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Posted: Wed, 21/03/2018 13:20 (6 Years ago)
@toc
hello yes i finished it thank you for ordering!
here it is

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Posted: Tue, 20/03/2018 20:06 (6 Years ago)
Username:Filip666
Commission wanted(a.k.a like avi or what etc):Uhh just art
Password:artsy
Reference/Specifications:Fluff
Custom?:no
Pay before, or once the art is done?:Ima pay when its done
Anything else, any details?:
Uhh if you'll have any problems then just message me

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Posted: Sat, 18/11/2017 23:48 (6 Years ago)
I'm just, not feeling good
I don't know what to draw, it keeps stressing me out and making me upset
I feel like talking about my feelings, but I don't know what to say, and I don't think there's anyone to listen
I'm just sad
Maybe it's just because of the drawing, maybe I still can be fixed, but who knows. It might be too late.
My moods keep switching randomly all the time, it's really not fun. One moment I'm trying to be positive, few seconds later I want to give up on everything, another few seconds pass and I don't care about anything, and a lot more
I'm trying, but I don't know if I'm trying enough? Or if I'm strong enough?..
Eh, we will see I guess

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Posted: Wed, 15/11/2017 21:15 (6 Years ago)
Lost another close friend
"we don't talk much anymore, we should stop being friends"
I don't really know.
Not the first person that went away from me, not the last one
Lots of people left recently
I'm trying, I'm trying my best to be a good friend. to remember about everything, to do everything they want
I'm really loyal, I don't talk bad stuff about them, I accept everything they want
I'm always here, for all of them, ready to do anything
But they just leave.
What am I supposed to do then? I mean,
of course I'm not good enough,
I'm not funny, not very talkative..
But I'm trying my best for everyone
What's the point of life if most of them just leave

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Posted: Sat, 14/10/2017 12:21 (6 Years ago)
It's weird how quickly everything can change
One day I'm feeling better, with two best friends
Next day one of them hates me, and I don't even know why, and just
Nothing makes sense, and there's no point in doing anything anymore
My body refuses to even get up
I refuse to try, and I refuse to eat
Just
Eh.
I let her ignore me, I let her do everything she wanted, I was waiting, all scared and depressed, but I was waiting..
now she's just gone, forever
I guess I'm not allowed to be happy
What's the point of living, if I'm constantly hurting everyone around me, and there's no happiness

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Posted: Tue, 12/09/2017 22:55 (6 Years ago)
Eh
I said I'd try to be happy for her
I want to be happy
But everything is so.. different since she's gone. Im not really myself I guess..
I want to believe that she's happy, and that everything will be okay. But I just.. I dont want to believe it I guess.. Its so difficult without her..
Im trying, I really am
Im trying to make others happy
Im trying to help as much as I can
Im trying to make myself happy
But just.. its not working, nothing's working.. I cant be happy, or I just dont want to be happy when she's not here..
I think about her every single day, I keep getting more and more sad as days go by, and nothing is getting better
I miss her
A lot

..plus few other things that make me sad and worried, but.. what's the point of mentioning it now
Good night

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Posted: Mon, 04/09/2017 01:15 (6 Years ago)
I don't want you to act smart. There's no need to keep repeating how much I should move on, how much I should forget. I don't need it.
I don't want you to say happy words. You don't have to lie that my life will get better anytime soon. I don't need to hear it.
I don't want you to be here if you are a fake friend. I don't need people who are here just to hurt me.
I just, want someone who will listen. Listen, and actually hear. Who will hear my whispers even tho I will be yelling.
Who will try to cheer me up even tho I'm happy.
Who will just be here to calm me down after I cry.

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Posted: Tue, 29/08/2017 01:05 (6 Years ago)
@KlassBebeCaratVIP
Alright, I will work on them when I wake up

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Posted: Tue, 22/08/2017 21:43 (6 Years ago)
@Sansica
Both are done, Ima send them by pp~

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Posted: Mon, 21/08/2017 18:34 (6 Years ago)
@Sansica
Alright, Ima start drawing them soon~

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Posted: Sun, 20/08/2017 20:01 (6 Years ago)


Hello there o/
I'm Filip, and this is my.. place to make cupcakes. Yup.


