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Posted: Mon, 29/05/2023 17:17 (1 Year ago)
"Go to hell? Take a good look around, we're already here. In the deepest pits of it, no doubt about that."

Name:
Idris Kallikrates

Age:
18
Origen:
Zaun

Gender and Sexuality:
Male [he/they]
Heteromantic Asexual

Personality:

Idris is a calm and collected individual, with a sharp tongue and a lot of wit. He's quick to anger at the slightest thing. He hates socialising and prefers to become a simple hermit and hide in a dark corner when needed. Idris dislikes physical contact. He's harsh and rude to everyone he meets, worrying that they'd see him as weak and pathetic if he's nice to them. Idris has severe anxiety issues and prefers to distance himself from everyone.

Appearance:
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Idris has quite pale skin, small, porcelain features and pale lips. Messy, black hair dangles in front of his almost-black eyes. A small black tattoo in the shape of a teardrop is visible under his right eyelid. Idris has several golden piercings in his right ear. He often wears baggy hoodies in all shades of grey and black (rarely sporting brightly-coloured clothes), with a black turtleneck underneath, ripped jeans and checked trainers. Idris wears small silver rings on his fingers, with several precious stones embedded inside them.

Example(s) of your roleplaying ability
x xx xxx

Other important information:

voice claim: kusuo saiki-k [The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.]
theme: blood//water -- grandson






"insert quote giving a hint of personality here"

Name:
Kaden Sorrows

Age:
17

Origen: (piltover or zaun)
Piltover

Gender and Sexuality:
Male [he/him]
Pansexual

Personality: (piltover tends to have people who are more arrogant and fuller of themselves...)

Kaden is a pessimistic and quite


Appearance: (a picture, description or picrew works!)

x

Example(s) of your roleplaying ability


Other important information: (i always like to include a character theme song here, but it's your guys' choice!)
voice claim:
theme: why'd you only call me when you're high? -- arctic monkeys



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Posted: Sun, 28/05/2023 13:46 (1 Year ago)
Reference
Username: alexiis
Reference: nimone
Style of Art: original
Size: whole body
Method of Sending: PM!
Payment: free, if not then 50k pd
Others?: n/a

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Posted: Fri, 26/05/2023 19:55 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates

now playing : Rivers and Roads -- The Head and the Heart

A year from now, we'll all be gone

All our friends will move away

And they're goin' to better places

But our friends will be gone away

Nothin' is as it has been

And I miss your face like hell

And I guess it's just as well

But I miss your face like hell

Night turned to day, and Idris raised his head from his pillow, fresh tears staining his cheeks. The knife was still gripped in his hand.

Shards of glass littered the floor.

The smell of alcohol and death filled the room.

He let out a groan. "F**ing hangover, dammit."

Been talkin' 'bout the way things change

And my family lives in a different state

If you don't know what to make of this

Then we will not relate

So if you don't know what to make of this

Then we will not relate


"... what the hell is wrong with me?" Idris spat, looking at all the glass scattered around the dorm. "...oh god..."

His vision was spinning, the lights were too bright, everything too loud, or too quiet. Idris collapsed back in his bed, disorientated.

"No. No. No, dammit. I can't break now."

"I can't-"

Rivers and roads

Rivers and roads

Rivers 'til I reach you

Rivers and roads

Rivers and roads


Rivers 'til I reach you

Rivers and roads

Rivers and roads

Rivers 'til I reach you





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Posted: Thu, 25/05/2023 20:00 (1 Year ago)
and then the world came crashing down [idris kallikrates]

tw//: death, blood, murder

final word count: 854



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au where idris stumbles on mei akamatsu's body: idris' pov

No. No. Nonononono- this wasn't how it was supposed to be. They were supposed to get out of here, together. Unmask the mastermind and everything, together. Not together together, like in a soppy way- but he wouldn't have minded that. It felt weird to finally come to terms with that. Idris really cared for her. Maybe it was only feelings on his part. He didn't care.

But it was all over. The colour was fading out of her skin, her eyes, her hair. Limp, dull purple hair. It was his favourite shade of purple.

"You're okay, you're okay, you're okay-" He muttered, his panic rising. His dark eyes brimmed with tears that threatened to spill. He was saying that to reassure himself, that she's fine. She'll be alright. Right? RIGHT?

"heh, what, it's just a few cuts and bruises, i'll be fine~"

Yes, yes. Of course you will Mei. I'm here. I can fix you up, y'know? I'll carry you to the Nurse's office, just like before. You'll be a-okay.

who am i kidding, i'm dead, idris.

"No. No you're not. It's just a scratch. Just a scratch. Just a scratch."

"i'm dying, and you and i both now there's nothing we can do." You don't know that Mei. You don't know me. There was so many things I could've told you, so many things I should've said. So many I wanted to but never did.

