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Aaron09
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Forum Posts: 14
Posted: Thu, 12/03/2015 15:07 (9 Years ago)

Please do not post anywhere in this journal! You may copy my Mindfulness Charts and Stress Maps, but please put in your own experience(s). Thank you! ~Aaron09 aka Gaea09


Mindfulness Charts and Stress Maps

Observing and Describing Emotions


week of:


Emotion Name (ex: fear, anger, sad):
Intensity (1-100):
Promting Event: (who, what, where, when, where) What set off the emotion?
Vulnerability Factors: What happened before that made me vulnerable to the prompting event?
Interpetations (beliefs, assumptions) of the situation:
Face and Body changes & experiences: What was I feeling in my face and body?
Action Urges: What did I feel like doing? What did I want to say?
Face and Body Language: What was my facial expression, posture, gestures?
What I did and said: in the situation (be specific)
What after effects did the emotion have on me (state of mind, other emotions, behavior, thoughts, memory, body etc.)?



> I am a college student, currently in my 3rd year
> I have trichtillomania (hair pulling disorder), scoliosis, pallid syncope (fainting spells due to anger, extreme pain, and fear) and breathing problems
> I will hopefully be getting extra help through San Andreas Regional Center this month (September)
> My favorite colors are red, black and purple
> I am transgender (Female to Male), working on getting therapy for it
>I am taken by a computer and video games geek in real life <3 Happy 8 months, babe
>I am allergic to most watery fruit, cucumbers, and zucchini
> I enjoy chocolate, cookies and cheesecake
> I hate vegetables and spicy foods


PokePlushies




Special Pokemon to click! [for me]
Nicolas (cousin)
Strawberry Cheesecake (EVENT)
Tuxedo Fudge Cake (EVENT)



Source(s): PokePlushies, For Togepi,for Slurpuff and Swirlix




~> ~>
Feebas



Dominique
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Forum Posts: 56
Posted: Thu, 12/03/2015 16:28 (9 Years ago)
how did you put the pokemon in your diary i am trying to figure that out
my fc is my fc is 4485-1562-9527 ign x and y dominique ign omega ruby goku and ign alpha sapphire vegeta sorry had a system transfer
http://pokeheroes.com/daycare
Click eggs all day every day
Aaron09
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Forum Posts: 14
Aaron09
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Trainerlevel: 12

Forum Posts: 14
Posted: Mon, 29/08/2016 02:33 (7 Years ago)

Taken from my iPad notes


Being Transgender means, simply, that you don't feel like you belong in your gender born body. I was born a girl and at age 5 or older, felt like a boy. An example of me being a boy started as early as age 5, at my best guy friend's birthday party at McDonald's. The employees gave me a Barbie doll in my Happy Meal. I was not happy about that. I think I kept the doll, but never really played with it.

At age 9, I was introduced to the DS console. I played Ninetendogs and Kirby at first but soon got into Pokemon entering 5th grade (Diamond/Pearl). Pokemon first came out with Pokemon Blue, which my family had, but I was too young to actually know how to play.

Looking back on my first play through for Pearl, I chose the girl character, as I actually was a girl. I had no idea about my "gender identity" then. My characters in Pokemon now (2016) are males, with the exception of Pokemon X version and Pokemon Alpha Sapphire.

In Summer 2014, I then realized why I hang out with boys more than girls. I have more guy friends than girl friends. I like hanging out with guys more than girls. Girls tend to talk about how they look and makeup and that kinda stuff. I am not into that. I am more into what the boys talked about: video games, superheroes, and cars.

So, presently, I identify as a boy, and not a girl. I do have a boyfriend and he accepts my decision to live as a boy. I have not yet gone through the top transition, as I have not yet told my family.

August 22
I cut and shaved my hair a bit. Would want my hair cut short. Not just for the end of summer.


August 26
I have made 2 Coming Out videos through a camera and my 3ds. Have told one of my co-workers at the YMCA kids club. I told her that I'm afraid of telling my parents cause my mom would most likely kick me out (wanted that for SO LONG). Mom is Catholic and dad just goes with her being Catholic. No one really knows the truth. Except my boyfriend. They also haven't really noticed my bad attempt at a haircut. My hair is really thick.


