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Title: I'm alone, Nobody wants me in their Activitys

I just feel like nobody wants me to be apart of their games or activitys, i just feel like nobody wants to even acknowledge that im even here anymore, i know Fae tells me to get more friends, but if i get more friends, then im gonna loose the ones that I have now, and i don't want that to happen, yea everyone tries to cheer me up, but its just not the same anymore, I once was the center spot light to a users world, and now they are just gone forever, and the attention that im used to, was like a drug, I messed around with it, but now im a addicted to having people that I trust talk to, but either they arn't here anymore, or they are too busy to even wanna talk to me, I mean, its sucks, and I want this pain of attention needing to go away, I'm just not as happy as i used to be, and I blame that on the people that I've lost, but I know that deep down, that it's my fault for even letting near my heart in the first place

Title: Im the reason for Chaos

Okay, i understand that when I'm being nice to females, it seems like im flirting, but honestly, im not, but when I am just trying to have fun, making jokes, or using little nicknames with people, and their GF/BF flips the hell out and tries to dictate what we can talk about, thats where I draw the line, and blame myself for the chaos that they are going through, thats just stupid, I can't stop myself from blaming myself for what I do, its how I am, so if you wanna talk to me, be cautious, because all I cause is chaos in this world anymore

Title: Girls these days! I swear!

Alright, girls these days really need to realize that guys are gonna be nice to them, and love on them, just because they do that, DOES NOT MEAN THEY ARE FLIRTING WITH YOU! Geez, i seriously get to many girls that think im flirting with them, when i'm either just messing around, or being the nice guy that I am, and all that ever gets me, is heart ache and saddness because they always turn around and screw me over, I swear, i really just need to stop talking to people anymore, I understand that girls think that the "Bad Boy's" are gonna be everything they dreamed of, but in reality they arn't, but its us nice guys that always get screwed over in all of this, being told "I have a Boyfriend" or "Are you seriously flirting with me?". Like honest to god, they need to understand that all guys act differently to them, we don't see things the way that females do

Title: Everyone is against me... Nobody ever takes my side

Why does it always feel like everyone's against me... I just feel like when im trying to show my side or be funny and joke around with people... Everyone turns against me.... Why does nobody ever wanna take my side, and fight with me, not against me... I feel like nobody cares about how i feel anymore, nobody wants to see where i'm coming from, all they ever wanna do is argue with me, nobody really cares about what I have to say, even when I try to help their side of the story, I understand that people try and help with me, but nobody seems to understand how I hate arguing with people over stupid things, and I hate it so very much...

Title: "A Broken Promise"

A slight fog roles over the stage
"Is it just a broken promise that you make anymore....
Just one that doesn't matter to you in anyway...
Just a Broken Promise that means nothing anymore..."

[Chorus]
A Broken Promise!
Something that you said you would...
A Broken Promise!
But never again did I see you...
A Broken Promise!
Nothing ever did you need to break that trust...
[End Chorus]

"Just something that doesn't matter anymore to your empty words...
Its just a broken promise that you tell me anymore..."

Title: "Never Gonna Be Forgotten"

As this war... Between good and evil, the sun never looked so red.... Two survivors fight to stay alive in this kill or be killed place... They've done things that they both regret, but was this their final night together? Could this be where they leave this world?

"Come on Tyra hang in there, your gonna be okay alright? Come on please don't give up we've made it so very far... Please Tyra just hold on...." The young dragon named Dracon was holding onto his best mate, his friend... His Family... A young female Typhlosion, bleeding profusely from her abominal area, as she had been shot "Go on without me Dracon... You must carry out our deed that we promise them... You are the only one that can do this anymore... Everyone else is gone..." She coughs up a bunch of blood and looks into his eyes, seeing that they were filling with tears "Dracon listen to me... One day we will meet again... But you need to finish this mission... You're the bravest dragon I've ever seen in my life..." She held onto his claw, becoming weaker from blood loss "No Tyra don't say that, your gonna be okay... Please your gonna make it, and we are gonna live together remember? You promised me we would make it though together!" Dracon grips harder onto her paw "I know Dracon... But sometimes promises are broken... Just remeber, I'm always here in your heart... One day Dracon..." Tyra says with her last breath as Dracon lifts her body up "S-sleep tight Tyra... One day... Like you said we will meet again... I love you..." Hes sets her down and walks away, wiping the tears from his eyes "This world has taken everything from me... My family, my life... And now Tyra.... What else does it want from me!" As Dracon looks back, he whispers under his breath "You will never be forgotten for your effort to save this world Tyra..." As he dissapears into the shadows of the waste land, Tyra looks down upon him from heaven... "Go get them Dracon, set this world back to what we remeber it"

