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Posted: Sun, 13/11/2022 05:16 (2 Years ago)
[Sawyer Laurens's POV]
"Whoaaaa. Hey, am I dreaming? Who are you people? Is this the inside of a school? Or maybe a villain's secret lair? Ooh, or a candy shop!" They woozily sat up on their knees. "Hiiii, animated teddy bear! I love your appearance! I figured you'd be more orange and yellow for some reason. Kinda odd for a character from my dreams to look like this! Well, I mean, there's a first time for everything!"
[Lucian Arbred's POV]
Wait a minute... What was...
Voices, voices all around him. And if he wasn't delirious, there was a bear in here. An animated bear, of black and white. Slowly, it came to him, he took in his surroundings. He blacked out, so this might be a dream. Or maybe he was hallucinating. His eyes rotated about the room, trying to make sense of it.

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Posted: Sat, 12/11/2022 20:42 (2 Years ago)

Sawyer Laurens's POV


[Now playing: Polyanna - I Believe In You - Earthbound 0:01-3:41]

A very joyful person, with a skip in their step, made their way to Hope's Peak Academy. It was their first day here, and they felt like jumping up and down, but they had to run!

"Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh," they half-squealed, half-panted to themself. "I bet I'll make all sorts of new friends, and I'll graduate top of my class or something!! I wonder if they'll have any really neat clubs here? It's going to be amazing!"

Finally, they stopped at the gate, shaking all over with their eagerness.

"Oh, where is it?! Where is it?" They searched their all-too-cluttered bag for their ID. I knew I should've organized it better! Oh, well, I'll find it! And so they did!

"Aaa, there it is!" #ID797. The Ultimate Loremaster.

They swiped their card through the scanner, failing a bit at first, almost dropping the card in a puddle. "Oh my goodness, this is my first step here! My first step! I wonder if anyone there has seen the latest Star Wars film?..."

But as they stepped through the gate, they felt a little lightheaded. This was odd! Maybe it was because they only had a smoothie for breakfast?

But they began to feel all too dizzy, and hurtled to the ground...

Lucian Arbred's POV


[Now playing: Self-Inflincted Achromatic 0:01-4:03]

"..."

Lucian held his ID in-between his fingers, as he approached the gate of the academy. He wasn't all too sure what to hope for.

#ID414. The Ultimate Therapist.

He imagined he might be of some kind of help to people at this place, though. It could be nice.

You couldn't hope for too much, though, and he told himself this at the same time.

The quiet teenager made his way to the scanner, and swiped it. Maybe this would be a good experience... who knew?

Maybe it'd be bad.

But he had no time to contemplate his circumstances, as all too suddenly... he blacked out...


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Posted: Sat, 12/11/2022 19:03 (2 Years ago)
Username:
Blitzo
Nickname?:
Dorky
Favorite Genre Of Writing?:
Horror, Mystery, Angst, Science Fiction
Other:
I'm really excited to join here! ^^


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Posted: Mon, 07/11/2022 02:33 (2 Years ago)

Suzume Fujimori's POV


Suzume felt the darkness grip tightly around her neck.

My choice.

She turned over to look at Majikaruman. "...you're right. I'm not just a monster, I'm... a villain."

She saw Megami... slowly growing more real by the moment. She saw the field of flowers, she saw her strumming the guitar... to a completely new song... singing a completely new song...

"Close your eyes, you'll be here soon
一 二 三 四 五分
時々 本当に寝たい
でも このワードできない
おやすみ
おやすみ
おやすみ
おやすみ
おやすみ おやすみ
Close your eyes and you'll leave this dream
おやすみ おやすみ
I know that it's hard to do
Days go by
しょうがない
Moments pass
Shattered glass
Hands of time
Where's that chime?
In my head
I'll just
I'll just
I'll just
I'll just
Hands of time will wring my neck
Every little moment spells regret
But I don't have to feel this way
As a voice inside my head..."


She saw Megami, head forward, to embrace her...
I'll be there... soon.

She picked up the gun, put it to her head... and pulled the trigger.


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Posted: Mon, 07/11/2022 02:26 (2 Years ago)

Suzume Fujimori's POV


For a moment, time seemed to slow down. My secret...

"You all... have a right to know."

Her heart thudded in her chest. She almost couldn't hear the noise all around.

"I... I..."

Suzume closed her eyes, and remembered her secret... in its coded words. She saw Megami over there... looking expectantly. Urging her to say it.

