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Also, I'm not a native eng speaker,so sry if some my writing is strange. Another thing is that I might vent here,so don't read if u don't want to hear negative thoughts!
Please enjoy reading <33
Not posting today cuz it's too boring n im lazy lol
Ugh I hate asian parents (MY parents) like sometimes can they SHUT UP. They ask "why don't u smile?" Dude I don't think I'm happy enought to smile. How am I supposed to smile all the time? Why can't u understand? I'm emotionless most of the time like pls don't force me... They ask me "Do YOu nEeD a TuTOr" I literally get first place in my AsIaN school wth do u want me to do. I don't need a tutor thx. And then they asked"why aren't u interested?" Can u respect my opinion I JUST don't want to do it can u stop forcing me?? They ask "why aren't u interested in fashion and shopping?? Girls (they r homophobic n transphobic I can't tell them im bigender nor im aro bi🙄) should be like this!1!1" frick u can't u just understand everyone is different??? Ik I'm not average person but don't FORCE me to be interested in smth. Yeah I'm ur "GoOd gIrL" 🙂 this is wut u wanted,right????? They r so traditional minded n don't respect me,huh? They NEED me to get 1st place in class it's so overwhelming. Well,guess what? My mum cant even go to university!!11!!! So WhY dO I hAVE tO bE tHe ToP StUdEnT aLL tHe TiMe???? Im literally so enough of their *sheets* sorry for the censored swearing!! Im just so angry when I wrote this
Back to normal stuffs.
Duolingo requires a phone number rn. I tried my phone num may times but it still haven't sent the verify email to me.... Guhh -_- I want to continue my german learning in this app but it seems impossible rn...
Also I have to go to school at full day time n I hate it so much hw n quizzes*cries* I got 6 hw a day n 2 tests in a week. Like literally school only started for 1 week why do u have to do this to meeee
Anyways I HATE SCHOOL
Again,I hate my mum
Simple reasons:
She doesn't allow me to play video games
She needs me to sleep at 9:30 pm literally everyone else sleep at 11:00 pm
She keep saying tha I am SHORT everyday and blame me. Yes i admit im,but can u just shut up? U r shorter than me,what r u expecting from ur short dna?? Growing to 180cm???
Andd then she ask me,why don't u share ur interest w/ me? Like dude u literally say u hate vocaloid wut do u want?? U said my music taste is bad,then why do I need to share w/ u just having hate in return? And u ban me from gaming,why do I need to share w/ u..
I said I DON'T LIKE swimming but she kept sending me to swimming classes every summer. I'm not athletic u know??? I'm so exhausted... She says "oh I won't force u to swim when u know how to swim!!!" Literally stop yapping I do KNOW swimming!!!! But most importantly she doesn't even know swimming
To conclude,she is just a bad person who force me to do things that she can't do
Sorry for yapping abt mum again I just don't feel like I like her as much as before
Also i rly want to make some more friends.... But I rly don't know how to communicate w/ other ppl. Like when I speak,everyone just become silence and embarrassed. Idk why..... And eye contacts make me uncomfortable... I'm also emotionless most of time... Maybe that's why the think Im hard to be friends with....
Also pjsk isn't being nice to me *cries* I couldn't pull the limited toya card out in the jp server.... And I only have 9k crystals.... I deleted my acc after it...
Pfp is toya from pjsk! He is literally me haha.. Header is vbs from pjsk
I brought my lantern to there but no one bought theirs so we didn't play lantern at the end. I played pokemon unite w/ my cousins tho! (But they play so bad like they didn't know how to retreat and went to the enemy's goal zones and we lost at the end,but I will take it anyways.) Unfortunately,it started to rain a lot when we were going back to my house... And my parents and I didn't bring any umbrellas. We had to share umbrellas w/ my relatives and I got a bit wet at the end. I had fun when I was playing pkmn unite w/ my cousins tho!
(Today)
Heck no I was chosen to run a 100m competion in sports day but my sports is so bad... Hope I won't be the last person to finish the line Im crying so hard rn :(
I hate sports
Anyways I get a free holiday today cuz it's the day after mid autumn festival!! Not much but it's better than nothing to someone who hates school like me. Also we have tons of homework and tests in this week :cries: my Chinese teacher forced our class to join 2 writing competition which means that I have to write 2 compositions but what make me angry the most is that other classes don't have to do it !!! How happy does it sound!1!! And my english teacher forced our class to join a speaking competition! (Again,the other classes don't have to do it) Hahahaha life is interesting, itsnt it?
My dad took a way my phone charger line (or whatever it's called im not good in english) JUST FOR HIMSELF!!! He said that his phone charger line is too short for him to play his phone at the sofa while charging!! Srsly Do YOu kNoW tHaT My pHOnE ChARgEs MUcH mOre sLoWeR wHeN I dOn'T uSe My OrIgINaL oNe??? Frick u u selfish dad 😡😡🙄🙄🙄🙄
Now my phone is popping some notice saying that my phone charge so slow!!! Best gift ever 🆘🆘
I love my parents!!! Real!!! No cap!!! Asian parents r the best (no
Please send help