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Posted: Fri, 08/09/2023 02:45 (7 Months ago)

Title: Hey diary.

Been a while, Innit?


Life's going much better for me.
It's tough but good.
I decided to showcase this site to someone close to me.
I felt like it'd be nice to go down memorylane.
And what better way then also write a diary note.
I'm still busy occupied w assisting people in-rl & ingame.
So i'm not rlly planning to get active, And return to this website.

I suppose that's rlly it.
Future getting brighter for me.
I wonder for how long though.
But we'll see.
Perhaps, Just maybe we'll see eachother again Miss Diary.

Have a good day, Peace.

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Posted: Mon, 11/04/2022 22:00 (2 Years ago)

Title: ...Hey dairy, this is probably goodbye.

...Hey diary.
I suppose this is my last message.
I finally obtained my charizard collection. (Charizard, Shiny charizard, Mega charizard Y, Mega charizard X, Giga charizard, Shiny Giga Charizard.)
...I also succesfully got my own mega's & everything i used to desire.

Pokeheroes was a great site where i enjoyed many years in my dark life.
But now it's time for me to move on to the next step of my life.
A better appartment, A better life, ...A lot of stuff that i though i'd never see or achieve & get to.
I also have to support my family even more due they aren't having it well neither.
I also retired being a pokemon fan like 5 years ago due nintendo haven't been making great pokemon games.
...I guess what i'm saying is i don't really have time anymore or motivation.
I was orginally planning to return to the site and buy premium for a year.
But due situations in-rl i couldn't, I kinda explained a few just now.
I also doubt most people are really liking me due i been really dark these past few years, And i deeply apogize for that.
Life's rough, And obviously not just for me; I hope i can be forgiven but i won't force people to forgive me for my stupid actions.
it's difficult to controll all my stress when nobody really can help me or understand me.

...Which is 1 reason why i sort of made this diary.
...I'm glad i used to know people on pokeheroes and yeah.

...100% i'll be forgotten and that's completely fine.
...Afterall i made mistakes. ..And sometimes you just can't be forgiven.

I am glad i had you to ...Stress out sometimes.
And i greatly thank many people that supported me and cared at me.
I wish you the best, And the community obviously if they ever read my cringe stuff lol.

Have a wonderfull day, future, night, past, etc.
I suppose this is farewell. </3
It's time for me to fully move on now.
Thank you everyone that read this or cared at me.
I wish everyone and everybody the best.












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Posted: Fri, 25/03/2022 04:10 (2 Years ago)
Banned because that's boring.

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Posted: Fri, 25/03/2022 04:00 (2 Years ago)
Thank you, I'm fully agreeing with you and very glad i'm not the only 1 that considers that :)

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Posted: Fri, 25/03/2022 03:59 (2 Years ago)
Dats de mooise van dit clubje lol.

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Posted: Fri, 25/03/2022 03:57 (2 Years ago)

Title: Hewoo Diary

How's it going? Good? Bad? Terrible?

Life's supprisenly turning around for me for once;
I'm moving to a better place in a short bit.
I also ..Definitely didn't lose my 3 year streak of not trying to suicide.
31th december was horrible. My uncle died at 30th of december and i almost got wounded by firework.
People assumed it was hillarious to randomly throw firework at me.
I was very dizy and my contact was half deaf at that second.
I'd say i'd throw it back if it wasn't for the fact that it explode right behind me instantly. ..People are so weird.
As you also probably notice it's 5 am currently for me; My sleeping schedule has been a bigger mess then before.

...I don't really feel like sharing more, It was nice seeing you though.

Cya in the further my beloved diary <3

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Posted: Fri, 25/03/2022 03:49 (2 Years ago)
Dang, this update be looking so cool !

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Posted: Thu, 24/02/2022 04:15 (2 Years ago)
Banned because i dislike heat.

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Posted: Sat, 30/10/2021 11:58 (2 Years ago)

Title: Dear diary

Aye, diary, how’s it going homie?
Been forever innit?

So as a resume for my bday.
It eh was a bit embarrassing.
My mother kept complaining about losing her ex the entire time to my 2 contacts that i invited lol.