"I'm a liar. I'm a cheater. And I'm... a murderer.
I did whatever it took to get ahead... I...
College was never easy. It was... never easy.
It was so hard. And nothing... nothing can justify what I did.
Not how others treated me. Not the notes that were left.
Not the beatings I endured. Not the words. Not the embarrassment.
Not the fake friends I had, or the stress I was under.
I cheated in class to complete my assignments, to pass my exams...
I ruined other students' reputations, even their lives.
I got them expelled from school.
I ruined all their futures, just to keep the teachers' attention elsewhere.
...Many of them... wound up killing themselves because of what I did.
...Many of them, wound up with all their family members, looking at them in disgust and disappointment.
...the principal brought me in many a time, and I'd always lie straight to her face.
'I had nothing to do with it. I had no idea.'
I got so caught up in my own dreams, that I destroyed those of others.
Just because... I wanted to graduate college.
I wanted... to become a scientist.
And I will never, ever forgive myself.
I... Suzume Fujimori, am not a scientist.
I am a monster."

Her face had never looked more guilty, never looked more sad, never looked more empty.


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Posted: Mon, 07/11/2022 02:12 (2 Years ago)

Kowai Kurai's Message


"But wait! That's not all. Some of you will actually get the chance to go free. On one condition. Do you remember the notes on the billboards? You have a choice now. You can reveal the truth of your secret... or take it with you to your grave. Only once every Ultimate has made their decision will the doors open."

Suzume Fujimori's POV


Suzume's eyes protuded to the gun. "Wh-what- but I- I gave it to Maji! Niwa. Tell us she's lying. You're... not the mastermind, are you? You're joking, right?" You were one of my suspects. I always thought it might be you, and yet... I don't want to believe it.


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Posted: Mon, 07/11/2022 02:05 (2 Years ago)

Kowai Kurai's Message


"When I created this whole game... I had one goal in mind. This wasn't to please some kind of sadistic desire for human suffering. No, no. That wasn't why. I was doing it for someone. Someone else. Someone alive and well among you! You'd know that, wouldn't you? Oh, Niwa Atsushi, my brother- you really do know how to turn black into white. Oh well! That's family for you."


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Posted: Mon, 07/11/2022 02:02 (2 Years ago)

Suzume Fujimori's POV


"What the hell-?!" Suzume exclaimed, as the doors shut. She should've known it wouldn't be that easy...
Suddenly, a TV screen popped up.

Kowai Kurai's Message


"Ohhh! Look at that! You guys finally all get to go free! And be happy! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah... no. Sorry. I don't think you guys knew this, but there were TWO masterminds."

Suzume Fujimori's POV


"...um... yes? What's going on? Is the facility malfunctioning?!"


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Posted: Mon, 07/11/2022 01:57 (2 Years ago)

Suzume Fujimori's POV


Suzume gave a shy half-smile, and got to her feet. Wow... it was really open. She slowly headed in its direction.


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Posted: Mon, 07/11/2022 01:55 (2 Years ago)

Suzume Fujimori's POV


Suzume blinked awake, surprised to smell smothered coal in the air. Then she remembered...
They were all safe. They had all slept together.
They were all friends now...

It didn't feel quite real. Things were... really okay now.


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Posted: Mon, 07/11/2022 01:48 (2 Years ago)
[Permission granted for time-skip departure.]

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Posted: Mon, 07/11/2022 01:32 (2 Years ago)

Suzume Fujimori's POV


"...I... feel the same." Suzume lowered her head. "...before I came here, I thought I had reason. I thought I had purpose. I thought I had something that would make me feel whole. But this entire time, I've been empty. I've been an empty container. It was like... she made me realize what I was missing. She made me better than I was before. We made each other better than we were before." She sighed... "I... I put everything... on the line for... for..."

For a future that she had dreamed of from the time she was young. But she had never thought herself a romantic. Science, ideas, experiments, facts, theories, insights, formulas... all occupied her mind. But, love? She'd only known the love of her fathers, and no one else.

And yet, it wasn't like her parents even knew the full scope of what was... her. She was grateful to them. But she'd never had a genuine friend, a genuine lover.

"I don't know what to do. I guess... I'll just... somehow explain this whole thing to my college. Maybe the whole thing can be sorted out, or, I could find another college, start over, earn my degree... get a job..."

It all felt so empty. So meaningless.

She'd always wanted it, hadn't she?

Why wasn't it... enough anymore?

"Maybe we could all go out together... I don't know... I'm so lost too, Maji..."

I always went alone. I was always alone.

You are always alone. You're never alone.

She was always alone, in the way that was crushing. She was never alone, in the way that hurt most. And she could still feel it, almost grappling at her throat, leaving, etching, its invisible marks...

She turned to look at Nakata. "I guess we do have to find out."

For once... she wasn't so sure she wanted to know the answer.

"Okay. A toast!" Suzume began, forcing a smile that looked more a grimace. "To the last ones standing... on the edge of the world."

She saw Megami out of the corner of her eye... and yet, she never felt more without her presence.


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Posted: Mon, 07/11/2022 01:19 (2 Years ago)

Suzume Fujimori's POV


Suzume found herself absolutely shaken, as she took in Majikaruman's face for the first time. He had taken off his mask. Both physically, and metaphorically. He had shown everyone him, before them. And she still hadn't shown everyone her, all of her.

