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Trainerlevel: 60

Trainerpoints: 6,184/10,859


Pkmn Name Level EXP/EHP
• King Tau •
(Charizard (Retro))
2,2441,001,027 / 18,068,775
• Jawsome •
(Feraligatr (Retro))
1,404685,398 / 7,059,399
Shellton (1st OS)
1,237118,833 / 4,594,219
Hikari (5th OS)
4955,787,720 / 6,550,489
Nimbus (12th OS)
4462,634,937 / 3,050,244
4033,541,707 / 3,594,902

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Game Records

Trainer ID: #869631370
Registration: 12/01/2018 (4 Years ago)
Game Time: 1607:55 Hours
Total interactions: 343,007
Money: 5,740,606
Starter Pokémon: Swampert


Real talk? It's okay to be afraid.

I normally take too much pride in the fact that I have "no fears", usually going head-first into situations that most people would hesitate in, or turn and run from. But I know that sometimes that isn't always safe or smart.

I have plenty of fears, I just don't show them often. My biggest fear is being abandoned. That probably has something to do with my BPD... But I'd much rather jump into the ocean with miles of nothing below me (thalassophobia) than have a loved one abandon me.

It's okay to be afraid. It's okay to show fear. It makes you human, and it makes you a person. I think people are stronger for admitting those fears rather than facing them.

That's my thought of the week. Hopefully it helps someone out there who's struggling with something in their life.
2 Days ago
Been playing a lot of Binding of Isaac with the boyfriend and decided to try my hand at making an N64 music mod for it (maybe one that others would enjoy).

Here's my silly self thinking the coding part would be hard.
It's choosing the perfect songs that I'm having problems with ._.'
5 Days ago
Me: *Puts up mystery stuff in the item market, forgets about it*
Notifications: It's pay day!
Some of your items have been sold at the GTS with a revenue of 1,303,000 PokéDollar.

...Oh yeah.
8 Days ago
Me: Hellooo. Everything okay in your world?
Friend: Yup
Me: The boyfriend being nice to you? Or do I need to punch him?
Friend: Haha, no, he's fine.
Me: Oh... Want me to punch him anyway? >:3
10 Days ago
I think people are validated to be mad about the first OS shiny Articuno going to a noob. Some have been trying their entire account time to get one.

This wouldn't be such a problem if, you know...
14 Days ago
Me: Hey, Inspiration, can you give me a boost so I can get back into writing?

Inspiration: Well, I could... Or, I have a better idea. And hear me out on this one... What if we tried to make our own text-adventure instead.


Me: ...Oh.
15 Days ago
How I spend my morning:

Waiting for the boyfriend to wake up so I can watch him play through Banjo Kazooie for the first time. I'm just sitting here staring at his gameplay and it's almost as much fun as playing the game itself ♥

(Don't worry, I plan on making him play Banjo-Tooie and Yooka-Laylee in the future)
17 Days ago
Just decided to watch the first episode of Dragons: The Nine Realms. The next installment of How To Train Your Dragon, but set in today's world.
It looked disappointing from the previews but I still gave it a try, and... Yeah, it's actually much worse.

I highly recommend not wasting your time on it. This was a project to make money and keep the series going instead of letting it end peacefully, and it shows by the animation, character voices, and lack of creativity.

(Continued in the comments if anyone wants to throw their opinions in!)
21 Days ago
To the people who like pineapple on their pizza...

You're weird.
*Runs away with an evil cackle*
24 Days ago
Good afternoon everyone! This is your weekly mental breakdown here with a message to say:


Thank you, have a nice day 🥲
25 Days ago
🐤 Happy Easter to anyone who celebrates it! 🐰
🥚 And if not, then have a great Sunday! 💖
30 Days ago
The boyfriend and I spend some of our nights watching movies, mostly ones that I own that he hasn't seen before.

Currently, we're on The Hunger Games series.
He's so sweet, he cried his eyes out during that certain part of the film.