August 28
Last night I told my dad "I want to be a boy" he asked if we could tell Mom. I almost screamed no (see August 26). Then he asked how long I have known this. I lied, saying 2 years, although it's been nearly 16 years.


August 29
Made another video through my 3DS, telling the real reason why I want to be a boy.


August 31
Boyfriend is being a butt head. I hate that I still love you.


September 1
Told one of my boyfriend's friends that I am Transgender. He said it doesn't matter what's down there, but I would still want top surgery. Butt head boyfriend and I talked about him being a butt head and got through it.
Aaron09
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Trainerlevel: 12

Forum Posts: 14
Posted: Fri, 02/09/2016 15:00 (7 Years ago)



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Credits:Kanto Pokedex Numbers and Aria09 for fillers
Aaron09
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Trainerlevel: 12

Forum Posts: 14
Posted: Sat, 03/09/2016 19:12 (7 Years ago)



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Chikorita (eggdex missing)
Bayleef (missing)
Maganium (missing)
Cyndaquil (eggdex missing)
Quilava (missing)
Typhlosion (missing)
Totodile (eggdex missing)
Croconaw (missing)
Feraligatr (missing)
Sentret (eggdex missing)
Furret (missing)

Noctowl (missing)



Spinarak (eggdex missing)

Crobat (missing)
Chinchou (eggdex missing)
Lanturn (missing)






Togepi
Togetic (missing)
Natu (eggdex missing)
Xatu (missing)
Mareep (eggdex missing)
Flaaffy (missing)
Ampharos (missing)
Mega Ampharos (missing)
Bellossom (missing)
Marill (missing)
Azumarill (missing)
Sudowoodo (missing)
Politoed (missing)
Hoppip (eggdex missing)
Skiploom (missing)
Jumpluff (missing)
Aipom (eggdex missing)
Sunkern (eggdex missing)
Sunflora (missing)
Yanma (eggdex missing)
Wooper (eggdex missing)
Quagsire (missing)
Espeon (missing)
Umbreon (missing)
Murkrow (eggdex missing)
Slowking (missing)
Misdreavus (eggdex missing)
Unown (eggdexes missing)
Wobbuffet (missing)
Girafrig (eggdex missing)

Fortress (missing)
Dunsparce (missing)
Gligar (eggdex missing)
Steelix (missing)
Mega Steelix (missing)
Snubull ( eggdex missing)
Granbull (missing)
Quilfish (eggdex missing)
Scizor (missing)
Mega Scizor (missing)
Shuckle (missing)
Herracross
Mega Herracross (missing)
Sneasel (eggdex missing)

Ursarang (missing)
Slugma (eggdex missing)
Magcargo (missing)
Swinub (eggdex missing)
Piloswine (missing)
Corsola (missing)
Remoraid (eggdex missing)
Octillery (missing)

Mantine (missing)
Skarmory (eggdex missing)
Houndour (eggdex missing)
Houndoom (missing)
Mega Houndoom (missing)
Kingdra (missing)
Phanpy (eggdex missing)
Donphan (missing)
Porygon2 (missing)
Stantler (eggdex missing)
Smeargle (eggdex missing)
Tyrouge (eggdex missing)
Hitmontop (missing)
Smoochum (eggdex missing)
Elekid (eggdex missing)
Magby (eggdex missing)
Miltank (eggdex missing)
Blissey (missing)
Raikou (missing)
Entei (missing)
Suicune (missing)
Larvitar (eggdex missing)
Pupitar (missing)
Tyranitar (missing)
Mega Tyranitar (missing)
Lugia (missing)
Ho-Oh (missing)
Celebi (missing)



Sources:Johto Pokedex Number & Aria09 for fillers
Aaron09
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Trainerlevel: 12

Forum Posts: 14
Posted: Mon, 05/09/2016 19:52 (7 Years ago)




