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𝑾𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒌
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Posted: Wed, 17/07/2024 23:44 (4 Months ago)
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Estella Blake
His Dark Materials
✧₊⁺ Dæmon ⁺₊✧
“The sorrowful spirit finds relaxation in solitude.
It abhors people, as a wounded deer deserts the herd and lives in a cave until it is healed or dead.”
– Khalil Gibran
Blanche
White-tailed Deer (Odocoileus virginianus)
___❀ Etymology
Blanche - blah·n·sh
From a medieval French nickname meaning "white, fair-coloured".
Blanche's name derives from the character, Blanch, in the play 'King John' by William Shakespeare.
While Estella reflects the manipulation and mistreatment Blanch suffered for her family's gain, Blanche represents her resilience and bravery, despite Blanch's young age.
❀ Settling
❀ Stelle is a late bloomer: Blanche settles after Estella turns 16.
❀ Roles-reversed is one way to describe their dynamic, for when Blanche finally settles as a fawn, Estella is at her most vulnerable, struggling with her mental and physical health, which often left her too tired and sick to leave her home. Blanche immediately takes on a nurturing role, becoming her human's emotional crutch during tough times. A fawn for a daemon, as opposed to an adult doe, represents Estella's regression and dependency on another, after a premature fall from her childhood fame.
❀ About: The Fawn - ( ref )
❀ They are a symbol of curiosity, innocence and vulnerability, new beginnings.
❀ Although a newborn fawn can stand and run just hours after birth, it tends to spend its first weeks mostly alone, bedded down, in hiding, only nursing from its mother two or three times a day.
❀ They are born almost completely odourless as their scent glands are not yet developed; A mother doe will leave their fawns alone for several hours at a time so that their scent doesn't rub off on them.
❀ White-tailed deer fawns have a silky reddish-brown coat with hundreds of white spots, which helps them blend in with the forest floor and dappled sunlight.
❀ Fawns don't usually make any noise besides occasionally bleating when distressed; When a fawn detects danger it will remain perfectly still.
❀ Personality - ( ref )
★ MBTI: ISFJ | ★ Enneagram: 9w8 - ( ref )
A drama queen. In an almost constant state of fight or flight, Blanche is a surprisingly loud voice for Estella in the moments that she is unable to assert herself. Despite the fragile form she's settled into, Blanche is fiercely defensive and protective of her human. She is attentive to the details of her surroundings and wary of anything that could pose a threat to them (in other words, everything). Blanche is usually the first of the two to react to the signs, unlike Estella who remains passive where confrontation is required. Very few tend to be prepared for the ear-piercing bleats of protest, her little angry stomps, or her headbutts that insist that you move, immediately, before she resorts to stepping on toes and biting ankles.
Estella, however, thinks Blanche is the sweetest thing. How could you not fall in love with her innocent little face and those big eyes? They're each others' comfort buddies, enjoying evenings spent curled up together, usually with the fawn's head nestled under Estella's own. Blanche is notably incredibly clingy and somewhat selfish when it comes to having Estella's attention. Similar to Estella, Blanche loathes change, new settings and people the spark of her anxiety. Having the fawn as her dæmon reflects Estella's desire for security, as well as the need for emotional care and a nurturing environment to rebuild herself. While Blanche isn't the most intimidating of dæmon, she offers Estella gentleness, whilst vying with danger with the heart of a protective doe and the aggression of a stubborn stag.
❀ Past Forms
Most prominent forms during her early youth childhood career.
__★ Barbary Dove (Streptopelia risoria); symbolizes purity, peace and love.
__★ Eurasian Otter (Lutra lutra); symbolizes playfulness, curiosity and talent.
Most prominent form during the peak of her career.
__★ Mute Swan (Cygnus olor); symbolizes elegance, transformation and dreams.
__★ Eastern Grey Squirrel (Sciurus carolinensis); symbolizes resourcefulness, preparation, and unwavering pursuits.
Most prominent forms after her assault and retirement.
