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I look out of the door as Lolah searched for him. I feel bad about what I said as I walk outside and walk up to a hill where I just laid down and stared at the sky. I laid there thinking about everything that's happened to me. With Alex, my mom, Kyu, and with everyone. 'I miss him so much' I say in my head crying a bit curling up into a ball. Harumi sense my disturbance and rushed towards me curling up next to me and brought me a blanket. "Thanks girl," I say gently while rubbing her head.

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I wince slightly as my shoes echo throughout the empty hallway. "Morpheus. I don't hate you or distrust you like the other's do. To me, you, your brother, and Elijah are my only friends." I call out gently. "Please show yourself." I say quietly.


"Do you all mind. You're louder than a dragon's stomach after he hasn't eaten in a day." Knight grumped out from where he was asleep on one of the kitchen counters.

A void clouded my mind, and all I could see or hear was nothing. I was in pure darkness, where no one could touch me, talk to me, or comfort me. For once, I was truly all alone. Innocent lives could no longer be protected. The universe always revolved around darkness. Darkness was superior to light. That's what the darkness told me. That's what the darkness told me. That's what the darkness told me. That's what the darkness told... That's what the darkness... That's what the... That's what... That's... Who am I again?

(aren't we all supposed to be tripping or smthn)

Why does this always happen, dad rejected me, so did mom, what do I do... Morpheus said to himself, the zone reached so far that it should have reached everyone in the dorm, awake, or asleep. Morpheus' tears came down more and faster.

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I whimpered as my mind's eye showed me a version of my mother yelling at me for failing at performing Necromancy. "Go away." I hissed quietly at the image, my voice quivering slightly. "You can't hurt me here."

Knight frowned as he was back in his initial home with his mate and their kits. "How?" He whispered quietly before looking up as the sky darkened. "What the?" He mumbled before looking around at a sight he would rather not see ever again.

I walk into the dorm and somethings wrong...

*Flashback

I walked towards my moms room... I peered inside and all I saw was feet... "Mom! Mom! Momma! Don't Go!" I cried... My body slowly changed into scales, a tail, a huge maw, whats happening... My eyes sharpen as I stare into the darkness... my soul screams... My dad walked into the room and saw... me... my mom... I couldnt take it... I burned down the whole room.... My dad ran away and all I saw was a pair of giant wings landing next to me... I blacked out


*End of Flashback

Why did this happen... tears flow from my eyes... I hate everything... I hate everyone... I want everyone to DIE...!

My transformation went berserk and my body shifted... "Roar!" I shot fire evrywhere in the hallway... I flew towards the end of the hallway and smashed the wall... "I hate EVERYONE!" I roared as I flew towards everybody else...

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I hear a loud bang from the dorms as I see a raging Anubis fly out. I see him look around. I start running down the hill with Harumi trailing me. I make sure to hide as I run towards the dorms. I run into our room seeing that Kyu was asleep. I shake her frantically. "Kyu......Kyu wake up!" I whisper to her.

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The darkness is growing darker. Cutting deeper. But. What's this? Light...? A nonfamiliar sight. Staring at it, I hear the darkness roar. I hear it say "I hate you!" Ah. Yes. The light is innocent. Therefore. It must be protected. Am I innocent? Hard to tell. But the light's growing. I hear... Something. "Light. Infinite. Yet finite. A world without light is a world of darkness. Awaken. Awaken from your eternal slumber. Awaken... Lutos, light of the world."

Ah. It is all so clear now. What is light, without a protector? What is a protector, without the protected? What is the protected, without the pursuit? What is the pursuit, without the darkness? What is the darkness... Without light.

I open my eyes, and see Anubis charging at us. I refuse to make the sane mistake twice. I create a light prism around everyone else, leaving them protected. I see the protected. I see the pursuit. I see the darkness. I see the light. "Now. Here comes the protector."

My eyesight as a dragon was horrible... If it didnt move, then I couldnt see it... like a t-rex... "Roar!" I flew around the sky frantically... waiting till I see a moving object...

