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Posted: Sat, 10/06/2023 11:40 (2 Years ago) |
She hadn't slept. Minya's eyes, which once glowed with happiness, now grew dull with stress and worry. She curled up in a ball, her shoulders shaking. She felt sick. Minya sighed heavily, her eyes now watering with useless tears. She was scared, terrified even, of what was to come. The Reaping. The day everyone feared, the day she hated most. Every single time, she would fear of being Reaped in the drawing, thinking about how she'd have to leave her siblings behind. How would they cope without her? More tears fell down her olive skin, reflecting the orange and yellow colours of the rising sun. The sound of footsteps roused Minya from her crying. A familiar pair of eyes stared down from above. They too, looked stressed, and upset. "I've already told you, there's no point in stressing." Said a rough voice. The figure crouched down next to her. "Minya, c'mon. This happens every year." Minya was silent. Her teardrops stained the wooden floor she was laying on. Her hair spilled out on the floor, a foamy mass of chocolate curls. She opened her pale lips to speak. "I know but-" She sighed. "I'm just scared. Of me being reaped. Or you, even, Milo." Milo frowned. "The chances of that are very low Minya. Don't worry, nothing is going to happen to our family. Even if it did, we'll manage. We would win the Hunger Games. We're strong, our family." Minya winced at the phrase, Hunger Games. "The odds of any of us being reaped are low Minya." He reassured. The odds are low. But never zero. Raiyhan Vale Reaping Day. How fun. Strangely, that name didn't fill Raiyhan with fear, unlike the rest of his cowardly district. He honestly did not care whether he was reaped or not. He'd die in the Games anyways, it was a waste dreading imminent death. Even if it wasn't by the Games, he'd die of starvation or disease in the poverty-ridden district anyways. Everyone died sooner or later, so what was the worry. At least, in the Games, it'd be an interesting death. He stared at the rows upon rows of golden wheat with a grimace on his face. He hated his district, and all the people who lived there. He hated living in a poor District, and wished that he lived in the Capitol. Oh boy, the Capitol. Sometimes, Raiyhan daydreamed of finally having enough food to eat for once, to go a winter without almost shivering to death. His mouth salivated at the thoughts of roast duck, even though he'd never seen one. It was one of those things you only heard by word of mouth here, duck. Practically a mythical animal. He shook his head and scowled. Stupid daydreams like this wasn't going to get him anywhere. It wasn't going to be long before the Reaping began, and he had to admit, he was curious as to who was going to get reaped. Surely it wouldn't be him. Right? Right? Idris Kallikrates District Twelve. A dirty, soot-covered district filled with poverty, disease and famine. And standing there, was a dirty, soot-covered teen, almost dead from starvation and fresh from the mines. His eyes were filled with anger, as he looked around. Everyone was preparing for the Reaping. The idea of getting Reaped worried him a little, he wasn't fit to fight in his condition. Idris tried his best to train whenever he could, but mining took up most of his time. Ugh, the mines. If the soot didn't kill him, surely the lashings from the Peacekeepers he received when he was late. would. He winced at the thought of another set of lashings. Fresh cuts had already covered his back, he really didn't need any new ones. Another reason why he'd be at a disadvantage. Being wounded....before the Games. Idris scowled. He doubted the Careers suffered this much. They had food, and warmth. Surely they weren't beaten until there was no unmarked skin showing, right? He glanced at the tall tower which showed a rusty clock. Idris squinted at it. What time was it? His mother never cared to teach him how to tell the time, and as for his father.... That was a different story. He frowned. Surely it was noon, right? Idris sighed. Another disadvantage. The Careers were definitely taught how to tell the time. Probably by their parents too. [Read more] |
malyen OFFLINE ![]() Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Thu, 08/06/2023 22:35 (2 Years ago) |
final wc: 124 tw//: depression ![]() ignis [Latin] : to light, to make a fire teardrops stain my cheeks, melting flesh and bone. they burn so badly, burn with the agony and suffering that I've kept bottled up for so long. like a broken dam they come spilling out, waves of fire and magma and woe. I'm curled up on the floor. tear-stained floor. my whole body is made of glass, fragile, slowly breaking as every wave of sadness hits me like a bullet from a gun. there's a gaping hole in my head from where cupid hit the bullseye. there's a gaping hole in my heart wishing he didn't miss the second time. my eyes start to droop. i crave darkness. i crave the sweet bliss from sleep. [Read more] |