He watched as her hand rose and fell. In a moment of sorrow, he touched it lightly, ignoring the pain coursing through his hands. He didn't care. Never would. Never will. Just hang in a little longer, Mei.

"forget about me idris, do yourself a favor. my killer did, they did the world a favor."

"Favor, pfft. Favor, my ass, Mei. They've done the world a disservice." He whispered, trying to hold back tears.

Who killed you Mei? Saeko? Darcy?

I'll kill them for you, Mei. I'll tear them limb from limb until they feel the pain I'm feeling right now, I'll do it now, in front of you. Just tell me who it is now, utter their names and I'll have their head next to your hospital bed. Because you're not dying yet, Mei. Not now, not ever. Please.

i haven't changed, really, even in death i still want to see this crappy world burn, i wanted to see everyone suffer at my hands, even when you were standing right there."

"I did too." I would've done it, in a heartbeat. We could've taken over the damn world Mei. You and I.

You'll be fine. You'll be fine. You'll be fine.

"the world has been done a favor, now no one will be able to suffer at my grasp, not even you."
Idris smiled sadly.

"I never suffered. In fact, I was happy, Mei. You made me happy. As crappy as the Killing Game has been so far, you were the only thing making it worth living Mei. The only thing making life worth living. That's why you can't leave me now." Not now, not ever.

He bit his lip to keep the stupid stuff from spilling from his mouth. The last thing Mei needed on her deathbed was a confession of love.

"you should've listened to me, idris, you should've never gotten attached. now look where we are, funny isn't it? i would say it's all your fault, but..."

Yes Mei, it's my fault. I didn't save you quickly enough. I should've been there. Should've been there for you. I'll never leave your side again, you hear me? Just hold on a little longer. Please. You're okay. You're okay.

"I-" He sighed.

"it was all mine, wasn't it?" No. Nonono. Never. You're fine. You're okay. It's not your fault. Never was. Never will be.

You're okay.

"i'll never get to see you again, will i? hell isn't a place for people like you.

"Yes. You will. You're okay, Mei! It's fine. I'll get you help! We'll be back to annoying Akari in no time. No time at all, okay? Okay?" Tears ran down his face.

"You're listening to me, right? You're not dying. You're just hurt. It'll all be fine!"

You're okay!

You're okay!

You're okay!

i deserved this, but you didn't deserve the cruel fate you walked into, you should've hated me.

"I couldn't. Have hated you." He whispered, his voice breaking.

i tried so hard to be a little jerk, make everyone hate me, but you refused.

He couldn't speak, only mumble over and over.

You're okay.

You're okay.

"i can almost see those thick, rose-colored lenses."

"Pfft- Mei. There were no thick, rose-coloured lenses. It was just, you. I never saw all the little jerk stuff, just a funny gal. A funny gal who I really, really care for. One who I- really, really like."

"So you can't leave me now, not after this. You'll be taunting me for eternity up there. You're okay." Idris ignored the blood glued to the hands, and rapidly flowing from Mei's body.

"They look good on you."

....

You're okay!

You're okay.

You're okay.

You're....okay?

You're.....okay.

".....Mei?"


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Posted: Thu, 25/05/2023 18:02 (1 Year ago)
Saeko Katsumi.

my name is saeko katsumi. i'm-

how old am i again...keiki?

17, love. you sure you're up to this? the doctors said you'd struggle with this...the accident was quite recent-

my name is saeko katsumi. i'm 17 years old. my family is dead. i killed my grandparents. i-

no, love. you didn't kill them.

i set the house on fire, didn't i? i watched the flames creep up the walls and slowly suffocate them, did i not?

you didn't have a choice-

Saeko looked down, tears welling up in their eyes.

-my family is dead. all dead. every single one. and it was all my fault it was my fault it was my fault it was my fault keiki, it was all my fault my fault my fault my fault tall all my fault all my fault all my fault-

Their voice grew louder and louder, shrieking and screaming and sobbing, tears flooding their eyes and trickling down tear-stained cheeks.

it's best we don't do this, love. i don't know what he told you but it's messed up your memory. your memory will take a while to come back, at least, that's what the doctors said.

i should be behind bars, keiki. i've done horrible things. it was my fault that his mother....sister...father-

it was never your fault, you hear me? never. i know you so well, and i know you'd never hurt a fly. trust me on this, sae-sae. alright? he fed you all these....lies. it was all because he needed someone to blame, and in your state-

Saeko stifled a sob.

The hospital room was cold and dark.

you're listening to me, right?

They nodded slowly.



my name is saeko katsumi

i am 17 years old

i was born in texas, later adopted and re-named in osaka, japan.

i live a happy life now

he won't hurt me again


Keiki smiled. there you go. see? we're happy, right, katsumi?