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I get into stance. Moving towards the wall, I leaned onto it, taking out my knife and quickly infusing magic into it. "Yo, Anubis. Didn't you say you wanted to see the full power of our abilities? Let's see yours, pal!"

My draconic side took over... "BloodJaw! Come help me kill them!" I fly down at Lutos and shoot fire all around him... I dive into the ground and cause an earthquake... I open my maw at Lutos and shoot a brilliant hellfire capable of burning the very existence of someone off the Earth... My mind shattered... "K...Ki...Kil... Kill them!" I stumbled around frantically.


BloodJaw saw Anubis in his berserker form... "Not again!" He roared.

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"...That was supposed to hit me, right?" I chuckle, intensifying the light around me. I did end up nearly stumbling from the earthquake, but the wall supported me. That was when I felt the intense fire. "It... Burns... Mother... P l e a s e... H e l p..." I collapsed, the prisms still surrounding the others.

BloodJaw flew down between Lutos and Anubis..."Stop! I will do save this human, Anubis! Do you want them to fear you?!" He roared.

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I drop to my knees as the image played on fully. I curl into as small of a ball as possible as my mother's voice rings through my mind. "Shut up you're not real." I mutter under my breath as my eyes close in on themselves.

(Hey guys, let's RP again! We got kicked off of the most active topics and I wanna get back on ;w;)

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Morpheus' tears ran down more, now the effect of his Negative Zone causes screeching in ears, nightmares,and hallucinations.

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(This is dark and emotional, if you are sensitive like me bring the tissues. I cried while writing this.)
I jolted awake at the sound of someone's screaming, "AHHHH!" I take in my surroundings, I was back in my old house. It looked like someone had broken in, there were streaks of blood on the floor. I got out of my bed, it creaked with every movement I made. The blood seemed to go on in a trail, "Hello?..." My voice echoed back at me and I could feel the coldness of the house seeping into my bones. I continued to follow the trail, my heart thumping against my chest. I tried calling out again, "Hello? Artemis?" To my surprise, I got a small growl in response. I began to run to the sound of my familiar, "Hang on Arty, I'm coming!" The trail ended and the sight was horrific, Artemis was the one bleeding. I fell to my knees, bringing the cub into my arms. "ARTY! ARTEMIS STAY WITH ME! DON'T LEAVE ME! DON'T... leave me!", I said as tears rolled down my face. "No. Please, don't leave me. *Ikanaide...", the small cub stopped breathing. I sobbed with the now dead Artemis in my arms, "*IKANAIDE!"

(Ikanaide is usually translated to don't go)

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I feel negative energy but quickly lose it seeing my mother flash by. "Mom WAIT!!!!!" I scream running after her. I turn the corner and see her get blasted with fire and swords. "NO!!!" I scream running towards her only to have the scenery change. "Huh where am I-" I stop and see Alex in front of me. "A-al-l-lex i-i-is that y-you?" I say with teary eyes walking towards him. "Who are you?" he asks. "What? Alex it's me, it's me Rosaline your girlfriend," I say. "I've never had you as my girlfriend," he says emotionless. "You don't mean that..." I mumble with tears running down my face. "Oh wait you're that horrible girl from my class," He says. "What?" I say surprised and heart broken. "Yeah you're the girl who lures boys in but then in the end you kill them," he says. "No that's not who I am do you remember me at all?" I ask him choking on the words. "Yeah again you're the horrible girl from my class that I hate," He says staring me in the face. Another girl walks in. "Hey honey-bun!" She says to him. "Hey sweetie" He says back to her with a smile. "Who is she?" I ask. "She's my girlfriend," He tells me. "What do you mean you fell in love with me though...." I say my breath knocked out of my lungs. "No I didn't and why would I you have a terrible personality, no one would want you." He says shamelessly. "NO STOP THE ALEX I KNOW WOULD NEVER SAY THAT TO ME," I scream at the Alex illusion tears streaming down my face. "You never know maybe he did but not around you," He said. By that time I've fallen on my knees crying into my hands. I look back up and see him give her a necklace. I recognize it as the one the Alex gave to me when we were dating. "Here my love for you and only you as you are the only one to hold my heart for now and forever," He says putting the necklace around her neck. I sit there heart broken and cry into my hands as they confessed their love for each other and said sweet nothings back and forth. I hear footsteps and see my mother there. "Why did I give birth to such a worthless daughter," She said coldly. "No.......my mother would never say that...." I say choking on my words. She spew insults at me and soon Alex joined as well. I kneel there with my face in my hands crying my heart out at the hurtful things they were saying. 'No no no no no no no this can't be real they would never say these things to me' 'Are you sure about that they could've said it behind your back since you're too weak to see that' my father's voice said to me. I cried even more since my father took their side and I just cried into my hands while they spewed insults at me.