__★ Northern Mockingbird (Mimus polyglottos); symbolises innocence, harmlessness and unfair imprisonment.
__★ European Hedgehog (Erinaceus europaeus); symbolises protection, self-preservation and resilience.
❀ Headcanons
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Settled Form
Past Forms
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Posted: Wed, 31/07/2024 00:28 (3 Months ago)
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Estella Blake
Fantasy AU!
✧₊⁺ Fae!Stelle ⁺₊✧
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or creeps into the old ivy, and plays hide-and-seek with the sunbeams, or haunts some ruined spot, or laughs out of a bright young face.”
— George Augustus Henry Sala
Hedera
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___❀ Voice Claim - info
❀ Etymology
❀ Fae Realm Name: Hedera
Hedera - he.der.a - the Latin name for 'Ivy'.
It is said to derive from the Greek ‘hédra’ or ‘haerere’, meaning to “sit”, which refers to the grasp of its roots.
❀ Demographics
★ Fae Age: info | ★ Human-Presenting Age: 23 years old
★ Gender: Female | ★ Pronouns: She/Her | ★ Sexuality: Lesbian
★ Species: Half-Fae | ★ Sub-Species: Anthousai | ★ Fae Court Origin: Seelie
❀ About: The Anthousai - ( ref, ref )
The most delicate nymphs: the Anthousai are - though minor in comparison to others - Goddesses of the flowers who are often depicted as etheral, youthful maidens adorned with hair resembling the blooms of hyacinths. Their life revered not for their beauty solely, but also for their role in nurturing the life around them. They are guardians of the blossoms and springtime is typically when the Anthousai's powers reach their peak, providing the world with bountiful colours. Yet, despite their fragile nature, they are a reminder of the beauty of life. For like the fleeting blooms of a flower, it is a type of beauty that is transient and precious, which must be cherished and protected.
❀ Symbolism of Ivy - ( ref )
A hardy and evergreen vine, it's grasp can be suffocating if left to it's own devices. ...
❀ Personality:
★ MBTI: ... | ★ Enneagram: ...
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❀ Appearance:
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❀ General Nymph Abilities - ( ref )
__★ Ecological Manipulation and Empathy:
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__★ Personal Domain:
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__★ Semi-Immortality:
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__★ Supernatural Beauty:
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__★ Zoolingualism:
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❀ Anthousai-Specific Abilities - ( ref )
__★ Flower Manipulation:
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__★ Flower Mimicry:
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Posted: Wed, 31/07/2024 11:25 (3 Months ago)
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Estella Blake
Picture (not-so) Perfect
✧₊⁺ Adonis annua ⁺₊✧
Pheasant's-eye | a symbol of painful recollection
Estella's just minding her own business, scrolling through her social media
She comes across an article announcing the investigation into assault allegations made towards a brand she modelled for
It triggers a breakdown and she's sick
Feeling guilty for never speaking up about her experience - maybe, if she had, she could have spared them the pain
tba
Posted: Fri, 30/08/2024 13:17 (2 Months ago)
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Estella Blake
Picture (not-so) Perfect
✧₊⁺ Souvenirs Assombris ⁺₊✧
"clouded memories"
Silent Hill inspired brain rot - yikes
Potential series of Stelle nightmare fics?
Takes place (probably, likely) during arc iv of IS canon timeline.
Just dumping this here so I don't forget when I get time to write again <3
Posted: Mon, 21/10/2024 02:14 (1 Month ago)
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Giovana De la Cruz
Picture (not-so) Perfect
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Playlist
✧ Theme Song - Sweet but Psycho - Ava Max
_____✧ Etymology
Giovana - jee·oh·vah·nah
Originally a feminine Italian name, meaning “God is gracious.”
Is often referred to as “Gia” or simply “G”.
✧ Demographics
★ Date of Birth: October 2nd | ★ Star Sign: Libra | ★ Age: 24 years old
★ Gender: Female | ★ Pronouns: She/Her | ★ Sexuality: Pansexual
★ Nationality: Venezuelan | ★ Place of Birth: Caracas, Venezuela
✧ Introduction
"Hmm..? Let's just say I know your director very well, and leave it as that, okay~?"
