Don't have an account yet? 
Forum Search
I'm Feeling Lucky
Searching for: Posts from SakuraWolf23.|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE   Forum Posts: 365  |
Posted: Sun, 17/11/2024 21:02 (3 Days ago) |
|
I can't shrink even the portion of Rhoslyn to fit my avi here without making it blurry af. But here's my girl in her library! I absolutely adore all the pieces for Rhoslyn that I've gotten this year! <3  🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Fri, 15/11/2024 18:41 (5 Days ago) |
|
[Gaming - PTCG] Ohhh! Got this gorgeous Moltres from my Daily Pack! <3 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Fri, 15/11/2024 07:57 (6 Days ago) |
|
I got a message about some stuff on the PFQ blog. Just so you know. A) I haven't looked at either blog in two weeks, if not slightly longer. B) I don't know what the conversation was about, but if it were important, I wouldn't have interjected unless it was to ADD to the conversation. C) Whoever sent in that question about my fanfic was not me. D) Why would I send in questions about myself, positive or negative, when it all adds fuel to the fire? I've got enough in real life to deal with right now. E) As I've said before, I will ALWAYS consider myself pure and better than you. Decent people don't go around tearing other people down. I've called you jerks and other minor names, but I've ALWAYS wished you well or that you get what's coming to you. I've not gone around tearing apart everything you say or do, looking for hidden meaning. It genuinely baffles me how you can sit there thinking you're better than me when you're constantly attacking me, and I don't truly fight back. Oh, wait. That's right. I start everything because I'm an attention-seeking drama queen and then play the victim and mental health cards. Sounds like gaslighting and blameshifting to me. And again. I know damn well if you had a family member with ADHD, Autism, or any other challenge, you would work WITH them to help them improve. Why would you not provide a stranger with the same courtesy? I have friends and family who would miss me. Wouldn't you miss your friend or family member if someone bullied them to tears and beyond? DO NOT throw pain, shade, or words at anyone when you wouldn't want it done to a loved one. F) I'm not Racist. Never EVER EVER EVER EVER was. I asked that the ACA stop because y'all were being way too hateful, and I just wanted people to, at the very least, try to discuss and settle their differences peacefully. I made all those comparisons to show you how hypocritical you were being. I wanted you to sit back and think, "Oh, wait. She's right. If I wouldn't believe this about this group, then I can't believe that about that group." I still 100% believe that some of these "complicit" cops are only "complicit" because they know if they leave or get fired, they won't be able to do as much good. It's far better to be "complicit" and keep yourself in a position where you can do some good or mitigate some of the corrupt damage than to be helpless and watch as your city falls apart and the people you swore to protect get harmed. I'm still 100% against Police Brutality and 100% for Police Reform, ESPECIALLY the aspect of firing every cop in a district and making them reapply so they can get into trouble for past questionable actions to remove the corrupt/potentially corrupt. And when I said to stop complaining about your life and neighborhood and BE the change, I was NOT saying POC was the problem. The song by Michael Jackson, Man in the Mirror, was on my mind. As well as the fact that one of the biggest problems in the world is people not doing something to help their community because "someone else will do it", but when everyone has that idea, nothing gets done. That said, I was unaware of how difficult it still is for POC to accomplish anything. As soon as I learned that truth, I apologized for the upset that comment caused. G) I've done my best not to say or do anything that gets me talked about, and I'm so tempted just to say eff it and start talking about even negative stuff here. But this isn't the place to vent; it will always cause more problems. I don't know how to move on from this. I know and understand this is a small group of small-minded, hateful, arrogant, egotistical bullies and that their opinions don't matter. But sometimes, when I'm overwhelmed, it matters so freaking much. When I'm already thinking of myself as horrible and worthless and that the world would be better off if I didn't exist. Honestly, anyone who consistently pushes another person to the point where they have those thoughts is a monster, and they deserve karma to serve them the same pain, so they understand how it feels. H) Before I say anymore, I will head to bed. I will leave this up, but I will also try my best to keep negativity to a minimum and call it a success if I make only one post a month. Good night! May the Force serve you well! 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Thu, 14/11/2024 19:01 (6 Days ago) |
|
I saw this on Facebook and thought I'd share. "You've worked too hard to let a season of darkness convince you there's no light at the end of the tunnel." 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Sun, 10/11/2024 03:23 (11 Days ago) |
|
Cape so far! Chidori really wanted to be in the picture. 8 more rows of red to go, but I honestly think it's going to need another ten rows. Might make that 5 or 10 each of orange and black so it has two of my favorite color combos in it. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Sat, 09/11/2024 04:46 (12 Days ago) |
|
Us: *watching Monsters vs Aliens* Me: So, have you figured out if you've seen this before or not? Dad: I think I've seen clips of it, but not all of it because I don't remember most of it. Me: *mumbles* That's because your memory sucks. Dad: *pauses* What was that? Me: Love you. Dad: What did you say? Me: I said your memory sucks. Us: *silence* Dad: *thirty seconds later* I think I've seen clips of it, but not all of it because I don't remember most of it. Me: *bursts out in hysterical laughter* 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Fri, 08/11/2024 22:45 (12 Days ago) |
