, really. There's also good things, but sometimes I wonder why I have to endure so much bad for a little good. I'm so tired. This is only university, how is the real world supposed to work out? I've got no clue how to continue at times. Having to work for a living is at odds with me just wanting to sleep and eat a lot.
I'm thankful that I have a 2 week break now, even if I got plenty of homework to keep me occupied. Having to leave my house every day is awfully straining for a homebody like me |'3

I probably have to start planning out resolutions at some point, and game/book/movie/etc projects for the coming year. There's so much content out there still that I need to see.

thank god for the tiddy

but you didn't have to cut me off
make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

I was feeling so numb all december, and got happy once I had my feelings came back. But now I'm so damn love sick all the time. What is this absolute bs. I can't think about anything else.
I have homework, you know.
This is terrible. I can't function like this.

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yank yank
yeah I'm better, just waiting for the year to be over

what if they
gave
cersei an awakening
8)

HAHA WHAT ♥︎ ♥︎
"So I boned her." - Lei 2k19

no feelings for or against mira (don't have her) but I love that skin, looks really pretty


I would totally go for that skin if I didn't spend a fortune on the insect catching - skin already. I love annas design, I just wish I could use her in a comp haha

I got the
hahaa
ennmaya wedding skin
fear me mortals

I got a lot of older skins during the christmas event now and plan to improve the girls that are already awk/blood awk so I can start building all new comps again. I'm doing alright in 1v1 but I could be better
Still suck at top floor though haha, I put in boxer now but I fear that without a skin she's not that useful. I love my sonya but I think she's not doing well on my team
current: [joan | boxer | blowie | lily | wild girl | tudu]

people on my server must be so weirded out that I'm still using joan haha, she's a low level girl and not that strong, but I've put so much work into her and her skin that I can't just let her sit on the side bench ok

I so not regret keeping the future tech skin, I didn't even max out wild girl but she's KILLING it, the amount of damage she does is insane, she's doing better at bosses than javelin even. Combined with cersei she's illegally powerful. not gonna put cersei on my main team, she scares me

would love to build an agi only team with cersei, but without a tank they'd die before reaching their ults. Maybe look for a good str tank? uhh [aegis, leona, scythe (heal??), vows girl??] so probably:
agi comp
tank, boxer, cersei, wild girl, agi mid, agi mid/rear
[javelin, pyra, saint, shirley, ...]

another team should work with stat afflictions, so I'm gonna put it around nagia, not sure who else as well, most other girls with these quirks are not maxed out yet. [cerberus]
affliction comp
[loki (fear), quinnie (poison/burn), lancelot (fear/burn), sonya (blind), ashley (daze)]

then a summon comp??
[psychic, selene, scythe, dracula, rhea, ...]
~tentative, contains sorta weakish girls

burst comp
(killer ults, con: weak defense, needs healer and tank)
tank, healer (buffer? :eyes:), aoe mid, aoe mid, aoe rear
[sapphire, ennmaya, ]

must use off the top of my head are
[(current main team), raphael, annie, nagia, cersei, sonya, sapphire, javelin, ennmaya, karaxes, ]
5 comps, 5 girls each + 5 pets for each team. 25 strongest/best working girls

I just hope I survive the remaining month of school unscathed. I'm so tired and want to stay home. With some luck my upcoming papers are interesting enough to quickly finish them up. I need at least two weeks of just lying on my bed in the fetal position

I'm on a wave of creative thoughts mixed with being really sad. My everything hurts.

I've started playing pokemon go again and man... I'm so far behind with everything. i hope the game makes me want to go outside more, I could really use that.

dang haruka is a really though opponent, I'm concerned about having to fight her with either yagyu or hibari, they're both not really up my alley, haha......... haruka reminds me of robin and I get so sad, I miss him so much

this is still one of the most iconic things I've ever written down

Quote from from one of the things I'm writing on

"I can't tell what her code is, but she has loads of chakra," Kawa said with a frown, "she might grind poor Dou into chicken nuggets."

3,,, more weeks,,,,,,,,,,,,,

wooo I got the tea millet skin for elisa!!! I didn't want to level her up because I've obly heard bad things about her, but with the skin she might be useful.
sisha got an awakening, so I wanted to do her next, but a mid controller like elisa might be a bit better for now.

laaaazyyyyyy
I want to so things but things are difficult and take timeeee



>people beefing on here
>haha they're both stupid, I don't care
>proceeds ｔｏ ｏｏｇｌｅ ｔｈｅ ｎｏｔｉｆｉｃａｔｉｏｎ ｗａｌｌ ｆｏｒ ｍｏｒｅ ｔｅａ

[5.2.20]
bad friken day. too much pain. one of these days where i'd rather kill myself than everyone else around me



