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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 19:53 (4 Years ago)

“It’s name is Kaila?” Lesia hesitantly asked, slowly relaxing herself and drawing closer to the humanoid creature. She knelt down and extended her hand towards it, slightly nervous and curious at the same time.

He was the one having a hard time? To her, it was funny. She gave a small smile as a response to his reaction, but it quickly went away as she began to think about what he said. “You really think so...?” She said sadly, her eyes moving to the plates sitting on the table. “Then... why didn’t they care about me...” those last words were said very softly, it was almost inaudible. A tear appeared in the corner of her eye, but she quickly wiped it away.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 19:35 (4 Years ago)

Lesia was too focused on the food to notice the ralts at first, but after Ellie’s approval she gave her a tight hug. After she let go, she saw the ralts out of the corner of her eye and she jumped, turning towards it and letting out a small scream before covering her mouth. She had no clue what it was or why it was floating, it was all new to her. She had a feeling it was similar to the eevee, since it was also something completely different than the animals she was used to seeing.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 19:26 (4 Years ago)

So he didn’t have a stable relationship with his parents either, huh... “Oh...” she felt a little regret asking the question, but what was said was done and she couldn’t do anything about it. She was tempted to answer her own question to try and make it less awkward, but her mother’s reminder made her hesitate. Well... she wouldn’t be going back to them anyways, it didn’t matter anymore, did it? “My parents... didn’t like me either... I didn’t expect them to after knowing they were forced to raise a freak...” at this point she was just repeating what she had heard, but she didn’t show any signs of hatred for them as she said this.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 19:05 (4 Years ago)

She didn’t exactly know how to respond to that, in fact, it didn’t even register to her that she appeared that way. It’s not that she wanted him to leave, but she didn’t really know how to interact with him. All she could think of was a simple question, one similar to the one he had previously asked her. “What was your family like...?” She said, a little more loudly this time so he could hear her clearly. The word “family” left a bad taste in her mouth after what she had seen her parents do. It was hard for her to determine if they were a “family” or not...

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 18:35 (4 Years ago)

The remark about the amount she talked made her turn her head back to the floor in silence, letting out a sigh. Here she was, being the less talkative person in a conversation with someone who seemed conservative and cold. Well... she couldn’t judge a book by its cover, could she? “I-I’m sorry...” she replied, realizing that this probably was a pointless conversation. She couldn’t keep doing this... She had to make her last moments alive last, and she couldn’t do it like this.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 17:55 (4 Years ago)

Before Akiro had asked that dreaded question, Rui began to quietly mutter his name. She didn’t know a lot of names, or a lot of words for that matter, so this was hard for her to keep track of. The very little education she had limited any sort of conversation she could muster, including this one. Then, the question hit her. ”If anyone asks about you, say nothing. You don’t want them to know, do you?” Her mother’s scolding echoed in her mind. She was always told this repeatedly the very little times she was allowed to leave the house, and she made sure to remember it. She always thought it was for her own good too, so she didn’t think otherwise. “N-nothing...” was all she said, not even able to hide the fact that it was a lie.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 17:13 (4 Years ago)

A small chill ran down her spine as soon as he started talking, startling her for a brief moment. So... he was scared too? Well, in this situation you would be a psychopath if you weren't scared. She noticed he had hesitated in the middle of his sentence, giving her the thought of him having a hard time talking to her about how he really felt. When he asked for her name, her mind went blank. Everyone she met already knew her name, so she didn’t have to think about it much... After a long time in silence, she finally said something with a very low and soft voice. “Rui... My name’s Rui...” she finally lifted her gaze from the floor, her blank, murky, and dull blue eyes looked at him sadly. She was a little calmer than she was before, even after focusing on her breathing.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 16:38 (4 Years ago)

Her heart pounded as another human being made their way towards her. She was still trying to recover from the previous experience, it was all too much for her. The smell of the curry just poured a heap of salt on the wound, it was terrible... “You ok, kid?” How was she supposed to respond to that? All she could do is slightly shake her head, not making any eye contact and continuing to clutch her stomach and stare at the floor. She couldn’t help but to want Akiro to stay and talk, but she knew that was very unlikely to happen. Akiro clearly wasn’t the type of person to chat, much less comfort anyone. Besides, a small child talking to someone who was close to being an adult? That never went well, at least in her eyes.

