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Posted: Fri, 15/04/2022 18:30 (3 Years ago)

I spent my day decorating easter eggs and cleaning. a day of peacefull mind atlast. i have been so down lately. today was realy calm and relaxing. really needed this. started new drawing. the child was happy. Cat was nice. Didn'tbreak anything. I bought cake. called my mom. all the nice things that could be. maybe the peace times are really coming for me. i really need this. the moment of pure relaxed mind. no ruch. no fear. no pain. no sad. no anger. just white blank as a paper peace and calm. but my mind's paper is schribled and riped and writen all over it, many many different words, brushed with red ink, with stickers on it, with paw prints and hair. It's a mess. my friends keep saying me - its just creativity, embrace it. but i just need more time to rest. my mind is going crazy. not crazy crazy. I'm just overwelmed by myself. full of thoughts not getting out, losing potencial, or maybe, maybe i'm not, i'm going in small step. in small steps forward.

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msgreenfox OFFLINE Forum Posts: 22	Posted: Thu, 14/04/2022 17:41 (3 Years ago)
	gift sent! xoxo [Read more]

msgreenfox OFFLINE Forum Posts: 22	Posted: Thu, 14/04/2022 15:29 (3 Years ago)
	gift sent xoxo [Read more]

msgreenfox OFFLINE Forum Posts: 22	Posted: Wed, 13/04/2022 16:11 (3 Years ago)
	Gift sent ! carpie on da way dude! [Read more]

msgreenfox OFFLINE Forum Posts: 22	Posted: Tue, 12/04/2022 16:45 (3 Years ago)
	gift sent xoxo [Read more]

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Posted: Tue, 12/04/2022 11:03 (3 Years ago)

Spending my days by looking for a job and drawing. The weather is super nice today. But i'm way to tired go out. I'm on my bed with coffee in my hand. Music playing. The around me not being able to decide if she wants a nap or to play. Mac and cheese plate on the table. I packed a gift for my friend. It felt so nice. I am able to send love to my dearest ones in other city, via a box full of rose petals and best wishes. Felt so powerfull and witchy. My mood swing getting weird. i dreamed of shatered wine glasses under my feet. I couldnt figure out if it was blood or wine. Felt so dizzy and helpless in that dream. Trying my best to recolect myself as a person. To look confident. Cause i feel like i can not get a job because im so shy and anxious... the anxiety kicks in in every job interview. its so anoying. am i the only one that scared of people? shaky voice and blury place around me. i guess i been at home ar too long.

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msgreenfox OFFLINE Forum Posts: 22	Posted: Tue, 12/04/2022 09:24 (3 Years ago)
	gift sended to Saphira xo xo [Read more]

msgreenfox
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Posted: Sun, 10/04/2022 12:30 (3 Years ago)

I woke up earlier than usual. The sun was still hiding under the clouds. The wind was csreaming. I'm not kiding it's so windy here. My cat kept meowing and asking for snacks. She knows her breakfast is only at 10 a.m. But she's a bit greedy. She needs snacks. I turned on the coffee machine. Aromas of coffee beans grounding filled the room. I turned on my music. And danced a little bit. I remember i dreamed of a rainy day, waliking on the streets, seeing the war planes above my head. People around me started screaming. But i felt no fear. I had a sword in my backpack. And coffee in my termo cup. Nothing stopping me now. I am ready. But the planes just flew past us. And people around me calmed down and continued on living. I started to feel heartache. I notice a fire building a few hundret metters away. But i woke up at that moment. The coffee aroma reminded me of that weird dream. I am looking behind my window. The wind is gving trees a hard time. A branch broke. Birds are flying crazy. The cat keeps meowing for snacks. not now, - i say sipping my hot drink. It feels so weird and dull at the same time.

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msgreenfox OFFLINE Forum Posts: 22	Posted: Sun, 10/04/2022 11:40 (3 Years ago)
	sending best of lucks! xo xo [Read more]

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