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Posted: Thu, 01/06/2023 23:07 (2 Years ago) |
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Posted: Mon, 29/05/2023 17:17 (2 Years ago) |
Name: Idris Kallikrates Age: 18 Origen: Zaun Gender and Sexuality: Male [he/they] Heteromantic Asexual Personality: Idris is a calm and collected individual, with a sharp tongue and a lot of wit. He's quick to anger at the slightest thing. He hates socialising and prefers to become a simple hermit and hide in a dark corner when needed. Idris dislikes physical contact. He's harsh and rude to everyone he meets, worrying that they'd see him as weak and pathetic if he's nice to them. Idris has severe anxiety issues and prefers to distance himself from everyone. Appearance: x Idris has quite pale skin, small, porcelain features and pale lips. Messy, black hair dangles in front of his almost-black eyes. A small black tattoo in the shape of a teardrop is visible under his right eyelid. Idris has several golden piercings in his right ear. He often wears baggy hoodies in all shades of grey and black (rarely sporting brightly-coloured clothes), with a black turtleneck underneath, ripped jeans and checked trainers. Idris wears small silver rings on his fingers, with several precious stones embedded inside them. Example(s) of your roleplaying ability x xx xxx Other important information: voice claim: kusuo saiki-k [The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.] theme: blood//water -- grandson "insert quote giving a hint of personality here" Name: Kaden Sorrows Age: 17 Origen: (piltover or zaun) Piltover Gender and Sexuality: Male [he/him] Pansexual Personality: (piltover tends to have people who are more arrogant and fuller of themselves...) Kaden is a pessimistic and quite Appearance: (a picture, description or picrew works!) x Example(s) of your roleplaying ability Other important information: (i always like to include a character theme song here, but it's your guys' choice!) voice claim: theme: why'd you only call me when you're high? -- arctic monkeys [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 28/05/2023 13:46 (2 Years ago) |
Username: alexiis Reference: nimone Style of Art: original Size: whole body Method of Sending: PM! Payment: free, if not then 50k pd Others?: n/a [Read more] |
malyen OFFLINE ![]() Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Fri, 26/05/2023 19:55 (2 Years ago) |
now playing : Rivers and Roads -- The Head and the Heart A year from now, we'll all be gone All our friends will move away And they're goin' to better places But our friends will be gone away Nothin' is as it has been And I miss your face like hell And I guess it's just as well But I miss your face like hell Night turned to day, and Idris raised his head from his pillow, fresh tears staining his cheeks. The knife was still gripped in his hand. Shards of glass littered the floor. The smell of alcohol and death filled the room. He let out a groan. "F**ing hangover, dammit." Been talkin' 'bout the way things change And my family lives in a different state If you don't know what to make of this Then we will not relate So if you don't know what to make of this Then we will not relate "... what the hell is wrong with me?" Idris spat, looking at all the glass scattered around the dorm. "...oh god..." His vision was spinning, the lights were too bright, everything too loud, or too quiet. Idris collapsed back in his bed, disorientated. "No. No. No, dammit. I can't break now." "I can't-" Rivers and roads Rivers and roads Rivers 'til I reach you Rivers and roads Rivers and roads Rivers 'til I reach you Rivers and roads Rivers and roads Rivers 'til I reach you [Read more] |
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Posted: Thu, 25/05/2023 20:00 (2 Years ago) |
tw//: death, blood, murder final word count: 854 [Read more] |
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Posted: Thu, 25/05/2023 18:02 (2 Years ago) |
