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Posted: Wed, 26/10/2016 14:13 (8 Years ago)
26/10/16

my mood dropped to a zero degree celsius.
listen,,im not sure if you're reading this or not
but if you do,just know.
No matter what or how you do to change my mind
im never forgiving you.
you told all the lies,changing my situation making it like it was you who had gone through it.
excuse you,got temp ban bc of you too
so,don't go crying to me again or trying hard
my answer is no.

its either you start off new with me or completely wipe my existence off your brain but only to remember im still not gonna forgive you

'cuz isnt it supposed to be "once a traitor always a traitor" and "what's done is done"?

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Posted: Sat, 29/10/2016 13:13 (8 Years ago)
29/10/16

I feel...Empty these days?
No,i do not admit that im having those depressing days but
I feel like absolutely no one cares about my existence
Like
They only talk to me if im not down?
I choose not to believe my ridiculous thoughts but its not working.
My anxiety is going worse and worse
So is my hallucinations.

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Posted: Sun, 30/10/2016 14:43 (8 Years ago)

when u make plans w ur homeboy but he ditches u for his girl

on a more serious note
i feel like lying down on the floor and cry
why do i feel stressed,tired and sad exams are over

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Posted: Sun, 06/11/2016 13:17 (8 Years ago)
Notes to self:

Custom sig. Yep draw for your own.
Custom about
Write a frickin e s s a y for ur school's magazine i hate this school. If possible finish it tonight.
Dangan sprite edits kboii


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Posted: Fri, 11/11/2016 05:51 (8 Years ago)
i hate everyone and everything.
no one will listen and understand.

welp,i have a 10% chance of stay here.

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Posted: Fri, 11/11/2016 14:26 (8 Years ago)
11/11

They left our luggage w h y
My phones on 1%
I wanna die


Why do i suffer
Wait,why does it have to be something negative and related to people happen to me

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Posted: Wed, 16/11/2016 09:34 (8 Years ago)
note to self:-
Lunyx's gembond au Noctis
-Ren's mastermind au komaeda
skarmoury's pixel oc

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Posted: Wed, 16/11/2016 19:12 (8 Years ago)
17/11/16

!!!?!!!???!!!!!
ok but im???
so happy to day???
went to showdown and found my best bud Modeling Clay still alive and well and??
hE REMEMBERS ME

now to verify twitter bc twitter went bonkers and decided to ban me

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Posted: Thu, 17/11/2016 14:49 (8 Years ago)
17/11/16

i want to grasp on to that small hope.
i want to make this place i better place
i want to help people in any way i can
all i need to do is some risking and peace-making
im sure i can achieve this at some point

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Posted: Fri, 18/11/2016 12:12 (8 Years ago)
18/11/16

lmao who am i kidding the idea of hope is disgusting

im just too pissed off rn
geez,like do any of you have any respect?
i feel backstabbed by a few friends but thats not the problem

all i wanted was to keep my way out from anyone smh

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Posted: Sat, 19/11/2016 17:27 (8 Years ago)
note to self:

some commish/requests stOP PLAYING OSU GEEBUS
go watch both of those gay anime
play ff ??? if ps2 still alive and well
cockroach boi x smol japanese hitler draw that too <
how do i draw w/ mouse jfc

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Posted: Tue, 22/11/2016 16:00 (8 Years ago)


aaa im overflowed w/ jealousy lmao

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Posted: Tue, 22/11/2016 19:00 (8 Years ago)
23/11/16
"omg why do you hate [user] so much omg they did nothing wrong"



people are so annoying lmao
if i hate someone then???don't question???
just like you,i hate it when someone asks why i dont like some people
jfc,,yes i get it,i hate a 'popular' user and 'they did nothing wrong' is a lie

i need sleep :'/
tomorrow is a new day :'//
don't act all goody-two-shoes hun.

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Posted: Wed, 23/11/2016 16:21 (8 Years ago)
24/11/16
this one user is rude af yo
one minute hes all being rude said i was nice but now im rude and then??
"ohloljk ur like that"

you dont go being rude and then say jk??
jfc i wonder why im still around this site even after dealing with annoying/rude people :")))

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Posted: Sat, 26/11/2016 14:31 (8 Years ago)
26/11/16
Probs my last post until i get better grades :")
Dont even bother finding me in other social media sites,im not even gonna be there :")
In a year time ill come back? If i get good grades that is.
Time to grind through soul nomad and play other old ps2 games.
Who even plays ps2 anymore? Well i do lmao

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Posted: Sun, 27/11/2016 16:58 (8 Years ago)
noTE to sElf:
Draw some stuff
Draw monaka yess :"0
Draw pokesona reference

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Posted: Mon, 28/11/2016 13:48 (8 Years ago)
note to self:
^
draw Minccino's pokesona's
draw PAE's oc
Whatever you do,DO NOT spend your nugget until christmas or earlier,as long as its in december.

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Posted: Fri, 02/12/2016 13:52 (8 Years ago)
2/12/16

i find it hilarious that i help people overcome suicide thoughts when i have them myself
im so hilarious
call me a comedian guys lmao

on a more serious note,i just feel like a sack of sad potatoes c':

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Posted: Mon, 05/12/2016 00:45 (8 Years ago)
Note to self:
-Time to mix drinks and change lives!
-PAE's request
-Get better weapons in GGZ
-Look for exchange codes [most of them are invalid/expired rIP]
-stop being a sad sack of potatoes and go with it. you deserved it.so stop being jealous and stuff

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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2016 15:49 (8 Years ago)
New obsession:
Satan child monaca
Reserved for gif lmao

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