|
There will be no stream tonight, as my mom is off work due to being sick. I'll be playing FF7R1 on Monday night, though! And really soon, I'll be back to my M/W/F schedule! ^.^ I do wonder: How many people would be interested in watching me crochet? I could probably carry on conversations easier while doing so. Note that if that is an interest, I wouldn't be doing those streams during my usual times but more randomly throughout the day/week. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Fri, 08/11/2024 18:56 (12 Days ago) |
|
Just read that cats have issues with drinking still water because in the wild, that can be dangerous. Heh. That's news to me. I currently have 14 cats. Over the last ten years, I've had a total of about 30. Absolutely NONE of them have had a problem drinking from the water bucket in my house. Or from the sink, their water bucket outside, the central heating unit drippage, or on the trash can lid after it rains. Either that's not a true statement, or it's more along the lines that they trust the water in and around their home. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Thu, 07/11/2024 03:59 (14 Days ago) |
|
Someone linked me to the main Satanic Temple website, and I am looking through the pamphlet. Several things from the pamphlet stood out to me. I can't seem to image to text it, so I'm just linking the site. You can find the pamphlet pretty quickly. I thought so when I first glanced at the surface of the "religion", but I am positive now that this is the "religion" I wish to follow. I say "religion" because I know they don't see themselves as religious, but I also don't know what else to really call it. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Thu, 07/11/2024 01:01 (14 Days ago) |
|
So. You know how I was in agony from my headache/neck pain? And how dad can't do much at a time anymore due to missing part of his lung? While I passed out to make the pain disappear, he worked outside for half an hour and filled the dumpster. It was cold, and the sun wasn't out, making it much easier for him to do such a long period of time at once. He said he took it easy, taking a couple of breaks. So can y'all give my dad a big round of applause? While doing a load from the basement, he also found his box of NES games that he thought were stolen from one of our sheds a few years back, including Dragon Warriors 1-4, so he is ecstatic. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Wed, 06/11/2024 18:12 (14 Days ago) |
|
*whimpers* My headache and neck pain won't go away. I want to write and read, but I can't focus for too long at a time without getting frustrated. The dumpster needs to be filled by tomorrow, and it's only half full so far because we've had a busy week. So now I've got about an hour's worth of work to do while not feeling good. :'( 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Wed, 06/11/2024 02:32 (15 Days ago) |
|
I am way too excited over this. If they weren't $5, I'd make dad take me back to the Dollar Tree and get the rest! ^.^ 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Tue, 05/11/2024 05:39 (16 Days ago) |
|
My project so far! It's supposed to be a cape. I got six rows done today while watching The Walking Dead and The Witcher! Going to go two more rows and then switch to green, and then ten to red. And continue to alternate colors. Looking forward to seeing the completed project.  🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Mon, 04/11/2024 07:28 (17 Days ago) |
|
My anxiety has been so insane over the last two weeks, I've slept most nights with dad. Tonight, I was going to try to sleep in my room. But I opened the door and turned on the lights, and was hit with a wave of dread and chills to the point where I felt unable to breathe. Had to turn the light off and leave. Been a long time since I've had night terrors, the feeling of weight on my chest, and terror when entering a room. So I'm half wondering if there's a demon in there. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Mon, 04/11/2024 06:56 (17 Days ago) |
|
I did not accomplish any writing or gaming today, but I did manage to spend an hour and a half helping dad do some cleanup at the apartments. My back is super sore. I brought home a dresser one of the renters left behind, which is bigger and sturdier than what was beside my computer desk before. I put about 30 of the books in my TBR pile into it. I also managed to complete two rows of crochet on a new project! I'm making a cape! It took a little bit for me to figure out how to do a turning double crochet. I'm so used to chaining three for the new double crochet row, but this new method makes a dc and allows for a better-flowing turn. Then I had to spend ten minutes reading row 2 repeatedly because I couldn't figure out how the pattern went from 69 dc in row 1 to 81 in row 2. Finally figured it out, though! ^.^ 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Sun, 03/11/2024 06:38 (18 Days ago) |
|