ALRIGHT finally finished the hanzo ark in burst, now for the hebijo one. I've unlocked daidoji too, so I might either use her for the achievement cleanup or rin, when I'll unlock her after hebijo. I remember rin being super fun to play because she's insanely fast, but I love daidoji and she is mainly STRONG, so I could clean house super quickly.
I'd need to decide for one of them, as leveling both seems counterproductive (there's achievements for getting to level 50, maxing out yin and yang proficiency and probably the one for the burst mode.)
Not sure if I'd splurge on dlc characters, or just play the game with hikage?? I love her a lot but I don't remember her being easy to handle.
So for cleanup it's either hikage, daidoji, rin, asuka (because she handles alright and she's already on 20 haha), or homura (since she's the hebijo main she'll be about 20 too, and I love her fighting style).
I guess I really should play the second ark first |3

prototype2 was so fricking enjoyable man, the flying and jumping in this game are the bomb. The story and cinematics were super edgy but the gory, god of war finishers were just delicious. makes me want to play more just cause man.

silently ascending
heeding the universal call
the shadow cast is nearing its retreat
we are now in the time of the downfall

hahahah cute bois <3
digimon games are good for my soul
I can't remember his name but the blond dude in hudie, baby jesus I have such a weak spot for smooth talking womanizers
also ryuji? more like daddy's home
edit
I keep forgetting his name m,, it chitose.
c h i t o s e <3

I seriously can't stop thinking about haruka being related to robin, it's driving me insane. Haruka is his insanity dialed up to 11 and I love it so much


GOD SAVE US EVERYONE
WILL WE BURN INSIDE THE FIRES OF A THOUSAND SUNS
LIKE MEMORIES IN COLD DECAY
TRANSMISSIONS ECHOING AWAY
FAR FROM THE WORLD OF YOU AND I
WHERE OCEANS BLEED INTO THE SKY

like using vows girls in top floor is pretty scummy, but there's these couple few regular girls without an awakening that are plain scary and undefeatable even in the campaign. cersei is one of them, but I've seen less people use her in tf, she's better for bosses.
karaxes is one, but she's got an awk and is sx, so it's ok that her skills are basically cheating. Raphael too, but she's weak, even if her skill is op.
no I mean frickin liklis, froslass and zashiki. liklis is a javelin/shirley thing with crowd control/gravity powers on top. she's brutal in pvp.
frosslass does insane damage in the campaign, and I even have her, but I can't use her. it says she works with freeze/fossilize so maybe make a build with lily and nagia for her? she IS strong, I just have her on 3 stars and not on red.
and zashiki is the worst. she's super frail from what I've seen, but oh god, once her ult is released you can already pack in. she seems to be like a cersei for int girls, and int girls are a lot more destructive than agi girls. so she basically strengthens already killer girls and you have to either accept defeat or kill her before she can do anything.
I want zashiki, damn.
other girls I still really want:
revolver ocelot [sx] - agi girl for bosses
alice [sx] - cause she's just a plain, cool, deadly front str
giana [sx] - she hot
nia [sx] - awk does percentage based damage, good for bosses
camilla - she hot AND her ability is sorta like karaxes, she's super annoying to defeat so I need her
liklis - cheating B. she cheat (can you already tell she kicked my butt good)
zashiki - yeah like I said, cersei for int based girls, need, put in team with frosslass




WAAAAAHLOOK HOW CUTE

gxb 7 days sign in are a new skin pack, and there's the secretary skin for edward and the summer breeze skin for joan. LOVE joan, and would def get it, but I have a skill skin for her already, so it would be a waste?? I'm still sad that I can't get both. Summer breeze looks super cute.

can't wait to make a new game post once the new semester starts. I have still some projects planned before that, and it's gonna be a huge chunk of games shaved off when I can do my coursework efficiently. I'm looking forward to my actual free time so much!!

yes please
I will
take all the soji
all of her

too much gameeeees
not enough timeee
why am I going to uni again?? instead of earning money and not having any homework??

day 612 of me crying about not having the ashley skin.
man since I'm constantly having to defend my place in the top 10 I'm trying my best to get new skins for already maxed girls, and in the current event there's the wind fairy skin for blowie and I'm just
so tempted.
so tempted to spend real money.
I use her everywhere, so it'd be an investment. but I also don't wanna continue feeding money into this game.
if I'm buying something it'll be that dummy thicc skin for yukimura because I like cheating.
seriously, that thing is unfair. no mana regen for the enemy girls PLUS magic resistance debuff? christ.
I so want the raphael skin too. also sign me up for the cersei skin.
muppets manjusaka is also cheating.
why do they only give out free cosmetic skins these days?? ah yeah, because wild girls future tech is now worth 49.99$.

hu ha
the semester break is close closing inon me, at least in terms of free time (aesthetic paper almost done, 70%, platon paper 40%, and we'll not talk about the language one)
since I still play game on the down low when I take a break, I might actually finish my planned list.
left: akibas beat, nioh
planned games after that: shadow of colossus, undertale, okami, ff7, dmc 5, hunnie pop

STRAINED BREATHING
BYAKUYA MEME TEMPLATE
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I so not feel like correcting my essay, if it was me I'd just print it out like this and hand it on without a second glance, but man. I know there's lots of mistakes in there stil, stylistically and grammatically. I don't even know what to do about it. I don't want to look at it, but I have to hand this thing in tomorrow. I feel so stupid about it.