Lesia’s attention immediately went to that delicious smell, she didn’t care about anything else in that moment. Wherever there was food, she was there. She quickly went up to Ellie and her team and gave a big smile. “Omigoshthatsmellssogoodcanihavesome!?” She blurted out, her words barely even making any sense.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 05:01 (4 Years ago)

Rui finally managed to get herself together and sat down in front of a table with food on it. Maybe... she took a fork and slowly cut out a piece small enough for her to eat, but the smell almost made her want to throw the food away. That wasn’t a good sign... Even after years of not consuming anything normal... She raised the meat to her mouth and bit down on it, hoping she could swallow it. The taste was terrible... It was like she was eating rotting garbage... She kept telling herself to tough it out and swallow, but it seemed impossible. She was visibly uncomfortable, in pain even. After one final chew, she managed to swallow the small piece of meat, which left her forehead beaded in sweat. Was... was she fine? Nothing was happening... Was everything her parents told her a lie after all? Did she actually have a chance at being normal? Her pained expression turned into a brief smile before a gag crept its way into her throat. She quickly cupped her hand over her mouth and ran over to the nearest trash can, regurgitating the little food she had in her stomach. No... so it really was true... but why...? Why did she have to do this...? Deep breaths Rui, deep breaths, she reminded herself, knowing she had to calm herself down. After following those instructions, she walked over to her seat in defeat, even more empty looking than before.

I don’t know what to do with lesia lmao

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 03:47 (4 Years ago)

Rui reluctantly went with them and managed to calm down, but at the cost of a massive gash in her arm. She didn’t really care much about it though, as she was more focused on getting herself together. Even through her fear she could see that she was just embarrassing herself, being overdramatic even. All she had to do was take deep breaths like Rita said and she would’ve been fine. But no, she had to set the reminder that she wasn’t like everyone else here and that she was miserable. She let out a sigh and gave Rita a broken, but thankful smile.

“What the...!” Was all the shocked Lesia managed to say before the foreign fox-like animal jumped onto Katana and her running away. She wasn’t sure why Ellie had it, but all she cared about at the moment was that Katana was gone. But after a few moments, her words sunk in like a slow dagger to the stomach. That... didn’t sound right... She shouldn’t have said anything like that... Was there something going on with her? Back in the building she had noticed conflict between her and her guest... And the way she acted... Why did she say she was sorry? Why would she be sorry for something that was seemingly in line with her character? Her smile faded as she realized that maybe what she said back at the reaping was unnecessary, even if she was being a jerk.

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 03:23 (4 Years ago)

”I’d rather starve.” Those words echoed in her ears as she stopped rocking back and forth, and even stopped breathing momentarily. It was from that annoying girl no less... She’d rather starve? Did she even know what starvation was like? She really didn’t care about anything other than herself, did she? Rui was terrified and pissed off at the same time. She didn’t wish her life on her worst enemy, and yet that stuck up snob would take it just because the food wasn’t top class cuisine? “Stop it stop it stop it... Shut up shut up shut up...!” She kept repeating, her anger building with every word. Out of instinct, she bit the arm closest to her mouth to try and calm her down. Katana’s words just kept echoing inside her head like a parasite, sticking with her and feeding off her fear.”

Lesia just ignored Katana’s rude remark and glanced over at what Ellie was doing. “It just makes me wonder how much they spend on this stuff...”

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Posted: Wed, 17/03/2021 03:05 (4 Years ago)

Rui had to be dragged yet again by the peacemakers due to her refusal to move. This time, like with her father, she didn’t resist. She let the poor peacemaker carry her onto the train as the cold, almost unrecognizable faces of her parents stood prominently in her vision. Even with the massive amount of people, the scent of their hatred masked it all out and made her ill. Maybe it was a good thing... They were teaching her to be ashamed of being a monster... And... Now that she had lost her appetite, she didn’t have to worry about anything... right? As soon as she was let go, she stumbled to her feet and turned around to face the other tributes, finally breaking the glare. Her abnormal breathing and shaking was definitely noticeable, but she managed to make it to the very back of the car and sit down. She wrapped her arms around her legs, which were pulled up to her chest, and stared at the floor.

Lesia rubbed the tears out of her eyes and made her way inside, quite surprised at how nice it was. It was almost enough to make her forget the terrible fate she had. “Holy Arceus...” she heard to her left, being the first thing she had paid attention to other than the words her parents gave her. “I know right...”

