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Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Wed, 31/05/2017 05:03 (7 Years ago)
	Tom frowned. "be quiet commie,no one wants to hear your annoying voice." drinks silver flask (aaa I think I'm a bad tom,aaaa.) [Read more]

Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Tue, 30/05/2017 20:45 (7 Years ago)
	(Can I be tom?) [Read more]

Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Mon, 29/05/2017 04:50 (7 Years ago)
	Ember went inside the cave first Amber starts looking at something glowing "ohhh,these look pretty!" Ember swapped her hand away "Don't get distracted, were not here to look at glowly things!" Amber keeps walking but looks back to see the glowing fade "aww..." [Read more]

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Posted: Mon, 29/05/2017 04:31 (7 Years ago)

*Amber walks across the log that goes towards the magically waterfall* "Hey Ember, do you will think we will find buried treasure here?!" *Ember shrugs her shoulders* "I doubt it, it might actually just be mermaids or the lake nose monster again." *Amber laughs* "or the three headed goat!" *Amber and Ember laugh* "Or bill cipher the dem- " *Ember clutches her hands and starts to form flames* "Oh- sorry. I forgot, you hate him." *Ember calmed herself down* "It's alright, let's just go inside the waterfall, alright ?" *Amber nods*

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Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Mon, 29/05/2017 04:05 (7 Years ago)
	( We can start now ) [Read more]

Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Mon, 29/05/2017 03:42 (7 Years ago)
	@Humbloom Accepted~ [Read more]

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Posted: Mon, 29/05/2017 03:21 (7 Years ago)

Username: GravityFallsFanGirl
Name of character: Amber
Personality: Adventurous,Happy,and curious at times.
Cannon or Oc?: OC
Human, creature,or has powers?: Human

Username: GravityFallsFanGirl
Name of character: Ember
Personality: Regretful, worried sometimes, is usually happy, and Adventurous at times.
Cannon or OC?: OC
Human,creature,or has powers?: Has powers.

@fluttershyfan2 and @Nausicaa-Of-The-Winx
Accepted ^^

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Posted: Mon, 29/05/2017 02:45 (7 Years ago)

This Rp takes place after the weirdmageddon events and when Dipper and Mabel leave gravity falls. It's summer time in Gravity Falls again, it felt like just yesterday that Gravity Falls was being overthrown by an evil triangle monster but everything was still normal, or weird as Gravity Falls was known for. Pine twins Dipper and Mabel, now 13, were on their way to Gravity Falls to spend their 2nd summer with their grunkle stans to find more exciting mysterious and memories.

~Rules~
-Don't be rude
-Don't swear
-No inappropriateness
-Have fun!

~Form~
Username:
Name of character:
Personality:
Cannon or Oc?:
Human, creature,or has powers?:

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Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Sun, 21/05/2017 06:37 (7 Years ago)
	How much would brown powder go for? [Read more]

Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Thu, 18/05/2017 04:56 (7 Years ago)
	Donated ^^ [Read more]

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Posted: Sun, 07/05/2017 00:46 (7 Years ago)

It is up to us to try to get better from mental illness,it is not up to medication to do it. We can control our mind and tell it, "You can't control me."

It all started when I was in 6th grade, it was the second semester of the year and I had to do a running test, or as they call it the "pacer fitness test." It was going good at first and I thought I could of lasted a lot more laps but then, I started to feel like I couldn't breath, I thought I was gonna die. The coach managed to calm me down and I went to the nurses office to be picked up.
The next day, the boys in my gym class laughed at me for having a panic attack (I didn't know that at the time.) and I was angry. Other things that caused this was parents used to fight a lot and I was bullied by an eighth grade girl. I later got diagnosed with Anxiety.

In 7th grade, things got more bad, I had to keep my T.V. in a straight part and my bed in a straight part or I would feel frustrated.

In 8th grade, I would wash my hands everyday because of grease food and friends who touched me. Whenever I got home, If My computer was dirty, I would have to spill a whole bunch of water in order to make me feel like it was clean but since I kept doing that, it eventually killed the computer.

During the eighth grade dance, I had this friend who whenever I touched, I had to go wash my hands a lot.

After failing 9th grade for the first semester, I was homeschooled, but not just because of that, also because mental illness. I got worse and worse as time went by, I always stayed in my room, every time I went out, I had to take a long shower, and I couldn't touch cups or plates without my parents help. I got suicidal and tried 3 times. I was too scared, I attempted them but never actually did it.

Once we moved, I was calm then, I started to scratch my neck and hurt myself. I was very hurt by my parents yelling, never understanding how I felt with this,I wouldn't even care about my health before. One day, I kept screaming "GET ME SOME HELP THEN!" I finally got help by going to a hospital, they asked questions if I wanted to hurt myself, I said yes, I wish I didn't say yes, but I don't really know anymore. Anyway, I was taken to the clinic and I was crying, I had never been away from my parents for a long time. Those 3 days were scary, but at least they fed me and did some fun activities there.

The time I got out, I got better, well expect the phobia part. Later, they diagnosed me with Depression (I don't really have it but sometimes I feel like I do.),OCD, and Anxiety Disorder.
As of now,I don't hurt myself anymore, I don't shut myself out, I cry for no reason sometimes, I get anxious a lot, and I still have issues with OCD,Anixety,and phobia.

Update: I now have depression along with my OCD,Anixety,and my phobia is slowing going away.

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Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Sun, 30/04/2017 01:26 (7 Years ago)
	Username:GravityFallsFanGirl Nickname (Opt.):Holly Instrument(s): Voice (singing),Guitar, Electric Guitar,and Piano. One Fun Fact: I love video games Read the Rules?: KARP [Read more]

Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Wed, 26/04/2017 06:27 (7 Years ago)
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Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Mon, 10/04/2017 06:24 (7 Years ago)
	four left!!! screechs [Read more]

Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Tue, 17/01/2017 15:40 (8 Years ago)
	Title: GravityFallsFanGirl's Diary I know, I pretty much don't like to vent at all but last night I just kept crying. I felt very bad and I wish I could of stopped from having any disorder's... [Read more]

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Posted: Mon, 16/01/2017 23:58 (8 Years ago)

Welcome to my diary! I post pretty much what is going on in my life and my new fandoms or crushes hehe xD

~let's get to know me now~
My real name will not be announced,but you can call me Holly <3
I love dogs so much and own 5 dogs so far {I really want more xD}
My two favorite fandoms or shows is Gravity Falls and Eddsworld :3
I really love to sing, play games,and draw whenever I'm bored (Terrible at drawing >.<)
I have lots of OC's and always treat them like children :D
I really love wolves also and can be really emotional at times.
I have OCD and Anixety,which caused a Phobia now for me.
~ that's about it,enjoy what I post I guess.~

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Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Thu, 13/10/2016 19:22 (8 Years ago)
	Gems you want to send:electric 4,flying 10,fire 2,and ice 7. How much gems:23 Donating or selling:selling what do you want for them:PD [Read more]

Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Fri, 01/07/2016 11:42 (8 Years ago)
	Happy Birthday Pokeheroes! [Read more]

Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Mon, 04/04/2016 06:06 (8 Years ago)
	Title: Happy birthday Happy Birthday Riako! [Read more]

Swiftphoenix OFFLINE Forum Posts: 65	Posted: Fri, 07/08/2015 01:28 (9 Years ago)
	I interacted 10,000 times and still no Shaymin. well,Good luck to the people still trying to find it. [Read more]

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