Title: Pokemon Sun/Moon Chain Hunting Completed Hunts

1st Chain:
Allie Chain:
Chain: 175
Date: 1/1/17
Pokemon: Salandit
NickName: Marshmallow

2nd Chain:
Allie Chain
Chain: 69
Date: 1/2/17
Pokemon: Stufful
Nickname: Cremesicle

3rd Chain:
Allie Chain
Chain: 73
Date: 1/21/17
Pokemon: Zubat
Nickname: BubbleGum

4th Chain
Allie Chain Race
Chain: 146
Date: 1/24/17
Pokemon: Pikipek
Nickname: Galaxy

5th Shiny:
Random Encounter
Chain: 0
Date: 1/28/17
Pokemon: Carbink
Nickname: RockyRoad

Title: Christmas Cheer? Bah Humbug!

How can one, ever have any christmas cheer when nobody wants to offer their love or support, much less even try to get me all festive, I know Christmas is a season to give, and not receive, but how can I gift, when nobody wants to gift me even the tiniest thing of care or even love in the world, I see that many people give me what they can, and I am so very greatful to them, but the people that I know can give more them just what they acclaim to give me, well, that just makes my Festive cheer die to nothing but a sad old Typhlosion, that nobody wants to spend a day with, because all I am is a forgotten memory to them, or even worse, a blank slate, that they remeber nothing about me ever, I just want to feel like I'm wanted here this christmas, I don't want any gift but that

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"Tis the Season"
Tis the season for depression... Fa la la la la
Tis the season to be angry... Fa la la la la
Don we how our sheets and covers... Fa la la la
Troll me with you fake friendship... Fa la la la la... la la la

Title: I hate myself more and more

I honestly am just hating myself more and more each day, I cause problems because i say things that I don't need to say, causing more chaos then peace, and I absolutely hate it, I'm loosing more and more friends.because of this habit and I wish I could stop, I just want my life to stop going at at a down hill slope into the never ending abyss that is my depression. I fight so hard for me to crawl away from this abyss, but I can't fight forever, my life is meaningless to me anymore, and all I want is the pain of this depression to go away from my mind so that I might see a clearer day in my future. But everytime I try to get away, I hate myself more and more each day, forcing myself to not cause myself harm, and much less cause others harm, but there just hits a point where you can't use the broken heart that you tape together so.dully and expect to live a normal life, with this shadow always following, but I'll always blame myself for forcing others away, because I hate myself more snd more each day

Title: I'm Your Perfecty Insanity For auroradragon93

How can I can keep you around when you always wish to run away...
Always keeping me from your arms that keep me safe from the creatures that wish to take me away....
Into a place where I can not escape from the darkness that keeps me from seeing you in the light...
How can I keep you here, when I'm your perfect insanity...

(Chorus)
I'm your perfect insanity
When the darkness takes over your mind
I'm your perfect insanity
Even when the light slips from your beautiful eyes as the sun sets
I'm your perfect insanity
Only when you need to let loose and keep the monsters from stealing what is truly yours
(End Chorus)

Even though the voices in your head, tell you that im the reason for this mental blockade from what you see....
As they fight to keep me away you fight harder to keep me here....
But as you flight, you must take flight, but you'll never loose me, as I'm your perfect insanity...
No matter how far you run, how high you climb, i'll always be here in your arms...
As I'm your perfect insanity, in this world that keeps us from seeing the truth....

