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Posted: Thu, 14/08/2025 00:33 (43 Minutes ago)
I would like an icon!!

Icon: may i request a togepi? just a transparent png :3 if not, i'd like the fomantis :3
Username: Saccharine
PM's or Discord?: discord, you already know it, love<3
Payment: 80 nuggets + surprise ദ്ദി(。ゝᴗ•)


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Posted: Wed, 13/08/2025 11:39 (13 Hours ago)
uh.. i've got no idea. poochyena? because of the black and gray?

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Posted: Tue, 12/08/2025 11:37 (1 Day ago)
Of all people Carnelian would dare insult, did it truly have to be Astra? An offended gasp escaped hxr lips, hxr brows furrowing. The audacity of this... pathetic excuse of a germophobe dare speak of hxr braids in such a negative light? Allowing hxr locks to fall loose and cascade down, shx ran an irritated hand through hxr hair, combing through it as shx tensed, expression cold—shx was still reeiling from Carnelian's crudeness.

Shx flicked hxr arm into thin wood in the blink of an eye, left arm stiffening into a violin's bow, and shx struck Carnelian across the cheek. Shx didn't need to say a single word of her intent to draw blood. "You vermin!" Shx exclaimed, ready to throw a fit. Running hxr fingers through her locks one last time, shx exhaled, making an effort to calm hxrself.

Whatever Carnelian was thinking of now—it wasn't worth hxr asking. Shx swore if shx did, it'd probably be some other useless product made of jade that he'd want for another step added to his already tedious routine. Shx repeated breathing exercises just to test hxr restraint. He seemed truly lost in thought, though, and Astra had to resist hxr itch to ask. Shx knew it'd probably be something stupid...and egoistic—again.

So shx stopped hxr anger and held back, choosing instead to recite some lines to calm herself. Or something to that effect.

I will not kill this imbecile. Not now. He's very important, yes. He's important to me. I can't kill him. Shx repeated in hxr head, a matra bordering on a desperate prayer.

Well, there certainly was nothing else to do other than shoot Carnelian an irritated stare as the carriage drew farther into the city. Shx chose to instead busy hxrself with feeling the textures of hxr book again, the paper suddenly the most interesting thing in the whole wide world.

If he's going to be like this, then so be it, shx thought, exhaling as shx felt the sheet between her fingers, effectively calming her, I'll just shoot him with the silent treatment. Shx wouldn't bother disciplining this oversized infant anymore—there was "reading" to do. Hxr free arm assumed its original form, softening and stretching into skin again.

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Posted: Tue, 12/08/2025 10:59 (1 Day ago)
PROLOGUE

a pat on the back from his father, a shove towards the dorm rooms, and more new people todd anderson hadn't seen in his life. sure, there was some ceremony with banners and bagpipes and an old, distinguished man reciting a speech he'd probably memorized decades ago—yet it never really occurred to todd anderson that this esteemed academy would be where his life would truly begin.

todd was neither the brightest boy or the most talented boy. sure, he could write a sonnet if he was told to, but it would rival neither shakespeare nor baudelaire. perhaps it'd be better than an eigth grader's amateur work, but nothing remarkable. he grew up with expectations on his shoulders that weighed him down as if he were the great atlas, and he could only wish to meet them. the principal told his father that he had "great shoes to fill" because neil's brother once walked these prestigious halls.

originally, todd studied at balincrest; he was quite used to life there, too—he'd established a routine, a schedule that he followed to the very second. was he organized? no, or not quite, but he does—and always has—enjoyed routine. and with such a shift, he simply didn't know where to start with getting used to all of this.

getting used to it was clearly harder than anyone could make it look. somehow, boys were wedged in each nook and cranny giggling to each other. it was a labyrinth of people, each one so absorbed in their own little world they didn't seem to notice todd was trying to inch his way through. todd breathed out his apologies as he shimmied through a crevice of students. the wood beneath him creaked the slightest bit as he dragged him and his belongings through.