She couldn't help but admire him, for doing what she couldn't. And there were only four words that could flow from her lips. Four words that spoke the truth, part of the truth, of who she was and how she felt.

"I'm your friend, Maji."


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Posted: Sun, 06/11/2022 23:53 (2 Years ago)

Suzume Fujimori's POV


They were all kids. They were all still kids. Suzume had forced herself to pretend she was an adult, put on her college uniform, with its fancy collar and tie. She'd buttoned herself up and pulled up her tights, and put on her shoes. She stepped into the door and forced herself to work hard every single day, eat and drink and sleep whenever she had the opportunity, no time for friends, no time for Dad and Dad, no time for a boyfriend or girlfriend, cram for exams, hope desperately to pass...

To shape herself into that "adult" she desperately wanted to be, who had it all together... Had all the rest struggled with the same? She was a scientist. That was who she was. That was who she had to be. And scientists always stay calm, they always stay patient... No matter what. They don't show their emotions unless they're of importance. Logical, analytical, cold, calculating, intelligent...

But she was not all that. She was not all that deep down.

She was the little girl poreing away at her scientific textbooks, collapsed over at the computer researching... Who tried braiding her hair and it went disastrously wrong, her dad had to braid it for her... She always kept one lock in a little hair tie, reminding her...

She didn't want anyone to die. It was all a lie.

And Megami... Had been the only one to ever crack the code. The only one to open her up. To see the truth, like a true scientist does.

And she would forever love her... And honor her for that...

For opening her eyes.

And she imagined Hisoka felt the same way to Maji...


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Posted: Sun, 06/11/2022 23:37 (2 Years ago)
Suzume nodded shakily. "Of... Of course." She saw Megami there, across the room. Wondering if she approved. Ugh, no... That... That wasn't her. She wasn't here. But she desperately wanted to believe she was...

Hisoka... Oh, Hisoka.

The man... No, he wasn't even a man. They were all still kids, pretending to be adults, in a way.

He was a child.

And Monokuma f**king took him away from them all...

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Posted: Sun, 06/11/2022 23:33 (2 Years ago)
"She didn't," Suzume sputtered. "She... She may have thought she did, but, Maji, I..."
Her voice turned hiccupy with the tears... "I loved her more than she could have ever known... At least... At least..." The words sounded so stupid, so so stupid, coming from a scientist. "...that's how I feel."

She turned to Nakata. "You're... Welcome," she croaked out with the slightest smile...

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Posted: Sun, 06/11/2022 23:27 (2 Years ago)

Suzume Fujimori's POV


"To tell you, how much I loved you
To tell you, how much I love you still,
To tell you, just what you mean to me,
To tell you, how I always will...

Cherish these precious memories you gave me,
Megami, my Nutmeg, it feels like you saved me,"

And at the last part, the tears rolled down her cheeks and you could have heard a pin drop...

"Then you went away, like other students always do,
You never knew, oh, you never knew, just how much I love you..."


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Posted: Sun, 06/11/2022 22:41 (2 Years ago)
"I-It's not done!" she stammered, looking red in the face. She almost laughed at how she reminded herself of someone else... "Just... Hang on..."

She took a deep breath, and continued. She imagined Megami cheering her on... She glanced gratefully at Niwa... "Thank you."

"You changed me, you changed my world forever
You took me back to those days when I...
Oh, those days that were but a memory
When you left all those old days left me

You cracked the code to my heart,
A code I never thought would come apart
And I-I-I-I wish I could turn back time
So I could begin to start..."


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Posted: Sun, 06/11/2022 22:28 (2 Years ago)

Title: Suzume Fujimori's POV but Dorky is too lazy to type BBC

"I see... Okay... I guess I'll..." She inhaled. "Sing it..." She felt a bit self-conscious, remembering one time that she was forced to sing on stage in school and everyone had laughed at her...

But she saw Megami, her Megami... Sitting there, across the room... And she knew, she had to.

For her.

She began to sing...

"I was once a naïve little girl in a ponytail,
Dreams of being the next Tesla or Einstein working in a labcoat,
Bringing my discoveries out to the world,
Oh, I was but a foolish little girl

Then the world let me out of my veil, taught me to tie knots
It taught me how to sail but there are a few storms along the way
I became a bit cold and gray, icy cold and gray, like the world
Then you came along and taught me differently..."


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Posted: Sun, 06/11/2022 22:08 (2 Years ago)

Suzume Fujimori's POV


"I see..." She couldn't help but feel bitter... Towards Nakata, unattached to anyone, much like she herself used to be. Towards Niwa, his lover still alive and well... She had to take her mind off it...

"I was just thinking... I've had this song on my mind lately. That... I came up with. I'm no songwriter, or even Ultimate Writer of any sort. But I was just thinking... What if we all sang songs about people we lost? I had... One on my mind, about... Megami..."


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