about my minesweeper addiction that i posted about 3 days ago:
it's still here 😭 it's worse now. i'm now speedrunning the game. it's nearly midnight again. i've been playing minesweeper straight for the past 4 hours.

but just now, i lost yet another game. but this time, i finally clicked off the tab after losing! to be totally honest, that courage to stop made me tear up (/pos). then, i proceeded to listen to this comforting song, which also made me cry (/pos). apparently i just needed some self-love and self-care to stop c:

honestly? i should have taken my own advice three days ago haha. sometimes it's hard. but please be kind to yourself!! maybe you need it more than you think :)

reading this feed? this is me telling you to take a break! look at the window or something! or do a push-up if you can! take a nap! eat something nutritious! just please take care and prioritize you, because you matter <333 /p

got a minor minesweeper addiction going on where i'm actually losing sleep (it's almost midnight for me right now) and getting less schoolwork done, because i cannot stop playing minesweeper!! 😭😭😭
i am very aware of this, yet i still cannot stop playing. this is absolutely embarrassing HAHA, considering i yap so much about hard work and motivation! i am publicly shaming myself (/lh) for my new excessively unhealthy pastime here in hopes that i grow some braincells and stop! thank you for listening and this is your reminder that everyone has setbacks sometimes, and it's totally okay and part of progress and growth. remember to be kind to yourself <3

take care!! remember that your health, well-being, and safety comes first above all! ensure those are your top priorities if your situation allows. that's a good night from me, hope your day is going well and that you get plenty of rest! c:

does anyone know how to steal the nugget from the spoink /j

hello there! i am once again actively looking for friends :)

i'm a high school student and a STEM (science, technology, engineering, mathematics) enthusiast! i love school! i particularly enjoy physics, chemistry, computer science, math, and technological design! hoping to enter this year's hs chemistry and physics contests, as well as the hs computing contest next year! also hoping for a co-op placement in manufacturing over the summer. i aspire to achieve a lot and i'm looking to meet similar people!

my mbti is entj-a! if you're similar and are interested in the above, consider messaging me! but it's not a necessity, so if you're not similar in mbti but are interested in the same academics, do still consider reaching out!

i listen to mainstream pop and i do not know many artists outside of this. i do not play many games, nor watch many shows, nor read many series :')

hmu if you think we can click well! thanks!!

shiny gimmighoul!!

it's funny because i didn't notice it at first and was basically gaslighting myself into thinking it wasn't shiny when it indeed was HAHA 😂

i- WUH?- mega-able rumble galarian slowpoke??

i have a potential silly shell guy!! 🔥😂

this seems to be mainly a canadian thing, but today (wednesday, april 9th, 2025) was the international day of pink!!

inspired by pink shirt day, this day is recognized to combat anti-2SLGBTQIA+ bullying.
and according to the official site, this year also honors the 2SLGBTQIA+ activists who fought and continue to fight for rights.* i have utter respect for their efforts and contributions for a safer world, o7

statistically, 2SLGBTQIA+ students are far more likely to be bullied at school (would encourage doing more research if you can!).**

this is not okay. i'm sure most of you are already aware, but i'm bringing this up because this is an important topic.***

to those who are struggling, there are resources and helplines. to all, please take care and be kind !! <3

[tougher and more challenging elaboration on some points (marked by asterisks) in the comments. you're free to avoid if you're not mentally in a good place to read it!]

it's international day of pink today (primarily only celebrated/known in canada apparently...) !! my school was hosting cool activity booths by students, so i have pink nose and whiskers face painted on my face, hearts on the back of my left hand, and (washable) pink streaks in my hair LOL.
random and crazy but fun haha. i should do silly stuff more often !!

omg i just got a perfect score in whack-a-diglett 🥹 now i feel like i spend too long playing this game LOL oops

"You collected 100 points.

You won 20 Fair Tickets."

oops, i just spent 45 minutes straight catching all the gen 1 pokemon on google 😂😭

this is your reminder to please take breaks!! stay hydrated, take time to breathe and eat and care for yourself!! <3

good night, folks :)

"Congratulations!
You've been a member on PokéHeroes for more than 5 Years now!"

oh no... this cat was literally my reaction to seeing this notification LOL

it's a yearly reminder that i've spent way too long on this site LOL. erm... 😂😭 but it's okay!! i really enjoyed the time i spent here, but i've also branched out to different hobbies in real life, too!
overall, it's nice here. thanks for contributing to the wonderful environment here :)

[small ph thing + cool life update thing plus motivation below!]

i was planning to post a feed explaining my "ditto face" sprite april fool's joke, but i got busy! may post about it tomorrow morning :) (see my previous feeds for context!)

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i am applying for my school's co-operative education program during the summer !! hoping i get in haha. i need certifications like cpr and stuff which are already planned, if i am well organized and remember the events! i got the courage to ask to join and now i'm building my organizational skills to actually go places in life!

the takeaway is that you can open up so many opportunities for yourself with just a little bit of courage! go face fear and uncertainty, because you might be getting somewhere you never thought you'd be! 🔥💪

"I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it... The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear." —Nelson Mandela, Long Walk to Freedom

my FROAKIE??? 😭

my pokemon ????? when i refreshed, it was GONE???

WHAT IS UP WITH MY POKEMON??? THEY UM... let me get a screenshot??

Happy Birthday, Orca~!
I wish you health and much happiness for the future!
Are you having a party with your friends today? Or are you spending your day at the Emera beach?
Whatever it is, I hope you have a very nice birthday!


woohoo!! it's my birthday!! /gen (pokeheroes time haha)
i'm getting older—well, i was always getting older, but this is just a special milestone day—and i'm getting wiser (hopefully LOL) another 365.25 days of my brain sucking up information and being expected to do greater things! i've grown a lot! hope to make it as far as possible and to reach the faraway stars!! :)

this is my last year before i reach the age of majority (legal adulthood) in my country ᕙ( : ˘ ∧ ˘ : )ᕗ i'll grow and learn as best i can, because it only gets harder from here! i've got this 🔥💯

today i realized i find emails scary. if anyone could formally email me for practice so i become more used to them, that'd be appreciated :)

if you're interested in formal email exchanges for fun and practice, just message me !!
it's an odd request haha, but some formal things—unlike my informal typing LOL—are fun!

it's my birthday tomorrow :) /gen
posting now just so it's not really unbelievable when i post so on april fool's day haha (best birthday c: )

i have just spent the past 5 hours randomly switching between learning the virtual bass guitar, virtual drums, and virtual piano.

my conclusion? same as 5 hours ago: i am just not naturally talented at playing instruments HAHAHA. my skills are in math and logic; i am not skilled in counting, rhythm, or quick instrument fingerings.
the most impressive new things i can play: a basic four on the floor beat on the drums 25% of the time; the bass line to seven nation army by the white stripes, accurate 5% of the time; very short snippets of a song by my favorite artist, 75% of the time 😂😂🔥

i have chemistry and physics homework to do. but this is one of those hobbies that are so fun that i don't get bored :)
would totally recommend finding a hobby you love!! this month, i tried clay bead making and playing virtual instruments! they're fun but they're not hobbies i would permanently put on my character profile in life HAHAHA. i will stick to coding like the nerd that i am C:

another female shiny mega?? 🎉

now i'm 2 females and 1 male sm riolu! for a pokemon whose gender ratio 1 female to 7 male!!
the lesbian effect is real, i'm way over the odds for hatching females HAHAHAHAH 😂 /hj

i think i'm gonna keep going until my mega cuff runs out in 17 days :)