farther than him, though, was another boy. he seemed unbothered by the chaos of all these people, pushing yhrough them and making his way without much of a fuss. watching him, it struck todd that perhaps he really was simply fussing over nothing. with how relaxed the boy looked, todd felt his problems shrink in comparison to him.

his hair was straight and brown and well kept—his eyes were radiant. inspiring, even. todd was no writer, but those eyes made him want to put pen to paper and compose a thousand melodies. he had a grin on his lips as he glided through the crowd with ease, hauling over his suitcase; polished brown leather in decent condition, save for the dents and scratches 'round the corners. todd followed behind him. the crowd was thinner were the boy walked, and there, todd could manage. the world felt warm when todd followed behind him, unlike the coldness that swallowed him whole when he scurried in his brother's footsteps. who was he? some scholar?

the boy entered a dorm room, and todd had almost lost him in the crowd. making an effort to retrace both his own and the boy's steps, he followed where there were less people. his footsteps could finally be heard, no longer yelled over by the pointless ramblings of some other students, until...

"neil, study group tonight?"

a voice rang, catching todd's attention, completely snapping him out of his "peace", or what could be considered "peace", in todd's standards, at least.. he looked up to the origin—it was a boy with orangish locks, styled upwards. he had some cocky smirk on his face, and he was leaning on a doorframe, chatting to someone. todd couldn't help it. he turned to look. it was only instinct to be curious.

"oh, and i heard you got the new kid. looks like a stiff!"

the boy froze awkwardly when he spotted todd eyeing him. "...oops," he smiled bashfully, ducking away and walking back into the hall, blending in with the rest of the crowd. todd turned to look inside the room now that the guy was gone, and...

he almost had to hold back a yelp. it was the same boy from earlier, grinning back at him with a smile so bright it'd melt icarus' wax feathers all over again. he tilted his head, eyes thinning as his smile spread across his face.

"hey," he greeted, his voice welcoming as his posture straightened. todd didn't take much notice of the way he pulled his sleeve a bit further up his wrist—or any other movement, on that note—he was too focused staring at both his radiant new roommate and the dorm. "i hear we're roommates. i'm neil—neil perry."


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i did this in less than an hour, so it's not much. might expand??


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Posted: Tue, 12/08/2025 08:32 (1 Day ago)
14+ for homophobia/internalized homophobia, death, slight violence.

do not post here! thank you.


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O captain! my captain! our fearful trip is done,
The ship has weather’d every rack, the prize we sought is won,
The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,
While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring;
But O heart! heart! heart!
O the bleeding drops of red,
Where on the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.




"Oh, who wouldn't crave the life of a performer, of an actor? To present yourself to a sea of people and showcase your brilliance? To shine under the spotlight and flourish! It'd be such an honor to act! I swear on my life I'll become an actor, I swear it."


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this fic focuses on anderperry and is set in the dead poets society (movie) universe. generally canon compliant with some added scenes, tweaks to the plot and character relationships... some kind of tragedy. no side ships are explored (at least, for the plot now? i may try to do some others. it depends) so... yeah.

enjoy reading. actually, even better if you loathe me for writing it because that means i did good writing angst( ^ω^)


chapters:

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total word count:

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first chapter will be posted soon :3


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Posted: Tue, 12/08/2025 04:34 (1 Day ago)
Astra, plopped down on the plush sests of the carriage, pouted. Shx shot Carnelian yet another irritated glare, crossing hxr arms over hxr chest and looking away. Shx was not to concern hxrself with whatever... shenanigans that Carnelian was to involve in.

Blissfully unaware of the commotion outside of the carriage, shx took to tending to hxr hygeine, dusting off whatever icky particles tried to latch onto hxr. Shx glanced at Carnelian from an angle, waiting for him to cut it out as Lumiere pushed Carnelian's legs off.