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Treecko (eggdex missing)
Grovyle (missing)
Septile (missing) || Mega Septile (missing)
Torchic (eggdex missing)
Combusken (missing)
Blaziken (missing) || Mega Blaziken (missing)
Mudkip (eggdex missing)
Marshtomp (missing)
Swampert (missing) || Mega Swampert (missing)
Poochyena
Mightyena (missing)


Wurmple (eggdex missing)
Silcoon (missing)
Beautifly (missing)
Cascoon (missing)

Lotad (eggdex missing)
Lombre (missing)
Ludicolo (missing)
Seedot (eggdex missing)
Nuzleaf (missing)
Shiftry (missing)
Tailow
Swellow (missing)
Wingull (eggdex missing)
Pelipper (missing)
Ralts
Kirlia (missing)
Gardevior (missing) || Mega Gardevior (missing)
Surskit (eggdex missing)
Masquerain (missing)


Slakoth (eggdex missing)
Vigoroth (missing)
Slaking (missing)
Nincada (eggdex missing)
Ninjask (missing)
Shedinja (missing)

Loudred (missing)
Exploud (missing)
Makuhita (eggdex missing)




Delcatty (missing)
Sableye (eggdex missing) || Mega Sableye (missing)
Mawile (eggdex missing) || Mega Mawile (missing)


Aggron (missing) || Mega Aggron (missing)
Meditite (eggdex missing)
Medicham (missing) || Mega Medicham (missing)
Electrike
Manectric (missing)
Mega Manecitric (missing)
Plusle (eggdex missing)
Minun (eggdex missing)
Volbeat (eggdex missing)

Roselia (missing)
Gulpin (eggdex missing)
Swalot (missing)
Carvanha
Sharpedo (missing) || Mega Sharpedo (missing)
Wailmer (eggdex missing)
Wailord (missing)
Numel (eggdex missing)
Camerupt (missing)
Mega Camerupt (missing)
Torcoal (missing)
Spoink
Grumpig (missing)
Spinda (eggdex missing)
Trapinch (eggdex missing)
Vibrava (missing)
Flygon (missing)
Cacnea (eggdex missing)
Cacturne (missing)

Alteria (missing) || Mega Alteria (missing)
Zangoose (eggdex missing)
Serviper (eggdex missing)
Lunatone (eggdex missing)
Solrock (eggdex missing)

Wishcash (missing)
Corphish (eggdex missing)
Crawdaunt (missing)
Boltoy (eggdex missing)
Claydol (missing)
Lileep (eggdex missing)
Cradily (missing)
Anorith (eggdex missing)
Armaldo (missing)
Feebas (eggdex missing)
Milotic (missing)
Castform (eggdex missing) (Sunny: missing, Rainy: missing, Snowy: missing)
Kecleon (missing)

Banette (missing) || Mega Banette (missing)
Duskull (eggdex missing)
Dusclops (missing)
Tropius (eggdex missing)
Chimeco (missing)
Absol (eggdex missing) || Mega Absol (missing)
Wynaut (eggdex missing)
Snorunt (eggdex missing)
Glalie (missing)
Mega Glalie (missing)
Spheal (eggdex missing)
Sealeo (missing)
Walrein (missing)
Clamperl (eggdex missing)
Huntail (missing)
Gorebyss (missing)
Relicanth (eggdex missing)
Luvdisc (eggdex missing)
Bagon (eggdex missing)
Shelgon (missing)
Salamance (missing) || Mega Salamance (missing)
Beldum (eggdex missing)
Metang (missing)
Metagross (missing) || Mega Metagross (missing)
RegiRock (missing)
Regice (missing)
Registeel (missing)
Latias (missing) || Mega Latias (missing)
Latios (missing) || Mega Latios (missing)
Kyogre (missing) || Primal: missing
Groudon (missing) || Primal: missing
Rayquaza (missing) || Mega Rayquaza (missing)
Jarachi (missing)
Deoxys (missing) || Attack form: missing || Defense form: missing || Speed form: missing


Credits: Hoenn Pokedex Numbers and Aria09 for fillers
Aaron09
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Trainerlevel: 12