If anyone can remember reading the books, correct me if I'm wrong (I only read them once). But don't the mutts at the end of the game have the eyes of the other fallen tributes? That's the only thing that stuck with me that I think they didn't include in the film. It was such a creepy detail that I think they could have included in the movie somehow.
1 Month ago
There's something satisfying about sending a Pokemon on a rumble mission to challenge a legendary, one-shot it, take the loot, and come back home :3
1 Month ago
I just had an oddly wholesome moment in a YouTube comments area. The video was talking about a story where a rude woman yelled at someone for not covering up their scars at a public pool.

My comment:
I've never understood the "scars are ugly" mentality. I think scars are hot.
I dated a woman who had these terrible burn marks all around her belly that she always covered up. They were honestly one of the most unique and oddly beautiful scars I'd ever seen, it just made me love her more at the time.

It's currently gotten 17 likes and a comment from another user saying:
Bless the people like you out there. It's really refreshing to hear someone valuing "imperfections".

So that just made my whole morning :'3
Spread positivity everyone, there's always someone out there who could use a good word, or even a simple hug from a stranger ♥
1 Month ago
1 Month ago
Oh lord. I should learn to stop making jokes that work against me >_<

Out of all my friends, I have the slowest computer (It's from 2015). I joked about a "computer donation goal" on my friend's stream, and she absolutely loved the idea.

Me, being the person who feels bad accepting anything and hates taking gifts, told her that it was just meant to be a joke.

Just as she was about to make it a thing anyways, I made a bet with her to get out of it.
"Para, if you can get a solo win in Fall Guys, I will let you do the donations for me."

She accepted this bet for some reason.
Listen... She's never won a solo win in Fall guys before.
And two hours later, I ate my words.
She got a win in Fall Guys.

...So now I'm shutting up as she streams with my cause every day.
I'm so lucky to have her as a friend, but dang if she doesn't know how to make my life chaotic :'3
1 Month ago
Going through a pretty bad patch right now.

I was dwelling on some bad memories from years ago, all day yesterday, and it eventually evaded my nightmares. I woke up dazed and heartbroken, truly believing everything I dreamed was real.

Don't dwell on the bad things everyone. Learn to accept that they happened and begin to move on. Things in the past can't be changed, you can't influence the outcome, and sad to say, you'll probably never forget it. But you can learn to accept what happened and move on from it so it doesn't plague your life. Hopefully you all have better luck with that than I do.

Think happy, positive thoughts everyone ❤️
1 Month ago
"oh my gawd, you didn't friend me, ur so meaaan!"

Lawls, no? Either you post too much, don't post at all, or we don't have anything in common. It even says on my profile that I don't accept random friend requests :P
2 Months ago
I swear I must be a part-time dog whisperer.

Someone was calling to her dog on the loose outside their home, as I rounded the corner onto the street. The dog saw me and tried to come, but she tried yelling and the dog stopped but didn't come to her.
She apologized and let me know the dog wasn't dangerous but he might jump up excitedly. I assured her that was the least dangerous dog I've ever seen and then put my hand down.
Dog came over, let me pet him with far too much trust for a stranger, while the lady snuck up behind and picked him up baby-style to carry him home, all while saying "Aha. Tricked ya!"

So that was a fun highlight to my day today.
2 Months ago

28 | She/Her | Bi | Furry | -8 Hours | ISFJ-T
Writer | Gamer | Shapeshifter

Creator of the Slugua and Aquargo Event Pokemon
Creator of the Solastra Pokeheroes Banner

Not currently very active!
I am mostly here for feeds from friends and updates.
Message me if you you're interested something from my boxes!

♡ 01/17/2020 ♡
Love you forever baby...

Quote from Things About MeBPD / Bipolar, my emotions are unstable
Dyscalculia, I am horrible at mental math.
Introvert, I like being alone indoors
Unsociable, I don't converse well

Quote from Contacting Me○ I don't return plushies
○ I don't accept random friend requests
○ I will not offer refunds for trades / services

Quote from Credit⋆ Avatar by Tesoro
⋆ Couple Art by me
⋆ Zoroark plushie art by me
⋆ All other plushie art by Akemie

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