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This Little Diary
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Things that may be mentioned in my
diary are things like self harm, self hate, and possibly abuse. I
will try my very best to use appropriate language, and I apologize
in advance if anyone sees anything that triggers them.
Without further...yea...I'm gonna pour myself out on this!
I have nothing to say right now, so yea. This is just an introduction. Enjoy, friends!
I'm talking to one of my best friends, who happens to be my ex boyfriend. His name is Cameron, and he's just great. However, I've noticed myself starting to miss him, in a more than friend way, and this is a problem because I am in a relationship...right now, I'm figuring out what I'm going to do. Wish me luck!
Last night, I went to the hospital. I arrived there at 9:45 pm. It took until about 11:00 pm until they put us in a room, and we were there till 1:45 am, only to be sent home once again. Hearing that they couldn't do anything for my issue made me have an anxiety attack, and that was the second attack I had that night. I had another one when I got home. I was really upset, but I'm going to general surgery to talk to them, because my issue has been going on for years, and frankly, I'm tired of it clouding my entire life, including social life and school. They better have a solution or I'm gonna be stuck in bed for the rest of my life, slowly withering away like an old tree...wish me luck.