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Rainbowpride's Random Corner of Stuff
Forum-Index → Diaries → Rainbowpride's Random Corner of StuffA little bit about me:
I'm a simple person who loves Hetalia, Sailor Moon, Scooby Doo, 90's Nick, My Little Pony, and other stuff
- I have a fear of knives, thunder storms, and being alone. Seriously, i cannot stay alone in my house without the knowing comfort of sound that fools my brain into thinking i'm not alone in this house.
- I'm a Bisexual Agenderflux/Agender trash heap
- I love books and Scooby Doo, if you disrespect either, then i will hunt you down and slap you into the middle of next summer. You don't HAVE TO like em, just don't disrespect my love for a 70's animated show full of mysteries, a hippie, a smart alec, a pretty girl (who isn't just a pretty face, seriously, she does get straight A's), a jock? lets just say he is a golden boy, and a talking dog.
- I have ideas that go unspoken, simply because i'm labeled a weirdo. Don't ask please
- I do love chats but please don't pity the conversation and drag it on, it makes me feel like you don't want to talk and don't wanna talk with me.
Wanna hear a story? WELL TOO F-ING BAD
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I was born with a hole in my heart, so
i had to go into surgery at only about 3 months old Leik if you
cri every time :'D So now i have a scar in between my boobs XD
anyways..... i lived in an apartment in Peoria for 4 years of my
life, it was crappy somewhat. I don't remember much because at that
i age i taught myself to forget the bad memories and NEVER let them
surface. Just by knowing only a few memories i can tell it wasn't
pleasant, i remember some strange man threatening to whip me with a
belt, my mom constantly going to the hospital because of low blood
sugar. My mother is Diabetic and could not take care of herself and
a child on her own with no father or relatives in the city. My
closest relative was about an hour away. When i hit 4 years old i
had to move, it wasn't the life i should have had to live. So i
moved in with my grandmother and sometimes stayed with my Great
Aunt and Uncle. Finally my mom joined me and we lived with my
grandma. Since my mom is Diabetic she usually had low blood sugar
due to not taking care of herself, one time when i was 6 or 7 she
kicked me violently when i was on the floor. She didn't know what
she was doing since it was low blood sugar but it wasn't pretty.
Quite a few years later when my grandmother and mother were having
a fight my mom said she wished i was never born. It hurt me very
deeply to think my mother wished i was never brought into
existence. And with my father never in my life i didn't know really
what a father is. I'm very sorry if this made you sad, don't be i'm
worthless trash no need to cry over me.
(More to be added if i ever get all of these )
Rare_Pepe, Professor_Joe, Dark_Chibiterasu, Lupa, Glaciarie, Systemoverload, Furret, -SuicidalYandere-, SandaveiRae, CyndaquilLuvsVan_Halen, Shenzi.
When life gives you lemons, make grape juice and have the world wonder how you did it.
Were all in the gutter. But some of us are looking at the stars.
Keep your feet on the ground and keep reaching for the stars ~ Casey Kasem ( R.I.P. )
I can't march on because i'm already far too broken...
mareep is evil -, -
i got a munna though
i also got a female and male squirtle
oh and i lvled up
and i almost have every flabebe color known to emera town :3
my ghosties/babies r doing wonderful oh and i got a spiritomb a while back
oh i also forgot to mention i joined team pumpkaboo everyone there is nice
I can't march on because i'm already far too broken...
Dear Diary,
Well my battling skills SUCK AS BAD AS A MAGIKARP TRYING TO SWIM ive only won 2 battles and lost wut 7? 8? and i even lost my first gym battl wow im such a turd my friend says i need to train a bit more but i can't im shiny hunting minun and i need that space for hunting purposes. i think i should give up battling i mean seriously i only had beginners luck nothing more than that i should just stop before i humiliate myself even more well this is it for now keep castin spells
I can't march on because i'm already far too broken...
Dear Diary,
Ok so shaymin is back ive tried to click so much and he hates me a lot. Is there anything good i can do on this site that i wont fail at? nope i guess not
Pokeheroes fail list:
Battling
auctioning
trading
wonder trading
setting up an auction
running a good items/ breeding shop
having friends who comment on my ideas and stuff
having friends.
possibly rumbling
shiny hunting
having a mismagius army
clickling
yup theres my pokeheroes fail list well keep on casting spells
I can't march on because i'm already far too broken...
( also anyone for right now can talk in my diary until i say so i guess )
Dear Diary,
Today i check my polls and i got the most negative feedback, i guess im annoying to 2 pokeheroes players and that im wasted space on this site. Am i really wasted space? this is just yet another thing to put on my already complicated life. And nobody really talks on my feeds anyways, i have no friends here i guess. Maybe i should quit Pokeheroes... since im annoying i bet its for the best bc nobody will care even if i killed myself. But im not going to kill myself bc i dont want to but its like a should. Idk diary wut should i do?
keep on casting spells
Sincerly, Rainbowpride
I can't march on because i'm already far too broken...
Dear Diary,
Nothing exciting in my life that's for sure. Im bored out of my mind... and great awana is tonight whoopee i get to enjoy getting ignored by my used to be friend ( i hate her bc 1. she is a brat 2. she gets anything she wants from her rich/famous brother and no im not jealous of her bc i don't want to be her bc she neglects her dog over a bunny! and that dog has been with her for most of her childhood! if i could i would snatch him up and love him bc while her precious bunny is all warm in her room that poor little dog is probably freezing in a medium sized cage in her basement! with no love or care from her, yes she lets him outside for the bathroom but for all i know that is the only time that i know he is outside! i dont know if she walks him. and during the summer he is outside most of the time and gets fleas! i feel so sorry for him he doesnt deserve to be treated like that and get this when that bunny poops or tears up the carpet she gets a little mad at the bunny but when that dog tears up the couch she goes nuts ( or her mom idk ) but anyways off that subject im doing horrible on the shiny minun hunt ( go figure ) and a little bit of good news: my best friend is coming back from maryland today :3 i miss her anyways ill talk to you later
Keep on casting spells
I can't march on because i'm already far too broken...
Dear Diary,
This year was fun and all :3 but it was also a bad year too :(
Good Things this Year:
1. Went to my first Amusement Park
2. Rescued a kitten ( now known as Carmel/Carmicheal Fuzzymuffin Mcgee )
3. Found a new church group
4. Made new PH Friends
Bad Things this Year:
1. Failing Grades
2. Math Lab
3. Death of Great Grandma Norma ( ;_; we will never taste her apple pies again )
4. Reminded of the Death of Great Uncle Stan ( i hate it when ppl mention him in front of me i will never get over his death he was like a father to me )
5. No Anime Club at school this year ( #%#T$@#%^&$##!% )
6. The Hub turned into Discovery Family
7. Still Single and best friend has somebody ( ;_; Forever alone )
ya... this year had quite a few bad things...
Well Keep on Casting Spells,
I can't march on because i'm already far too broken...