FIRST, THE BORING IMPORTANT STUFF
Rules :'D
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Just don't break them or I will get mad.
> If you break any of the rules, you will get a warning. Three warnings, and you won't be allowed to order anything here. <
> Don't rush me please, each cupcake needs some time, and it's NOT up to me how much <
> Please don't ask for too complicated things, the cupcake's size is 19 pixels by 21 pixels, I don't have a lot of free space :'3 <
> No, I will NOT make the cupcakes bigger. It's the original size, and they just will stay like that. <
> Please don't post unrelated things here, like asking to visit your shop, buy something else, etc. <
> Password is : Couldn't find it. (Yes, with the dot).
> I won't give you the cupcake until you pay, BUT pay after I have completed your cupcake, I will pm/pp you when done so. <


Now that we are done with it,
what do I mean by cupcakes? Literally cupcakes :'3
Here are a few examples:
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Belogs to Tobey
Belongs to Hatori
Belongs to Sansica
Belongs to November

And few close ups:
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Belongs to Tsuko
Belongs to osacrys
Belongs to Tobey



REMEMBER
It takes some time to make one, can take even an hour, or more, if the decoration needs it or you change your mind while I'm doing one.

You want one? That's great. I can make ALL the cupcakes.

How to order one?
Bake me a cupcake!
Base > -color- (Originally brown)
Topping > -color-
Dots > -color- (just leave it blank if you don't want any dots)
Decoration > -Here I need actual description of what you want, where, color of it, just as much information as possible I guess?
Private stream > Yes/No
Password > -password-


Private stream - I will pm/pp you, so we can find good time for the stream. I will set up the stream (join.me), so you can watch the progress. It makes my job a lot easier.
Also, just remove the "-", they aren't needed at all.

There isn't any limit of how many you can order at a time, just keep in mind that it all takes time :'3
To order few just put them in separate spoilers, form is the same tho.
ALSO, if you are ordering few, only the first one is 15k, then every next one is 10k each o/


Now, my favorite part, aka, PAYMENT!

I don't want much to be honest. I'm trying to make it as good as i possibly can, but it's still just 390+ pixels. All I wanna do is make you happy that you got them. I hope that 15k isn't too much?


Okay, so
Cupcake - 15k
If you want me to edit your cupcake somehow, just palpad me, it won't cost anything.


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And HUGE thanks to everyone who helped me with making this post, love you lots guys <3
Sansica
Tobey


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Posted: Sat, 19/08/2017 00:44 (6 Years ago)
Maybe my shop? I just need to put it somewhere :'3




Hello there o/
I'm Filip, and this is my.. place to make cupcakes. Yup.


FIRST, THE BORING IMPORTANT STUFF
Rules :'D
Show hidden content

Just don't break them or I will get mad.
> If you break any of the rules, you will get a warning. Three warnings, and you won't be allowed to order anything here. <
> Don't rush me please, each cupcake needs some time, and it's NOT up to me how much <
> Please don't ask for too complicated things, the cupcake's size is 19 pixels by 21 pixels, I don't have a lot of free space :'3 <
> No, I will NOT make the cupcakes bigger. It's the original size, and they just will stay like that. <
> Please don't post unrelated things here, like asking to visit your shop, buy something else, etc. <
> Password is : Couldn't find it. (Yes, with the dot).
> I won't give you the cupcake until you pay, BUT pay after I have completed your cupcake, I will pm/pp you when done so. <


Now that we are done with it,
what do I mean by cupcakes? Literally cupcakes :'3
Here are few examples:
Show hidden content

Belogs to Tobey
Belongs to ilovcows
Belongs to Sansica
Belongs to November

And few close ups:
Show hidden content

Belongs to Tsuko
Belongs to osacrys
Belongs to Tobey



REMEMBER
It takes some time to make one, can take even an hour, or more, if the decoration needs it or you change your mind while I'm doing one.

You want one? That's great. I can make ALL the cupcakes.