Forum Posts: 14
Posted: Wed, 07/09/2016 19:02 (7 Years ago)



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Turtwig (eggdex missing)
Grotle (missing)
Torterra (missing)
Chimchar (eggdex missing)
Monferno (missing)
Infernape (missing)



Bidoof (eggdex missing)
Bibarel (missing)
Kirketot (eggdex missing)

Shinx (eggdex missing)
Luxio (missing)
Luxray (missing)
Budew (eggdex missing)
Roserade (missing)
Carnidos (eggdex missing)
Rampardos (missing)
Sheildon (eggdex missing)
Bastiodoon (missing)
Sandy: missing, Trash: missing
Wormadam (missing) Sandy: missing, Trash: missing
Mothim (missing)
Combee (eggdex missing)
Vespiquen (missing)
Pachirisu (eggdex missing)
Buizel (eggdex missing)
Floatzel (missing)
Cherubi (eggdex missing)
Cherrim (missing) Sunny Day form: missing
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Ambipom (missing)
Drifloon (eggdex missing)
Drifblim (missing)

Lopunny (missing) || Mega Lopunny (missing)
Mismagius (missing)
Honchkrow (missing)
Glameow (eggdex missing)
Purgly
Chingling (eggdex missing)
Stunky (eggdex missing)
Skunktank (missing)
Bronzor (eggdex missing)
Bronzong (missing)
Bonsly (eggdex missing)
Mime Jr. (eggdex missing)
Happiny (eggdex missing)
Chatot (eggdex missing)
Spiritomb (missing)
Gible (eggdex missing)
Gabite (missing)
Garchomp (missing) || Mega Garchomp (missing)
Munchlax (eggdex missing)
Riolu (eggdex missing)
Lucario (missing) || Mega Lucario (missing)
Hippopotas (eggdex missing)
Hippowdon (missing)
Skorupi (eggdex missing)
Drapion (missing)
Crogunk (eggdex missing)
Toxicroak (missing)

Finneon (eggdex missing)
Lumineon (missing)
Mantyke (eggdex missing)
Snover (eggdex missing)
Abomasnow (missing) || Mega Abomasnow (missing)
Weavile (missing)
Magnezone (missing)
Lickilicky (missing)
Rhyperior (missing)
Tangrowth (missing)
Electivire (missing)
Magmotar (missing)
Togekiss (missing)
Yanmega (missing)
Leafeon (missing) (Silent Forest - Mossy Forest Rumble Area)
Glaceon (missing) ( Rocky Cave - Snowy Mountains Rumble Area)
Gliscor (missing)
Mamoswine (missing)
Porygon-Z (missing)
Gallade (missing) || Mega Gallade (missing)
Probopass (missing) (Firey Furnace - Lightstone Cave rumble area)
Dusknoir (missing)
Froslass (missing)
Rotom (missing) || Heat: missing || Wash: missing || Frost: missing || Fan: missing || Mower: missing
Uxie (missing)
Mespirit (missing)
Azlef (missing)
Dialga (missing)
Palkia (missing)
Heatran (missing)
Regigigas (missing)
Giratina (missing) || Origin form: missing
Cressilia (missing)
Phione (eggdex missing)
Manaphy (missing)
Darkrai (missing)
|| Sky Form: missing
Arceus (all forms missing)






Victini (missing)
Aaron09
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Trainerlevel: 12

Forum Posts: 14
Posted: Fri, 09/09/2016 02:35 (7 Years ago)



Cereal & a muffin.... $1.90 each

Candy...... $2.00 each

Chicken Tenders & fries.... $6.50

Small French Fries..... $2.50(?)


This is for my reference, will fix as I buy food



Currently getting ready for work. Slowly. Also keep getting random friend requests that I DO NOT WANT!! Searching for Fletchling eggs in hopes of getting a random shiny. No, I do not have premium yet.


Amber feeling super happy (trying to date her in rune factory 4)
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Amber: Lest, you beat Ambrosia... Will you marry me?
Lest: Uh, sure Amber... :D