my name is saeko katsumi. i'm- how old am i again...keiki? 17, love. you sure you're up to this? the doctors said you'd struggle with this...the accident was quite recent- my name is saeko katsumi. i'm 17 years old. my family is dead. i killed my grandparents. i- no, love. you didn't kill them. i set the house on fire, didn't i? i watched the flames creep up the walls and slowly suffocate them, did i not? you didn't have a choice- Saeko looked down, tears welling up in their eyes. -my family is dead. all dead. every single one. and it was all my fault it was my fault it was my fault it was my fault keiki, it was all my fault my fault my fault my fault tall all my fault all my fault all my fault- Their voice grew louder and louder, shrieking and screaming and sobbing, tears flooding their eyes and trickling down tear-stained cheeks. it's best we don't do this, love. i don't know what he told you but it's messed up your memory. your memory will take a while to come back, at least, that's what the doctors said. i should be behind bars, keiki. i've done horrible things. it was my fault that his mother....sister...father- it was never your fault, you hear me? never. i know you so well, and i know you'd never hurt a fly. trust me on this, sae-sae. alright? he fed you all these....lies. it was all because he needed someone to blame, and in your state- Saeko stifled a sob. The hospital room was cold and dark. you're listening to me, right? They nodded slowly. my name is saeko katsumi i am 17 years old i was born in texas, later adopted and re-named in osaka, japan. i live a happy life now he won't hurt me again Keiki smiled. there you go. see? we're happy, right, katsumi? They smiled a twisted smile, eyes full of hatred and anger. keiki...? Keiki seemed to shape into a taller, gaunt figure, with a bottle in one hand and a knife in the other. katsumi..... It seemed to mutter, slurring its words. Their face was obscured by black hair, but Saeko could just make out two piercing eyes. They screamed. it's all your fault. all your damn fault. i'll kill you. i'll kill you. i'll kill- saeko? saeko? SAEKO? Keiki shook the snivelling figure. saeko? you alright? he- They burst into sobs. saeko.....i love you, 'kay? i want you to know that promise me you'll never leave me. i don't want him to come back. ever. yeah, sure. you're the only one i'll ever love, saeko katsumi. i'll never leave you. [Read more] |
malyen OFFLINE ![]() Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Mon, 22/05/2023 21:06 (2 Years ago) |
This was such a shock, waking up and seeing that I actually won an Oscar, it's honestly amazing. I was satisfied with just being nominated. A lot of credit goes to my fellow roleplayers that I chat to daily, they're such supportive people who really give me the motivation to write stuff. Congrats to everyone else too! <3 [Read more] |
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Posted: Tue, 16/05/2023 22:45 (2 Years ago) |
edit: ![]() ılı.lıllılı.ıllı. ᴺᵒʷ ᵖˡᵃʸᶦⁿᵍ;[Alien Blues - Vundabar] 1:07 ——◦———— -4:14 ↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ : ▮▮▮▮▮▮▯▯▯ Was it the best you ever had? Was it the worst? You'd never know I try to tell you what I think and play it off like it's a joke Oh no, more surprises, guess it's like this I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness Idris Kallikrates 𝚄𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎 - alexiis 𝙽𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 - Idris Kallikrates 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝙰𝚐𝚎 - 18 𝙶𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 | 𝚂𝚎𝚡𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 - Male [he/they] | Heteromantic Asexual 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 | 𝙻𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜 - Idris is a calm and collected individual, with a sharp tongue and a lot of wit. He's quick to anger at the slightest thing. He hates socialising and prefers to become a simple hermit and hide in a dark corner when needed. Idris dislikes physical contact. He's harsh and rude to everyone he meets, worrying that they'd see him as weak and pathetic if he's nice to them. Idris has severe anxiety issues and prefers to distance himself from everyone. Likes: digital art | linguistics | being emo | driftphonk music Dislikes: physical contact | crowds | people | starting conversations 𝙰𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 - Iris has quite pale skin, small, porcelain features and pale lips. Messy, black hair dangles in front of his almost-black eyes. A small black tattoo in the shape of a teardrop is visible under his right eyelid. Idris has several golden piercings in his right ear. He often wears baggy hoodies in all shades of grey and black (rarely sporting brightly-coloured clothes), with a black turtleneck underneath, ripped jeans and checked trainers. Idris wears small silver rings on his fingers, with several precious stones embedded inside them. 𝙱𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 - spoilers :3 𝚁𝚎𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝙸𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚎 (𝙾𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕) - x 𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 - 𝚆𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚛𝚘𝚕𝚎 𝚍𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝? (𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚛𝚘𝚕𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚎𝚍) not civilian [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 14/05/2023 19:56 (2 Years ago) |
