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I'm gonna start doing my own diary to help keep me determined with my goals for the year!

You can post here as long as it is not hateful or spam, but feel free to send me a message too!

It is a work in progress, so bear with me as I make it prettier <3

Title: April Fool's Easter!

I had to work tonight and have to be beck in the morning. At least I'll be getting off earlier!

I am recently engaged, so I have wedding planning to do! I/m conflicted about it though. I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ and Latter Day Saints (Mormon) and I so badly want to get married in the temple. However, as I am the only member in my family, they wouldn.t be able to attend. My dad missed my sisters' wedding and does not want to miss mine. We could get married out of the temple, but I want this marriage to be in the fullness of our Lord.

The Easter event was fun, although I'm disappointed there was no sale.

School starts May 17th! I can't wait to learn about vehicles! I want to become a mechanic!

That's all on my mind for now! <3

Title: National Ferret Day

Today has been a great day! I woke up super early after working last night, but I saw I had a message from my boss saying I didn’t have to be in until later. I tried to go back to sleep but wasn’t able to. All day went smooth at work, and I got off early enough to eat with my fiancé:3

We had Nu-Way and it was SOOO good! We then walked around the mall. Now we’re at the bar, waiting to deal a poker game, and I’m gonna make a pair of socks :D

I don’t hurt at all today, which is rare, and I’m off tomorrow! I’m excited to be off tomorrow because people from around the district (including big bosses) will be there.

I think that’s all for today!

Title: April 3rd

Not much happened today. I bought some yarn and knitting stuff. Started to look into wedding planning, but too nervous to talk to the fiancé about it. Eyes have been hurting all day. Took some medicine and a nice shower and now to bed because I have to be at work in 6 hours (4am)

Title: 4/4

I had a pretty easy day at work today. I fell asleep shortly after and slept for like 8 hours so now I’m wide awake and hungry and tired. I want ice cream but everything is closed now.

I’m enjoying the Ducklett Party. Next goal: 5 days premium.

Title: 4/6

I guess I forgot yesterday hahaha

Today, at work, so met a gentleman who just bought a company and I impressed him so he said he’ll get back with me about a job. My fiancé got a promotion so I am so thankful for that!

I can’t wait to get married! We set the date 11/23/19.

My friend Billy had a seizure last week, but he’s doing a good bit better!

Title: 4/7

So not a lot happened today physically, but in my mind, a lot happened.

Like three years ago, my fiancé and I talked about moving to North Dakota. I couldn’t because pf am ex at the time (long story, may explain at another time). Now, I’m free from him and my fiancé’s best friend (lives in ND) said he wants *us* to move out there. I’m like YES because I’m sick of my job now, and honestly, I hate Georgia. My fiancé then said that he’d be going to ND to meet his friends new baby in August and they’d discuss things more in depth then, so it’s not something happening *now*

I told my fiancé to ask f there was an opening now as I could easily move in two weeks time. I haven’t heard a reply, but I hope there is. I want a change in my life and I think that’s just what I need. If we don’t go now, then it will be in like August or September.

I got my big sister a job where I work and she acts like the place will fall apart without her, when she’s at the lowest position, and isn’t showing a good work ethic. Here’s a sentence to see if anyone actually reads this, free star piece to someone that sends me one with the caption “don’t be upsetti, have some spaghetti”. My big sister doesn’t have her drivers license so I have to pick her up and drop her off sometimes and I have gotten 0 in gas money even though going to her house adds a 30 min detour to my route.

I’m very tired today. I ask for good vibes and/or prayers (whatever you believe in) that I can go to ND very soon.

Title: 4/9

I have good days and bad days. Today is a bad day.

I feel worthless.

I feel alone.

I’m trying to change things but nothing is happening.

I’m trying.