Shx stiffled a snicker as the carriage began to move. "You're so immature," shx murmured, running her hands through her hair, "...I've seen babies with more idea of what manners are." Given hxr life before being swept up in this mess, shx was bound to grumble about Carnelian's manners... if he had any, of course... Shrugging off that thought, Astra just braided and unbraided hxr hair, waiting for something more interesting to happen.

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Posted: Mon, 11/08/2025 22:13 (2 Days ago)
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@Sheezusx2 Clink.. clank... clunk.. Oh, another order! Almost didn't see you there! Give me a second! Clunk.. clunk.. clank
..Alright, you've been added to the waitlist!



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Posted: Mon, 11/08/2025 07:35 (2 Days ago)
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@Everglades Ding ding! order's done, fresh out of the oven~ Please send over the PD so that our chef can send you the unwatermarked version :)







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Posted: Fri, 08/08/2025 11:50 (5 Days ago)
clicked!

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Posted: Thu, 07/08/2025 22:32 (6 Days ago)
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@MeepTheMareep02 Scribble scribble... alrighty! You've been added to the waitlist!! Oh, what's that...? Someone's at the door... is that Toasty?! Oh, yes—sorry! I'll run over to the kitchen to help prepare for your order!

p.s. hope you get better soon!



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Posted: Thu, 07/08/2025 03:23 (6 Days ago)
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@Drakonia Ding ding! Your art is done! I'll be serving it up in your PMs shortly! Please send your payment so I can send over the version without a watermark


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Posted: Thu, 07/08/2025 01:36 (6 Days ago)
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@Okami_Scratch alrighty, I'll note you down!!

@CelestiaCat the chef says he's glad you liked your dish! Please come again!



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Posted: Thu, 07/08/2025 01:05 (7 Days ago)
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@CelestiaCat Ding ding! your order is done! Watermarked version will be posted here, but the unwatermarked version will be served to your PMs shortly!




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Posted: Wed, 06/08/2025 23:24 (7 Days ago)
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@Tajador O—kay! Added to the waitlist! Woah!! That's all the slots filled! Please give our chef some time to prepare your meals before ordering more!


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Posted: Wed, 06/08/2025 14:11 (7 Days ago)
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@mika_starr Adding you to the waitlist! I was quite confused by what you meant by token... had to run over to chef until hy explained what hy meant! He told me yeah, your token still works!!


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Posted: Wed, 06/08/2025 12:53 (7 Days ago)
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@Everglades Edit: using Chef's supercalifragilicious... somethin' somethin' HTML knowledge, we received your reference and board! No need to change anything 'bout the form! Also, chef said hy's not a sodo pop

@Solonium Ooh, another customer!! I'll note you down on the waitlist! Don't worry, we assure you that you won't be waiting for too long! Chef's quite the efficient worker, promise!



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Posted: Wed, 06/08/2025 12:11 (7 Days ago)
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@Drakonia your order has been sent to the kitchen! I can already hear the clamor of utensils... how exciting! Oh, and chef told me your dish will be done within 2-3 days!


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Posted: Wed, 06/08/2025 12:02 (7 Days ago)
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Customers! Customers! Our first customers! Our chef will be overjoyed! @CelestiaCat your order has been sent to the kitchen! Expect it to be completed in 2-3 days!

And @Drakonia chef said that ferals have a wide price range of 60k-150k Pokedollar! For nuggets, chef said that the minimum price is a bit too small to be converted!



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Posted: Wed, 06/08/2025 11:36 (7 Days ago)
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Guess what, dear customer! Our diner is now open and ready for business!! Bumping this forum up(๑>◡<๑) Gosh, I sure hope Toasty comes back soon with those ingredients! Kalos seemed a bit excessive to me, but... oh! I'm talking out loud, aren't I?


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Posted: Wed, 06/08/2025 02:50 (7 Days ago)
Hello! How much would your Eldegoss in your UFT box be?

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