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SissyFox
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Posted: Sun, 31/05/2015 04:20 (8 Years ago)
~ちissyヌox's Diary~



Credit to Megatraven for picture
Credit to BanetteXD for sprites used



Contents:
Welcomer
Facts About Me
People Who Consider Me Their Friend
Areas on PokeHeroes You Can Find Me
Other Links
Extra Art
Journal Entires

SissyFox
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Posted: Sun, 31/05/2015 04:55 (8 Years ago)
~Facts About Me:~





Gender : Nonbinary
Age : 19 Years
Birthday : January 18
Sexuality : Asexual
Height: 5'7
Future Profession : Honestly who knows anymore
Likes : Pretty and sparkly things, fluffy things, science, talking to my friends, food, My Little Pony
Dislikes : Myself
Things that you should probably know : I have severe depression
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Posted: Mon, 01/06/2015 05:33 (8 Years ago)
~Pokemon OC's~



Wip
Sissy
(Pokesona)

Gender: Agender (biological male)
Sexuality: Bi-romantic
Backstory:
Moveset:
- Protect
- Psychic
- Magic Leaf
- Attract


Lolo

Gender: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Backstory:
Moveset:
-Psychic
-Heal Pulse
-Dark Pulse
-Future Sight


Kouri

Gender: Bigender (biological male)
Sexuality: Gay
Backstory:
Moveset:
-Night Daze
-Hone Claws
-Attract
-Shadow Ball


Masika

Gender: Female
Sexuality: Asexual
Backstory:
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Masika started out as just a plain house cat, she was lazy and found joy in just lying around her house, in which her trainer didn't mind. One day she was laying in the garden, when it started raining. Being the lazy cat she is, she just went under a tree, instead of walking the whole 15 yards to the house, and fell asleep. She awoke when she heard a loud crash; at first she brushed it off, until she heard it again, but louder. She looked up to see the tree on fire, and before she could even jump, another crash. The world turned white. She faintly heard her trainer call for her and ran to where she thought they were. She bumped into something and fell on her rump. When she looked up, the world cleared, and she saw a Mega Ampharos, one that had gone rogue. The Mega Ampharos used Charge, and before she could retreat, it fired it's Zap Cannon. The furious attack, with the added Charge and rain shot threw her body and rearranged her DNA, changing her moves set, coloring, and typing. She collapsed. Upon awakening she learned she had new moves, moves a normal Purugly could not be able to learn. Alongside that she was as fast as lightening. Apparently some of the craziness of the Ampharos had gotten to her. She abandoned her home and spent her life deceiving and defeating other pokemon, before joining SissyFox's crew...


Backstory:
- Charge
- Feint Attack
- Zap Cannon
- Thunderbolt


Glory

Gender: Male
Backstory:
Moveset:
- Energy Ball
- Razor Leaf
- Tackle
- Leech Seed



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Posted: Tue, 02/06/2015 02:52 (8 Years ago)
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Posted: Fri, 05/06/2015 20:36 (8 Years ago)


All journal entries before 6/5/2015 1:35 PST have been moved due to changing the apperance of my diary
5/30/2015 9:44 PST

I finally get to go to one of my friends houses. I'm going this Thursday.
I haven't been able to hang with any of my friends since I got expelled.
I was actually quite surprised that she came to me for once to hang out, instead of me begging. And the day right after school ends none the less!
It's nice knowing someone cares. Even if it is my ex.
I just wish it was my best friend instead.
I keep asking her to go somewhere with me, but she just avoids it.
*sigh*
I'm gonna end up losing all my friends.
I thought for a while that my best friend would be the last one to be there for me.
Turns out I was wrong, it would be my ex.
I guess going to a new school wont be so bad. I'm kinda looking forward to it. A fresh new beginning. Hopefully better educational opportunities.

I just wanna get out of this house.
This dreadful house.
I just wanna distract myself,
from who I can become.