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Kamini OFFLINE Forum Posts: 812	Posted: Tue, 16/03/2021 23:32 (4 Years ago)
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Posted: Tue, 16/03/2021 22:49 (4 Years ago)

Rui repeatedly shook her head as she saw others walking into the building behind her. This... was bad. Not only did she have to embarrass herself, she was going to be stuck in a confined space, an unfamiliar one. Her feet, yet again, had other plans and moved on their own. She started to slowly move away from the door as tears began to flood down her face. Then, a peacekeeper came up to her and violently grabbed her arm and yanked her towards the building. She screamed and tried to get away, almost getting violent. She kicked and tugged but she was easily overpowered. “Stop! Please, stop! You don’t understand, let me go!” She let out during the piercing calls for help. She was almost at the entrance by this point and the peacemaker started to get rougher. With a final kick, she somehow managed to knock them down and make her escape. She couldn’t do this... she couldn’t go in there... She was a monster, and everyone would know it if she walked through that door. Her feet almost never touched the ground as she ran, until a firm hand grabbed the collar of her shirt. She jerked her head behind her and gasped when she saw who did it. It was her own father... But... why? Why did he not let her go...? If he wanted to keep that fake mask, wouldn’t he have just let her go...? Did he really hate her that much...? “Monsters like you deserve to burn in hell... Get in there you damn freak... And don’t you dare come back...” His dark eyes glared at her like they were digging into her skin, unforgiving and cruel. She didn’t even try to fight back, she was just stunned. Her father lifted her up and nearly threw her into the building. He followed her inside and stood beside her mother, who had the same amount of hatred in her stare. “I... I’m sorry! I just wanted to...” Rui stopped when she saw the cold expressions of her parents, they were ignoring her. They didn’t care anymore. They had to watch her eat her own flesh in order to live for 12 years, they were done. They didn’t even try to love her, give her what she wanted most. All she wanted was to live, even after they told her to let herself die. She fell to the ground in disbelief, tears pouring out of her blank and lifeless eyes. “I...” was all she could muster. At this point some of the tributes and their parents were looking at her with mixed emotions. She just wanted to kill herself right then and there...

Lesia walked into the buildings with shaky breaths, looking at the tributes and their families as she walked by. Some of them smiled at her, seemingly thanking her for standing up to Katana. Or... that was just her ego getting to her. A tear managed to escape her eyes as she walked up to her parents, who were crying as well. For almost her entire life she was their only child, they didn’t want to see her go. They knew she hated violence, they knew she wouldn’t last a second. All of a sudden, she was reliving the terrifying scene that had happened years ago, one that resulted in the death of her twin brother and the loss of her arms. She was raised on the mountains, a very dangerous one too. She was always told to not go too far from the house, but she managed to convince her brother to come with her to do some tricks with her power. Her brother was somehow born powerless, so he always loved when Lesia found new ways to do things. While there, she was showing him how she could make shapes in the thick trees that grew there, and this time she was making a cut-out of her family. All of this was blurry in her mind, almost non-existent. Next thing she knew, her brother had pushed her out of the way, somehow resulting in her cutting her own arms off. Not only that, she cut a large portion of her brother’s legs off as well. They began to tumble, and she saw glimpses of a large bear each rotation of her body. After that... She never saw her brother again... Before she could remember anything else, her parents shook her body and called her name. Her face was drenched in tears, so was her parent’s. “I’m sorry... Please... Do whatever it takes to come back...” her mother said, but that’s all that they managed to say before she was pulled away.

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Posted: Tue, 16/03/2021 15:17 (4 Years ago)

“Oh? Too scared by a puny taser? If you weren’t so scared of ruining your looks you care so much about, I be you actually could! It really is a shame, I bet you’re a massive disappointment right now...” a small grin tugged at her mouth as she spat these words in her face. The fact that her reaction resembled a little kid’s angered her further, but she had to remind herself to stay calm. If she continued, she would be no better than her. She also had her parents to think about, they were watching from the crowd, just as shocked as she was. She bet that hearing her like this made them slightly uncomfortable. She let out a sigh and closed her eyes, returning her stance to face the crowd.

Rui couldn’t stand it anymore. She held her hands up to her ears and snapped her eyelids shut, hoping that everything would stop.

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Kamini OFFLINE Forum Posts: 812	Posted: Tue, 16/03/2021 04:43 (4 Years ago)
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Posted: Tue, 16/03/2021 04:16 (4 Years ago)

Rui stood closer to the back of the stage than everyone else, it was probably more than she should have. She hated the feeling of everyone staring her way, it was terrifying. She swallowed a lump in her throat and scanned the crowd below her, not even noticing the very visible shaking in her body. She was snapped out of the “trance” when she started to hear bickering. It seemed to be coming from a very wealthy tribute, and a very annoying one too. She decided to not get involved an ignore it, then scanned over the others standing in the line. As soon as she felt a menacing aura coming from Echo, her eyes widened. Oh god... why was she even more scared? She didn’t even think it was possible! A small, barely audible whimper came from her quivering mouth as she closed her eyes.