How to order one?
Bake me a cupcake!
Base > -color- (Originally brown)
Topping > -color-
Dots > -color- (just leave it blank if you don't want any dots)
Decoration > -Here I need actual description of what you want, where, color of it, just as much information as possible I guess?
Private stream > Yes/No
Password > -password-


Private stream - I will pm/pp you, so we can find good time for the stream. I will set up the stream (join.me), so you can watch the progress. It makes my job a lot easier.
Also, just remove the "-", they aren't needed at all.


Now, my favorite part, aka, PAYMENT!

I don't want much to be honest. I'm trying to make it as good as i possibly can, but it's still just 390+ pixels. All I wanna do is make you happy that you got them. I hope that 15k isn't too much?


Okay, so
Cupcake - 15k
If you want me to edit your cupcake somehow, just palpad me, it won't cost anything.


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Posted: Sun, 13/08/2017 12:50 (6 Years ago)
I cried
A lot
Almost let almost everything out
I've changed since she's gone, and I really don't like it
She probably won't come back. Doesn't matter how much I miss her, how much I cry, how much I want to.. eh. She just won't. Guess she doesn't care anymore?.. I don't know, she never explained why she's leaving.. She said she will come back.. But eh. I'm sorry. Just sorry.

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Posted: Sat, 12/08/2017 20:51 (6 Years ago)
First month of summer just passed, ay
It was awful. Kinda cool, had lots of ice creams, started talking with few people, but.. I just can't, it really is too hard for me to be alone. There was always that someone who would listen, cheer me up, and just be here just for me, not anyone else.
No matter how much I try, I'm just left alone, and I just can't accept it, I don't want to. Everything felt so fine, so real, and just
Went away
Sigh
Wish me luck, me
Hopefully you will be here tomorrow

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Posted: Sun, 30/07/2017 14:09 (6 Years ago)
Username: Filip666
Shiny Slot: Corsola
Password: Saint Star
Other:

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Posted: Sat, 17/06/2017 01:32 (6 Years ago)
ohcrap
end of school is in this friday

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Posted: Sun, 05/03/2017 20:20 (7 Years ago)
haha no anime

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Posted: Wed, 01/02/2017 19:08 (7 Years ago)

Hai hai~
It's been uh, kinda long since I posted anything here, I know. School stole most of my time, and when I had time, I was just too lazy x3

A lot of things have changed-
I'm almost 17, I got my own 3DS and Pokemon Moon, I've got cool friends at school (we all love memes I swear they are really awesome, we meme every day), I've got that game called Spore, and I made few pokemons there xD I'm also still trying to draw, I'm going to learn a bit about anatomy, color theory and shadows, that stuff x3 Annnd I'm sick since monday, but today I threw up three times, so no school till Friday, hopefully even longer xD
Oh, and I've got my S+ (6 in Poland) grade in English <3 It was actually easy af xD

About my depression... Well, we could say it's almost gone. I still have some habits, but I'm getting better, I got a lot better already.
Ah, right, and my new obsession, Marshmello <3 #MELLOGANG I totally love his music, and just his style- I love him okay

Anyway xD I'm going to just keep learning how to draw, how to make things in Spore, and just study in school x3 Teachers aren't that cool, but at least I can try to talk with them
So I think that's all for now? I won't be posting a lot I guess, I'm too lazy xD


Byeeee, best wishes from me and my adorable Jeni <3

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Posted: Tue, 20/09/2016 20:18 (7 Years ago)

Username: Filip666
Shiny Wish: Nidoran (m)
Payment Option: 8 Purple Boxes
Password: Shooting Star
Other: Thanks again 'w'


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Posted: Sat, 03/09/2016 01:34 (7 Years ago)
03.09.2016, Saturday
Hello hello
School started o/ Around 36 people in my class, while 9 (counting me) are boys :'3
I was really stressed and stuff, I was even crying when I got home but
Now things are getting better, I start to remember more people, I might get friends soon- Maybe
The worst thing is waking up at 5:40am and finding classes where I have lessons xD but Im slowly remembering them
Yeah, Im still pretty nervous, or like, nervous af, plus the scary things and someone probably getting bored off me again but eh, I will be fine xD Not like they are one of most important people in my life pff... of course they are
Ekhm anyway-
Im going to write kind of update of the thing I did on the first page of this diary, I will probably do that tomorrow, adding few things, too
So... thats all xD Night, sweet dreams <3

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