5/31/2015 10:01 PST

Apparently some people are reading this, so for people who don't know, this is why I got expelled from school:

During my freshman year of high school (2013-2014) my parents were going through a divorce.
My mom took my little brother and moved to northern California to get away from me and my dad.
With my mom gone, no one was there to protect me when my dad was gone at work. To give us both some ease of mind, my dad gave me a small, springlock pocket knife.
I would always have it on my person. Whether that ment in my pocket or in my makeup pouch, it was with me.
I always knew that it would only be used as a last resort.
Eventually my mom returned and there was less of a need to carry my knife. Except that now my mom was in severe depression, and on top of that she has a bladder problem where she will sometimes get severe pains, bad enough that she has to go to the hospital. So I still was not totally safe. But now I only carried my pocket knife in my makeup pouch.
I tend to suffer from severe migrains that make me groan in pain. It was only worse during school because I litterally spent more time at school than at my own home.
I walk to school, which is about an hour away on foot, and school starts at 7:30AM (ugh), meaning I leave my home at 6:30AM. School gets out at about 3:00 PM, but I'm in several clubs.
During the fall season I go to Golf, which ends at about 6 or 7 everyday. When golf season is over I have clubs. Mondays I help my school's Agriculture club, usually I leave at around 6 PM. Tuesdays I have Fashion club, which lasts untill 4:30pm, but i usually wait an hour so my friend can give me a ride. Wednesdays I have cooking club, same time as fashion club. Thursdays I have Improv club, same time at fashion and cooking club. And Fridays I go to both Anime club and to help my schools agriculture club. During the spring Im in my schools musical, which is everyday except mondays untill 6pm, then i walk home. I'm even at school during some weekends helping with my drama department.
On average I would say I'm at school half the day. Which is terrible for when i have a headache.
So I started bringing my headache medicine to school in case I should have a headache.
This was going on for about two years, nothing bad.
Then the week before my musical was to go on, my school invited a K-9 group to go through our school to make sure no one was carrying drugs.
They almost didn't find anyone, untill they came to my classroom.
Their dog alerted on my backpack, because it smelt the tylanol.
They searched my bag and found the tylanol. Then they continued searching.
And they found my knife.
My 3 inch pocket knife.
At first my principal said it was no big deal, I had no previous crimes, I was in several extra cirricular activites, helped the school and fellow students, my lowest grade was a B+, and that was in Geometry.
Three day suspension
Sweet I can continue my musical.
Not the case.
His secretary pointed out that it was too long, its supposed to be 2.5inches, not 3.
Suspension was extended to 5 days, which was the longest suspension he said he could give.
I still could perform.
Then the cops came.
Turns out it's a fellony to carry a knife near or on a school.

I'm going to stop here and continue later

6/1/2015 7:50 PST

Continueing my story:

Since this story is a drag I'm gonna make it shorter
I wasn't told until the day right before my performance that it was a felony and that my suspension was going to be extended until punishment was concluded by the school board, whom only meets up once a month.
I was absolutely devistated. And so were my friends. They couldn't even see my other friend in the musical because they got too depressed by my absence.
Two months later (a week ago), I met up with the board for my hearing to decide if expulsion was neccesary.
They claimed I was a threat to myself and others.
I told them that I did not mean to bring it. That I couldn't even do it again if I wanted. And that if I did, it would be for a good reason. A reason in which I will not confess openly.
But they still expelled me.

Now you all know this for the future, for those whom are reading this.

My parents: "How can we prevent her from getting hurt or kidnapped while she walks to school and back?"
School representative: "You just have to pretend it wont happen to you".

6/3/2015 5:02 PST

I get to see my friend tomorrow, yay!
I saved a dress just for this moment.
It's gonna be nice to actually hug another human being for once, just wish it was my best friend.
But I guess you cant be too picky, heh.
Also just made a changling for my auction in my artshop so I hope that goes good

Hopefully my friend can make me happy, give me some inspiration to draw those requests that I need.
Not much for today, sorry for those who read.

"Once you shoose hope,
anything's possible."
-Christopher Reeve

6/4/2015 10:39 PST


Do you wanna build a snowman?
It doesn't have to be a snowman

Thank you BanetteXD

6/5/2015 1:35 PST

I need to start using my fox OC more
I don't think anyone even knows why my name is SissyFOX

Thank you Midnight ^^

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Posted: Fri, 05/06/2015 23:05 (8 Years ago)


6/5/2015 4:05

Yep, I'm just being used again.
I want to be loved because they enjoy my company, not because you can simply say you have someone.
It's exactly what my ex did.
Dated me when no one was an option, and as soon as there was one, she would dump me. And if it didn't work out she would come back to me.
I'm just a seat warmer I guess