Giovana De la Cruz's journey to the top is a testament to the intoxicating power of desire: a desire for wealth, fame, and validation. Born in Caracas, Venezuela, she was ripped from the embrace of her family shortly after arriving in the United States, and thrown into a foster system that failed to offer any semblance of stability or love. Though reminded many times that she should have been thankful for the bare necessities provided to her under the temporary roofs over her head, Giovana's heart simmered with bitterness and a resenting gaze often fell on those with what she lacked. It was not fair.
Her adolescent years were marked by relentless bullying, which ultimately shaped her into someone unrecognizable— a hard-edged, untouchable mean girl determined to rise above the pain. Through this transformation, she learned the art of manipulation, and how to play on others' insecurities to climb the social ladder. Her indifference became a weapon that Giovana used with confident precision, and those who dared to cross her quickly found themselves used, discarded, and left behind.
It was upon entering college that Giovana’s sharpened instincts led her to Estella Blake, a former model who had once enjoyed fame and fortune but was now grappling with her own vulnerabilities. After spying an opportunity, Giovana struck, worming her way into Estella's life by exploiting her weakness, a cunning mixture of flattery and empathy. It was all that was needed to spark a connection that served as a safety net for them both, but more importantly, the power and luxury that Giovana gained in return. In turn, this led Estella deeper into a spiral of bad habits, her vitality unravelling, as Giovana’s became lustrous.
Giovana is left to fend for herself once more when Estella disappears. It's not an issue; she is quickly replaced by many short-lived flings, which Giovana continues to capitalise on. It's only when Estella's name pops up again - in a magazine article announcing her rise as Illusion Studios' director - that Giovana found herself stalking the prey that had slipped from her claws once already. Using her charm, and the guise of wanting to rekindle their old friendship, she manages to weasel herself into the company, securing herself a spot as a model, despite having no experience (or any documented employment history, for that matter).
Seemingly arriving out of nowhere, she captures the world's gaze shrouded by mystery and allure, where few know her name, and even fewer know the woman behind her magnetic smile. However, Giovana never lets herself be rattled by questions fired at her about her rapid advancement. Instead, she grasps them as opportunities to highlight herself amongst the others, carefully selecting her answers and tone based on who's asking and what she can gain from them.
✧ Appearance
Giovana embodies striking beauty with an undeniable allure that commands attention wherever she goes. Her features reflect her Latin-American heritage, with a blend of sharpness and softness that makes her unforgettable. Her face is framed by sleek, jet-black hair that cascades in loose waves down her back, exuding sophistication and femininity. The depth of her dark, almond-shaped eyes draws people in, carrying a captivating intensity and a hint of enigma that belies her calculating nature.
Her skin is a warm, sun-kissed caramel tone, flawlessly smooth and glowing with vitality—a result of a rigorous beauty regimen and access to the best skincare the industry offers. Her high cheekbones and subtly defined jawline add an edge of regal elegance to her youthful face, while her full, rose-tinted lips seem perpetually poised in a slightly knowing smile. Standing at 5'8", Giovana possesses a statuesque presence that complements her career in the modelling world. Her figure is a harmonious balance of slenderness and soft curves, tailored to the standards of high fashion yet undeniably feminine. She knows how to accentuate her assets with deliberate precision, whether she’s walking the runway or making an entrance at a high-profile event.
Her wardrobe is a curated collection of high-end brands and luxury designers, each piece carefully chosen to convey status and style. Even her casual looks are carefully constructed to appear effortlessly chic. Giovana favours sleek, form-fitting dresses in bold, monochromatic tones, paired with statement accessories like oversized gold hoops, diamond chokers, or a designer clutch. She is often seen in sky-high stilettos that add an extra edge to her already commanding height. Her love for luxury doesn’t stop at her clothing; her nails are always perfectly manicured, usually in neutral, and her makeup is expertly applied, emphasizing her natural beauty. Winged eyeliner, subtly contoured cheekbones, and a glossy nude lip are her signatures.
