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𝑾𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒌
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Posted: Wed, 17/07/2024 23:44 (3 Months ago)
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Estella Blake
His Dark Materials
✧₊⁺ Dæmon ⁺₊✧
“The sorrowful spirit finds relaxation in solitude.
It abhors people, as a wounded deer deserts the herd and lives in a cave until it is healed or dead.”
– Khalil Gibran
Blanche
White-tailed Deer (Odocoileus virginianus)
___❀ Etymology
Blanche - blah·n·sh
From a medieval French nickname meaning "white, fair-coloured".
Blanche's name derives from the character, Blanch, in the play 'King John' by William Shakespeare.
While Estella reflects the manipulation and mistreatment Blanch suffered for her family's gain, Blanche represents her resilience and bravery, despite Blanch's young age.
❀ Settling
❀ Stelle is a late bloomer: Blanche settles after Estella turns 16.
❀ Roles-reversed is one way to describe their dynamic, for when Blanche finally settles as a fawn, Estella is at her most vulnerable, struggling with her mental and physical health, which often left her too tired and sick to leave her home. Blanche immediately takes on a nurturing role, becoming her human's emotional crutch during tough times. A fawn for a daemon, as opposed to an adult doe, represents Estella's regression and dependency on another, after a premature fall from her childhood fame.
❀ About: The Fawn - ( ref )
❀ They are a symbol of curiosity, innocence and vulnerability, new beginnings.
❀ Although a newborn fawn can stand and run just hours after birth, it tends to spend its first weeks mostly alone, bedded down, in hiding, only nursing from its mother two or three times a day.
❀ They are born almost completely odourless as their scent glands are not yet developed; A mother doe will leave their fawns alone for several hours at a time so that their scent doesn't rub off on them.
❀ White-tailed deer fawns have a silky reddish-brown coat with hundreds of white spots, which helps them blend in with the forest floor and dappled sunlight.
❀ Fawns don't usually make any noise besides occasionally bleating when distressed; When a fawn detects danger it will remain perfectly still.
❀ Personality - ( ref )
★ MBTI: ISFJ | ★ Enneagram: 9w8 - ( ref )
A drama queen. In an almost constant state of fight or flight, Blanche is a surprisingly loud voice for Estella in the moments that she is unable to assert herself. Despite the fragile form she's settled into, Blanche is fiercely defensive and protective of her human. She is attentive to the details of her surroundings and wary of anything that could pose a threat to them (in other words, everything). Blanche is usually the first of the two to react to the signs, unlike Estella who remains passive where confrontation is required. Very few tend to be prepared for the ear-piercing bleats of protest, her little angry stomps, or her headbutts that insist that you move, immediately, before she resorts to stepping on toes and biting ankles.
Estella, however, thinks Blanche is the sweetest thing. How could you not fall in love with her innocent little face and those big eyes? They're each others' comfort buddies, enjoying evenings spent curled up together, usually with the fawn's head nestled under Estella's own. Blanche is notably incredibly clingy and somewhat selfish when it comes to having Estella's attention. Similar to Estella, Blanche loathes change, new settings and people the spark of her anxiety. Having the fawn as her dæmon reflects Estella's desire for security, as well as the need for emotional care and a nurturing environment to rebuild herself. While Blanche isn't the most intimidating of dæmon, she offers Estella gentleness, whilst vying with danger with the heart of a protective doe and the aggression of a stubborn stag.
❀ Past Forms
Most prominent forms during her early youth childhood career.
__★ Barbary Dove (Streptopelia risoria); symbolizes purity, peace and love.
__★ Eurasian Otter (Lutra lutra); symbolizes playfulness, curiosity and talent.
Most prominent form during the peak of her career.
__★ Mute Swan (Cygnus olor); symbolizes elegance, transformation and dreams.
__★ Eastern Grey Squirrel (Sciurus carolinensis); symbolizes resourcefulness, preparation, and unwavering pursuits.
Most prominent forms after her assault and retirement.
__★ Northern Mockingbird (Mimus polyglottos); symbolises innocence, harmlessness and unfair imprisonment.
__★ European Hedgehog (Erinaceus europaeus); symbolises protection, self-preservation and resilience.
❀ Headcanons
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✧₊⁺ Mini Gallery ⁺₊✧
Settled Form
Past Forms
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Posted: Wed, 31/07/2024 00:28 (2 Months ago)
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Estella Blake
Fantasy AU!