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Posted: Sun, 14/05/2023 19:26 (2 Years ago) |
Username: alexiis What type of art do you want?: clean sketch Colored? (leave this if you're not ordering a sketch): yes please! Shading?: yes please! Ref: blair Background? (Colors or Simple patterns only if yes): a light grey! Payment: is 40k good? Other: love your artsyle! if this is too complicated, you can choose any from here! [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 14/05/2023 18:50 (2 Years ago) |
ꎇꍏꍟ꒒ꍏꈤ ꀸꍏ'꒒ꌩꈤꈤ "Maybe through...like, another document or something?" Faelan's eyes narrowed. "Hm. I guess that'll suffice. Be quick though. For every hour I don't receive the document, you lose a limb. Does that sound fair?" [Read more] |
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Posted: Thu, 11/05/2023 21:09 (2 Years ago) |
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Posted: Thu, 11/05/2023 14:59 (2 Years ago) |
"They told me that too. I'm not sure who to believe at this point, but I'm closer to trusting them than you right now. I don't think you're telling me the full truth." "Of course you do. They were always a great liar. They still are." Idris' eyes flashed angrily. "What happened to them?" His gaze dropped down. "Their fault." They mumbled. "All their fault. Apart....apart from Reo. That was mine." He whispered. He bit his lip nervously. "I-" Idris sighed. "...can't." [Read more] |
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Posted: Wed, 10/05/2023 21:47 (2 Years ago) |
![]() "You do realise we have like...an hour
or two until life on planet earth as we know it freaking explodes,
right?" Salem muttered. "And you're just...napping?"
Eden mumbled incoherently as they threw a pillow at Salem sleepily. "Hello?? We're gonna die and you're sleeping?? Are you not even the slightest bit worried about this?" Salem prodded the sleeping pixie. Eden threw another pillow at him. "I know you have 'insane luck' or something, but I doubt that's going to prevent the freaking meteor which is gonna hit our house in like what....57 minutes??" No response. "Oh god. Oh god. We're going to die. We're all going to die and I'm gonna to die alone whilst my best friend is NAPPING! WAKE UP, PLEASE, I-" Salem's sobbing was cut short by a very awake and very annoyed pixie. "I keep telling you, don't worry, we'll-" "You always say that, Delly!" Salem interjected. "Don't call me Delly, and second, when have I ever been wrong?" Salem pursed his lips. "Ugh. I guess you've not been wrong. Yet, but c'mon, how can we possibly be saved by your 'luck'. It's a meteor, for goodness sake." Eden scowled. "Why don't you ever trust me, Hayes?" "I do trust you! It's just...hello?? It's a meteor??" "Oh thank you for pointing it out, Salem. I would never have known it was a meteor, until you pointed it out, the last fifteen times. Good job." Salem pouted. "Aughhh, I dunno- I dunnooooo-" [Read more] |
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Posted: Thu, 04/05/2023 17:27 (2 Years ago) |
"You don't understand at all, don't you? This isn't about Mei, at all. This is Saeko. Saeko and I have....history. You don't-" Idris groaned. "They were responsible for everything. My...secret, my father's death, my sister's, my mom, everything. Every goddam thing. All because of one fire. One arson. Spiralled into....this. And I know that killing Saeko won't bring anyone back. Believe me, I know. I just.... It'll make things become a little easier to forget. I'd have avenged my family." Idris muttered. "You can't convince me otherwise." [Read more] |
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Posted: Thu, 04/05/2023 17:18 (2 Years ago) |
"Mei wouldn't have," "She never would've killed for herself. She only did so because she valued Setsuna's life." Idris' eyes shone with a foul hatred. "You don't know that. You don't know her at all. You don't know anything about her." He reached for his knife and- "What....point....are you trying to make?" Idris whispered. His eyes watered. [Read more] |