They smiled a twisted smile, eyes full of hatred and anger.

keiki...?

Keiki seemed to shape into a taller, gaunt figure, with a bottle in one hand and a knife in the other.

katsumi.....

It seemed to mutter, slurring its words.

Their face was obscured by black hair, but Saeko could just make out two piercing eyes.

They screamed.

it's all your fault. all your damn fault. i'll kill you. i'll kill you. i'll kill-

saeko? saeko? SAEKO?


Keiki shook the snivelling figure.

saeko? you alright?

he-

They burst into sobs.

saeko.....i love you, 'kay? i want you to know that

promise me you'll never leave me. i don't want him to come back. ever.

yeah, sure. you're the only one i'll ever love, saeko katsumi. i'll never leave you.





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Posted: Mon, 22/05/2023 21:06 (1 Year ago)

This was such a shock, waking up and seeing that I actually won an Oscar, it's honestly amazing. I was satisfied with just being nominated. A lot of credit goes to my fellow roleplayers that I chat to daily, they're such supportive people who really give me the motivation to write stuff. Congrats to everyone else too! <3

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Posted: Wed, 17/05/2023 20:08 (1 Year ago)
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Posted: Tue, 16/05/2023 22:45 (1 Year ago)
rez

edit:

wip



ılı.lıllılı.ıllı.

ᴺᵒʷ ᵖˡᵃʸᶦⁿᵍ;[Alien Blues - Vundabar]

1:07 ——◦———— -4:14

↠ⁿᵉˣᵗ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ↺ ʳᵉᵖᵉᵃᵗ ⊜ ᵖᵃᵘˢᵉ

ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ : ▮▮▮▮▮▮▯▯▯

Was it the best you ever had?
Was it the worst? You'd never know
I try to tell you what I think and play it off like it's a joke
Oh no, more surprises, guess it's like this
I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness


Idris Kallikrates

𝚄𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎 -
alexiis

𝙽𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 -
Idris Kallikrates

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝙰𝚐𝚎 -
18

𝙶𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 | 𝚂𝚎𝚡𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 -
Male [he/they] | Heteromantic Asexual

𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 | 𝙻𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜 -

Idris is a calm and collected individual, with a sharp tongue and a lot of wit. He's quick to anger at the slightest thing. He hates socialising and prefers to become a simple hermit and hide in a dark corner when needed. Idris dislikes physical contact. He's harsh and rude to everyone he meets, worrying that they'd see him as weak and pathetic if he's nice to them. Idris has severe anxiety issues and prefers to distance himself from everyone.

Likes:

digital art | linguistics | being emo | driftphonk music


Dislikes:

physical contact | crowds | people | starting conversations


𝙰𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 -

Iris has quite pale skin, small, porcelain features and pale lips. Messy, black hair dangles in front of his almost-black eyes. A small black tattoo in the shape of a teardrop is visible under his right eyelid. Idris has several golden piercings in his right ear. He often wears baggy hoodies in all shades of grey and black (rarely sporting brightly-coloured clothes), with a black turtleneck underneath, ripped jeans and checked trainers. Idris wears small silver rings on his fingers, with several precious stones embedded inside them.

𝙱𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 -

spoilers :3

𝚁𝚎𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝙸𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚎 (𝙾𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕) -
x

𝙿𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 -

𝚆𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚛𝚘𝚕𝚎 𝚍𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝? (𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚛𝚘𝚕𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚎𝚍)
not civilian


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Posted: Sun, 14/05/2023 19:56 (1 Year ago)
i love it! it's so cute omgg, tysmm! <3

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Posted: Sun, 14/05/2023 19:26 (1 Year ago)
Hey, kizo! Draw me something!

Username: alexiis
What type of art do you want?: clean sketch
Colored? (leave this if you're not ordering a sketch): yes please!
Shading?: yes please!
Ref: blair
Background? (Colors or Simple patterns only if yes): a light grey!
Payment: is 40k good?
Other: love your artsyle! if this is too complicated, you can choose any from here!


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Posted: Sun, 14/05/2023 18:50 (1 Year ago)
ℱ𝒶𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓃 𝒟𝒶'𝓁𝓎𝓃𝓃

ꎇꍏꍟ꒒ꍏꈤ ꀸꍏ'꒒ꌩꈤꈤ


"Maybe through...like, another document or something?"

Faelan's eyes narrowed. "Hm. I guess that'll suffice. Be quick though. For every hour I don't receive the document, you lose a limb. Does that sound fair?"



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Posted: Thu, 11/05/2023 21:09 (1 Year ago)
VENOM [idris kallikrates]


tba

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Posted: Thu, 11/05/2023 14:59 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates

"They told me that too. I'm not sure who to believe at this point, but I'm closer to trusting them than you right now. I don't think you're telling me the full truth."