"I'm not crazy,
my reality is just different from yours"
-Cheshire Cat

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Posted: Sat, 06/06/2015 21:17 (8 Years ago)


6/6/2015 2:16 PST

I keep having creepy phantom limbs to limbs that never existed and never have existed on a human being.
When I was about 12 I would imagine what it would be like if I was my fox version.
I would imagine the wings on my back, my tail, and the ears (that made up about 40% of the body at the time)
And I would be able to feel them, which back then i didn't think were such a big deal, but now it's just creepy.
I sometimes feel like people are pulling on my wings and ears
I feel my ears move out of the way when I go to scratch my head
Right now my right ear (the fake one) is in pain because it feels too heavy
Oddly I dont feel a tail
But this is still weird and doesn't make sense

"We are all different
but there's
something kind of
fantastic
about that, isn't there?"

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Posted: Sun, 07/06/2015 22:55 (8 Years ago)



Sparkle sparkle

Thank you BanetteXD

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Posted: Thu, 11/06/2015 17:49 (8 Years ago)


Heres a rant I'm probably gonna show every guy (or girl, or transmale, or transfemale.... i might be pan-romantic, idk) that ever asked me out.

I have trust issues
You can blame my ex
I have been taken advantage of too many times
People have tired to use me for s-x
And I'm tired of it
I hate s-x
I believe that it shows a true bond of trust between two people
Its NOT just for your pity desires
And let me have you know, I love being single
I am not like all the other girls who are just like:
"Everyone is hooking up, I need someone too"
No
I am not at all like that
I am so much happier by myself so I will not hesitate to drop you
And if I do hesitate
And all your looking for is someone to hook up with for the sake of being in a relation ship
Run
Because I will destroy you once I mind out your true intentions
And I will do it in the friendliest way possible ^^
Just so it hurts more

And to everyone who's single know this
Your friends and family love you more than any backstabber does
And when you find your match
Their already your friend and family <3

"Being single doesn't always mean lonely
Just like being in a relationship doesn't always mean happy"

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Posted: Fri, 12/06/2015 15:58 (8 Years ago)



Endles juice, thank you BanetteXD

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Posted: Tue, 16/06/2015 17:17 (8 Years ago)



New avi
Thank you juliazagolin

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Posted: Thu, 18/06/2015 22:34 (8 Years ago)


My friend is turning cruel
All she does now is yell at me for being who I am
The one everyone has grown to love
I told her that everyone like she the way I am
She said that she wants me to change only to please her
She doesn't care if others like me...
*sigh*
Where is my life going?

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Posted: Wed, 24/06/2015 06:18 (8 Years ago)


I've been having fun recently ^^
Joined a new rp (finally) Thanks to the idea of my husbando
Also my avi is a Magikarp because -Midnight- turned me into a a Magikarp, and husbando got the idea to start #MagikarpAviWeek ^^
Totally i was brutally shipping #Derpycat and #DerpyYandere XD

I havent been talking to my toxic friend as much anymore, which is a huge weight off my shoulders
Me and my friend, who I call Nana, have been getting allong too
She says I'm getting more sentimental though
Ah well~

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Posted: Sat, 27/06/2015 01:44 (8 Years ago)



I make a little gif
I wish I knew how to make it transparent though

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Posted: Sat, 27/06/2015 05:37 (8 Years ago)


Journal Deleted for Techical Reasons

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Posted: Sun, 28/06/2015 03:54 (8 Years ago)


Begining of this Journal Deleted for Technical Reasons
Got in a fight with a friend today
I almost cried a little
*sigh*

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Posted: Wed, 08/07/2015 20:31 (8 Years ago)


Ugh I'm absolutely exhausted
I had to wake up early to massage my mother
Then had to convince her to let me go to feed my brother
Feed and entertained him (it's his birthday today)
Then we had to walk to my old home because the new one doesn't have a phone yet, and our car is in the shop from the car accident we where in
And now I'm back to massaging her
Ugh I'm in pain

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Posted: Sun, 26/07/2015 03:18 (8 Years ago)
Quote from -Midnight- I have the best mother on earth :v

SissyFox, this poem is for you.

(I can't rhyme r ip)

Oh how I love your Blue fur,

Even though you're drunk all the time~

And you wiped your lady fluids on me...

You're....


A horrible parent <3

... *bows


I punch love my children <3