Title: "Did They See Me?"

A Dark a eery forest emerges upon the scene, as a Pink Typhlosion, and his Dragon girlfriend wonder aimlessly, only using a flash light to find their way to the cabin they live in

Dara... Honey I don't like this fog, the way that it moves... Its so creepy...
Oh Ty come on! Quit being such a wimp!

A faint and dark piano starts, as a voice emerges from the fog and darkness
Oh who are these? New visitors to the darkness we call home?
One...Two...Three, you best hope they didn't see you in the light...
The ones that hide in this darkness want to make this night... A long and nice fright...
[Chorus]
You better run...
You better hide...
They are coming, and all you can ask is "Did they see me"
You better run...
You better hide...
They are coming to see what you can be...
[End Chorus]
Here they come... To mangle and rip your heart from you chest...
All they want is to be loved.... All they want is a heart to hold...
Dara did you hear that? I think there is these creatures that want to eat you and me!
Oh Ty don't be ridiculous! All you can see is the darkness that lies in the night... Can't you see your just being crazy right now?
[Chorus]
You better run...
You better hide...
They are coming, and all you can ask is "Did they see me"
You better run...
You better hide...
They are coming to see what you can be...
[End Chorus]

Title: Why Must I Suffer?

Why must I be the one that always has to suffer? I mean, I wish that someone in my life would just take a second to care about me for once, I do everything that I can to help people, I put on a fake smile when i'm sad, but when I turn around to let my frown out, there is nobody behind me to fall on, cause it really hurts when you fall backwards, and land on your back every single time, I just wish that these people I call my friends, would care like I care about them! I wish that people would UNDERSTAND THE PAIN THAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH! I WISH YOU PEOPLE WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT I CAN'T BE EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT! ALL I WANT, IS TO FEEL LIKE IM THE ONE THAT IS BEING TAKEN CARE OF, NOT ME TAKING CARE OF YOU, I DON'T CARE IF YOUR YOUNG, MAYBE YOU SHOULD LEARN THAT THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE THEN JUST YOURSELF! But, as I go on, I will just get worse and worse, but nobody seems to care about me, so I guess for people to see that I am in need, I just need to show them, because I'm the one that must suffer.... Always alone, I have nobody to let me fall behind on, only ones that will make it a slower fall, those people I trust... And you know who you are...

Title: A song dedicated to Anka

*A Light fog rolls across the stage, a deep baritone hums a beat*

If I could show you how much you mean to me... There would be no time to tell you how much I care for you...
If you were gone from my arms, I would fight to get you back in my life...
No matter where you go, you will always be in my heart... Always safe from the harm that tries to tear us apart...
No matter how low we go, you will always be high as the sky in your dreams that make you the queen of your own reality...

[Chorus]
I love you like the sun
I would carry you everywhere, like the goddess that you are
I love you like the moon
Even though the darkness tries to tell you to stay away
I love you like my everything
Can you show me the same...
[End Chorus]

I wish you had the time... Cause I lost mine when I was looking at you
I wish you could see... The golden heart that you carry...
I want you to know... How much I love you so...
I hope you can... Let me show you the way to the light that we offer you...

I love you Anka, you are the best and nobody will ever tell you differently

Title: "When nothing in the world"

If people say for you to remeber...
That theres good in the world...
How can you see...
When nothing in the world is ever good for me

How can you tell me to remeber....
When even you've forget me...
How can you tell me when theres nothing...
Left in the world to me anymore....

How can anybody understand the pain I see...
How can you tell me everything is okay...
When I have nothing left to hold onto...
Nothing left that loves me anymore...

How can I ever run to your arms...
When your arms ain't open to me anymore..
How can you say you care...
When I can't even get the time of day in your world....

How can I have the happiness you wish for me...
When nothings left in the world for me...
How can I give you my heart...
When its nothing left in my heart...
The soul is gone and dry...
Just like the earth when theres nothing left...