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So I’m just gonna write how I feel down??? I doubt ppl will actually read this so... I guess it’s just a safe space to just kinda????? Idk


So

Detroit: Become Human

Is my life

Like omg Connor is the best he’s my babe he’s my boy he’s my son he’s the light of my life aaaa I love him so much like aaa
And the graphics are amazing
The first exposure I had to it was seeing a pic directly from the game someone & I thought it was a tv show

Like aaa????

I’m watching Jacksepticeye’s playthrough if the game cause I can’t play it myself I don’t have the required game system T-T

Speaking of games, another real good one is Undertale. 10/10 love so much. Idk what system it takes (with any luck it’s playable on the computer) but it’s great the best aaa

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Title: My current books & fandoms

As of November 9, 2018, I’m in like 3-4 major fandoms

1. Detroit: Become Human

2. Danganronpa

3. Dungeons and Dragons

4. A Court of ___ and ___ books/universe

These will of course be subject to change so,,,, like,,,,, yea

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I haven’t updated this at all but I need to vent

I’ve gone so long without a breakdown I thought I had gotten better. I thought I was healing. Heading in the right direction. Something.

My grades suck. I spent grade school and middle school thinking I was smart but that was foolish. I’m stupid, I’m dumb, I can’t do anything right.

I don’t know how to manage time. I have no idea how to study. I sit in bed and do absolutely nothing. I’m a failure and should probably just die.

I hate this I hate feeling like this I just know it’s stupid and I shouldn’t burden anyone with this. I probably shouldn’t be posting this I’ll just regret it. I just wanna not exist.

I was doing so well too. I had been ok, I had started to like myself again. Now I’m back to square one thanks to my family.

Can’t I just not have to talk or be around anyone or anything? I don’t know what to do with my life. I don’t wanna grow up I don’t wanna be the age I am and I don’t wanna be a kid again. I don’t know what to do. I should.

I should know what to do and how to do it and I should do it but I CANT. I CANT TO ANYTHING RIGHT

I hate this

I hate myself

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