"Of course you do. They were always a great liar. They still are."

Idris' eyes flashed angrily.

"What happened to them?"

His gaze dropped down. "Their fault." They mumbled. "All their fault. Apart....apart from Reo. That was mine." He whispered.

He bit his lip nervously. "I-" Idris sighed. "...can't."



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Posted: Wed, 10/05/2023 21:47 (1 Year ago)
joy at the end of the world [salem hayes + eden sorrows]


heheheh wip


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"You do realise we have like...an hour or two until life on planet earth as we know it freaking explodes, right?" Salem muttered. "And you're just...napping?"

Eden mumbled incoherently as they threw a pillow at Salem sleepily.

"Hello?? We're gonna die and you're sleeping?? Are you not even the slightest bit worried about this?" Salem prodded the sleeping pixie.

Eden threw another pillow at him.

"I know you have 'insane luck' or something, but I doubt that's going to prevent the freaking meteor which is gonna hit our house in like what....57 minutes??"

No response.

"Oh god. Oh god. We're going to die. We're all going to die and I'm gonna to die alone whilst my best friend is NAPPING! WAKE UP, PLEASE, I-" Salem's sobbing was cut short by a very awake and very annoyed pixie.

"I keep telling you, don't worry, we'll-"

"You always say that, Delly!" Salem interjected.

"Don't call me Delly, and second, when have I ever been wrong?"

Salem pursed his lips. "Ugh. I guess you've not been wrong. Yet, but c'mon, how can we possibly be saved by your 'luck'. It's a meteor, for goodness sake."

Eden scowled. "Why don't you ever trust me, Hayes?"

"I do trust you! It's just...hello?? It's a meteor??"

"Oh thank you for pointing it out, Salem. I would never have known it was a meteor, until you pointed it out, the last fifteen times. Good job."

Salem pouted. "Aughhh, I dunno- I dunnooooo-"





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Posted: Mon, 08/05/2023 11:28 (1 Year ago)
bump!


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Posted: Thu, 04/05/2023 17:27 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates

"You don't understand at all, don't you? This isn't about Mei, at all.

This is Saeko.

Saeko and I have....history.

You don't-" Idris groaned. "They were responsible for everything. My...secret, my father's death, my sister's, my mom, everything. Every goddam thing.

All because of one fire.

One arson.

Spiralled into....this.

And I know that killing Saeko won't bring anyone back. Believe me, I know.

I just....

It'll make things become a little easier to forget.

I'd have avenged my family." Idris muttered.

"You can't convince me otherwise."


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Posted: Thu, 04/05/2023 17:18 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates

"Mei wouldn't have,"

"She never would've killed for herself. She only did so because she valued Setsuna's life."


Idris' eyes shone with a foul hatred. "You don't know that. You don't know her at all. You don't know anything about her."

He reached for his knife and-

"What....point....are you trying to make?" Idris whispered. His eyes watered.



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Posted: Thu, 04/05/2023 17:01 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates

Idris glanced at the floor.

"Don't mention her." He hissed. "This has nothing to do with her okay? Absolutely nothing." His voice was full of anger and loss.

He glared at Miyako. "This isn't about her. If she was still alive, she'd want me to kill that rat. I know she would."

"Better warn Saeko, a'ight?"



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Posted: Wed, 03/05/2023 20:51 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates


"Yeah? So what if I did? What's it to you, ghost hunter?" Idris spat. "If you were in my shoes, knew what that rat did, then you would've attacked them too. Heck, you would've finished the damn job."

He scoffed. "Did they come running to you? Snivelling, screaming, sobbing? Crying out of 'fear', shrieking out of 'terror', screeching that someone, oh someone would save them from Idris?" Idris snarled.

"What did they tell you? Ooh, let me guess- twisted truths to paint me as some monster, right? That I was all messed up, mad, mentally ill, around the bend, you get my drift, right?"

He grinned, fingers dancing across the cool blade of the knife.

"I wish I finished the damn job, honestly."

Idris glared at Miyako.

"So what are you here for, eh? Gonna scold me?" He scoffed.

"Yeah, I did try to kill Saeko. They had it coming.

But the other bullcrap they told you? Lies. You don't know what they did, Miyako. I don't suggest prying into it. Go and....I don't know....watch Ghostbusters or something. I don't care."

He pointed the knife at her.

"Bye! Have fun! Not really, 'cause I've literally just met you and honestly, couldn't care less if you died or not."



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Posted: Wed, 03/05/2023 19:54 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates

"Idris!"

Idris groaned. Now what?

He opened the door, scowling.

"Lucian, I already told you once, I don't want to talk with you right-" Idris frowned. "Miyako? What do you want? I'm kinda busy right now, if you don't mind...actually I don't care. Bye."



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