I started playing root letter, and it's actually pretty interesting, but all the reading I have to do for school turned me off reading in my free time. I don't know if I should completely delay this game, play something else instead or just force myself through this.

I run, I fall, what ripped away / check my body / was it body or soul?

got zeta!!! from scam tree event!!!! only spend diamonds worth 100$ to get her
she's actually an agi girl so I will pair her up with cersei because I can

asuka x homura
yagyu x hibari
ikaruga x yomi
HIKAGE X KATSURAGI!!!!!
imu x miyabi

reminder that I voluntarily chose to go to university

I'm tired of existing.




tfw an awakening doesn't look better/hotter/cuter than the normal girl. like c'mon, I'll grind for two months so you could be less cute than before? shame. I felt that way with a girl before, but now I can't remember who haha. Now it's with zeta, cause I love her natural look, her awk looks more generic.
:(

i'm sick and tired and I require nourishment
a new restaurant opened shortly before the pandemic and I am fuming about not being able to go there now

so every main person is a nerd of something yeah
if the green jacket glasses guy on the cover is a weapons enthusiast I will die

of my planned projects, there's only akibas beat and nioh left in the next three weeks. kinda hoping to manage, but both games are 40+ hours and nioh is challenging, on top of that.
who knows what will happen. everything is weird right now. I'm still doing my homework on the regular, but it doesn't feel like anymore. Like I'm doing it for nothing.
we might get video lessons, sorta kinda excited for it, especially if it's just gonna be videos I can watch whenever and not livestream like attendance events. but who knows. I'll have to write my last paper on the side, no matter how much additional homework I'll get. the available courses seem pretty interesting, allthough I' m sorta limited with choosing, since this should be my last semester. I needed some questions answered too, but now seems not a good time.
If everything eill be like normal, I'll only have class on monday and tuesday, but it's gonna be 3 masters, so a lot of work has to be involved. also kinda wondering about the presentations I'd have to do, I guess we'll do essays instead? I really hope they'll keeo the students up to date, this stuff is keeping me awake at night.
this whole pandemic thing is really something new. can't say I'm getting stir crazy, but going to school regularly would have been the favourable option.
I'm glad my games entertain me during these trying times, but i'm a little sad that I'm not reading as much anymore. time is flying at the moment, feels like I'm just sitting around for hours. Sometimes I'm tired of even having to be alive, but that's nothing new I guess.
Even when I'm doing something, I can't focus on it at all, I keep checking my phone all the time, even thought that was never an issue before.

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finishing akibas beat in a week was a worthy challenge haha, I savoured it while rushing through it at the same time (although it was less rushing and more of removing myself out of real life and forgetting to eat and sleep)
might have broken some personal records there.
last project is nioh, but I'm fine with not finishing it in this break, I did enough. I really need to focus on my last paper, and on picking the subjects for the approaching semester.



"so that's what you're doing in your free time"
-someone, probably
here's me thinking I should go for 100% for the other three games, too

asahi - games
saki - traditional/country life
riyu - idols
yamato - anime, trading cards
kotomi - manga
reiji - computers
mizuki - ?????????? regular person?? yeah what IS he obsessed about? "oh you're still into that stuff (video games)"
you're 20 my guy chill out

I picked such a nice roster of games now, but I sorta forgot of some of the replay games I kinda wanted to do soonish (bloodborne true ending, fallout 4 institute ending and ffxv completionist run for example). Not sure if I'll just attack those somewhere in bewtween or if I'll wait more, simce both should be +40 hour projects I know akibas beat was as well, but I didn't really sleep at all that week
Don't even know how much time I'll have for any of that. Maybe I'll be late to loaded with work and my worrying amd wondering is obsolete.

the siren theme!!! in furi!! it sounds so amazing!!

NO HOTLINE DEEP MIAMI

edgeworth? def worth the edge. I'm only two chapters in but I'm already LOST <3
he's byakuyas dad

I'm doing such great progress with the games, but been neglecting that last paper thesis and?? now school starts in a week? haha,

I SHIP WRIGHT AND EDGEWORTH SO HARD AAAAAAA
I CANT
LOVE
detective games are ruining my life

I got so invested into my writing these days. I love world building, but man I am not good with words haha

*william and his samurai companions are getting drunk*
*princess leaves, disgusted/annoyed*
*william follows her* (drunk) "hey, where're you going?
"I can't stand the sight of samurai getting drunk."
"I-I ain't no samurai...!"
why does this make me laugh everytime I think about it

first online lesson was!! actually kinda nice!!! if it doesn't get worse!!! I'll like this a lot!