✧ Personality
★ Personality type (MBTI): ENTP | ★ Personality type (Enneagram): 3w4 | ★ Moral Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
A woman of dualities, a magnetic presence crafted through resilience, ambition, and an unyielding desire for success. Beneath her polished exterior lies a complex interplay of charm, cunning, and concealed vulnerability—a persona meticulously curated to thrive in a world that has often denied her stability and love. Born out of adversity, Giovana’s personality is a testament to her adaptability and calculated ambition, making her both an admired figure and a cautionary tale within the elite world of fashion.
Socially adaptive and confident, she navigates the intricate web of human interactions with effortless poise, leaving an impression of sophistication and charisma. Her relaxed demeanour lends her an air of unshakable composure, even in the high-pressure world of Illusion Studios. At her core, she is purposeful, channelling her energy toward her goals with laser-like focus. These qualities form the foundation of her charisma, making her an undeniable force in any room she enters, securing her a position of influence in both professional and social spheres.
A nuance: her fiercely competitive spirit, which fuels her craving to outshine others, but this same trait often borders on ruthless ambition. Her personality is a tapestry of contradictions—at times empathetic, at others coldly pragmatic—depending on what serves her purpose. Frugal to a fault, Giovana’s relationship with wealth is steeped in her past struggles, yet she paradoxically indulges in conspicuous displays of luxury to project an image of success. She also avoids long-term emotional commitments, preferring to keep relationships transactional and transient, ensuring that no one can hold power over her.
The darker side of Giovana is kept buried beneath an ever-changing, yet carefully constructed facade - whatever is required to match the expectations of her company. This adaptability, while advantageous, often obscures her true self, leaving others to question her authenticity. She thrives on dependence, cultivating relationships that serve her needs while ensuring others remain emotionally or professionally tethered to her. Selfish and unprincipled, Giovana’s moral compass aligns solely with her ambitions, and she is unafraid to manipulate or exploit those around her to achieve her ends. Her actions often blur the line between strategic brilliance and ethical decay.
✧ About: Illusion Studios
The agency’s elite reputation aligns perfectly with her need to project success and superiority. A stage where she can amplify her carefully constructed persona and a system she can manipulate to climb higher, but also a game board, where the right moves can grant her long-term dominance. It's her golden ticket to wealth, power, and fame - practically handed to her on a golden platter. But while she may exude loyalty to the agency outwardly, Giovana ultimately sees Illusion Studios as a means to an end. Its prestige and resources are tools for her own rise, not a cause she is emotionally attached to. She would defend the agency’s reputation if it benefits her, but she wouldn’t hesitate to jump ship or betray it if a better opportunity arose.
Giovana approaches her colleagues with calculated detachment. To her, they are rivals, assets, or obstacles, depending on how they fit into her plans. She rarely sees them (or anyone) as equals or friends; instead, she maintains superficial relationships designed to keep them either off-guard or subtly undermine them. Giovana is careful to maintain her image as a supportive team member, but this face is purely for self-preservation. Internally, she sees herself as superior to most.
✧ About: Dezerae Li
“Dezerae’s so calm all the time, but don’t you think she’s a little... detached? I mean, it’s great for staying professional, but I wonder if the team feels truly supported.”
Unlike others, Dezerae occupies a dual position that directly interferes with Giovana’s agendas, viewing her as a dangerous obstacle—a rival for Estella’s attention and a barrier to her unchecked influence within Illusion Studios. Despite her distaste for Dezerae, Giovana recognises that she must maintain a cordial relationship on the surface. Giovana treads around her carefully, using a frontage of respect and camaraderie, begrudgingly, to neutralise Dezerae's impact.
✧ About: Estella Blake
“Oh, Estella? She’d crumble if I ever walked away. She knows it, too. That’s why I can... let’s say, negotiate on my own terms. I mean, who else would put up with her highs and lows?”
While Giovana outwardly presents herself as Estella’s loyal ally, she discreetly harbours disdain for Estella’s perceived fragility. However, she is pragmatic enough to understand that Estella’s continued success is tied to her own. In Giovana’s mind, she is the one truly in control of their dynamic. Her relationship with Estella is transactional: she provides Estella with emotional validation and strategic guidance in exchange for professional opportunities and favours within Illusion Studios. For as long as Estella remains useful, Giovana will maintain her role as the supportive confidante.
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