At the xmas i seen my father.
It was something, it was alright.
His girl was not a b**** for once which is nice.
On 31th december i sort of passed out and vomitted thanks to my stress.
The begin of this year sucked.
I almost got back inside of a locked location due of some nasty lies my sister spread about me.
She changed after me and her father succesfully got her to life with her father.
My best roblox friend also ditched me for a while due his girl told me i tried to steal her while all i did was be there for her considering she always seemed sad that he was always inactive. -.-

I revisited my father due i though my last visit was a success.
He was 1 hour and30 minutes to late.
His girl also instantly said i tried to not be there cuz i wanted to see my grandma.
I later that night slept on the couch since the heat was unbearable there like bruh how did they life there lol.
Anyways so i next day visited my grandma and was thinking about dad’s girl’s accusation.
Like dude if i didn’t wanna come why in the world would i actually visit them?
Anyways i took a small break thanks to that and slept with grandma that day when i came there obviously.
Then i seen grandma’s new boyfriend and he’s a good man, i saw it instantly that they were happy together and its also cute how they both like lego.
Anyways a few dats later i had a small dinner with my dad he caused me to wait 2 hours and 30 minutes.
His girl told me and my grandma they be on time
This is basicly why i never close my laptop normally.
But i though it would be a good manner to do once.
I regret that decision a lot.
His girl added some former dontacts of mine with the dinner.
I explainee to them my life is was going better.
They then talker to my dad girls about their stuff.
I moved on my phone and checked some chats.
Thn my dads girl instantly told them and me that i gotta stop it and start a converation.
She said i never talked about stuff.
I was thinking: u trying to mess with me?
But i ignored it instead, later when i slept there.
Again on the couch, it was actually comfy this time.
But then before i slept his gal asked me about my job and purposely tried to say i could do a lot and shouldn’t get paid this much.
I was getting very annoyed since i saw the look in her wyes that she knew the anwsers.
So i had to dig up and epzlain some of my trauma’s in why i got it so “easy”.
That shut her up real fast lol.
Anyways that morning they forced me to eat and before that dad’s phone woke me up.
Really nice night eh? Not lol.
I wnated to beat her up but it’s no use.
Since if i go do due self defense that it’s jail.
Since i started the punches and its their house.
I ignored it and decided to not come back again.

I have met a lot of annoying glitches in-rl aswell.
But aside that.
I suppose life’s finally getting better then before.
I got my own money, kinda my own place; atleast not with my parents.
And i succesfully completed multiple of my dreams in certain games.

Aside this note i also noticed i became completely numb.
Whenever someone attacks me i kinda seem to not care.
I’m not counting the beef between dad’s girl and me obviously.
It’s pretty rare for me to get annoyed.
Aside that note i recovered fast of it.
I guess that’s pretty much it.
Nothing else happened.
Just in pain and recovering. ❤️‍🩹
Also took 1/2 corona vaccin things.
Getting 2nd vaccine 3rd of november.
It’s a shame but for now the only way to do more stuff.
Plus it feels like it’s going to be payment later.
Better take it now then later lol.

I’m also still single and my ex readded me which is suspicious.
She acted a lil weird but aye what isn’t weird these days.
It’s funny how i’m single for 1 year and 6 months.
And she gotten multiple boyfriends since she told me.
Pretty sure i beat her.
Heh.

Well.
Have a nice day diary.
I’ll update you in the further future i suppose.
Basicly i regret trying to become social.

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Posted: Sat, 30/10/2021 11:28 (2 Years ago)

Title: Get banned

Banned because yes

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Posted: Thu, 03/06/2021 16:23 (2 Years ago)
Boop

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Posted: Thu, 11/02/2021 18:40 (3 Years ago)
Tysm both of you <3

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Posted: Wed, 27/01/2021 22:25 (3 Years ago)
banned for assuming i was the one banning you.

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Posted: Wed, 27/01/2021 22:24 (3 Years ago)
Banned because u are to lovely.

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Posted: Wed, 27/01/2021 22:21 (3 Years ago)
banned for being the imposter.

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Posted: Fri, 02/10/2020 21:49 (3 Years ago)
boop gotcha nose

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Posted: Fri, 02/10/2020 19:22 (3 Years ago)
Hello diary, How is it going?

Last week has been an instresting week.
Done some very nice deals on roblox.
Aswell noticed Mega stones aren't in a demand on Pokeheroes.
I decided to purchase one, and mega evolve my Gyarados after many years.


Slowly one by one is starting to finally being Mega-Evolved.
My birth day is coming aswell, Not my favorite day.
But i'm deciding to give it a chance and hope stuff gets better once..

I don't feel like saying more.
So i guess i'll cya in the future.

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Posted: Fri, 18/09/2020 04:14 (3 Years ago)
Banned because you take the ban for the other guy that deserved the ban due he assumed i ment "Dude" but "due" has a own meaning.

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Posted: Thu, 17/09/2020 21:26 (3 Years ago)
banned due fool is to :(
and double banned due ur so rude for no reason ;((

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Posted: Thu, 17/09/2020 21:23 (3 Years ago)
Banned bcs yes

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