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I sat on the floor, cradling my familiar. "*Nandemonai to kuchi o tsugunda honto wa chotto ashi o tometakute. Dake domo kimi wa hayaa shidesu tto mae o ikukara. Boku wa sore o mitsumeteru. Saishuu bin kimi wa noru boku o oite head. Hashiridasu yukkuri to jimen ga zureteiku. Naicha lady naicha lady demo honto wa iitai yo. Ikanaide. Tooku e to kieteiku boku o oite head. Mou zuibun mienai yo yoru ga kuzureteiku. Naicha lady naicha lady demo honto wa iitai yo. Ikanaide", I sang. This was a lullaby that I'd known since birth, Artemis had taught it to me. I tried to smile, "It's funny. My familiar taught me my native language... You were my mother's familiar, huh?" I was shocked to hear a response, 'Yes Misaki. I was her familiar.' I looked down at my arms only to see that Artemis was gone and I was back in my dorm.

(Translation:
“It’s nothing,” I said, then kept my mouth shut
In truth, I really wanted to stop my legs
And even so, you went gliding forward, ahead of me, in such a quick pace
I was just staring, I was just watching you go
On the last flight, that’s where you will go, and I will be left behind
The ground slowly moves, I start to run, the ground continues shifting
I shouldn’t cry, I shouldn’t cry, but in truth I just want to say
“Don’t leave, please don’t go”
You’re vanishing, you’re disappearing, and you’re leaving me behind
Now I cannot see you anymore, the night is crumbling
I shouldn’t cry, I shouldn’t cry, but in truth I just want to say
“Don’t leave, please don’t go”)
(It's from a song called Ikanaide)

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My eyes open. Blackness all around. Nothingness. Where... was I? I could tell I wasn't in my body. I looked at my hands but, they were just shadows. I laughed though I didn't know why. My mind was foggy, but the real world was there, somewhere at least, just right now, I wasn't in it. Suddenly the blackness morphed into an apocalyptic scene, catastrophe. A dirt beaten path led ahead. I could see a trail of blood leading the same way. All around me was fog, just murkiness and nothingness. I stepped foward and started to walk ahead. Kyu and, Rosaline, Anubis and.... Lutos and then, silouhettes? The names quickly faded. All of them. My mind was just, an empty jar. I could see clouds all around me, the thoughts of all the others. I saw Kyu with a bleeding bear, and Anubis with a woman, Rosaline with... a guy? Or... was this what I was thinking. I'm just a shadow......... a guy in a Shadow Trance... it happened when, I didn't know what else to do, when my thoughts became like reality to me. I walked foward, the blood getting thicker, and clumped together in puddles and then... the bodies. The bodies of blank faced strangers piled up around me and ahead.... just an endless, dirt beaten, bloody path that led to... nothing. Just more blood and a body here or there.... of people I started to recognize. I walked ahead.... seeing the bodies of Rosaline, and then Anubis and then.... Kyu. I got on my knees, though they weren't there and hugged her, the imaginary blood still managing to soak me. Was this, could this be... the future. "KYUUU!!!!" I screamed and jolted my head up. It was dark, and I was back in my dorm for some odd reason. My thoughts started to come back to me and the fighting had made me revert to my Shadow Trance. At least it wasn't.... well.... at least it wasn't real... not yet at least. I lay down, brushing Ilfir's back, and fell asleep.