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Captian_Hawthorne OFFLINE   Forum Posts: 349 |
Posted: Thu, 09/05/2019 21:33 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Thu, 09/05/2019 21:21 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Thu, 09/05/2019 20:00 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Thu, 09/05/2019 08:30 (6 Years ago) |
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Never think of consequences. I didn't feel a thing, I didn't feel a thing. I never think twice, no intentions. Never feel the consequences. Until it starts to sting, until it starts to sting. No, it never hurt like this before. No, nothing's fair in love and war. Turn out, the lights. Nothing's fair in love and war. It's too late, to lie. Nothing's fair in love and war. Your hand, my knife, your heart, my life. There's no wrong, or right. When nothing's fair in love and war. I never back down, always in crisis. Left to my own devices. You never meant a thing, you never meant a thing. No, it never hurt like this before. No, nothing's fair in love and war. Turn out, the lights. Nothing's fair in love and war. It's too late, to lie. Nothing's fair in love and war. Your hand, my knife, your heart, my life. There's no wrong, or right. When nothing's fair in love and war. Turn out, the lights. Nothing's fair in love and war. It's too late, to lie. Nothing's fair in love and war. Your hand, my knife, your heart, my life. There's no wrong, or right. When nothing's fair in love and war." Nothing's Fair In Love and War - Three Days Grace [Read more] |
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Captian_Hawthorne OFFLINE Forum Posts: 349 |
Posted: Thu, 09/05/2019 07:15 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Thu, 09/05/2019 01:22 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Wed, 08/05/2019 17:31 (6 Years ago) |
          Help. I cannot stop fanboying over this absolute monster of a man. [Read more] |
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Captian_Hawthorne OFFLINE Forum Posts: 349 |
Posted: Wed, 08/05/2019 08:05 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Wed, 08/05/2019 07:27 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Tue, 07/05/2019 19:10 (6 Years ago) |
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Captian_Hawthorne OFFLINE Forum Posts: 349 |
Posted: Tue, 07/05/2019 01:17 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Sun, 05/05/2019 18:02 (6 Years ago) |
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Super handy for keeping track of multiple conversations at once! [Read more] |
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Captian_Hawthorne OFFLINE Forum Posts: 349 |
Posted: Fri, 03/05/2019 01:45 (6 Years ago) |
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And it's riding all the way It's not my fault that I can't Push the urge away I've saved some lives, Close your eyes It's not pretty The work that must be done In the mist Death has kissed Those beneath me Even if it's all for fun I'm the balance between the sides Bringing bad men to their demise Someone's got to do it and I'm willing I'm no hero, but I'm not the villain I made a choice some time ago To use this gift solely for good So don't get the wrong idea I'm only killing when I should But look away If you stay Here and watch me It's not for everyone Listen close To the code Binding what I've Planned out and what I've done They're the sickness I'm the cure In my darkness I am pure They're the killers I'm the chair While the rest Are unaware I'm not the villain I'm just natural force I'm fixing problems Destroy them at the source With purpose They deserve this It's a small price They don't play nice ♫♪" The Villain (Dexter Song) - Aviators [Read more] |
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Captian_Hawthorne OFFLINE Forum Posts: 349 |
Posted: Thu, 02/05/2019 22:49 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Thu, 02/05/2019 07:59 (6 Years ago) |
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Captian_Hawthorne OFFLINE Forum Posts: 349 |
Posted: Thu, 02/05/2019 05:11 (6 Years ago) |
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It's... very difficult to explain. But I'll do my best to get it into words here. ----- I don't think like the everyday person does. I don't feel the same things. I just don't work right. And while it has never bothered me, and never interfered with anything that I have decided to do, it gets in the way with helping these people I like. I want to help, to say all the right things and alleviate their worries in a manner that leaves them if not both of us feeling better. But because I don't work right, I cant make the same emotional connections that most people do. I don't feel 'happiness' the same. Or 'sadness' either. I highly doubt that my 'anger' is the same as yours. Everything for me is stretched way out of proportion compared to normal people. It's been easier to consider myself as something other than human instead of trying to figure out where the dots connect and tie me into the same array as everyone else. More often than not I'm too insensitive with things, or I overreact way too much. And... I just want to be normal enough to help... It kills me to know that there's a decent chance that I may lose a friend, or cause someone to hate me simply because I say the wrong things when I simply believe that I'm helping. It stresses me out and puts me in a bad mood which only compounds the previous issues tenfold! I can't get out of this endless loop of screwing up and making things worse and I just want to be free for once so that I can help the people that need it. The people that NEED someone to talk to who can understand their emotions at their level and give advice based off of that... [Read more] |
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Captian_Hawthorne OFFLINE Forum Posts: 349 |
Posted: Thu, 02/05/2019 04:08 (6 Years ago) |
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Evil without a doubt. [Read more] |
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Captian_Hawthorne OFFLINE Forum Posts: 349 |
Posted: Thu, 02/05/2019 01:14 (6 Years ago) |
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Captian_Hawthorne OFFLINE Forum Posts: 349 |
Posted: Tue, 30/04/2019 06:54 (6 Years ago) |
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I talked about all sorts of things on the Discord server! Like Committing Arson, Alter Egos, Old Cartoons we watched in our childhood, etc... It's certainly a fun place to come check out~ You don't even need to have the app downloaded of you're on PC either, since it has a browser based version too. Overall, today has been good. I'm harboring a bit of a grudge though but it's nothing too bad. Question: What helps you keep calm when you get upset? I'd like to get a good idea of coping tactics for later use~ [Read more] |
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Posted: Mon, 29/04/2019 06:25 (6 Years ago) |
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