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Posted: Sun, 05/11/2023 20:50 (1 Year ago) |
Shi stared as he dropped down into the floor she'd just decimated. "Not to be morbid, but who's considered responsible if... something happens?" Oh, but isn't it obvious? You probably could've stopped it, after all [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 05/11/2023 19:43 (1 Year ago) |
![]() Name: Macy Pewt
Gender: Trans woman Age: 20 Birthday: June 29th Role at the Agency: Janitor Personality: She’s generally introverted and dislikes interaction with strangers, stemming from a mixture of social anxiety, social phobia, and a general dislike of her appearance. Despite this standoffishness when it comes to strangers, she’s extremely talkative and vibrant with those she cares about. She’s extremely passionate about her wide range of interests. She’s very passionate about her opinions and ideas, sometimes enough so to override her social phobia, causing her to accidentally burst out loudly proclaiming something before suffering immediate regret. When around someone she hasn’t bonded with but who she admires, she tends to be extremely timid, as opposed to her usual neutral disposition. Personality Type: INFP-T Description: ![]() []Height: ~5'8" []Weight: ~131 lbs []Skin Tone: White []Hair Style: Thick, shoulder length, and wavy []Hair Colour: Lavender []Eye Colour: Grey-Blue []Clothes: Black tank top, grey leggings, black sneakers []Accessories: Black necklace, trans flag pin []Other: History: She was pretty well off with basic needs, but had an abusive and often controlling family. She spent the majority of her life keeping everything from anyone except her closest friends. I'm too lazy to come up with more specifics but she's a self-insert in every way imaginable so you can interpret and I'll probably decide more as I get more comfortable rping as her. Sexuality: Aegoromantic/Homosexual Voice Claim: I'm still thinking about it [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 05/11/2023 04:20 (1 Year ago) |
Talking about a specific event or something doesn't seem to be working for my brain so instead I guess I'll talk about a more constant thing, ✨dysphoria✨. So, gender dysphoria. I'm realising I don't know what to say about it so I guess I'll define/describe it for those of you who haven't experienced it or haven't identified it. Gender dysphoria tends to vary between people, like with really the entire trans ✨experience✨, so I can really only describe my personal experience. That experience being that it is absolute hell. I'm having trouble even thinking of how to describe the feeling because it's so different from anything else. Any time I'm reminded of my appearance or the fact that most people perceive me as a boy, it's like a deep pit forms in my gut knowing that I might never be seen as a girl or have the body I want. Oh fuck my emotional state is not so hot rn being reminded of this. I just wish I could be pretty and feminine and be seen as a girl but I know that if that ever even happens it'll be entire years until then and the time up to then I have to look and be seen as this. Fuck, I hate it. I'll probably continue this rant in another entry if some particularly dysphoric event happens and I have more to say but until then bye. [Read more] |
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Posted: Sat, 04/11/2023 06:26 (1 Year ago) |
"Your... prince?" Her mind spun. She had a lot of nicknames and titles, good and bad. Mostly good nicknames from her dads. But still, this was definitely a new one. "O- ok." [Read more] |
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Posted: Sat, 04/11/2023 05:49 (1 Year ago) |
"Destiny, soulmates, it's all so sweet. Like a storybook ending. Everyone knows and understands each other and everything works out." But it didn't work out then, did it? [Read more] |
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Posted: Sat, 04/11/2023 05:37 (1 Year ago) |
"How about we go write self-insert fanfics? Red string of fate, get all romantic~!" Shi swooned and did a dramatic twirl as her heel dug deeper into the fragile wooden floor. [Read more] |
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Posted: Sat, 04/11/2023 05:22 (1 Year ago) |
"Oh! Good luck, I can try to help but I've been around a lot of this place and haven't seen much. Then again, I also saw it all blurry for the most part so I could've missed something." She chuckled before noticing the floorboards. "Oy, was that me? Damn, this place must've been cheap." [Read more] |
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Posted: Sat, 04/11/2023 05:12 (1 Year ago) |
Shi skid to a halt, complete with cartoony tire squeals playing over the PA system. "Ah, shit! Sorry, Mi-mi, lost control." She turned around and stretched out a hand to help her girlfriend up. killing, time, killing time, it's killing time, killing time, [Read more] |
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Posted: Fri, 03/11/2023 17:41 (1 Year ago) |
Shi sighed as she lay on the floor. staring at the popcorn ceiling. 1, 2, red, blue 1, 2, red, blue 1, 2, red- She couldn't take this boredom anymore. She sprinted down the hallway, map in mind. Maybe a few laps around the school to kill time. kill, [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 29/10/2023 04:18 (1 Year ago) |
I wanted to update now but I promise it'll come... eventually... maybe... [Read more] |
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Posted: Fri, 27/10/2023 10:20 (1 Year ago) |
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Posted: Tue, 24/10/2023 00:07 (1 Year ago) |
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Posted: Fri, 20/10/2023 00:14 (1 Year ago) |
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Posted: Sun, 15/10/2023 05:40 (1 Year ago) |
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Posted: Sun, 15/10/2023 05:16 (1 Year ago) |
Title: ShitC'mon girl, you got this. "Yeah, sure! You have any idea what you're gonna wear? It'd be soooooo roma- er- fun if we matched, right?" Is she ready to label it like that? [Read more] |
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Posted: Sun, 15/10/2023 01:40 (1 Year ago) |
Title: ShiFUCK FUCK FUCK WHAT DO I DO OH GOD FUCK UHHH "I-" Fuck "I, uh-" [Read more] |
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Posted: Wed, 11/10/2023 21:50 (1 Year ago) |
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Posted: Tue, 03/10/2023 19:43 (1 Year ago) |
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Posted: Tue, 03/10/2023 18:46 (1 Year ago) |
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Posted: Tue, 03/10/2023 03:44 (1 Year ago) |
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