Lesia was already annoyed by the commotion that had just started. It was even enough to snap her out of it, causing her wide eyes to go to a hateful glare. A snarl creeped its way to her mouth as she turned to the stuck up rich girl snob, observing her stupid appearance. She couldn’t help but to be pissed, she already hated her. Even though she had no intention of harming anyone if she was chosen, she suddenly wanted to commit mass genocide. “Oh shut the **** up you annoying waste of your oh so precious money... Every word you’ve said since you’ve been here has been nothing but unpleasant, no one here likes your sorry ***. Learn to shut up or do us all a favor and step off the goddamn pillar you’ve made yourself. If you don’t like falling to your death, I would recommend stepping off the platform or let us kill ya you stupid piece of ****...” She had never felt so enraged in her entire life, it was masking her judgement and made her say things she would never have said.

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Kamini OFFLINE Forum Posts: 812	Posted: Tue, 16/03/2021 03:40 (4 Years ago)
	I play a lot of the main series pokemon games and Mario games, recently I’ve played a lot of breath of the wild and rocket league. Minecraft is pretty fun too [Read more]

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Posted: Tue, 16/03/2021 03:24 (4 Years ago)

Rui watched at the light from the stairs spread into the room slowly, the smell of fear following closely behind. “Honey...? Today’s the day... I’m sorry we weren’t able to provide you anything nice to wear... Please, come and get ready...” her mother called to her, a thick sheet of fake regret blanketed her enthusiasm, it was almost sickening. Well... not like she had a choice... She slowly walked towards the door, trying to ignore their scent as she walked by, her head lowered in sorrow. “It’s... fine... Thank you...” she muttered as she walked up the stairs, got ready, and walked out the door. Everyone was heading the same way, so it was easy to tell where she was going. Her tight and worn out clothing even allowed her ribs to show, she looked like a thin twig that could be snapped in an instant. She tried keeping her distance from the crowd, but her feet had other ideas. The more she resisted, the closer she got. The smell was overwhelming, it was nearly impossible for her to get away. To her it was like smelling your favorite restaurant after a few days with nothing to eat. No... I can’t do this... Mom was right... Leave me alone... Stop stop stop stop...! She stoped in her tracks and without even realizing it, punched her stomach and bit down on her hand. The pain settled in after a few seconds but was quickly clouded with fear and the grumble of her stomach. She wasn’t sure what punching her stomach would do, maybe she though it would stop her hunger? Of course none of this worked... She just had to find a way to get through this without causing chaos... She cupped her hand over her nose and mouth, then charged through the crowd. Hopefully she wasn’t late... She could hear the faint drops of blood falling to the ground as she ran, figuring it was from her hand, and tried to ignore it. It was painful, but she managed to get through.

Once there, she stood in place and took a look at her hand, trying to covering it up before someone asked and so she wouldn’t be tempted. The names began to be called, increasing her anxiety little by little. After 5 names, two being volunteers, were called, she called out the infamous lines. What was she doing? She could live if she didn’t get chosen, but... Did she really want to? “I volunteer as tribute!” Her raspy and high pitched voice called out. She quickly walked to the stage with her head down, shaking in fear.

Lesia on the other hand tried her hardest to stall for time. She would take the longest routes home, take forever to eat, anything that could elongate the last bits of a free life she had. This year was even worse, she just had that feeling that made her even more terrified. Finally, her dad came to her and gave her a sad smile. “I think that’s enough sweetie... I...” a tear rolled down his cheek, every year this happened. He was once the victor of the minegames, but only by pure luck. “I just hope you come back in one piece...” he finally finished. A wave of sadness replaced her fear as she opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out. All she could do was bawl her eyes out and hug her father. After all that was done, she left her house and made her way there.

She stood there, unable to stand still. She rocked back and forth between her feet as she listened to the names being called. “Lesia Ulteré.” Her heart stopped. Wait.. no... that couldn’t be right... She... was chosen? No... no no no no... She looked to the ground, wide-eyed and shaking. Finally she was forced to come on stage, which was painful for every step she took.

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Kamini OFFLINE Forum Posts: 812	Posted: Mon, 15/03/2021 20:06 (4 Years ago)
	6/10 to me it looks a bit messy and not all that interesting to look at [Read more]

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