Posted: Wed, 01/03/2023 17:49 (1 Year ago)
I don't know what to do these days, I am writing here to take my
mind off of life. My little brother played my girlfriend into
dumping me and asking him out, just so he could say no, my heart is
in half, and my brother hurt a girl even I didn't deserve, I don't
know what to do, I have no gc, or ggc, and I am saving PD for
something, my shiny mudkip wont hatch. My heart is broken, and I
don't know how to fix it, I am so depressed, and my heart... I
didn't think as a 14 year old, it would hurt so much. My brother
broke my left arm yesterday in travel baseball practice, and i'm in
school and in pain. I wish I had more friends, and my brother hurt
the only real friend I had, hurt her so much she and I aren't
friends now, she only sees my little brother in me, and I can't be
near her without felling guilty about my brother. I can't believe
how bad it is. If anyone sees this, here is some advice, don't
do relationships in middle school, but soul mates are
different. I cannot believe how bad this is now, broken arm, no
friends, my best online friend RaspberryPiemon has been offline for
a long time and I miss her to. The only thing I can think about is
how much my life turned around so fast. I went from planning for a
school dance with a girl who I did not get even close to deserving,
to a broken arm, a brother who broke my heart, and my girlfriend's
heart. I went from a straight A's boy with everything I could want,
to someone who can't concentrate and is barely getting C's.
Everything fell apart so fast. All I can say is with what happened,
if I could go back and relive the entire thing again, I would.
Because even with the whole part with my brother, that time was
probably some of the best months in my life.