I talked with my dad about it and thought about it myself more, too. As much as I would LOVE to become a moderator to help keep the site clean, safe, and friendly, he has many valid points. Yes. I might be knowledgeable about the game and active all the time. I might know how to act maturely and professionally, but as with anything you learn, understanding and implementing the concepts are two entirely different things. He brought up my stints as a NEW Emissary in Ultima Online Evolution and how I rarely helped new players by giving them the tour and their starting bag because it made me so anxious. The fact I want to help is admirable, but the facts show I am unable to do so in a meaningful way. I couldn't bring myself to spend half an hour a couple of times a week when I was always online and available to positively influence someone's gaming experience. So what makes me think I could handle dealing with 20+ 30-second to 5-minute negative aspects? He feels that until I reach a point where my social anxiety no longer controls me, I am unfit to be a Moderator. Dad also feels that initially, I may have wanted to be a moderator to help and give back to the community. But he knows firsthand how petty and vindictive I can be and feels like I now only want the position as a slap in the face to those who hate me. Like those movies, games, or books, where the one bullied in high school grows up to be rich, famous, or has contributed majorly to society, everyone wants to be a kissbutt as if their past actions would be forgiven in the snap of a finger. It hurts that he (and likely others) don't believe in me. But to be honest, I've always been too pure. I'm easily upset and wear my emotions on my sleeve. I am horrible with socialization and misconstruing tone, especially written tone, which is why I prefer people to try to spell things out for me as nicely as possible. I think I want to become a moderator because I have so much awe and respect for them. These people have their own lives and problems to deal with. And they go out of their way to keep the site a safe, clean space. I've seen and experience the hate they go through all because they "weren't fast enough", "made the wrong choice", "punished without proof", etc. The strength, fortitude, and willpower they have to keep doing that job. It's THAT that I want. To be able to be hit with all these daggers and keep going. To not break under the pressure of words from people whose opinions I know mean nothing. Moderators are amazing people who deserve far more courtesy, respect, and patience than they receive. There are ways I can help out PokeHeroes and PokeFarm Q without being involved in one of its most toxic and mentally draining aspects. Engaging in feeds, supporting/encouraging others for their successes/failures. Making sure that everything I say or do is positive and uplifting. Answering questions, even if I feel they're ignorant or five seconds of reading would have answered. Just overall, doing my best to be someone worth remembering in a positive way. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Thu, 31/10/2024 05:52 (21 Days ago) |
|
*facedesks* Ooh! Hatch a Shiny! *claims DP* *goes to Notif Wall to see what number it was* Wait. Why don't I have a Pokeradar notification? O.o :O I forgot to turn on the Pokeradar before starting the hunt! According to my boxes, I've got 28 normals (one of which is a mega). Welp. That's 29 wasted eggs to get to max chance. *whimpers, lays ears back, and covers face with fiery tail to hide embarrassment* 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Thu, 31/10/2024 05:47 (21 Days ago) |
Title: NGL QnAQ: Are you feeling okay? A: Meh. I am exhausted mentally and physically, but now that I know my dad's cancer is treatable, it takes a load off my mind. Not to mention, my mom and brother are going to be moving out soon (because cancer itself makes you immunocompromised), so there'll be even fewer things to stress me out. Q: Can I have nuggets please? I want premium. A: I don't have any. I sold most of what I had remaining from before I went on hiatus and interacted a lot when the Halloween event started to get the PD to exchange for the 5k Nuggets for my Premium. I'm not a very active player, so unless I start selling shiny, shiny mega, art, or other things, I'm not going to have any for a while. Good luck in getting some, though! Q: 2 + 2 = A: IV Q: What's the silliest thing you thought when you were younger? A: Hmmn. I honestly don't remember much of my youngest bits of childhood, as it wasn't a very good time of my life. I do remember believing that if I found a four-leaf clover and made a wish on it, that wish would come true. And I could never decide if I wanted the ability to fly or things like a shrink ray, ice ray, or other various "evil genius" inventions to take over the world. 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Sat, 26/10/2024 17:17 (25 Days ago) |
|
After a long while, I have Premium on PokeHeroes and have chosen to become more active here. I've also decided to become more active on PokeFarm Q. Not to the point where I try to go through my Shelter eggs every day because, ugh! That's waaaay more work than 127 Adopts or however many it was previously. But very active on Bonus days, and waaay more active than I've been in months. Dad still wants to play PFQ, but he wants me to get all the released Pokemon data from the last six months or so into the program first—without his help. This is understandable since when he played earlier this year and asked for my help, I did TWO Pokemon while he did days' worth of work for the database. So, I'll try to find the time to get that done, along with everything else on my list. A few Pokemon a day should be underwhelming enough for me to follow through. He's still not returning to PokeHeroes, though. At least until many improvements are made. I'm returning because it feels like everything's finally done and over and that I'm being respected enough not to be nitpicked over anything and everything. If I can keep this Journal and my Feeds free of negativity for six months, I'll ask for my Journal privileges back. For now, you can keep updated on things here or on my Tumblr 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
|
SakuraWolf23 OFFLINE Forum Posts: 365 |
Posted: Fri, 25/10/2024 02:18 (27 Days ago) |
|
On the one hand, as others may know, the 50th Marshadow isn't guaranteed Shiny. On the other hand, 51 total (technically around 60 or so if including before the hatched tracker), so if Marshadow is a 2%er, I should be getting my Shiny soon! I'm getting about two daily, so I'm crossing my fingers tightly! ^.^ 🌸❤️🌸🧡🌸💛🌸💚🌸💙🌸💜🌸 [Read more] |
<-- Previous site || Next site -->