✧₊⁺ Fae!Stelle ⁺₊✧
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or creeps into the old ivy, and plays hide-and-seek with the sunbeams, or haunts some ruined spot, or laughs out of a bright young face.”
— George Augustus Henry Sala
Hedera
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___❀ Voice Claim - info
❀ Etymology
❀ Fae Realm Name: Hedera
Hedera - he.der.a - the Latin name for 'Ivy'.
It is said to derive from the Greek ‘hédra’ or ‘haerere’, meaning to “sit”, which refers to the grasp of its roots.
❀ Demographics
★ Fae Age: info | ★ Human-Presenting Age: 23 years old
★ Gender: Female | ★ Pronouns: She/Her | ★ Sexuality: Lesbian
★ Species: Half-Fae | ★ Sub-Species: Anthousai | ★ Fae Court Origin: Seelie
❀ About: The Anthousai - ( ref, ref )
The most delicate nymphs: the Anthousai are - though minor in comparison to others - Goddesses of the flowers who are often depicted as etheral, youthful maidens adorned with hair resembling the blooms of hyacinths. Their life revered not for their beauty solely, but also for their role in nurturing the life around them. They are guardians of the blossoms and springtime is typically when the Anthousai's powers reach their peak, providing the world with bountiful colours. Yet, despite their fragile nature, they are a reminder of the beauty of life. For like the fleeting blooms of a flower, it is a type of beauty that is transient and precious, which must be cherished and protected.
❀ Symbolism of Ivy - ( ref )
A hardy and evergreen vine, it's grasp can be suffocating if left to it's own devices. ...
❀ Personality:
★ MBTI: ... | ★ Enneagram: ...
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❀ Appearance:
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❀ General Nymph Abilities - ( ref )
__★ Ecological Manipulation and Empathy:
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__★ Personal Domain:
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__★ Semi-Immortality:
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__★ Supernatural Beauty:
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__★ Zoolingualism:
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❀ Anthousai-Specific Abilities - ( ref )
__★ Flower Manipulation:
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__★ Flower Mimicry:
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✧₊⁺ Mini Gallery ⁺₊✧
Posted: Wed, 31/07/2024 11:25 (2 Months ago)
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Estella Blake
Picture (not-so) Perfect
✧₊⁺ Adonis annua ⁺₊✧
Pheasant's-eye | a symbol of painful recollection
Estella's just minding her own business, scrolling through her social media
She comes across an article announcing the investigation into assault allegations made towards a brand she modelled for
It triggers a breakdown and she's sick
Feeling guilty for never speaking up about her experience - maybe, if she had, she could have spared them the pain
tba
Posted: Fri, 30/08/2024 13:17 (1 Month ago)
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Estella Blake
Picture (not-so) Perfect
✧₊⁺ Souvenirs Assombris ⁺₊✧
"clouded memories"
Silent Hill inspired brain rot - yikes
Potential series of Stelle nightmare fics?
Takes place (probably, likely) during arc iv of IS canon timeline.
Just dumping this here so I don't forget when I get time to write again <3
Posted: Mon, 21/10/2024 02:14 (7 Days ago)
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Giovana De la Cruz
Picture (not-so) Perfect
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✧ Theme Song - info
_____✧ Etymology
Giovana - jee·oh·vah·nah
Originally a feminine Italian name, meaning “God is gracious.”
Is often referred to as “Gia” or simply “G”.
✧ Demographics
★ Date of Birth: October 2nd | ★ Star Sign: Libra | ★ Age: 24 years old
★ Gender: Female | ★ Pronouns: She/Her | ★ Sexuality: Pansexual
★ Nationality: Venezuelan | ★ Place of Birth: Caracas, Venezuela
✧ Introduction
"Hmm..? Let's just say I know your director very well, and leave it as that, okay~?"
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✧ Appearance
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✧ Personality
★ Personality type (MBTI): ENTJ | ★ Personality type (Enneagram): ... | ★ Moral Alignment: ...
+ Adaptive // Confident // Relaxed // Purposeful
= Competitive // Contradicting // Frugal // Noncommitting
- Artificial // Dependent // Selfish // Unprincipled
✧ About: Illusion Studios
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✧ About: Estella Blake
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